Jian Feng held the tea and poured it into his mouth, how should he answer, repeating all Qi Hui's words? That Xiangxiang's heart should be broken. But if he was asked to summarize the reason, wouldn't it be what he meant, and he didn't want to be that wicked person. I knew it would be so difficult to speak, so I told my cousin first and let my cousin come...... He handed Shen Yan a look for help, he didn't know the story of his cousin, but what kind of helplessness was under such eyes, Shen Yan could see through it at a glance.

Xiangxiang looked at Jian Feng very cautiously, and asked cautiously again, "Master Jian, can you take me to see him?" ”

Jian Feng's tea was finished, and the cousin took the teacup with her hands in her hand, and said gently: "We, the bystanders, don't know the pain of the parties, their affairs should be solved by themselves, no matter what the result is, the Second Highness should give Xiangxiang an explanation." Jian Feng, where is the Second Highness? You send Xiangxiang there. ”

"That's it, if you have anything to say, he said it to his face." Jian Feng slapped his face and said to his cousin, "Give Xiangxiang a set of snow clothes, the wind and snow outside are too big, and the cotton clothes will be wet when you ride over." ”

As he spoke, he went out like a gust of wind and asked Xiangxiang to wait for him.

Shen Yan hurriedly took out the snow she was wearing and gave it to Xiangxiang, in the past twenty years, she had never needed winter clothes in the south, and she had tied them a little clumsily, she hadn't seen Xiangxiang cry all day, but she saw her trembling slightly, choked up and said, "Sir, thank you." ”

Shen Yan said with tears in her eyes: "Thank you, I will treat myself as my own." Xiangxiang, listen to me, His Royal Highness lost his mother, and if he counts the first emperor, he even lost his parents at once. Not to mention the first emperor, I think for His Royal Highness, no matter how sick and weak the mother is, even if she has never really supported anything for His Royal Highness, having a mother is there and not having a mother, it is really different. If you are more tolerant, you are more forgiving to yourself, you are so good, don't treat yourself badly. ”

Xiangxiang nodded again and again, Shen Yan gently wiped away her tears, and said, "Don't cry, you should freeze your face when you go out." ”

At this time, Jian Feng came back quickly, and called Xiangxiang to follow him, but he walked out a few steps, left Xiangxiang and came back, but said to his cousin: "In case they break up unhappily, turn back Pang Shifeng blames me, cousin, you have to help me speak, I don't want to be said no by Pang Shifeng, if he wasn't confused last night, this must not be the situation now." ”

Shen Yan has long felt that Shi Feng and Jian Feng are like happy enemies, this is the case, Jian Feng does not forget to exclude him, he is obviously a good brother who is brave and loyal, and he always likes to squeeze each other when he has nothing to do, Shen Yan does not help her relatives, it is indeed her cousin who is messing around.

Jian Feng not only said to his cousin, but also said to Xiangxiang along the way, anyway, he didn't want to carry the responsibility on his shoulders, what does it mean to carry other people's children, he himself plans to meet a good woman like Xiangxiang.

Hurried to the temple near the Mujia Cemetery, it is a small temple where the incense is not too prosperous, but it is better in the remote and clean, and it seems to be more like a place of cultivation than the big temple with the peak of incense in the capital. There are only three masters and apprentices in the temple, and the little master greeted Jian Feng and Xiangxiang in front of the door, looked at Xiangxiang is woman, and only said: "Female donor, come in the wind and snow, it's hard." ”

Jian Feng is a scholarly family, and he took Xiangxiang to the main hall to worship the Buddha first, and then said to the little master: "Where is the second highness?" ”

The little master took them straight to the meditation room, the master and the big apprentice were overspending the deceased, Qi Hui was sitting on the side, and Xiangxiang was the same today, the stone carving was fixed there, he was the most vigilant on weekdays, he didn't realize Jian Feng's return at all, and even took Xiangxiang, maybe he knew that he didn't want to be discovered, or now he can exist in the world in a dignified manner, no longer have to worry about being discovered, the string of vigilance has been loosened.

"Master Jane, I'll wait here, and when the masters finish chanting, I'll go in again." Xiangxiang said to Jian Feng, "Go back, with him, I'll be fine." ”

Jian Feng thought to himself, if he left, Qi Hui would not leave Xiangxiang or take her away, but it would be a good thing. He told Xiangxiang to be careful, and donated some incense to the temple before leaving in a hurry. Xiangxiang just stood outside the window, Qi Hui was obviously in front of him, but he never turned to look at her.

One hour, two hours, Xiangxiang has been frozen and numb, the masters recited the scriptures, Qi Hui bowed, did not move, the master and apprentice came out, saw Xiangxiang standing outside like a snowman, the master frowned slightly, but smiled gently, and bowed and said: "Female donor, the apprentice will bring you ginger soup later." ”

Xiang Xiang thanked him, watched the masters leave, she held the door and slowly walked into the meditation room, Lord Jian said, did not park the mother in the main hall, it was Qi Hui's meaning, he said that the temple may welcome pilgrims tomorrow, he can't make trouble in the temple, Jian Feng said that he is such a person, at this moment, he doesn't want to embarrass others. But how could he be ruthless to Xiangxiang, of course, Jian Feng didn't say it clearly.

The coffin lay quietly in the center of the house, the mother slept peacefully in it, Xiangxiang was fine when he was outside, and he couldn't stop crying as soon as he entered the door. I once thought that she also had a mother in this life, and she was also a person who was cared for by her mother in the future, but happiness disappeared too quickly, she hadn't shouted a few more times about her mother, and she hadn't honored her well, they were already separated by life and death.

The scene of last night came to mind, and she hadn't told anyone what was going on, but the only person who could comfort her ignored her coldly, and didn't even want her.

"I can...... Do you want to stick incense for your mother? Xiangxiang asked, sticking to the door.

Qi Hui's hand was hidden in his sleeve, and his fist was clenched, he was annoyed that Jian Feng was unreliable, why did he send Xiangxiang here, just hearing this voice, his heart was broken. Xiangxiang stood outside the door for a few hours, his heart was frozen with her, but he didn't have the courage to give Xiangxiang warmth, and now that he didn't even have his mother, what else could he give Xiangxiang?

Xiangxiang saw that Qi Hui was unmoved, she became more and more stubborn in her heart, moved her stiff body, went to the altar to bow to incense, and when she kowtowed three times, she fell on the ground and couldn't get up again, her thin body twitched because of crying, and whipped Qi Hui's heart at once. His bones were about to be crushed by himself, but he still didn't dare to take a step forward, he was most reluctant to cry Xiangxiang, but now he looked at her indifferently and cried.

The sadness in her heart turned into tears, and when Xiangxiang finally calmed down, she felt that her body had collapsed, she knelt on the futon and couldn't stand up, so she simply rested, wiped away her tears, made herself quiet, and then looked at Qi Hui.

At this time, the little master brought ginger soup, put it on the table next to him, and left quietly. The smell of the ginger soup added a bit of warmth, and Xiangxiang suddenly said, "Can you help me bring it?" ”

Qi Hui glanced passively and sent the ginger soup to Xiang Xiang, when Xiang Xiang reached out to take it, she suddenly withdrew her hand again, she directly put her mouth on Qi Hui's hand to drink, Qi Hui had to kneel down so that the bowl was flattened.

Xiang Xiang drank while being sad, suddenly choked on a mouthful of soup, coughed and scraped his stomach, Qi Hui hurriedly put down the soup bowl and stretched out his hand to smooth her breath, but the palm of his hand touched Xiang Xiang's cold back, and immediately took it back, he wanted to get up and stood up, was pulled by Xiang Xiang violently, his eyes met, he had never seen such a sharp gaze in Xiang Xiang's eyes, she coughed and asked, "...... Don't want me anymore? ”

When Concubine Li was abused, Qi Hui was not by their side, and between life and death last night, he was not by their side, Qi Hui no longer knew what else he could give Xiangxiang, he couldn't even protect his mother and woman, what other ambition did he have for his family and country?

Although every time he left the palace late at night in the past, every time he left his mother in the palace, he was worried about whether something would happen, it turned out that something really happened, and he couldn't forgive himself at all. He even wondered if he wanted to get rid of his mother from the bottom of his bones, otherwise how could he leave his mother alone?

What, exactly, is the most important? He said to Shi Feng more than once, more than once to Xi Niang, and told himself countless times in his heart that if nothing happened to the Mu family, if the mother was enough to fight against the queen Concubine Li, their mother and son would not fall into this situation.

This is his cowardice, his escape from reality, he is far from being as strong as he seems, and he is even inferior to Xiangxiang.

"If you don't want me anymore, make it clear to me now, and as soon as you open your mouth, I'll leave immediately." Xiang Xiang didn't know where he got the strength, and said loudly and clearly, "I won't beg you, I'm not here to pester you, I just want to hear from you, as long as you speak, I will leave immediately, and I will never see you." ”

Qi Hui seemed to have hot blood surging in his chest, as if he was about to spurt out of his mouth in the next moment, he couldn't imagine Xiangxiang running away from the door, he would rather Xiangxiang be entangled, but he pushed the responsibility to Xiangxiang, and was looking forward to Xiangxiang's care for himself, so what qualifications does he have to keep Xiangxiang by his side?

"Now, you're an orphan without a father or a mother." Xiangxiang grabbed Qi Hui's arm tightly, as if he had cut off her hand, he would never let go, "Qi Hui, let me take you in the future, okay?" I'll do your laundry and cook for you...... You give me a home. ”

Qi Hui's eyes were scarlet, his body trembled slightly, and Xiang Xiang choked up: "I have nowhere to go, I don't have a home, you said that a comfortable place is our place, but there is no place in this world that is more comfortable than being by your side, do you want to leave me?" ”

Qi Hao's dry throat made a hoarse voice: "Follow me, you will always suffer." ”

Xiangxiang shook his head: "But what I'm waiting for is bittersweet." ”

Qi Hui smiled bitterly: "I don't want to give you empty promises anymore, I don't want you to live in anticipation and waiting all the time." ”

Xiangxiang said firmly: "Then you will take me with you, never let me wait for you, we will always be together." ”