102. Self-defense

At this time, Gao Cheng sat down beside me and said lightly: "The palms and soles of the human hands and feet gather the acupuncture points of various parts of the human body, and the physiotherapy acupoints can open up the qi veins. Let Qiu help you apply needles a few times to heal. After speaking, he took my hand and stretched out to Qiu Yuebai.

There was a certain fear that arose inexplicably, and I panicked at that moment. Almost immediately, he clenched his fists and shook his head: "No, I don't need treatment. Qiu Yuebai looked at Gao Cheng, I don't know if it was my illusion, as if I saw her eyes turn purple, but it wasn't in the blink of an eye, I was in a daze, and I smelled a faint fragrance in my nose, like the smell I smelled before I fell asleep last night, but the smell was stronger.

Immediately I realized that something was wrong, because my sanity began to slow down after tens of seconds, and after two minutes I could only lean into Gao Cheng's arms, let him spread my palm, and then, with the silver needle inserted, the stabbing pain turned numb.

With every stitch, Qiu Yuebai would look up at me, and by the end of the day, I couldn't feel the pain anymore, because my eyelids were gradually closing. Obviously in the dark, but I felt like I was being churned by something, and I couldn't tell how uncomfortable I couldn't tell me, and the last inexplicable sadness began to surge. I don't know where the sorrow begins, but I can't suppress it, slowly, the sadness in my heart becomes a river, and I suddenly feel that I am alone in the world and independent.

I didn't want this sadness, I wanted to concentrate on it and abandon the defense, but I hesitated when I thought of the damage of the rebounding power before. After changing his thoughts, since he can't resist it, then shift his mind and draw a picture. The question is what am I going to draw now? Where does the shadow come from? Just draw ...... Last night, I guess I blew up that room.

Walking up to the second floor, standing at the top of the stairs, I could see at a glance that the door of the outermost room was closed, I walked over and pushed it gently, the door was not closed, it opened at once, and the smoke came to my face, and there was no choking smell because I was in the image and not in reality, and I could see the scattered fragments of the ground in the fog of vision, but the scene was familiar.

Yes, this scene is so similar to the bombed kitchen of the Gao Cheng family, and another small kitchen explosion that happened when I stepped into the antique villa. Qu Xinhua is specially developed for this kind of thing, will she not know how hard to control?

In a flash, I seemed to see the figure moving in the smoke, and I wanted to squint my eyes to take a closer look, but I saw a person striding towards him and putting his eyes into it. It was Luo Jinghan who rushed out with Qu Xinhua in his arms, they crossed me, and I saw that the person in his arms was covered with a coat. At this point, the suspicion came out again, if in the smoke, Luo Jinghan was afraid that she would be smoked and couldn't breathe well and covered her head and face with her clothes, shouldn't she immediately open it after going out and let her change the fresh air? Therefore, the application of this "prop" at that time was just to cover up the fact that Qu Xinhua was not injured at all.

Then the question arises, what is the motive? Why are they pretending to be injured and leaving? Again, for temptation? But what can this tempt? Layers of questions surround me, and they all seem to point to me, because they don't need to play so much with each other, and I am the only outsider.

In a flash of thought, something seemed to be coming, but it was cut off again. The thoughts were suddenly forcibly withdrawn from the painting, and the sadness was covered again, as if I could faintly hear the voices of the outside world.

It was Gao Cheng's voice who asked, "What's the matter?" Why did she have convulsions all over her body? ”

"The sense of self-defense is too strong, and whenever you want to go deeper, it's like a slippery fish slipping through a gap. I can only use this kind of forceful entry to withdraw her thoughts, and my body will naturally react. Chu, you will interfere with me like this, if you want to find out what is wrong with her, don't stop it. ”

Qiu Yuebai's voice was very cold, which inexplicably made me feel intimidated, and there was a trace of fear. Especially when the hand holding me was released, and Takashiro was silent, there was a vague sense of bad premonition. The next moment, I didn't know what stabbed in the center of my eyebrows, and the pain penetrated from the cortex into the transmission nerve, and then spread out in the head and became a sharp pain. I wanted to cry out in pain, but I couldn't open my mouth, I wanted to hold my head, but I couldn't lift my hand, and I could only helplessly let the pain spread to all my nerves, and my breathing weakened.

At this time, a distant voice sounded in his ears: "Xia Zhu, what have you forgotten?" About your mother or father? Or are they common? What did they do to you, abuse? Abandon? Or sex. Invade? You don't have to say it, just think about it in your head, little by little, little by little, from the very beginning of what you remember, come and tell me, good girl. ”

I tried to dispel it, but I couldn't, it reached the nerves through the eardrums, and then my brain really started to churn uncontrollably with memories again. I don't know if it's the sadness that can't be dispersed or what, the pictures that were once warm in my mind have turned gray, just like watching a black-and-white movie, other people's stories, not mine. As the scene passed, I felt ridiculed, isn't this scene just a painting? Draw your own shadow.

When the time came to this point, and the memory was over, I had a thought in my head: Are you satisfied? No abuse, no abandonment, no sex. Invasion has not been forgotten at all.

Qiu Yuebai lost her voice and said: "It's not good, she is conscious and can feel the outside world!" ”

"What do you mean?" Gao Cheng asked in a cool voice.

Qiu Yuebai: "I thought that she was completely unconscious under the condition of high-intensity broken consciousness, but after collecting all the memories, she was able to talk to me through the mind layer!" ”

Gao Cheng Shen ordered: "Wake her up immediately." ”

The forehead seems to be covered by something, cold and piercing, the nerves contract, and the pain is doubled!

Qiu Yuebai seemed to be panicked, and there was more instability in her cold tone: "Why don't you wake up?" In the next moment, I was picked up, and my nose, ears, and eyes were measured horizontally, and then I heard Gao Chengshen's angry voice: "Qiu, what did you do to her?" Her body temperature is dropping dramatically, and her vitality is draining. ”

"I ......" Qiu Yuebai wanted to refute, but Gao Cheng had already picked me up and strode away, and her words were gagged.

It hurts, like countless needles piercing the body, piercing every pore. If you were to score it on a pain scale, I think it would be at least seven or more. When his body was put down, he heard Gao Cheng angrily scolding: "Tell Qu Xin to draw it." "It's the first time I've heard such an angry voice from him, and I'm not afraid. After a while, he heard the sound of noisy footsteps running, and then Qu Xinhua whispered in a rare fear: "Brother Cheng......"

"Bring the waking potion!" Gao Cheng didn't give her a chance to speak.

The space was silent for a few seconds, I felt something in my nose, a smell penetrated, very uncomfortable, I was about to hold my breath when I heard Gao Cheng come over: "Little bamboo, don't resist, inhale it." "There was something magical about his voice, and I wanted to listen to him, and the smell crept into my nose. The pain was relieved, and my breath began to calm down, and I exhaled and inhaled quietly.

Maybe the pain drained me too much, and once it was relieved, I felt tired. The strong consciousness gradually dissipated, and in the haze, he seemed to hear Gao Cheng say in a cold voice in a dangerous tone that he had never heard before: "You can really do it now, you want to hide it from the world in front of me?" ”

There was silence all around, when I thought I might have sunk into consciousness and couldn't hear the outside world. Qiu Yuebai opened her mouth: "Chu, you are angry!" The potions that Quzi prepared for me were all within the controllable range, and if it weren't for Xia Zhu's potential resistance, nothing would have happened at all. She paused, and then said, "Have you ever wondered where an ordinary illustrator has this coercive ability to resist?" You know, under my hypnosis, even the cold can't resist. ”

"Autumn, can you not mention my mess?" Luo Jinghan interjected, but it was rare to accept the playful tone.

Qiu Yuebai ignored him, and continued: "Her parents have been thoroughly investigated, and they are all ordinary people. In this case, it was only when she met such a person in her life. But in the process of dissecting just now, there was no such person at all. It's not an innate talent, is it? ”

In the silence, a deep sadness rose in my heart again, and this time the sadness was not the same as just now, but ...... Because he was deceived by Gao Cheng, he was dissected like a guinea pig. If these things were purely the actions of Qiu Yuebai and others, then I would only sigh at the sinister hearts of people, but Gao Cheng was participating, not only participating, but also taking advantage of my trust, he was the mastermind. From the moment he took me out of the police station, I walked into the layers of layouts he had set up for him, ring after ring, ring after ring.

At this time, Qiu Yuebai saw that Gao Cheng was silent, and she softened her voice: "Chu, Xia Zhu is not an ordinary person, I am very sure of this. You can't fail to realize that the reason why you want to dissect her past memories is not just to find out why she is emotionally deficient. It's so complicated and unpredictable, are you sure you want to take her with you? Do you know what it means for her to be in this situation? ”

What does that mean? Prick up your ears to hear the rest of the story.

But there was a deep rebuke from Gao Cheng in his ears: "Don't say it again!" It's just three things, don't touch my bottom line again. ”

"Chu ......"

"Get it all out of here!"

There was a deathly silence, and after a while, I heard Luo Jinghan's lowered voice: "Qiu, let's go out first." The sound of shredded footsteps faded away, and the room was quiet again. I could feel a distant gaze fall on my face, almost ironically capturing Gao Cheng's expression at this moment, which must have been secretive and faint, as if it had nothing to do with me.

"Little bamboo, you can hear me, can you?" Although it is a question, the tone is affirmative.

If I could speak, I would laugh sarcastically. After a few seconds of silence, he spoke again: "This time it was my fault, and it will never happen again." Whatever you're missing, I'll get it back for you, but one thing you remember: you're mine. ”

You're mine!

These four words exploded like a bubble to the maximum, concussion of my mind into a loose mind, and at the moment when my consciousness was lost and lost, there was a vague thought: déjà vu ......<