Parting, he said to me, 'Let's part!' ’

What does this mean? Why I don't understand a little, my brain buzzed, and it went blank.

"Night, Night Kaple!"

I smiled reluctantly in fear, and the more I laughed, the more tears rolled in my eyes.

It was the first time I had seen him look at me so coldly, as if he and I were strangers whose two flat lines could never intersect!

I walked softly, with small steps to his side, and as soon as I stretched out my hand to hold his wrist, my hand was ruthlessly opened by him!

My hand stopped empty-handed, and I looked at him in disbelief and disbelief, this man ...... Is it really Ling Ye Feng?

Is it really the Ling Yefeng who spoils me to heaven and loves me like life?

"Ye Feng, what's wrong with you? Isn't it, isn't there some danger? ”

I don't believe it, I don't believe that it was all fake that he loved me so much before.

I don't believe it, I don't believe that he can even give up his life for me, it's also fake!!

If none of that is fake, then what's going on right now?

Why did he push me away, why didn't he let me stay with him?

Child, doesn't he even want children?

"You don't want me anymore, do you?"

I asked cautiously and softly, looking at him with big eyes without blinking, hoping to see a trace of reluctance and a true affection in his eyes, but ...... Not at all, just a Dead Sea of indifference.

That indifference pierced my heart deeply.

"I don't even want a baby, do I?"

I kept asking, but the result was the same!

I don't know if his acting skills are so good that I can't tell the truth or falsehood, or if he has never really loved me and cared about me.

For the first time in my life, I doubted the past so much, and those things and those warmth were true...... Or fake!

"Wang Yuyao, get out of the deity's Hades Hall immediately, let the sword spirit take you back to the yang world, and don't let the deity see you from now on, otherwise ......" Ling Yefeng's peach blossom eyes were glowing with bloodthirsty red light, he unexpectedly, he actually stretched out his hand and pinched my neck, as if he would break my neck with a force, "The deity must let you know what it is like to die!" ”

He threw me out with a strong flick, and I fell heavily to the ground, my heart ached, and I couldn't help but spit out a mouthful of blood.

I raised my head and looked at Ling Yefeng with disbelief in my eyes.

He...... His eyes can't fool anyone, he really, to me...... Murderous intent??

Did he ever think that I still have a baby, will he hurt the child by doing this, and why? What made him do this to me, and even want to kill me?

"Wang Yuyao, you should be glad that you are pregnant with a ghost fetus, and the child of the deity is not so weak, and it will flow away if you fall lightly. You should also be glad that you are pregnant with a deity's child, otherwise...... Otherwise, Baguio is like this now, will the deity let you go? ”

He knows, he knows that Baguio is a hurdle in my heart that I can't get over, why, why does he have to say it ruthlessly?

Is this the truth?

Because Baguio is about to die, because my body is Baguio's only hope to live, but because I am pregnant with Ling Yefeng's child, I ...... That's why he spared my life, just, just didn't want to see me??

"Really? Is that really the case? Ling Yefeng ...... "I struggled to get up from the ground, my stomach tingled slightly, I stretched out my hand and touched it gently, looking at him with unconcealable pain on my face and continued, "As long as you say you don't love me, as long as you say that you have never loved me, I will leave immediately, so that we will never see each other again!" ”

Looking at my pale face, looking at the blinding red at the corners of my mouth, and looking at the tears in my eyes that could break the dam at any time, Ling Yefeng felt as if he had been pierced through the heart by ten thousand arrows.

He thought about it a lot, he wanted to run over at this moment, and then hugged her tightly and said, 'I love you, how can I not love you, I can lose anything to love you!' But he couldn't, he could only think about it in his heart, and said it silently, but on the surface, he was still so cold-blooded and ruthless.

He walked towards me step by step, walked to my face, gently bent down and lowered his head, stretched out his right hand and pinched my jaw hard, and said in a cold and ruthless voice, "Wang Yuyao, you listen to the deity." The deity has never loved you, you ...... It's just a stand-in. Do you remember Yao Palace? I know why you've never been there, because I don't want that place to be touched by someone else, there...... It's the place where Baguio and I used to live, there, there are bits and pieces of us, and it is the only forbidden place in my heart, how can I let a stand-in touch it? ”

"Enough, don't say it, don't say it!!"

I covered my ears with my hands and shook my head desperately, don't say it, really don't say it, I'm going to collapse if I keep talking.

My body was weakly paddling downward, but my jaw was pinched by Ling Yefeng, and I couldn't squat even if I wanted to.

"It's best to be serious about your status!"

He threw his hands and turned his back to me.

Does he not want to see me? Is he really so disgusted with me? Even, I don't even want to look at it now, do I?

In fact, how do I know that the moment Ling Yefeng turned around, tears actually flowed from the corners of his eyes.

It's not that he doesn't want to see me, but he ...... But I couldn't bear to see me so heartbroken.

"Good, good!!" I said yes three times in a row, but what I didn't expect was that the dream woke up overnight, and such a change made me a little unable to accept it, "I know, I, Wang Yuyao, swear to the sky, in this life, I and you Ling Yefeng, life and death, two will not see!" With such an answer, is the Immortal Venerable still satisfied? If you are not satisfied, wait for the day my son is born, that is, when my blood is splashed, and return my life to the Baguio Fairy, you see, how?? I don't care as long as you want, as long as you want! Anyway, this Jian life doesn't belong to me in the first place, does it? ”

"Get out, I don't want to see you!!"

How can this be, Yu Yao, the woman I love with my life, how can you say such words that splash yourself?

Do you know, do you know that listening to these words in my ears is like a knife giving birth to my heart piece by piece??

You don't know, how do you know?

You hate me so much now, don't you?

Otherwise, how could you talk like that? Underestimating yourself like this??

Isn't that what I want? Why am I still so sad, this is really self-inflicted!

Sentence by sentence, Ling Yefeng could only silently say it in his heart.

"Sword Spirit, take this woman, get out of the underworld for me and return to the yang world, just as she said. In this life, the deity ...... I don't want to see her, deity, I don't want to see this woman again, take it with me! ”

If he doesn't want to see him again, should he see it again?

I'm afraid, but I'm afraid, after seeing each other again, he regrets that he even has the heart to die.

"Yes!"

It was the first time that the sword spirit had been so respectful to Ling Yefeng.

Maybe I was too sad to pay attention to this abnormal reaction and behavior of the sword spirit.

If Ling Yefeng had spoken to me like this before, he would definitely not let Ling Yefeng go, but now?

Not only did he talk to Ling Yefeng respectfully, but he also planned to take me away.

"Yu Yao!"

The Sword Spirit walked up to me and gently took my hand.

"Brother!!"

Wow, the moment I saw the sword spirit, I felt like I saw my dearest relative, I threw myself into his arms, clasped his waist tightly with both hands, buried my head in his chest, and cried loudly.

"Don't cry if you're good, brother will take you back to the yang world, let's go! Hades, here we go!! ”

Gone, goodbye, maybe in this life, I really won't see you!!

The sword spirit took my hand, and I left with him without looking back.

When I walked outside the temple gate, with the sound of the temple door closing, my heart was also broken!!

Is it only my heart that is broken??

I followed the sword spirit away, but I didn't know what was going on inside.

Ling Yefeng covered his heart with his hand, what does that feel like??

Is this what it feels like for the heart to be hollowed out alive?

Ling Yefeng walked to the edge of the bed and sat down with difficulty, his hand touched the bed, and lay on the bed with his eyes closed.

At this time, he was helpless like a child who had lost everything and lost his way, he had lost the things he loved the most, he had lost his heart, and at the same time, he felt that he had also lost his life and the courage to live.

It turns out that that sentence is true!

Losing you is equivalent to losing my life, it turns out that in the depths of love, losing the other party is really equivalent to losing your own life!

"Yuyao, my woman, my wife, I ...... Love you. Forgive me for doing this to you, forgive me!! ”

Forgive me, please forgive me.

Although I really want you to forget me, I don't want you to hate me, blame me, why is this happening, I really feel so contradictory.

Ling Yefeng lay on the bed with his eyes closed and hugged the pillow I had slept on, and said silently in his heart.

……

In the yang world, I returned to the yang world like the living dead.

Walking beside the sword spirit in a daze, for the first time, I felt that my heart would hurt so much, it hurt so much that it was dripping blood with every step I took.

Why is it so painful, why is it so painful to live?

Who do I owe it?

Do you owe Ling Yefeng or do you owe Baguio?

I don't seem to owe anybody, and I owe both of them.

I owe Baguio a chance to live, and I owe Ling Yefeng a perfect first love!!

Yes, in this world, the person who should die and leave the most is not Baguio but me, so why am I so desperately alive?

Because......

I touched my belly, because here is my and Ling Yefeng's child, I thought that this child came to this world with love, but I didn't expect it......

"Baby, if you weren't born out of love, if you weren't born with a perfect family, without a dad who loved you, then ...... Why do we still live in this world? Is it okay for mom to take you away, and let's leave forever? No matter what the past life is or what the next life is, we don't want it anymore, I can't afford it, I'm Wang Yuyao, really...... I can't afford it!! ”

It's not that I want to give up my life, it's not that I'm vulnerable, it's that this thing really exceeds my spiritual defenses.

Ling Yefeng, I have such a heart, how can you be so hurt?