Chapter 392: Second Aunt, Shame

"It's okay for a girl." In the dark night, Gu Wei'an's voice could hear the sweetness, and he said, "I said, as long as it was born by you, it's fine." ”

Mo Bai faintly felt that Gu Wei'an had something to tell her, but she waited for a long time, and she didn't see him pick up the key points.

So he sighed and took the initiative to ask Gu Wei'an, "Do you have such a thing and want to tell me?" ”

The man held his big white hand, visibly stunned, and fell into a long silence in the air.

Mo Bai knew that Gu Wei'an didn't actually sleep.

"If you don't want to tellβ€”"

She leaned against the wall with the quilt, "That's it." ”

"Organizationally......" Gu Wei'an finally spoke, "Organizationally, let me carry out the task." ”

"How long will it take to be back?"

Before marriage, Mo Bai never asked Gu Wei'an when he would come back, because he knew that he would come back sooner or later.

After marriage, I probably really fulfilled the sentence: pregnant women are easy to think blindly during pregnancy.

Mo Bai sometimes dreamed that Gu Wei'an was in danger, and then, because of her bulky body, she couldn't save him.

Even if it is space, it is easy to panic due to pregnancy and worry.

"I don't know."

Gu Wei'an would never promise something he couldn't confirm, and instead of letting Xiaobai wait in vain, it was better to tell her from the beginning.

Mo Bai bit her lip, she tried her best to make her voice sound steady, "Then you give me a mailbox." When you get there, I'll write to you. ”

Just like when she went to Lancheng Normal University to study before, they will not be emotionally unfamiliar with each other.

"Xiaobai." Gu Wei'an sighed heavily, "I'm sorry. ”

It's not that it's okay to say sorry anymore.

She didn't want him to be sorry, she wanted him to know he was safe wherever he went.

"I can't say it."

Mo Bai turned on the light.

Gu Wei'an was behind her, looking tired.

For so many days, he was busy with his beard.

As soon as he came back, he told himself that he was going on a mission, and where he was going was a secret, and he couldn't say.

When will I come back, there is no return date, I can't ask.

She couldn't even give her a mailing address.

Tears were about to fall from her eyes, Mo Bai closed her eyes, and took a big breath into her lungs, she had to be strong, she had to support Gu Wei'an's career, and she had to let him ...... Leave this home with peace of mind.

"Xiaobai."

The man held Mo Bai in his arms, and he didn't ask her to forgive him for his selfishness, "This is an extremely glorious thing." If this can be done, our life will be extremely valuable. ”

"Gu Wei'an." Mo Bai poured tears back into his pupils, deliberately changed the topic, and broke free from his arms, "Your beard makes my shoulder hurt." ”

The man only thought that she was really disgusted, got up from the kang, took the razor and prepared to tidy himself up.

Mo Bai pursed his lips and looked at Gu Wei'an's movements, it was originally a sad thing to separate, but because of these details, it was mixed with some warm tones.

She jumped off the kang, held her waist, and walked to the mirror, "I'll help you get it." ”

Gu Wei'an's mouth was full of foam.

In the future, I don't know when I will be able to meet Xiaobai.

He handed the razor to Mo Bai, raised his chin, and Mo Bai carefully shaved Gu Wei'an through the faint light.

After a few minutes, she whispered, "Alright." ”

Gu Wei'an used water to remove the white foam, and wanted to look in the mirror to see the white craftsmanship.

But the little woman blocked the mirror, "We have a custom in Mianya Village, that is, you can't look in the mirror late at night. "In that case, the aura will be sucked away by the ghost.

In the second half of this sentence, Mo Bai didn't say it, saving Gu Wei'an from accusing her of having a wrong tendency in her thinking.

"If you don't take it, you won't take it."

Mo Bai was glad that he didn't continue to ask why he couldn't look in the mirror, she put the razor away and said to Gu Wei'an, "Okay." It's so late, you need to rest early. Gu Wei'an touched his smooth chin with his hand, Xiaobai was doing things, and he had always been very relieved.

"Cut my hair."

This time was too busy, and Gu Wei'an couldn't take care of himself.

"Aren't you afraid, I'll cut you into a bald head?"

That being said, Mo Bai still found scissors.

In the past, she had heard people say that if a man is willing to let you touch his head, then that person has you on the top of his heart.

"It's good to be bald." Gu Wei'an smiled, "In the future, it will save trouble and no need to cut." ”

Seeing a few delicate clouds on the little woman's cheeks, Gu Wei'an leaned his head over, "Please also ask Madame, a lot of hard work." ”

The inky white fingertips were wrapped around Gu Wei'an's thick hair, thinking that he should complete a very difficult task this time, so he cut a board to make Gu Wei'an look refreshed.

"Finished cutting?"

Gu Wei'an had just finished cutting his hair and was about to wash himself.

"Hmm."

Because he couldn't look in the mirror at night, Gu Wei'an went straight to wash his hair and cleaned himself before returning to the kang.

Mo Bai was pregnant with a child, which was already very hard, and the pregnant woman was sleepy, so when Gu Wei'an returned to the kang, she was already asleep.

The lights aren't off yet.

Gu Wei'an dried his short hair, he looked at Mo Bai affectionately, and stretched out his hand to gently stroke the small broken hair on her forehead.

What a lovely boy.

Leaned over, didn't control himself, and was just shallow at first.

Eyebrow.

Eye.

Nose.

and, the texture of the lips.

Gu Wei'an forced himself to calm down.

Xiaobai is still pregnant with a child, people can't be greedy, their desires are endless, people can't be like this.

After experiencing such an ideological struggle, Gu Wei'an fell asleep beside Mo Bai.

Next.

He sent her north, and a few hours later, he also pinched the printed train ticket and headed west.

There is still a lot of work left in the county party committee, which will be taken over by new cadres.

I don't know when I will be able to come back this time.

February, 1962.

On the train, Gu Wei'an recorded in his notebook with a pen: [The weather is rare to see the sun.

Xiao Li was talkative, and leaked the news, and there were many villagers who came to see him off.

Looking at their tearful looks, he suddenly felt that in the past two years, he could be needed, and he was worthy of the name of Master Gu.

The problem of the three evils has now begun to show results. It's just that there is still some distance from being completely eradicated and allowing people to live a happy life.

It's a pity that I will most likely not see everything about the future of Haicheng.

Last night, Xiaobai's desire to speak stopped, why didn't I know? But when it comes to organizational confidentiality, I really can't say.

Embark on a new road in Xinjiang, which is very dangerous! But I have no remorse, as long as China needs me, I can throw down my head, pour out my blood, and swear to defend the country.

I should have been glad that I was finally able to show my head and feet.

But I am so unqualified in marriage.

I can't always be like an ordinary husband, in front of my wife and children. The more I was understood and understood, the more guilty my heart became.

White. The love of my life.

Forgive me for being too poor to express this thousand, ten thousand pounds of guilt.

Please also take good care of yourself and take good care of our children during my absence.

If there is an accident.

Please be strong and support our little family.

A long journey, a long time. 】

Gu Wei'an's pen suddenly paused, he crossed out the second half of the sentence "the love of my life", and then continued to write:

[How can I write the above depressing words!] I am a man, but also a soldier.

White.

When I return, I will go with you and my children to watch the sunset in front of the Yellow River beach and appreciate the vastness and magnificence of the motherland. 】

……

The pen fell here, and it came to an abrupt end.

There was a little boy from an ethnic minority in the car, who asked in stiff Chinese, "Uncle, why are you crying?" ”

Crying?

Gu Wei'an touched his face indiscriminately, wet.

I have long known that the future will be unpredictable, but I still respond to the organization's arrangement without hesitation.

The train rumbles and whistles, and mottled reflections flash in front of the window.

Mo Bai got off the train, and Liu Wu came to pick her up, enthusiastically as if she was a different person.

Thinking of his man's suspicious appearance of willow catkins, if he knew that the original owner's mother had been trained by her and Gu Jianye, he would definitely be so shocked that his jaw would fall =V=

"Little ink."

Liu Wu helped push the suitcase, and she said to Mo Bai: "I'll go home and eat at noon, my mother has made you something delicious, let's make up for your body." ”

Why has catkins changed so much?

This started with Mo Bai's report in August last year.

Although Mo Bai has only been to the Gu family once, he can also see that the mother and daughter of Liu Wu have done a lot.

The reason why Gu Luomei is where she is today is also because she has been doted on by Liu Fu since she was a child, and she has not learned anything else, but she has raised a lazy mind.

However, both mother and daughter have something in common, that is, they are timid and afraid.

But because Gu Jianye has been in Sanhe Village for a long time, like Gu Wei'an, he is not often at home. In addition, the people in the compound are all hindered by the relationship between Chief of Staff Gu and Master Gu, so they are also very indulgent to the mother and daughter.

Over time, the two of them became more and more lawless and did not follow the right path.

Mo Bai wrote a letter to Gu Jianye, since she and Gu Wei'an inherited the identity of the original owners, she is now Gu Jianye's eldest daughter-in-law, and after considering it, she still decided to tell him her thoughts.

In fact, Gu Jianye is in a high position, at such a large age, his youngest son and sister are not close to him, and his daughter is no different from a manure machine, although the eldest son who has no blood relationship is good, but he doesn't go home for a long time, his heart can't help but be a little desolate.

Seeing other people's families singing and laughing every time, and his own family will always be willow catkins over there, Gu Jianye even regretted not being at the beginning, how did he marry a mother-in-law like Xianglin's sister-in-law.

More than 20 years of ups and downs have passed, and when she was in Anyan, she was really good to her daughter and herself.

But for his youngest son Gu Luohan, Gu Jianye always had a barb in his heart.

It was he who left a shadow in Luo Han's heart, and he was really ashamed.

When Gu Jianye received Mo Bai's letter, he secretly decided in his heart that after all, he was going to be a grandfather, and he didn't want his children to be close to him in the future.

Mo Bai's first suggestion in the letter: [I hope that Gu Jianye will move out of the compound, and the new home is best resettled according to the scale of the people in need. 】

Why was catkins able to pry the corner of their girlfriends back then? It's not that she has taken a fancy to Gu Jianye's power, which can make outsiders look at her with admiration.

And Gu Luomei needless to say, the little princess in the courtyard, except for fighting with Lu Bilian, who is also a princess, she is very bored the rest of the time.

The job of the hospital accountant does not need to be arranged for her, and she has to go to the listing to find it herself.

Gu Jianye moved his family from the compound to Sanhe Village in the way Mo Bai taught.

In fact, compared to Mianya Village, the situation in Sanhe Village is obviously much richer.

But for the affluent life that is accustomed to being respected, the mother and daughter of Liu Wu began to feel extremely uncomfortable on the first day they came to Sanhe Village.

They saw the public toilet built with bricks, and several women comrades were still singing in it, almost brushing it three times.

"Dad."

During the meal, Gu Luomei saw Gu Jianye coming back, and she muttered, "I don't want to stay here." ”

In her eyes, young intellectuals eat and drink well when they go to the mountains and countryside, unlike them, who can't even eat a piece of meat now.

"I'm going back to the compound."

Gu Luomei didn't want to eat this hard bun anymore, she threw it on the ground.

Smack!

Gu Jianye threw away the chopsticks, and thought of the second article Mo Bai said in the letter: [Treating a child who does not obey discipline, there is nothing more than her meal, which can make her remember the lesson. 】

For more than 20 years, Gu Jianye has never beaten Gu Luomei, even if she has developed an arrogant and lazy temperament without respect.

Because girls, you have to be rich.

He rarely stayed at home, and he felt indebted, so he didn't bother to fight once.

This time, Gu Jianye was unusual, and actually threw chopsticks on Gu Luomei's body!

As expected, her tears lingered, and then she began to dig through the old accounts.

[Article 3: Strictly prohibited, never soft-hearted.] 】

"If you think that marrying me for more than 20 years has made you, a top student of Lancheng Normal University, feel wronged, then we will live in the future!"

Old Man Gu brushed his sleeves away, and the mother and daughter at the dinner table were dumbfounded.

In the past, these tricks were not tried and tested. Why is Gu Jianye like a different person now?

Gu Luomei rubbed her reddened arm: "Mom." Don't you think our dad is weird? He is an old cadre, how could he believe in Feng Shui, and he can't live in a good building and come here. ”

Liu Wu also wondered in his heart, the old man used to feel very guilty about turning over old accounts, why did he threaten not to live with him now?

"Mom. Did you say that Dad had a good relationship outside? ”

"What do you say?" Liu Wu pressed Gu Luomei's head with his index finger, "I see that your father beat you, it's still light." ”

Gu Luomei shook her shoulders, she thought of Gu Jianye's fierce words to herself just now, "Don't eat the eggs, don't waste the food of the working people", and she felt that there was a big strangeness in this.

This kind of words, if she said it from the mouth of her eldest brother Gu Licheng, who was not related by blood, she would still believe it. But it always feels strange to let Gu Jianye say such rough words.

"Mom." Gu Luomei said to Liu Wu: "Don't believe it. A few days ago, I heard that the children born from the arranged marriage of the head of the regiment are in their thirties and have just found their home. can make Xiaohong's mother angry. ”

"Aren't you also married for the second time?" In Gu Luomei's opinion, Gu Jianye's second marriage is possible, so it is also possible to find it again.

I've been screened for a chapter, and I'm waiting for the appeal to come back.

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