337.The Boy of a Small Town (1)
The first time I met him was when I was five years old, and when I first met, I had a very bad feeling of being forcibly occupied, and this strong sense of uneasiness overshadowed the joy of seeing my mother. You know, I haven't seen my mother for half a year, but the person I found next to her is so strong. My mom told me that he was my father and that I should call him daddy.
The term dad is not unfamiliar, and I often hear children in the same class mention it, and they will also see their dad picking them up and dropping them off to school. But this term doesn't belong to me, and I don't care too much, I envy that they have a mother. And on this day, I don't need to envy others, because Aunt Xiao promised me before that she would be my mother when she came back.
I don't like him.
When I said to my mother, I deliberately raised my voice, that is, I said it to him. But he was unmoved, and gave me a look of disdain. When he asked me for my name, I told him loudly: My name is Cheng Xiao. Mom's last name, mom's first name is homophonic.
The name Cheng Xiao is what I am most satisfied with, even if I called my mother Aunt Xiao before, it also shows my closeness to her. So when I said the name, I raised my chest very arrogantly. As soon as he heard my name be said, he immediately glanced away, completely ignoring my presence, staring straight at my mother's face, and seeing that I was extremely annoyed.
What annoyed me even more was that my mother wanted me to change my surname. She said that I should have taken that person's surname, and I had taken her surname for some reasons, but now that he is back, the son inherits his father, and he has to be surnamed Sheng Shi, his name is Sheng Shiyao, and I must be called Sheng Shixiao.
No matter how I heard this name, I felt awkward, and I shook my head resolutely, my mother couldn't do anything about me. But when he turned around, the man came to me, carried me into the room, and locked the door, and I was a little frightened. I thought he would teach me a lesson and give me a meal to eat, but I didn't think the first thing he said was: "Tell me about your mother." ”
At my age, I couldn't tell what the look on his face meant. Arrogantly asked, "Why should I tell you?" "If you want to find out about my mother, there is no door. But he said indifferently: "It's up to you whether you say it or not, I can ask myself." But if you don't say it, then I'll take her away tomorrow. ”
I was in a hurry at the moment and glared at him angrily, "No! Where are you going to take your mother? I don't allow it. ”
He snorted lightly and said coldly: "Why don't you allow it? And, do you think you can stop it? Half a year ago, my mother said that I was going to leave to find someone, I wanted to stop it, but my grandmother said that if I didn't let my mother find it, she would not be able to live. Now that I have brought this man back, needless to say, the person my mother is looking for is him, and although I don't like it, I can't deny one thing, that is, he is very important to my mother.
If he really wanted to take his mother away, I couldn't stop him.
had to bow his head to him and compromise, and asked softly: "Don't take your mother away, I'll tell you." ”
He replied expressionlessly: "Then what are you waiting for?" ”
If I want to talk about my mother, I just can't finish talking about it for a day, and he doesn't urge it, just sits there and listens casually. From time to time, I interjected and asked a few questions, and I answered according to my words, but after talking for too long, not only my legs were sore, but my mouth was extremely dry.
When he saw that I was spitting, he got up and walked up to me, looked at me condescendingly, and said, "That's it for today, and it's going to go back tomorrow." Seeing him walk past me to the door, he paused and said, "Also, my conversation with you, advises you not to tell your mother." ”
I glared angrily at the figure he walked out of the door, but I didn't dare to speak, he took the handle I cared about the most. When I turned around, my mother asked me in private, what were the two of them talking about in the room, and they didn't want to lie and lie to her, so they could only keep their mouths closed.
The next day, at the same time after dinner, I went to the bedroom room alone with him, and this time I was wiser enough to take the kettle I usually bring to school, pour tea in it, and turn away when I was thirsty and take a sip. I saw him raise an eyebrow halfway, but he didn't stop me. Although it was only two or three days, I found a situation in which my grandmother and aunt seemed to be a little afraid of him, so that when I was taken into the room alone by him, no one objected. And the way my mother looked at us, it was a different kind of thing, which contained love, and later I heard her say that it was to cultivate the relationship between our father and son that had been missing for five years.
I really want to tell her that I don't want to develop any father-son relationship with this person at all. But I can only keep this in my heart, because it is conceivable that if I say it, my mother will definitely be sad.
On the third day, before I stood in the room and started the lecture, he pointed to the chair next to him and said, "Sit down and speak." ”
I don't know why, after spending two days in a row in a harsh atmosphere, I spent this long nearly two hours of conversation, and on the third day, he suddenly said this, and I felt an inexplicable panic. I didn't understand it at the time, but when my mother dug up this content when I was older, she told me with a smile that he had fallen for his plan. Say it's a psychological tactic.
It's a very simple truth, just like when I beat up the boy in the class every day, and suddenly pat him on the shoulder one day and say something kind, he cried excitedly. Mom said that this kind of psychological tactic is called "a piece of candy", which means that you are used to being suppressed on weekdays, and suddenly the other party gives you a candy, you will feel inexplicably moved.
After listening to my mother's explanation, I was very indignant, I was only five years old at the time, as for using such esoteric tactics? Dad, he can't win at all.
When I mentioned that my mother had narcolepsy at that time, I found that his face finally changed, his eyebrows were frowned together, his lips were tightly pursed, as if he was angry, and his face was getting darker and darker, which was very scary. I gradually stopped talking, not daring to speak again.
He stared at me darkly and seemed to be looking behind me through me, and it took a while for him to ask, "Was she very bad during that time?" ”
I thought for a while and said, "You took a picture of your mother's sleeping with your aunt's mobile phone, do you want to see it?" ”
"Go get it." The tone of the command.
When I asked my aunt for a mobile phone, she quietly asked, "Are you okay?", I shook my head, except for a little intimidation and air conditioning, at least he didn't hit me, so it wasn't okay. On the other hand, my mother, she was not worried at all, sitting there and playing with the computer. I sighed, silently dragged my aunt's phone into the room, and closed the door again. When I handed it to him, my fingertips inevitably touched, and I quickly retracted my hand and said secretly: His hand is so cold.
There are a lot of photos in my aunt's mobile phone, all of which I secretly took while my mother was sleeping, recording my mother's situation during that time.
I couldn't tell which one he was looking at, but I could see that he was scrolling slowly across the screen, looking carefully one by one. The more I looked at the back, the more solemn the expression on his face became, and even I could see the sadness later.
Don't let the corners of his mouth curl up obviously, and only sneer secretly in his heart. I did it on purpose!
I didn't think much about it when I took those photos, but my mother was always sleeping, and when I woke up too little, I was bored by myself, so I took pictures when I was playing with my aunt's mobile phone. Later, I heard my grandmother and aunt talking in private, saying that my mother was getting thinner and thinner, and she was getting more and more angry, and I felt very scared when I heard it. I didn't think that the photo would be the best weapon to attack this man.
He threatened me not to tell my mother about our conversation, but he didn't ask me to go to my aunt to ask about him. After asking, I learned that the cause of my mother's narcolepsy is also him, and he has only been full of affection for his mother in the past two days, so when he asked the question just now, I threw a bait to him, and the fish really took the bait. caused his mother to get sick and let his mother go to him alone, which should also make him sad.
In this game, I made a small comeback.
As a result of the photo incident, he waved me out of the room early and left me alone inside. Seeing that I came out so early tonight, my mother came very strangely to ask, and I shrugged my shoulders and said, "He let me out." When my mother heard this, she immediately dragged her slippers and knocked on the door, but she also closed the door and did not open the door. So this night, my welfare came, and my mother slept with me. Since she came back, I had to go to school during the day and be taken by him at night, and I had very little time for me.
The more I felt that tonight's little ploy had made it very good. When I was lying down under the covers with my mother, I put my arm around her and asked, "Mom, will you sleep with me in the future?" She looked stunned, then said uncertainly, "Probably...... Your dad won't agree. ”
Okay, I know, the problem is not her, she has to deal with the person in the next room to win the chance to get along with her mother. Before I fell asleep, I swore in my heart that I would fight him to the end.
But when I woke up the next day, my mother was gone, and I was the only one left in bed. He dressed neatly and ran out, and his first instinct was to turn the doorknob of the door next door, but as soon as his hand touched the doorknob, the door opened from the inside, and the person who came out was a neat man, and his eyes glanced at the big bed behind him, where his mother was lying soundly asleep.
I want to cry without tears! I thought I had won a game, but I didn't think he was cheating, and I took my mother away in the middle of the night while I was asleep. Needless to say, I still lost this battle, and the annoying thing is that he leaned at the door of the room, looked down at me with a smile, and said slowly: "It doesn't seem like it's a weekend today, so you don't have to go to school?" I pursed my lips and gritted my teeth and replied, "Today it's my mother's turn to send me to kindergarten." ”
"It's so big, do you want someone to send it? What about the feet of others? ”
Get you back! Revenge naked! He's getting revenge on me for making him sad last night. What made me even more annoyed was that he actually cut off my mother's sight around the door, and then said, "Let's go, I'm free today, and I'll send you there reluctantly." I have identified the way, not that you can always rely on anyone when you are young, and when one day, when you have no one to rely on, you can only rely on yourself, understand? ”
Don't understand! I dared not speak out, why did he deprive my mother of the right to send me to school in a few words.
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