288. The heart moves with the mind
It was a night full of killings! The leader was furious and gathered everyone on the island in the square, and he wanted everyone to see the fate of the betrayal. Instructor Qin was stripped naked and hung upside down in the air, blood stained all over her body, and whip marks were dense, before this, she had already been tortured. After the leader's threatening statement, a barred cart carrying wolves was pushed over.
Originally, everyone thought that this time Instructor Qin was thrown into the wolves to feed the wolves like the people who had been punished before, but they never thought that the car would be pushed directly below her, and the iron fence on top would be opened, and then the rope that controlled her to hang her would hang low and rise, causing the wolves to go crazy. At the moment of landing, the snow wolf took the lead in jumping up, accompanied by Instructor Qin's miserable shouts.
The snow wolf actually bit off a piece of meat on her face! And after the snow wolf, other wolves also jumped up, and Instructor Qin went from a sharp scream to a hoarse throat, and finally completely annihilated. The leader's intention was to let the wolves bite off the flesh on Instructor Qin's body one by one, and to die in such a way that the pain was not just for a moment. During the whole process, he scanned everyone with sharp eyes, especially paying more attention to the chief, because the chief asked Instructor Qin to teach me to paint, which can be regarded as a cooperative relationship.
The chief is suspicious of the chief! And from beginning to end, the chief stared at Instructor Qin with a heavy face, without any emotional fluctuations, and finally, when the audience was silent again, the leader smiled. His eyes drooped, and he grinned at the chief, "Ah Ting, it seems that you have frightened your little apprentice. "Naturally, it's me, such a bloody scene, every scream of Instructor Qin is torturing my nerves, and I can't help but tremble and my eyes widen.
I only heard the commander scolding indifferently above his head: "I haven't seen anything in the world, so I won't go back to training." Then he said goodbye to the chief, but the chief did not hinder him. After a warning and intimidation, it seems that the mood has become good.
I was carried away by the chief, and when I returned to the front of the house, I was thrown under the big tree, and when I saw that he was about to leave, I held back a voice from my throat: "Instructor Qin is dead." He looked back at me for a few seconds and said, "I see it." I raised my head and asked in a trembling voice, "Aren't you sad?" And his answer was, "Why should I be sad?" She is to blame for everything. ”
At that time, I was stunned, but when I re-painted the film, I saw that there were people hiding in the bushes next to me. That day, I sat under the tree, from day to night, repeating over and over again the scene before Instructor Qin's death. The nerves were withdrawn until a pair of feet appeared in the low-hanging sight, slowly rising along the military boots, and when he saw the heroic figure under the starry sky in the upward perspective, his mind was blank, and he asked for a long time: "Why are you here?" ”
The night was dark, but the silhouette was too familiar to me to be mistaken. Because since that dawn a year ago, almost every night has turned this silhouette and this figure upside down in my mind. At this time, I didn't have extra room to think, so I could only ask dryly. Gao Cheng squatted down, still taller than me who was sitting, he looked at me carefully, his eyebrows and eyes were cold and cold, and the first thing he said was: "Do you feel pain?" ”
I didn't understand what he meant, so I asked, "What?" He smiled, a hint of cruelty flashing in his eyes, and leaned into my ear: "Forget that I said that it would make your island uneasy and they would pay the price?" ”
The memory flew over, and he immediately remembered something that had not been forgotten, and then his heart sank in the next moment, and his eyes widened: "You mean ......" He smiled more and more evilly, and his eyebrows lifted slightly: "I don't know if you are satisfied with this answer?" ”
"No!" I was angry, but I kept my voice down, until he told me in my ear how to command the leader's deployment, and how to crack the commander's secret chess one by one, my head seemed to be blown open, and I couldn't say a word by tugging at his palm. Hate? No, it's fear! He said: This is the price I paid for deceiving him, and I also avenged the arrow a year ago.
But Gao Cheng, do you know that a year ago, Instructor Qin shot you with an arrow but didn't kill you, and after discovering our whereabouts, he didn't mention it to others, but once you bit back, she died tragically. And all of this is because of me! I'm the culprit, I'm the one who lured the wolf into the house!
At this point, I already understand that what really made me crazy when I was thirteen years old was not the tragic death of Instructor Qin, but Gao Cheng. This person I had in mind never thought that he would return with a pair of demonic wings and leave me in hell from now on.
At the end of the image, I fall to the ground, squinting at the vague silhouette.
It seemed to hear a distant voice asking, "Give you another chance, do you want to go with me this time?" ”
My answer is: never.
In the painting, I felt miserable in my mouth, and I thought that the encounter when I was young was also a youthful cardamom, sweet and sad. The truth of the matter is so cruel. Gao Cheng straightened up and condescended: Don't regret it.
I was about to burst into tears when I saw it, and at this time, Gao Cheng, who had lost his normal mind, was resolute and arrogant, and parting again became inevitable. There is a sentence that I didn't understand before, but now I understand: I used to think that parting was leaving someone I didn't love. One day, when I grew up, I realized that there is a kind of parting, which is to leave the person you love. There is a kind of parting, which is to wipe tears and dare not look back.
I was the last one for Gao Cheng, wiping my tears and not daring to look back. Frightened by injury, mad by fear. The next day, when the chief found me under the tree, I was as stiff as a stone, and he carried me back to the house and ignored me. It wasn't until I came back in the evening that I realized that something was wrong with me.
I forcibly turn my mind, and I don't need to draw the images behind. No matter what I once had grudges, love or hate, it has come to an end, and I have made up my mind. It is said that all the skills of the human body, from fighting and fighting, to bending fingers, are all instructions that rely on the brain to run, so I am the brain of this space, when the breath accumulates in the body, the mind moves, and Gao Cheng's body also moves to the light and shadow.
Seeing that he was about to be shrouded in light and shadow, I couldn't suppress my sorrow and sorrow, this was the last time I saw him. After that, I will be in a state of silence, like him, and my mind will gradually slow down, and eventually my brain cells will stop, and I will be brain dead.
In his grief, he suddenly felt that his hand was grabbed heavily, and his center of gravity was immediately unstable, and the person fell forward. In this confusion, the light and shadow disappeared suddenly, and I was shocked, and a deep voice came from my ears: "Little bamboo, I don't allow it." ”
Goodbye bloody eyes, I only feel hopeless, just one step away!
His palm stroked my hair, and for the first time I heard him sigh: "I never thought that all this was because of me." I also tried my best to find the root of your painting, but I didn't know that your abilities were all imposed on you by me. I thought that since it started with me, it would end with me, but you stupid girl has a tendon to the end. ”
Suddenly, my heart skipped a half-beat, then contracted sharply, and was instantly occupied by horror. No, it can't be! But there are countless voices in the body that retort: How can it not be? Have you ever counted his scheming?
When he walked in here a month ago, it was impossible not to think about the consequences, so he asked Zhang Ji to desperately rescue me from Xu Jianglun a month later, if he can calculate every step I took before, how could he not calculate this next step? Otherwise, how could they wake up at a critical time and stop all this. I lost my voice and asked, "Why are you awake?" ”
He was silent for two seconds and replied, "There is a word called "The heart moves with the mind." ”
Suddenly, an arrow shot straight into the brain, and there was a white light. The heart moves with the thought, the mind is the brain, and when the brain moves, the heart moves.
"You deliberately lured me in to wake you up!" The muttering was for sure, but what made me feel even more inexplicably frightened was, what was he going to do when he woke up? He ignored my words and took me over him, only to realize that he was weak and could not listen to his hands and feet.
After hugging me tighter, he spoke again: "I thought that the memories that had been sealed in those two years had been opened, but I didn't know that what I had forgotten was not two years, but everything about you. Only by returning to the outlying islands, returning to Chucheng, and feeling the special atmosphere of this space, can you cross your brain with your heart. Little bamboo pole, it turns out that once, I hurt you so deeply......"
His voice was as scorching as fine sand, and I opened my mouth to speak, but he nodded his lips, and after rubbing his fingertips carefully, he said, "You couldn't see me in the painting just now, let me tell you." At that time, I was so angry that I was controlled by the demons, but I didn't go far and I felt unwilling, why did you say to me so decisively, 'never', I could have forcibly taken it away. So in the middle of the night, I turned back and 'met' your chief on the way. He fought for my life, and his moves were killing, and although his eyes were not bloodshot like mine, they were also red. A year ago I may not have been his opponent, but a year later he was defeated at my feet.
I have tried to get close to you several times, but as soon as I get close, you will tremble when you sit quietly, and if I force you to carry you away, you will even have nervous convulsions until you faint. You are rejecting me from heart to body. Thy chief watched all this, and then drove me away, saying, 'aIt will never belong to you. I was annoyed, but to no avail, until one time you bit me hard, and when you looked at you with cruelty in your eyes, I finally understood what loss was. It's just that I don't feel reconciled at all, and I swear that even if I can't get you, I will let you remember me forever. So I left a tooth mark on your wrist as well, and it went deep into your bones.
I didn't know that I had sucked some of your blood when I bit you, and I was about to return to my senses, so I only made a psychological suggestion to myself before I fainted: Since you are destined to lose, let all the memories of you be dusty. ”<