Ji Chen's illness made Lao Ma give her an afternoon of leave, Lao Ma, as Ji Chen's homeroom teacher, saw that this child began to study hard, but he didn't know what kind of illness he had, which made people worry.

In fact, when school started, Ji Chen's parents had already greeted Lao Ma, and they were afraid that they would not be insured, so they also stuffed Lao Ma with a shopping card. Not long after the start of school, Ji Chen fell ill twice in a row, although this illness did not hurt her life, but her ups and downs of emotions were also hurtful, especially in the critical period of the third year of high school, emotions really affected her grades.

Lao Ma stuffed people into the infirmary and accompanied Ji Chen until his class was about to start.

"Ji Chen, you just stay here for a while, turn back to the dormitory door open, you go back to the dormitory to rest. Don't go to class today, have a good rest, don't burn your body, don't think too much, it's useless to think too much, down-to-earth is the most important! ”

Ji Chen nodded, it should be, and after the old horse left, she lay back on the hospital bed. The doctors of the school hospital sat outside the lounge and chatted, they were all retired old doctors, who worked in the school infirmary, went to work at half past eight every day and left work at four o'clock, and their main job was to get together and talk to their parents.

Ji Chen was lying on the hospital bed and listened to the old aunts chatting outside.

is nothing more than the things of his grandson and daughter-in-law, but he also talks excitedly, like a storyteller.

"Oh, Koyanagi! What's wrong with you? Feeling unwell? That's uncomfortable! Sit down and Auntie will show you! ”

Liu Ge smiled shyly, "It's not uncomfortable, my classmate is not in good health, she came to the infirmary, is she still there?" ”

The aunts immediately understood, and they all laughed and trembled.

"Yes, yes, yes! Rest in there! The little girl is not as handsome as you, but she is good! ”

Liuge choked for a moment, not knowing what to say, he nodded awkwardly at the aunts, and then entered the lounge.

Ji Chen was about to fall asleep in a daze with a pillow, and in her sleep she saw Liu Ge again, but at this time, Liu Ge and she were not standing in the visitation room of the rehabilitation/drug center, but in the gorgeous hall.

The people around me are full of people coming and going, and they are very lively.

Ji Chen found herself standing in the most inconspicuous corner, looking up at Liu Ge.

Lyug was dressed in a crisp suit with a smile on his face, like a spring sun melting winter snow, dazzling. He also dressed up deliberately, meticulously, and many people came forward to say hello to him, and he didn't skimp on his smile. In the past, he was so withdrawn that he didn't give people a good face at all, but now he is so kind that people want to hug him.

Ji Chen looked at him and couldn't take his eyes off.

But soon, she saw a huge screen behind Liuge, which read, "Congratulations to Mr. Liuge and Ms. Bai Zehua on getting married." The magnified black characters pierced the heart, Ji Chen's clenched fists were stiff and weak, and his nails were about to be embedded in the flesh and blood.

At this time, Ji Chen knew that she was very paranoid, and her life over the years had made her three views collapse, if it weren't for the belief she wanted to adhere to in the end, then she would have been a madman out of ten.

In this scene, Ji Chen and Su Pei said that at that time she was not "dreaming", she was "seeing".

But at that time, the picture was just a flash, she didn't really experience that feeling like this, and now, she felt it.

Her whole heart was trembling, and everything she had was falling apart. Ji Chen didn't understand why she was so obsessed with this person, even if she liked Liu Ge for so long, but if she couldn't get it, she would give up, there are thousands of men in the world, how many couples can love each other?

However, what puzzled her was that she didn't want to cry, she held back her tears strongly.

I don't know how long I stood in the corner, Ji Chen felt that his legs were numb. She witnessed the whole process of their wedding, which was warm and desirable.

The talented woman, exchanging rings, making promises, unveiling and kissing, the whole process progressed extremely naturally, and the guests who participated in the wedding cheered and coaxed one by one, causing the two newlyweds to blush.

Until the end of the whole process, Ji Chen actually had the illusion of being relieved, was she relieved, or was it herself? The whole process is like being tortured in her heart, and the punishment is over?

Ji Chen is completely unfamiliar with that self, everything she shows now is her fragile appearance, and her emotions often collapse, this is the first time, which makes her feel that she is also strong.

"All love will be, impermanence is rare for a long time, life is more fearful, life is in danger of morning dew, from love to worry, from love to fear, if you are separated from the lover, worry-free and fearless."

Ji Chen's heart tightened, and she woke up suddenly by pulling the sheets, she stared at the ceiling and panted, unable to calm her mood at this time.

Fear engulfed her like a black hole.

"What's wrong? Having a nightmare? Liuge looked at her, her eyes were red at this time, her bangs were wet with sweat and stuck to her forehead, and she looked like she had just been jumped.

What Liu Ge didn't expect at all was that Ji Chen suddenly plunged into his arms, as if he was hiding from someone, his body was trembling.

"It's all fake, it's all fake......" Ji Chen muttered to himself, sobbing uncontrollably.

Liu Ge's body was stiff and he didn't know what to do, so he could only treat himself as a hanger and let Ji Chen hang on his body. Ji Chen's illness is a heart disease, and at this time, it is obviously the best time to understand her illness.

"It's all fake, don't be afraid." Liu Ge patted her on the back, the only child he coaxed when he grew up so big was his little nephew, and at this time, he could only coax Ji Chen as his little nephew.

Ji Chen desperately grabbed Liu Ge's clothes and hugged him tightly, if it wasn't for the fact that she lost her sense of proportion because she was too scared at this time, then she would definitely take the opportunity to rub oil.

What scared her so much was the last thing someone said to her.

It was a passage from "The King of Wonderful Colors Seeking the Dharma", and it was she who spoke it. It's the self that comes from the future, hidden in her body.

She clearly knew that this sentence was said by the other party to herself, just like the warning that made her leave Liu Pianran last time.

In the past, she thought that this self was just hidden in her own body, friendly to herself, and maybe for some reason, so she couldn't control her emotions, but today, she found that that she was not as friendly as she imagined.

She was in her own body, and yet she was unaware of her presence.

But she knew what she had done and what was in her mind.

If it is two independent and parallel consciousnesses, then neither party will have the memory of the other party what they have done, and only at a certain point of stimulation will there be an alternation of consciousness. And now, she is like a meat being watched, in front of other people's eyes.

Ji Chen felt scared, she felt that the memories she saw were all deliberately done by herself, so that she knew what she had experienced in her previous life, and then changed the trajectory of her life. And she began to slowly appear in her own consciousness.

Now that he can give her a warning, will he be able to control her body slowly? And then devour yourself, and then this body will belong to the future self, not the current self?

Ji Chen was particularly scared, afraid that he would disappear like this.

Although both of them are their own consciousnesses, they experience completely different things, they have two ways of thinking, in other words, they are now two personalities.

One is the personality of the present and the other is the personality of the future.

She vaguely felt that her future self was a pervert, and her current self couldn't fight her at all. Will she be like this, as time goes by, she has more and more influence on herself, but she loses herself more and more?

Ji Chen really hopes that all this is fake, all this is his own imagination, he actually has a delusional disease, a mental illness, as long as he cooperates with the treatment, then there will be a day of healing.

Ji Chen sniffed and suddenly remembered that he had just hugged someone in a panic, who did he hug?

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to!" Ji Chen hurriedly sat up from the other party's arms, raised his eyes and saw that he was actually holding Liu Ge, and a fierce man fell into Liu Ge's arms again, "My head is still a little dizzy, let me hold it for a while~"

Liuge pushed her away in disgust, and the two hugged for a while, with a layer of sweat on their bodies and their clothes sticky.

"What are you having nightmares, illness and nightmares, do you want to see a doctor?"

Ji Chen adjusted his sitting posture and shook his head, if she told the doctor about her illness, the doctor would not believe it.

"I don't think I'm going to get better, and I don't take it seriously for a while if I haven't had a seizure, and it turns out that I can't ignore it." Ji Chen squeezed his hand and looked at the palm, in fact, when she threw herself into Liu Ge's arms just now, she did feel a sense of security, this sense of security was very strange, like another one she gave her.

Could it be that his relationship with Liuge can appease her?

Ji Chen looked at Liu Ge, the emotions in her heart were magnificent, she couldn't describe what kind of emotions she was at this time.

"Don't give up, cooperate well with the treatment, and you will definitely be cured." Lyug patted the back of her hand like a big brother.

"Lyug, thank you for being with me." Ji Chen paused for a moment, as if he remembered something. "Didn't you go to class? Why are you here? ”

Liuge pinched his nose, not knowing what excuse to make for a while.

He heard about Ji Chen's fainting in class, and immediately rushed over. He didn't know why he was so dizzy and in such a hurry.

When I came, I knew that I saw people sleeping well, and my heart was relaxed. Thinking about it this way, I'm really hot with a shaving head. It's not like me at all.