The past with the big black dog is like this, one by one, floating in front of my eyes......

When my dad died......

I went to that little supermarket and met a ghost......

When I didn't have money to eat, the big black dog invited me to eat dog food......

When I was sad, the big black dog lay in front of me and quietly accompanied me......

For many years, no matter how much happened and how many people left around me, the only one who could stay with me was the big black dog, who grew up with me silently, cried with me, laughed with me, and until the last moment of her life, the big black dog still cared about me......

Ignoring the pain in his arm, he gently picked up the black dog and walked out of the ward.

I found a car, and I held the big black dog in my arms and came to Grandpa Zhang's grave.

After burying the big black dog next to Grandpa Zhang, I couldn't help but kneel down and kowtow three times to the grave of the big black dog......

Goodbye big black dog, thank you for your company and care for so many years.

Actually, the big black dog has a name, but I didn't write it for the sake of convenience.

Her name is Lily......

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I have forgotten how I got back, I just remember, I kept kneeling there, kneeling and kneeling as the sky began to rain and the rumbling thunder sounded above my head.

The autumn rain was very cold, very cold, and I couldn't help but shiver when it hit my body, but I still didn't want to get up, and I wanted to spend more time with the big black dog.

At this moment, I was already lying on the hospital bed, Li Su had been by my side, and after glancing at her, I turned my head and closed my eyes again.

"Let's have a bite to eat...... I boiled porridge ......" Li Su, who was in front of the hospital bed, said to me cautiously.

I didn't speak, because now I was so sad that I didn't want to say anything.

Li Su understood the pain in my heart, and did not continue to speak, but sat quietly in front of the hospital bed, reaching out and touching my back.

Feeling the temperature of her fingertips, my heart seemed to get a trace of warmth.

Feeling that I really had snubbed her by doing this, I turned my head and found that Li Su was looking at me quietly, with tears in the corners of her eyes, seeing that I was looking at her, Li Su quickly turned his head away and gently wiped away his tears.

Looking at Li Su in front of me, I realized that I had been a little cold to her recently, and I couldn't help but make a ripple in my heart, stretched out my hand, and gently held her hand.

Li Su didn't speak, just looked at me quietly, we looked at each other, looking at ......

I am lucky, for so many years, I have always had someone by my side, although the big black dog left me, but Su Su has always been with me.

In this way, under Li Su's careful care, I have been much better, but as the saying goes, it is sad for a hundred days, not to mention this kind of gunshot wound, which can be cured overnight, and a week later, Uncle Pan also came from Beijing, and he was also frightened when he saw me like this.

It just so happened that Brother Haojie also had something to do in Beijing, there was a lot of business waiting for him to go back, and then the medical conditions here could only be said to be average, and the two of them decided to let me transfer to Beijing.

In fact, I want to go back to my hometown, but Brother Haojie and Uncle Pan are doing my job: after all, Beijing is the first city in the country, and the medical conditions are the best. ”

After listening to their words, I felt that it made sense, so I finally made a decision to follow Brother Haojie to Beijing for further treatment.

After coming to Beijing, the medical conditions were indeed much better, and the hospital gave me a full body examination, and found that there were no other problems except for the gunshot wound, because I still felt sad and self-blame because of the big black dog, so I talked less when I got along with Li Su.

Brother Yu returned to his hometown because he still had a job.

And Lan Yue and Li Su stayed by my side to take care of me.

Since Gujing came back, I can clearly feel the change in Lan Yue, he has become much less talkative than before, and he is not lively anymore, especially when he is with Li Su, I can always feel a trace of an awkward atmosphere.

Naturally, all this could not escape the eyes of the considerate Li Su, and after Lan Yue went back to rest, Li Su took advantage of no one's efforts to ask me: "Crane, what happened to you in the ancient well?" Why do I feel like Yueyue is not very happy anymore, and now I have become ignorant of me, and I am always depressed alone. ”

Looking at Li Su's eyes, I was speechless for a while, I didn't know how to answer, I couldn't tell her that Grandpa Zhang entrusted Lan Yue to me before he died, let me marry Lan Yue.

If I really say that, I guess Li Su will not be crazy, and when the time comes, it will be another Mars hitting the earth, and I really can't cope with my current physical condition.

Looking at my somewhat evasive eyes, Li Su didn't ask any more, and after a while, she said faintly: "You shouldn't have done something sorry for others inside, right?" ”

I quickly shook my head: "How is it possible! I've always held the Blue Moon as my sister in my heart! ”

But even if I say this, our Miss Li still has a look of disbelief, and I won't explain it anymore when I see her like this, women, after all, they are such suspicious animals, the more you explain to her, the more she will think that something is wrong with you.

When Li Su went down to buy food, I lay on the bed by myself and began to think about countermeasures, it is not a way to drag it out like this, and I must make it clear to Lan Yue when I have the opportunity, but how can I say it so as not to hurt her.

The more I thought about it, the more annoyed I became, and in the end I simply stopped thinking about it, and wanted to sleep with my head covered for a while, but at this moment, I only heard the door of the ward slowly being pushed open, and I turned my head to look and found that the blue moon was actually here.

In her hand, she was also carrying a thermos rice bucket, which seemed to be cooking for me by herself.

Seeing Lan Yue coming, I quickly sat up, she went straight to the bed, and didn't speak, after putting the rice bucket on the table, she slowly opened it, took out a small bowl from it, filled me with a bowl of soup, and said softly: "Brother Xiaohe, this is the chicken soup I boiled, you can drink some." ”

I nodded and drank carefully.

Not to mention, Blue Moon's craftsmanship is really good.

When I was drinking the soup, I didn't speak, because I was afraid that if I was not careful, if I talked about some embarrassing topics, I would not be able to talk to Blue Moon like this in the future.

Seeing me silently drinking the soup, Lan Yue didn't say much, lowered her head and reached out to grab the corner of her clothes.

The atmosphere was dreary, but I didn't dare to speak first.

After a while, Lan Yue finally mustered up the courage and whispered to me, "Brother Xiaohe......"