Chapter 174: Collapsed Hope
Jason's words seem to draw an end to the future of Yin Zheng and Song He from now on, clearly marking whether it will be 'Yin Zheng's matter' or 'Song He's matter' in the future, but it will no longer be 'the matter of the two of them'.
In the silence, Jason remembered that as soon as he entered the door, he saw Yin Zheng staring straight out of the window as if he had no soul, and he didn't know what he was thinking, his handsome facial features were covered with a layer of dullness, and he couldn't see that although he was cold, he was high-spirited.
Jason couldn't tell why he was angry, logically speaking, the situation like this is the best, Yin Zheng has already said that Song He's affairs have nothing to do with him in the future, that is, he wants to separate from Song He, but when Jason heard this, he didn't feel very happy, and even ...... The anger is even stronger.
Maybe it's because Jason feels unworthy for Song He, or maybe Jason thinks that many years ago, was his sister also like this in Yin Zheng's heart? Yin Zheng just said 'it's all over', and easily erased the time when his sister appeared in his life.
Jason's mind recalled Yin Zheng's reaction when he just saw him enter the door - after feeling a shadow suddenly shrouded in front of him, the man turned his head expressionlessly, lifted his eyelids, and glanced at it very indifferently, and after finding out that the person who came was Jason, he retracted his gaze very indifferently, and returned to the posture he had just been looking out of the window.
Jason suddenly felt a wave of anger.
This kind of anger began to accumulate in his heart when he saw the man under house arrest Song He in Yin Zheng's house, and there were many reasons for the anger, but Jason could feel that the most obvious reason was anger.
This is true for Yin Zheng and Song He. obviously love each other, but they have to torture each other to make each other painful and rub each other.
And those who need love, those who want to love, don't have a real chance.
Such as Jason, such as his sister.
Jason's gaze was like Song He, Yin Zheng who was like having his soul taken away, and he felt more than anger, that is, disappointment - even if Jason didn't want to admit it, but in fact, the Yin Zheng he knew and saw was not this down-and-out appearance.
The Yin Zheng he knows is a man who can always face all kinds of problems calmly, calm and composed, as if he is omnipotent and will not be defeated.
Jason couldn't understand why he didn't try to come together and give it a try if he was sad to leave each other.
If the separation is caused by the child alone...... That's ridiculous.
So, the next second when Yin Zheng felt Jason getting closer and closer, a pair of arms stretched out, and with anger, grabbed Yin Zheng's collar fiercely, forcing Yin Zheng to look at Jason, who was already full of anger at this time.
"Jason, what do you want to do?"
Yin Zhengping looked at Jason, who seemed to be flickering with clusters of fire in his eyes, and asked the man opposite without a little fluctuation in his tone, but Jason seemed to be deaf, just staring at Yin Zheng tightly, and even the voice of his voice was full of tremors under anger.
"Yin Zheng, have you become a coward?"
Jason confronted the lifeless man in front of him, and the short sentence seemed to be squeezed out of his teeth, with a clear annoyance.
But for Jason's anger and questioning, Yin Zheng always maintained a kind of indifference that he didn't care about, as if he was completely shielded, and even in his gaze at Jason, he revealed this kind of indifference that he didn't care about anything.
This kind of indifference not only made Jason feel strange and incredulous, but the down-and-out man he saw in front of him now was Yin Zheng, who once stood in this business empire and could always control all the odds.
Love defeated Yin Zheng and made Yin Zheng fall from the throne that belonged to him.
The current Yin Zheng is like all the strong defenses that are rapidly collapsing and self-destructing.
Jason's voice was mixed with a huge grief, as if he didn't want to believe it, and even the hands that grabbed Yin Zheng's collar were clenched so tightly that they almost turned white.
However, for Jason's strong feelings, Yin Zheng has always been like a piece of wood, his eyes are cold, and he exudes a sense of reluctance to communicate with people from beginning to end.
Yin Zheng suddenly closed himself completely.
He could see the anger on Jason's face that seemed to turn into substance, and he could see the deep disappointment in Jason's eyes.
Yin Zheng knew that he did give up prematurely this time, but Yin Zheng was suddenly tired.
The moment he knew that Song He was going to kill their child, Yin Zheng felt as if he had tasted complete despair, and suddenly felt that what he thought was a complete life had become boring in an instant.
He kept looking at the scenery outside the window, and kept asking himself: You stand so high, you can step on so many people under your feet, but look at it, except for your career, you can't keep anything, whether it's Song He or the unborn child, you don't have the ability to guard, isn't it sad? Isn't it pitiful?
Yin Zheng thought about it for a while, and then gave himself the answer.
Pathetic, pathetic.
Since you can't keep anything, you don't want anything.
In fact, Yin Zheng thought about it carefully, all along, he really couldn't keep anything, from the music dream he liked at the beginning, then his mother, then to Lin Xue, who he liked for the first time, and now Song He and the child who is just a little embryo.
From this life to now, it seems that he has everything, everything that men desire most, he has at his fingertips, money, power, power, and even as long as Yin Zheng beckons, there are a large number of women who are willing to let him play with it.
But does he really want these? - He didn't want to.
If he wanted to, he wouldn't have wanted to learn music at the beginning, and he wouldn't have run away from the Yin family, but fate may be cruel, he obviously saw so many cruel facts, and even later participated in it, but when the cruelty finally landed on his head, he woke up to how painful it was.
Case...... Yin Zheng thought, since this is the case, then he doesn't want anything.
Why bother? Song He was also so painful because of him, and now he is even more tormented because of him.
Why bother?
In that case, it doesn't have to be.
Jason saw Yin Zheng, who had been silent, suddenly showed a smile that seemed to be indifferent to anything, but at the same time, Jason clearly saw Yin Zheng smiling on his face, but there was no waveless lifelessness in his eyes.
Jason saw Yin Zheng finally take his gaze away from an unknown point and shift it to his face, and then, Jason heard Yin Zheng's deep voice, which sounded slowly in this office.
Yin Zheng said: "Jason, excuse me, take Song He to beat the child, and I will help her contact the relevant matters." ”
"Fart!" Jason screamed angrily, and even fiercely mentioned Yin Zheng's collar, and the anger made Jason look like all the facial features on his entire face were distorted: "Don't involve me in everything!" This is your family affair, whether your children love it or not, it has nothing to do with me! ”
When Yin Zheng heard this, he didn't have any expression, but nodded lightly, indicating that what Jason said was right: "Well, what you said is also true, then I will arrange it myself." ”
Jason has nothing to say about Yin Zheng, who is now completely out of oil and salt.
He let go of his hand as if he was completely disappointed, pushed back a few steps, and didn't look at Yin Zheng, just stared at the folds on his shirt, and sneered softly.
But there is no doubt that laughter, whether it is from the tone or from Jason's expression, is full of mockery, as if mocking Yin Zheng at this moment for becoming such an incapable man.
"Yin Zheng." When Jason called out Yin Zheng's name, it was as if he was squeezing out from between his teeth, and his eyes revealed a deep and cold gaze, glowing with a deep light.
Jason said: "You coward, what kind of love do you love, what kind of infatuation, why can't you be bold?" Obviously, you used to be a hard-hearted person, but now your belly is full of tenderness. ”
As Jason's words sounded, a feeling of disgust and disgust suddenly appeared in his heart, obviously Yin Zheng did not have the ability to love Song He, but he had to pull Song He into his abyss, so that now, even Song He was about to fall to pieces.
Jason's gaze was cold and piercing, and he said in a dumb voice: "People like you should be, no one loves you when you live, and no one buries you when you die!" ”
Yin Zheng looked at Jason quietly for a while, then nodded without warning and said, "You're right." ”
No one loves you when you are alive, and no one buries you when you die.
Yin Zheng really felt that what Jason said was not unreasonable, people like him may have been born to harm others.
At this point, Jason had nothing to say, with a cold face, without looking at Yin Zheng again, he strode away.
Chen Che was the only one who was allowed to stay by Yin Zheng, she witnessed the whole process, but she never said a word, until Jason slammed the door and left, she looked at Yin Zheng who was deep in thought again, and suddenly said: "Boss, I know that as a subordinate, you shouldn't comment too much on your family affairs. ”
"But—"
Chen Che's always serious and calm face couldn't hide the disappointment between those beautiful eyes.
"What are you afraid of?" Chen Che asked Yin Zheng: "Look at the present, what could be worse than now?" ”
After saying this, Chen Che also opened the door and left one after another, leaving Yin Zheng alone in the empty president's office, his eyes down, and he didn't know where his gaze was.
At this moment, Yin Zheng was like a lonely king, he sat on his high throne, looking around, only empty and silent.