Since he has already chosen, he knows that this day will come sooner or later, and Cheng Yiming has no intention of escaping.

"I can give her a better life, I'm here, she doesn't need to bear your doubts and suspicions, I can also take good care of her, so that she doesn't get hurt anymore, thank you for taking care of her before."

Jiang Moshi smiled bitterly: "No matter how well I took care of me, I was also taken away by you, obviously I met her first, obviously she should ...... with me"

"Jiang Moshi, are you awake? You should know why she has always been afraid to trust you, because you have always been looking for answers in her, you have never cared so much about a person, let alone a girl, but you spare no effort to expose yourself for a purpose, she is afraid at the same time, forcing herself not to resist being close to you, she will eventually feel tired. ”

"If one day, the answer you want is far from what actually happened, she will be even more scared and confused, and she won't know how to bear the relationship with you, so for her sake and for yourself, you better let it go, I will give her the life and stability she wants."

Jiang Moshi had to admit that Cheng Yiming was right, he had seen many things thoroughly, so was his grandfather, and the authorities were obsessed with bystanders, he thought that if he let go of his hand appropriately, he would bring their relationship closer, and he thought that if she was given enough time, she would understand that he had a lot of powerlessness.

It's just that now it seems that it has backfired, he has never shied away, saying that he does have a purpose, and he does want to get clues about certain things from her, but he has also told her that everything he does is out of sincerity, not mixed with other things, but likes, is true.

What's the use of talking about this now, Jiang Moshi asked for an invitation, saying that he wanted to see her, and Cheng Yiming agreed.

There are some things that he can't stop, what should come will come after all, and even if he stops them, they will still meet, so it is better to provide an occasion for them to have a good chat.

Jiang Mo was angry and hateful, deliberately didn't answer his call, he ran back in a hurry, but she ran out deliberately, such a big thing, she made a decision directly without telling him, as if her life had nothing to do with her.

Yes, in a sense, Cheng Yiming is more suitable for marriage, his life has been precipitated, and he can give people a more stable life, while he is wavering.

In his life, there are still many important things that have not been solved, his choice is indeed very wise, but he is just unwilling, and he can't be reconciled, so many memories and time together, say abandon it, say throw it away, throw it away, how can he be willing?

Cheng Yiming slept very deeply, about the middle of the night, his hand reached to the side, and when he touched no one next to him, he sat up suddenly, Hua Xiyue was not in bed. The small study with the door closed came in a warm bright light, and he got up and pushed open the door of the small study.

saw Hua Xiyue lying on a chair reading a book, and after entering, he found her holding Zhang Ailing's book reading, he asked Hua Xiyue why she didn't sleep, she got up so late to read, she always felt like a night owl.

Hua Xiyue smiled reluctantly: "I can't sleep, and I don't want to disturb you, so I just take a book to relieve my boredom."

Casually, Cheng Yiming looked at the book, and then glanced at the top of the bookshelf, a little unwanted, but he couldn't help but expose Hua Xiyue's lies.

"The book is on the top floor, I guess you need to step on a chair to get enough, right? If this is called casual, then can I understand that you deliberately don't sleep, which is also called casually abusing your own body? ”

Hua Xiyue looked at him, handed him the book, and said that he went to sleep, and suddenly wanted to sleep again, so he quickly put the book to sleep.

Cheng Yiming put the book away, watched Hua Xiyue walk in front, and waited for Hua Xiyue to get into bed, he walked to the bed, sat next to her and asked, "Are you afraid?" I'm afraid of what I'm going to do to you, or I'm afraid for some other reason, but I think it's probably because of me. ”

His hand covered Hua Xiyue's head, and he obviously felt Hua Xiyue shrink a little.

"I want to move to a guest room."

Hua Xiyue whispered, until now, her heart was still drumming, and when she woke up suddenly, she found herself lying in Cheng Yiming's arms, his breathing fell, and her scalp was a little itchy, and she had been listening to his steady and powerful heartbeat, and she slept so close for most of the night, she suddenly felt scared, afraid for no reason.

She was scared and ran to the study, she wanted to be quiet, but she couldn't be quiet, she could only take a book that she was more interested in reading, but she couldn't read it at all.

Is it true that all I think about is that I want to be so close? Will it be too fast, if one day Cheng Yiming can't do what he says about not moving her, what should she do?

After thinking about it, she knew that she couldn't deliver it now, and she now realized that the favor she promised to help was a bit too hasty.

If it was according to the previous relationship between her and Cheng Yiming, they would naturally have nothing, but now it is different, Cheng Yiming obviously likes her, if Cheng Yiming suddenly can't help it, what should she do?

"I'm going back after the engagement ceremony, and if you don't want me to sleep in the guest room, then I'll go sleep in that little study."

Hua Xiyue buried herself in the pillow and whispered, her voice still a little choked. Cheng Yiming pulled the pillow over, exposing her frightened expression to his gaze, just hugging her, just such a simple small action, she was afraid of becoming like this.

"You said you'd try, and now you're starting to retreat? Who else can't let go, so hesitant to get in touch with me? ”

What he said was a little heavy, Hua Xiyue looked at him, with tears in her eyes, and her mouth moved several times, but she didn't spit out a word.

Her pitiful appearance made Cheng Yiming very distressed, he wiped away her tears with his fingertips, lowered his head, looked at her eyes and said: "Believe me, when you don't really marry me, when you don't want to, I won't do anything to you, hugging is the closest I want most, I won't offend you, at the same time, you also have to try to have my existence, since you say try it, you have to learn to adapt to my existence next to you, the more afraid you are, the more alienated we will be, so why should we get engaged?"

He pulled the quilt on Hua Xiyue, asked her to close her eyes, turned off the light, he watched her sleep, but he was not in the mood to sleep.

Cheng Yiming went directly to the study, he couldn't sleep, he always had to find something to do, but for a long time, his heart couldn't sink, and his head kept replaying Hua Xiyue's scared demeanor just now, he never thought that Hua Xiyue would be so afraid of being close to him, he is not young, and he knows that sometimes this kind of closeness is more about feeling, but the look in her eyes just now, that kind of fear is because of the unwillingness in her heart.

Her instincts, her feelings made her unable to put down her body and mind to rely on, as a doctor, he had also read a lot of similar books, it was best not to stimulate her at this time, lest she force herself to collapse, but sometimes he really didn't want to bear it, what a torturous girl.

Cheng Yiming did what he said, in the second half of the night, he didn't stay in the bedroom, Hua Xiyue finally slept peacefully for a while, but when she got up in the morning, it was already more than nine o'clock, she quickly got up to wash and change clothes.

When I went downstairs, I saw the housekeeper pruning the flowers and trees outside, Cheng Yiming had already gone out, there was breakfast on the table, but it was cold, the housekeeper saw her and came in to help her warm breakfast, she said she came by herself, and then asked Cheng Yiming where he went. The housekeeper said that it was better to let her call him herself, although he knew, but it was estimated that the effect would be much better if she asked.

The housekeeper obviously felt that something was wrong, and thought that they were making a little trouble, and planned to let them resolve the conflict by themselves, at this juncture, they should be in harmony.

Under the watchful eye of the housekeeper, Hua Xiyue finally dialed the phone, and the phone was quickly picked up.

"Satsuki, what are you looking for me?"

She used the mobile phone given by the housekeeper, Cheng Yiming actually guessed that it was her, and when she was still confused, Cheng Yiming immediately gave an explanation: "At this time, no one at home should be looking for me, guessing that you just got up at this time, it can't be him, it will only be you."

Hua Xiyue sighed, looked at the housekeeper, and wondered if the two of them had colluded on purpose.

"Where are you now?"

"Hotel, the hotel that is ready to give us an engagement, I want to come and see it in advance, do you want to come over too, if there is anything dissatisfied, I can ask them to change it immediately."

Hua Xiyue refused, she was not interested, and the most important thing was that it was better to distance herself from Cheng Yiming, lest something like last night happen again, and she really didn't know how to end it.

Since she didn't want to come, Cheng Yiming didn't ask too much, saying that after he had determined everything, he would go back to accompany her immediately, and she could walk in the garden first. Hua Xiyue should be fine, but she went directly to the study, she didn't have time to read the book yesterday, but today everything is ready and only the east wind is owed.

When Cheng Yiming went home, Hua Xiyue was still reading in the study with relish, he brought some desserts, and when she brought them in, Hua Xiyue was a little happy, and when she was satisfied with the desserts, Cheng Yiming smiled and started to talk about business.

"A lot of things you want to be casual and simple, but we can't do it, so some things still have to be chosen by you personally, clothes, shoes, hair accessories, these trivial things still have to go through your eyes and choices, we can design all my things personally, and then find someone to customize, I think you may be troublesome, so ask them to directly design a few plans, do you see that it is not possible?"

There is no escaping from escaping, Hua Xiyue took over the design plan, Cheng Yiming is more attentive, which makes people combine good-looking, practical and comfortable.

She believed that she would definitely be very stunning when she wore these dresses, shoes, she suddenly couldn't choose so casually, respect first starts from respecting the fruits of other people's labor, Hua Xiyue took it seriously.