312. Theory of Freedom
Xu Yi was satisfied, and I was tired and half dead. Obviously, it was a very enjoyable thing, but under the force of Xu Yi, I felt tired.
We were all very energetic this night, even if we felt very tired, we were not sleepy. Nestled in Xu Yi's arms, I smelled his body. It's like a habit, as long as I have him around, I will smell it, as if I am addicted, and I will feel at ease only when I smell the smell that belongs to him.
"Wife, I don't want the same thing to happen again a second time? You are my wife, you belong to me alone, you can't ...... with other men"
I was surprised by such an unexplained sentence, and my eyes widened and I looked sideways at this familiar face. It's good to come to such a sentence, and the feelings are still angry. But for such words, I directly chose to be silent, and of course I didn't bother to say anything. It was fine, but it was suspected after being made a small report. I don't think we said that at first, but now, it seems that everything has changed. Where is it still as good as what he said at the beginning, apparently this man has forgotten all about it.
Thinking about this, it's okay if you don't speak, but who would think that this man doesn't think like that at all. I thought that Xu Yi understood me, at least in life, just like at the beginning, what he cared about most was my feelings and my thoughts. But this time, I was a little puzzled. Obviously, this matter has been said very clearly, but Xuyi still seems to be very dissatisfied. He did all the things he had to do, but he looked quite unreasonable, which made me feel a little irritated. I don't know what he is dissatisfied with now, but this expression, feeling that this wronged person is the same as him. Looking at Xu Yi like this, I think I have nothing to say.
The first time I thought he was so unreasonable, but it seemed like this was just the beginning.
I don't know what he meant by saying something like that all of a sudden, and I don't want it to happen a second time, can't I just eat for a long time? Nothing was said before, why is it suddenly ...... now?
Of course, I don't think there's anything to eat with friends, after all, it's normal for friends to eat with each other. But at the moment, Xu Yi's attitude made me feel as if this was something that shouldn't happen, which made me feel unhappy.
"Enron, I'm talking to you, did you hear that?" Maybe seeing that I didn't react, Xu Yi asked again. In fact, his meaning is obvious, he just wants me to agree. But unfortunately, I will never agree to such a request. Seeing that I didn't speak, Xu Yi directly reached out and pinched my chin and asked me to look at his face. It didn't look any different, but I knew Xu Yi was in a hurry.
However, I was a little disgusted by his behavior, as if it were an order, and I couldn't bear it. From marriage to now, when did we get along like this, but this time because of the existence of a big boy, he became what he is now.
It's not as gentle as it used to be. Only the order waits.
At this time, I don't want to talk and I don't bother to speak, since I can't talk properly. Don't say it, it won't make everyone unhappy.
I do think so, but I don't know if Xu Yi is or not. Anyway, for now, I don't think he thinks so.
"Enron, I want you to speak, I want you to tell me that you and that kid will not have a relationship in the future." This time, Xu Yike explained his words, looking at the angry expression on his face, I think he might be really angry.
Compromise? No way. I might be able to think about other things, but I don't think I really have a way to promise him. In any case, some things are also a matter of choice. If we can't even talk about something like this, then I don't think there's any need for us to go on.
"Enron, you speak, I want you to tell me in person."
"Why don't you speak, could it be that you have a crush on that kid?"
"Heh, what do you think he can give you, everything you want? It is estimated that he is just the second party, do you think it is really suitable for you to be together? ”
The more he talked, the more he went along, and Xu Yi at this time seemed to have reached a point where he didn't choose what to say. Looking at him like this, I don't know what else I can say. Obviously there is something he said, as if Zhou Xingliang and I really have something.
If it continues to develop like this, then I will leave directly. But I know that if I leave here, then I have nowhere to go. That home is completely gone, and the only place to stay is here, this home of me and Xu Yi. If we really want to leave, I think we have come to an end at that time.
But I really haven't thought about it. After all, judging by our feelings, such a thing simply cannot happen. But look at it now, it's happening.
Looking at such a forehead, my heart is also uncomfortable. Especially what he just said. It was like a knife stuck in my heart. It felt like I was suffocating for a few seconds.
"Xu Yi, if you really think so, then I have nothing more to say. I don't know what you're thinking, but all I can say is that I've never had such a mind. Don't you know what kind of person I am? Or am I that kind of person in your heart? If that's the case, then I'm really out of words. Looking up at Xu Yi, I said with a serious face. You don't have to look at the expression on my face to know how serious I am now. What's more, this kind of thing is not a joke in the first place. If it did, I don't think I would say anything more.
I heard this man say it before, so is it time to change it to me?
"Xu Yi, I just want my life to be less monotonous. Zhou Xingliang and I are just friends, I don't know what you're thinking, or what do you think there is between me and him. But no matter what you think, I have you alone in my heart. Maybe not before, but now and in the future, there will only be you and only you in my heart. ”
"I know your concerns, but I can assure you that the things you were thinking about would never have happened. I'm just making friends, I just want to have a friend who cares about my heart, instead of facing those hypocritical faces every day. You know that feeling is very uncomfortable, not to mention that there is a Lin Xiao who is always looking for trouble for me. If it weren't for Zhou Xingliang's help these days, you wouldn't have imagined what would happen to me, even myself. It was because of Zhou Xingliang's help that these things did not help. ”
"You talked about trust and non-interference, but now? Look at your performance, whether you believe me or what? Xu Yi, we've been married for almost four years, don't you girls know what kind of person I am? ”
That's all I have to say, and as for what to think, that's his business, anyway, now I'm making it clear. As for Lin Xiao's existence, I have no illusions about whether to go or stay. Sometimes I willfully want to let Lin Xiao get out of the way for me, or even disappear. However, real life is simply impossible to be willful to such a point, but I can still understand it. It's one thing to sit in that position, but there are some things that you really can't just think about. Real life is not a fantasy, you can do whatever you want, as long as you are a domineering president, you can cover the sky with one hand, as long as you are powerful and rich, you can do whatever you want. I know Xu Yi's suffering, so I haven't said anything.
"Everybody needs to have their own freedom, no matter what it is, and I think that's the same for you. Just like yours, you don't want to be interfered with. Looking at Xu Yi's eyes, I said lightly, and even the tone of my voice was much softer than just now.
I clearly know that Xu Yi can understand these truths, and as for how long it will take, it is his own business.
Life is like this, everyone needs a certain amount of freedom, not to be too interfered with by the other party, or even to revolve around this one person. Such a domineering and selfish idea is indeed something I don't like and can't accept, but this person is Xu Yi......
"So you just need freedom?" At this time, Xu Yi made me feel a little unfamiliar, and even the tone of his speech made me feel so strange that I couldn't do it.
The first time I did this, I felt a little uncomfortable. But at this time, I can't compromise, and if I do, I don't have a choice.
It's normal to make friends stupidly, but when it comes to Xu Yi, it seems to get complicated. It was the first time he had interfered with my freedom in this way, and it was as if I had really done something.
I just want to have a friend, why is it so hard?
"What if I say I don't agree?"
Before I could answer Xu Yi's question, I heard his next words. Such a sentence made me stunned.
He doesn't agree? What do you say......
"If that's your answer, then I don't think there's really any need for us to go on." I got up and was about to leave, I thought that Xu Yi was the most understanding person and the most open person. But now it seems that I was wrong, because all his performances were beyond my imagination. He really can't let me accept this, so interfering with a person's freedom, I guess anyone else will feel the same way.
Anyway, there is no need to continue the conversation, so I think we should calm down.