Chapter 208: Choice
Chen Che stood in front of Song He and was in trouble for a while.
When he was in the hospital just now, he was obviously still on fire, but now, seeing Song He's haggard appearance, the fire in Chen Che's heart was inexplicably gone.
In my impression, Song He is not what she is now, she looks haggard and helpless, and it is clear that Song He is the rich wife of a rich person that most people envy.
But take a look at Song He's appearance now, what else is Mrs. Fu?
Chen Che completely felt that if Song He continued like this, maybe the child would not be born, and Song He himself would not be able to hold on first. "Can't you let me go? Please. β
Song He looked at Chen Che, and the tears on her face couldn't stop falling, but Chen Che couldn't help it, she was also acting on orders, Yin Zheng's order was Chen Che's entire task, she could only obey Yin Zheng and do things for Yin Zheng.
Song He looked at the embarrassed expression on Chen Che's face, and for a while, she didn't know what to do, she really thought that Chen Che would chase Yin Zheng to the airport to block herself, but Song He didn't think about what she should do when she saw Song He.
Song He felt that his heart was also in such a torment, and he became more and more sad and painful.
It was as if someone was tearing her apart and trying to split it in half.
Half of them were telling her to stay by Yin Zheng's side, accompany Yin Zheng, and wait for the child to be born, and everything would be fine, while the other half told him that it was useless for you to continue to stay by Yin Zheng's side, except for making it difficult for you and Yin Zheng to each other. You are torturing Yin Zheng and yourself at the same time, why don't you let yourself leave Yin Zheng?
Maybe Yin Zheng was just sad for a while, and after this time, he would get better.
Song He struggled in her heart, she didn't even know whether it was right or wrong for her to leave Yin Zheng, but she only knew one thing, that is, she was staying by Yin Zheng's side now, and now she was miserable, and she didn't have the happiness and pleasure she once had.
Yin Zheng is all he has, but Yin Zheng is also the source of his pain.
Just when Song He was at his hardest, Jason spoke.
Jason looked at Chen Che and said, "Are you still Song He's friend?" Are you still Song He's friend? Haven't you seen what Song He has become now because of Yin Zheng? Is this still what Song He used to be?! β
The four successive questions made Chen Che speechless.
Chen Chen understood what the man on the other side meant, and indeed Song He was not as confident and cheerful as before.
Now Song He has a depressed and low feeling all over her body, which makes people who get along with her feel that Song He must not be a very cheerful person at the first glance when they see Song He.
But Chen Che understands, and Chen Che also knows, that Song He is not like this, because she has indeed seen the former Song He, so she naturally knows how strong and confident the former Song He is.
Even if he was hurt by the people of the Song family, even if he was targeted by Su Wen and Su Duo, even if he was abandoned by Tang Qi, Song He would always be able to walk through by himself in the face of these injuries.
Chen Che has seen Song He like that, and he has witnessed how Song He became what he is today, so Chen Che knows that the culprit that caused Song He to become what he is now can be said to be Yin Zheng.
Maybe this is love, love is the original sin.
It hurts two people who love each other and makes them have to separate.
Chen Che actually knew what Yin Zheng had done to Song He, and during the time when Yin Zheng was under house arrest for Song He, Chen Che vaguely guessed.
But Chen Che did not come forward as Song He's friend to stop Yin Zheng, Chen Che deep down in his heart, regarded himself more as Yin Zheng's personal assistant and as Yin Zheng's person.
This is also the reason why after Yin Zheng and Song He reconciled, Chen Che did not contact Song He very much.
In Chen Che's opinion, when Song He needed to stand up and help her say a word to her, she didn't stand up, which was actually a betrayal as a friend.
"Song He, I don't want to take you back."
After a long silence, Chen Che finally spoke, her voice was extremely hoarse, with a resolute determination that she had finally made a decision after experiencing contradictions and entanglements.
She looked at Song He's eyes with a complex emotion that Song He couldn't understand.
Song He didn't have time to be happy, but he heard Chen Che say again: "I won't take you back, but you have to tell me where you are going?" I won't tell Yin Zheng, just out of a friend's concern. I'm not threatening you, you know what I mean? β
When Song He heard Chen Che say this, his originally painful heart suddenly got a little comfort.
In fact, when I arrived at the airport today, I saw that the people around me who were about to leave were surrounded by relatives and friends, and Song He was actually very sad in his heart.
She suddenly felt that her life was a failureβthose people had a lot of friends around them, but there was only one Jason by her side.
Song He felt that he had lived to this age and didn't even have a good friend around him who could speak, wasn't this a failure?
During the time he was with Yin Zheng, almost all of Song He's focus was on Yin Zheng.
At the beginning, she wanted to have a good relationship with Yin Zheng, let Yin Zheng help her deal with Su Wen and Su Duo, and help him deal with the affairs of the Song family, but later, after Song He found out that he liked Yin Zheng, the feeling that was different from when he liked Tang Qi made Song He involuntarily put all his energy on Yin Zheng.
She hopes that Yin Zheng can feel all her love, so she can only devote all her time to Yin Zheng. Song He suddenly felt that the reason why he and Yin Zheng were able to become like this may be because they were in the wrong state at the beginning - at that time, Song He was almost abandoned by the entire Song family, abandoned by her biological father, she had nothing, and only Yin Zheng was by her side.
So whether it was for the purpose of profit at the beginning, or later for the reason of love, Song He only had Yin Zheng by his side.
This is also the reason why Song He didn't care much about his child even after she became pregnant, and in Song He's heart, there was always only Yin Zheng.
Song He didn't tell a professional doctor like Jason about this kind of emotion, because even Song He secretly thought about it, and he could feel that this state was indeed very wrong.
Song He looked at Chen Che, and after only a few seconds, a very faint smile appeared on her face, which gently appeared on her tear-stained face, like a flower that bloomed quietly on the branches after being weathered by wind and rain, with a calm and indifferent after experiencing the hardships of wind and rain.
"Thank you, Chen Che." Song He smiled and said to Chen Chen: "I know you care about me, but now I don't even know where I'm going." β
Song He is not prevaricating, this is indeed true, she really doesn't know where she is going, where she can go, or where she wants to go now.
Chen Che showed an expression of disbelief on his face, and said in surprise: "Don't you know where you're going now?" Don't you know you're pregnant now? Have you ever thought about it for your children?! β
These rhetorical questions and questions made Song He a little embarrassed, but soon Song He smiled again, she understood that Chen Che was worried about herself, so Song He replied: "You don't have to worry about me, I've already thought about it, I'll go to England for a while first, and I'll definitely tell you when I'm sure I'm going to do something." β
Chen Che was silent in Song He's words, and he didn't have the excitement just now.
Maybe Song He's decision is right, going out for a casual walk is also a good thing for Song He to mediate his mood, and now Chen Che even thinks that Song He may have some precursors of depression, because some of Song He's manifestations are indeed some signs of depression.
Since Song He has the idea of going out to relax, maybe when she is distracted, the stimulation of being alone in a foreign country can make Song He understand that she can't do without Yin Zheng, so as to return to Yin Zheng?
Chen Che thought so, then nodded and said, "If you have such thoughts, that's not bad. Well...... In short, when you are away from home, pay more attention to safety. β
Chen Che, who has always been indifferent and reticent, rarely says such a caring and considerate word, so these words are extremely blunt and awkward when he says them, and even after Chen Che finishes speaking, he is a little embarrassed.
And now that they are separated, there are some things that Chen Che still has to say.
So Song He saw Chen Che take a few steps forward, until he walked in front of him, Song He saw that Chen Che's expression was a little more solemn than before.
Chen Che looked at Song He and said, "I don't know if it's right or wrong to agree with you to leave, but at least I know that if I take you back to Yin Zheng's side now, you will definitely not have a good life, boss now, I can't accept the fact that you left him at all, like crazy." So I thought, maybe let you go, although it goes against the boss's will, but I at least saved you. β
When Chen Che said this, Song He heard it in his ears, and suddenly felt a little mixed.
She couldn't tell whether she was uncomfortable or moved in her heart, or whether she heard Yin Zheng feel uncomfortable and painful because of her state after leaving.
But Song He thought that someone as powerful as Yin Zheng would definitely soon adapt to the life after he left.
With this thought in her heart, the originally faint smile on Song He's face gradually mixed with some bitterness, and there was a painful light flowing in her eyes.
Song He didn't know what he thought, so he immediately raised his head, looked at Chen Che and said, "Thank you for taking care of me all the time, and I don't know when I will see you next time, but if I can, will I be a godmother to my child?" You were the one who saved him. β