It was Xu Yi who sent me and my mother to the hospital, but the doctor's words made me feel like I was falling into the abyss of death. Watching her mother push out of the emergency room, the white cloth shrouded her whole body.

I couldn't bear this result, and I knelt to the ground. If it hadn't been for Xu Yiyan's quick catch, I would have been sitting on the ground by now.

"I'm sorry, we've done our best." In front of Xu Yi, the doctor took off his mask and said apologetically.

And what this means, we naturally know by heart.

I kept blaming myself in front of the tombstone, and every slap was slapped hard in the face.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault. If I hadn't been thinking about you coming back, this wouldn't have happened, it's all my fault, it's all my fault. ”

I blamed myself all the time, and my face hurt hotly, but I still couldn't stop.

"You're enough, how long are you going to fight?" Grabbing my hand, Xu Yi leaned in and roared.

His voice almost roared, and my eardrums trembled.

Slightly stunned, I directly shook off Xu Yi's hand.

"It's my business, you don't care. If it weren't for me, my mom wouldn't be lying here right now. If it weren't for me, she would still be fine in her hometown. I shouldn't have said I missed her, I shouldn't have let her come back. As long as she doesn't come back, nothing will happen, and she won't have a car accident. It's all my fault, it's all my fault, it's all ......" crying, crying hard, crying loudly.

As for Xu Yi, he didn't stop me anymore, just stood beside me and quietly accompanied me. But in the end, he took me directly in his arms and made me cry and wet his clothes.

I don't know exactly how long I've been crying, but when I opened my eyes, it was already night.

Looking at the dazzling light overhead, looking at this familiar room, tears once again slipped down the corners of his eyes.

"Mom." Curled up in the bed, I murmured softly, still unwilling to accept this fact.

I'm the only one left in a good home.

Get up

The bright living room was empty, and the air was filled with the smell of food.

Listening to the movement in the kitchen, I ran over excitedly. But what I saw was not the person I wanted to see the most.

The two-sided waist was worn on his body like a giant baby in children's clothes, so short that it couldn't even cover his buttocks. But Rao is like this, and wearing it on his body also has a special charm.

Xu heard the movement, Xu Yi took the spatula and turned around, "Are you hungry?" Just wait. ”

In a simple word, I am excited.

Hungry?

This kind of inquiry is only said by parents and good sisters. Even the man I once loved so much never said that, but now it comes from the mouth of a man who doesn't know too well.

Seeing that he was concentrating on stir-frying, I leaned against the door and did not leave, but looked at it as if I was appreciating.

One meal, I have no appetite for food.

From the time my mother left to the first seven, I didn't go to work, and it was Xu Yi who was here with me that I didn't have a chance to do stupid things.

However, in the past few days, I have been at a low point. Every day, in addition to sitting on the sofa with the portrait of my mother, I don't eat, drink, or talk, and I look like I have nothing to love, and I can see that Xu Yi has been scolding me.

I see everything he did for me, but at this time, my heart is still thinking about my mother, and I am still in deep self-blame.

It is precisely because of this that I forgot a very important thing.

During this period, Xu Yi did not say anything about it. It wasn't until the end of the first seven that he asked, "Do you remember that car?" License plate number or vehicle model? ”

I knew what Xu Yi meant, but I could only shake my head.

The idea of finding the perpetrator was not unthinkable, but my mother's departure was so devastating to me that grief made me forget about it. Now I still have no clue about it.

All I can remember is the white SUV, nothing else.

At that moment, my mother, lying in a pool of blood, was the focus of my attention. As for the car, the speed was too fast, and the license plate of the model was not clear.

It's just that the side face that flashes by makes me feel familiar, but I'm not sure.

We went to see the surveillance in front of the station on the day of the incident, but we were surprised to learn that the line was out of order that day, and the monitoring was useless.

While comforting me, Xu Yi is also helping me find a clue, but as long as there is a little bit, there is still hope for this matter. But as a result, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't remember it, except for my mother.

"If you really can't think of anything, then I think Auntie can only ......"

"No, I will definitely find out the perpetrator, I can't let my mother die like this. That kind of person deserves the punishment he deserves. Looking at Xu Yi, I said firmly. But only I know how bottomless this heart is.

I don't have any clue, I'm like a headless fly, the city is so big, who can guarantee that the car belongs to the city. But in the blink of an eye, I seemed to see the words on the license plate, and the beginning was the city's car. As for the license, I vaguely remember that the mantissa was 64. But these two numbers are as difficult for us as finding a needle in a haystack.

Xu Yi always has a way, but in the DMV, looking at the countless numbers, my brain is blank.

"Are you really sure the mantissa is this?"

After two days of cluelessness, Xu Yi also began to doubt. Two numbers, the controllable range that can be found is too large, and we are not wasting time in this way.

Actually, I've thought about all of this, but I just don't want to give up. At this moment, how fortunate I am, how glad this man is idle, glad that he is by my side at this time.

Faced with Xu Yi's question, "I ......" became entangled.

Are you really sure? It was just a blink of an eye, and I saw it. However, now when faced with so many license plate numbers, I am confused, and even I am not sure whether I am really sure of the numbers I saw.

For a while, all the clues were disconnected. Xu Yi looked up, and the inquiry in his eyes made me feel weak, but I could only shake my head.

I don't know, I don't know anymore. Heart, so annoyed and confused. How did things get the way they were? But when I thought of my mother lying in a pool of blood, I didn't want to give up.

What about looking for a needle in a haystack, since it has already begun, it will never end. At the very least, know the perpetrators.

For three days, we searched day and night. It doesn't matter what kind of method Xu Yi used to keep us here, the important thing is that we haven't made any progress so far.

"Ahh

"Why is this happening, why, why, why." Staring at the numbers on my computer, I began to frantically slam my hands on the table.

It hurts, but it's not as painful as the heart.

It's just that this madness is just the beginning, and even I can't understand why I want to hit the wall, the feeling of hitting it hard, the sound of the bang, makes me feel uncomfortable, but I don't want to stop.

At this moment, I even have the heart to die, I can't find anything, and the clue of the disconnection makes it impossible for us to continue. And such a result can only be sorry for my mother. Then even if I die, I don't feel like I have the face to see her.

It was also Xu Yi's prevention that prevented me from continuing. He held me tightly, and no matter how hard I struggled, he never let go. Even if it's me lying on his shoulder, I will be ruthless...... The smell of blood filled his mouth, and he didn't even make any moves, just letting me go crazy.

Maybe I felt that I was too much, but I let go of my mouth when I came to my senses.

Still hugged tightly, "Calm down?" In his ears was Xu Yi's gentle inquiry.

I never thought that I would have such a gaffe, and I deeply hurt this man who defends me everywhere and helps me everywhere.

"I'm sorry." Tears flowed, and I choked up. At this time, only these three words can be spoken.

When I was brought home, I sat on the couch like a doll with a thread, looking at the men who were busy in the room.

I have to say, it's good to have him. Unfortunately, we are just passers-by in each other's lives.

My life was destined to be miserable, my parents left one after another, and it all seemed to start with my divorce.