158. The day of abdication is approaching
What's wrong with being a vase, at least someone still looks at the vase, but what about me? It is directly regarded as air, which cannot be seen or touched, or even not wanted to be seen. And this kind of Xu Yi really makes me feel strange.
Several times he wanted to speak, he ignored him and went into the study, and as soon as the door was closed, everything was cut off.
Staring at that door, I wished I could see her in a hole, or at least see what he was doing inside.
But sometimes Xu Yi will still sit on the sofa, just holding his phone and not knowing what he is doing, or maybe he is chatting with someone.
I really wanted to talk after holding it for so long, but when I saw this face, I couldn't say it.
After a few days, he would always disappear on time for every meal, and then come back around ten o'clock. It's like a timed habit, leaving on time and coming back on time. I finally didn't go out today, "Xu Yi, you want to eat something." "Normally, we eat at this point, but now I don't know if he will leave. What if the people leave after this is done, I really can't finish the amount of food for two people. Say pour it out, but feel a pity.
"Leave me alone, you can watch for yourself." The coldness after a few days has also become a habit, and now I don't feel too uncomfortable to say such things. It's good to get used to it, as long as this marriage can continue, I really don't mind, I don't mind his indifference to me.
I know that I am trying to make things right, otherwise how can I do it, and I will fulfill them. I wanted to, but I couldn't.
Maybe it's okay to turn a blind eye, as long as it's not too much, which should be more or less acceptable.
Dinner was simple, our favorite tomato and egg noodles. Although it is not as delicious as the mountains and seas, it is our favorite. In the past, I would make tomato and egg noodles in a different way when I had nothing to do. But this time, I really haven't done it in a long time. But fortunately, Xu Yi will still eat the noodles I cooked. I'm really worried about that, if he doesn't eat it...... Thankfully, I wasn't disappointed.
The ability is a warm little moment, but unfortunately Xu Yi's mobile phone is noisy. called one after another, provoking Xu Yi to pick it up. It can be seen that he doesn't want to answer the phone, but it's like a desperate call, and there is a possibility that if you don't answer the phone, I will keep calling.
"Where are you now? Okay, you'll be waiting for me there, and I'll be right there. "It doesn't matter if you don't understand, this one, Xu Yi is indescribably nervous.
Without too many words, not even a word of explanation, he left so quickly. I can see that he is really anxious, but I think that is the only one who will make him so anxious. If that's the case, then what am I?
I watched from the window as he drove away until he disappeared.
At this moment, I was even wondering, if it were me now, would he Xu Yi be so anxious? I think this hypothetical question will never be answered. How can I persist with such a he?
To say that Lin Xiao really cares about me all the time, it's all at this point, she will even come to the door. It's just that he and Xu Yi are the kung fu of the front foot and the back foot. This is not allowed to leave, and she Lin Xiao appeared at the door. Every time I thought Xu Yi was back, she appeared in such a timely manner.
"I'm here to care about you again, how is it, isn't it very touched." Come in on your own, she won't be polite to me every time anyway. Only when Xu Yi is there, she will be a little more restrained, as long as she is in front of me, she will always be so arrogant and completely unreasonable.
Maybe it's really me who is easier to bully, anyone can bully me. But what to do, I just can't be domineering. I also want to do the things that I have thought about countless times regardless of the consequences, but after all, it can only be imagined. If I could have done that, maybe I wouldn't be so passive now. As I said before, Lin Xiao is a master who doesn't have a long memory, although she has been beaten several times, she is so willful. If people want to, what can I do?
If you don't say that this poor person must have something to hate, in fact, thinking about Lin Xiao is also pitiful, and it can even be said that he is even more pitiful than me. She can love as much as she wants, and she can't only watch it with her own eyes and can't do anything. Even if it's something done, it's not just as annoying in the end. And compared to her sorrow, I am naturally much better, at least I am still her honest wife. No matter how dangerous our relationship is, we are still husband and wife. Therefore, the treatment determines everything, but the final winner should not be me. I did win the game before, and at least I can say for sure that she loves me. But the appearance of Shen Qingzhi made my heart begin to be entangled. Same difference, but I'm the loser. In Xu Yi's heart, who is the most important person? At this time, does everything need to be said? As it is, no one can say anything, let alone me.
Everyone has their own choices, even if he Xu Yi is the same. It's just that no matter what the result is, you have to let go of what you should let go, and you have to let go of what you should let go. As for the rest, no one can influence it.
"It seems that your position as Mrs. Xu has not been sitting for long. Look at the current situation, I think the day of your abdication is also coming soon. As long as the relationship between the two of them is affirmed, then you can only be a poor worm that no one wants. Two ex-husbands, you are also very powerful. Everyone is one, but you are two, and this is an unbeatable rhythm. But don't worry, I'll help you after that. Women, it's better to have a man around to take care of them. Otherwise, it's not a matter for you to be alone all the time, don't look young now, and you will be pitiful when you get old in the future. When the time comes, find a good man and have another child, and everything will be complete. ”
"In fact, if you think about it, such an ordinary life is the most suitable for your ordinary. As for wanting a man like Xu Yi, just touch it, and really don't have any illusions, because then you can only hurt yourself. Don't think I'm talking badly, in fact, what I'm saying is the truth. Look at Xu Yi's attitude now, do you really think that you are still just getting married? It's not that I said, in fact, you are Shen Qingzhi's shadow, just because you are too similar to her in many places, so I chose you. married you, just thinking that Shen Qingzhi would not appear again, in order to make up for the lack in my heart. At first, I thought that Xu Yi would really marry you because he loved you, but I didn't think so until Shen Qingzhi appeared. In fact, it's not just us who think you are very similar to Shen Qingzhi, but Fang Ziqing also thinks so. If it weren't for the fact that I liked Fang Ziqing at the beginning, I think we would have a good relationship with each other, and we can even say that we are good friends. But what can we do, there are some things that are really beyond our control, especially emotional matters. You also know that emotional matters are about your love and my willingness, and no one can force anyone. But now that it looks like we're all the same. In this way, my heart will be balanced. "The previous words were nothing, and it felt like she was sympathetic to me. I don't like it much, but I can accept it gladly.
It's just that the latter words don't really sound like that, at least that's not what I like to hear, in the end, she's just gloating, anyway, everyone can't get it, that's the best. As for Shen Qingzhi, "Why don't you target Shen Qingzhi?" Targeting me everywhere, do you think I'm a bully? Lin Xiao, I can't see that you are also a master who bullies the weak and fears the hard. If you really like it that much, then why not use your own ability to get it. Maybe Xu Yi will see you one day, but there is still a chance. This is a fact, mainly depending on how to do it. If he can really do what he likes, it is not impossible to fall in love with Lin Xiao.
As for saying that I am like Shen Qingzhi's shadow, is this really the case?
They don't say I really don't think it's a little bit like this. Sure enough, it's really like.
My existence before was nothing more than a substitute for Shen Qingzhi's shadow, and Xu Yi's liking was only for Shen Qingzhi, but he never said it. But now that I know the truth, it's really not a good feeling. Sure enough, I really am a shadow. And now that Shen Qingzhi is back, I have no value in using it. So for now, my existence is naturally dispensable. In the final analysis, the person in his heart will always be Shen Qingzhi. As for me...... Don't even think about it.
Lin Xiao's words were like a knife, and a knife cut my heart fiercely.
"Enron, really don't fantasize. Shen Qingzhi's existence is something we can't be hostile to, even if we cooperate now, it is estimated that it will be impossible. If it had been the beginning, maybe we would have had a chance. But now, it's no longer possible. If you want to say that you deserve it, you should have given you a chance, but now it's okay, regret it. You say you're not stupid and miss every opportunity. Staring at me, Lin Xiao struck again. In fact, she speaks like this, what is difficult to hear. However, I am no better than that.
"But that's fine, anyway, you're hopeless now, it's better to take the initiative to abdicate, so that I will have one less rival in love. Instead of dealing with you, I might as well deal with Shen Qingzhi with all my heart. Don't say that you don't deserve to stand by Xu Yi's side, she is even more unqualified. If it weren't for her, who has been one step ahead since she was a child, do you really think she has this opportunity? Now she is no longer the little princess she was at the beginning, why do she have love when she has nothing. Don't worry, I'll definitely help you get people back. It's just that at that time, I want you to consciously leave where you are. "Speaking of which, this is Lin Xiao's real purpose, if you want to get this position, you will first scare me down.
The more I think about it, the more ridiculous I feel, it's just a position, why do these two women just want to get it with their heads squeezed. But what Lin Xiao said is true, I have indeed come to abdicate, even if it is not now, it is not far away, just wait for Xu Yi to speak.
It seems that when it comes to divorce, I will always be passive.