The sunlight in the hospital was too dazzling, just like Lu Yiyi, so stinging that Shen Ya couldn't open his eyes.

He walked down the hallway of the hospital, and half an hour ago, Benjamin's words pierced his heart like a heavy sword:

"I remember Ou Chen once told me that Xiao Yi went to London to study in order to support the family's economy because of her father's admission to the hospital, but the scholarship she got could only provide for her family and tuition, and her living expenses were half a penny and she couldn't afford it, so she began to go out to work.

But just arrived in London, Xiao Yi is not very proficient in English, and often lost, she can write a book about her lost deeds, because she is lost and unable to speak well, she can't ask people, often even if it is only five minutes away, she can get lost for an hour, so in order to avoid getting lost, Xiao Yi does not dare to walk casually, and the scope of action is very small.

However, the shops that could afford Xiao Yi's lunch were too far away, so she had to skip at noon. Save yourself from getting lost and delaying your afternoon class. Later, Xiao Yi went to work in a restaurant, and in order to avoid the system that London students could only work four hours a day, she wanted to work for a few more hours, so she worked in the dark.

The black boss is very mean, deductible, and often delays working hours, originally got off work at ten o'clock in the evening, but always let Xiao Yi go home at one or two o'clock in the morning, she naturally can't eat at any time, this back and forth, highly tense nerves and irregular work and rest, there is something wrong with the stomach, and it has affected it now. ”

With these words, Shen Ya walked into a room in the hospital with steps, he felt that he would never step into the ward in his life, looking at Lu Qiming on the hospital bed, he was a little unsteady on his feet.

He always thought that the biggest harm he gave Lu Yiyi was on the day Lu Qiming became ill, but now he knows. The hurt he did to her was not that day, but after that.

Yes, if he hadn't left after Lu Qiming became ill and was admitted to the hospital, hadn't driven her away like a plague god, and hadn't drawn the line between the two by himself, he would have been able to protect her.

If he could be cheeky, even if he was mean, he would let Lu Yiyi stay by his side, and he wouldn't let her be so wronged.

He thought that he would simply separate the two neatly and treat both of them, but he didn't expect that he would let her leave her hometown helplessly, and he fell into a lovesick illness without being able to get it cheap.

Damn, what did he do.

It turned out that Lu Yiyi had nothing to do with Benjamin, she knew Benjamin, and even sent Benjamin a boxed lunch for a whole year, but she inherited Benjamin's love, and he should have done it originally.

According to Benjamin, one year Lu Yiyi was affected by chronic malnutrition. There was a big problem in the stomach, and she didn't have British social security, she couldn't afford medicine, so she simply gritted her teeth and lay down at home, thinking about it, she just endured it, but in the end she was in pain and passed out.

And the Royal Hospital, where Benjamin was working at the time, did not accept ordinary patients, let alone patients who could not afford to pay, so Benjamin was not only a lifesaver for Lu Yiyi, but also a creditor of the hospital fees she owed.

Lu Yiyi has always disliked owing favors, so she naturally has to pay it back, but fortunately, the place where she works is a restaurant, and she can get fresh food every day, so when there is no other way to pay it back, she chooses to send a box lunch.

Thinking of this, Shen Ya sat down next to Lu Qiming's hospital bed, looked at the fluctuations on the medical equipment, looked at the people who couldn't wake up on the hospital bed, and said seriously: "Do you know why I have never come to see you for so long?" It's not because of guilt, it's because I hate you, I hate you for being her father, I hate you for being the biggest barrier between me and her..."

As he spoke, Shen Ya slowly raised his head, smiled bitterly, and continued: "... However, it seems that I am too selfish in love. ”

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