248. Hidden too deep
Of course, some plans have to be implemented, and this is not only what I think, but what I want most is Xu Yi.
It's just that before leaving, we still went to the hospital to see Shen Qingzhi.
Now she is lying on the hospital bed so quietly, where is there still the arrogance and ruthlessness of the past.
"I don't regret what I've done. If she hadn't been lying inside, I'd be the one lying in it now. ”
Seeing the complexity in Xu Yi's eyes, I said lightly.
In the final analysis, this matter is all one person's fault, but many people have to bear it, and it's really unfair to think about it. But what can be done, things have come to this point.
"Fool, it's not your fault. Maybe that's the best place for her. It's good that saves us a day of worry. Stretching out his hand to put his arm around me, Xu Yi said softly. However, in his words, I still heard helplessness.
Of course I understand his thoughts, but I don't want to understand them either. Especially for some things, it's better to pretend to be stupid, otherwise you will only make yourself uncomfortable. Rather than that, it's better not to think about it so much.
Although I understand the truth, sometimes I still can't control it.
For this, my heart is still quite entangled.
But then again, there should be more trust between us. So much has happened, and nothing has changed until now, and I'm lucky. For Xu Yi, I want to say a lot, but I can't say it. It's not that it's hard to speak, but I don't think it's necessary. Anyway, it's all like that now, and there's nothing to worry about.
The moment I got on the plane, I just felt that the heart that had been hanging fell down. Looking at this huge airport, I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart.
Maybe it's because it's my first time flying, but I can't tell if I'm excited or what, but I'm just a little excited.
It's also a shame to say that this is Ben San's age, and he hasn't even taken a plane. Feeling the strange eyes around me, I didn't dare to look at it, for fear that I would be laughed at if I looked at it.
Bow your head and bow your head again
"If you go any lower, you'll probably be lying down."
The sound in my ears made me blush uncomfortably, even to the root of my ears.
"Xu Yi, if you talk nonsense again, I'll ......" I don't know anything, but now I look annoyed and angry, even I think it's funny, I just don't want to admit it.
"Okay, okay, I won't say anything. Sit down, the plane is about to take off. ”
Looking at his flattering appearance, I really had a momentary illusion. This is a little man, a man who is smaller than himself at all times. However, now I am even more naïve than him. It's really ashamed that I became like this.
The inadvertent take-off made my whole heart hang. The feeling of being slightly weightless made me nervous. Grabbing Xu Yi's hand unconsciously forced, even biting his lower lip.
"Relax, it's okay, don't be nervous." Leaning closer to my ear, Xu Yi whispered. I swear, it's only the two of us who can hear it.
Looking at the people sitting around me, looking at their indifferent looks, I blushed even more.
However, the courage Xu Yi gave me made me slowly calm down, and I didn't have the fear before.
As I gradually got used to it, I fell asleep in silence, unaware that the man next to me was looking at me with affectionate eyes.
To be exact, I was woken up by a kiss from Xu Yi, and the discomfort of not being able to breathe made me open my eyes and see the magnified face. The hand that wanted to be raised was put down in an instant, and it was really convinced of this man.
It was also watching me open my eyes that let me go.
At first glance, there were other people on the plane besides the two of us.
"Alright, we're here." Pinching my face, Xu Yi said softly.
Seeing him get up and leave, I hurried to follow.
It's a strange city, the kind that is completely unfamiliar to the streets. Fortunately, I didn't listen to Xu Yi's arrangement to go abroad, otherwise I would have been even more blind.
However, looking at Xu Yi's appearance, he is familiar with the road and is not unfamiliar at all. It's not that I don't have doubts in my heart, I just don't want to ask.
If you come here, you will be safe, anyway, I don't have to worry about it, I think he can't sell his wife, then it's really boring.
Of course, this is just a thought in the heart, and it will not become true.
I have been following Xu Yiyi and I just looked at his back, not obsessed, but indescribably at ease.
After booking the hotel, we walked down the street again, and now I am like a curious baby who has never seen the world, and every building can surprise me. It seems that everything here is something I have never seen before, and certainly not before.
Let's just say that the architecture here is completely different from the city I'm in.
"It's a European-style city, and every place is done according to European standards. Looks like you're enjoying this place. Looking at me, Xu Yi said in an introduction.
A very simple sentence gave me an idea of this. No wonder everything here is different from what I knew, it turned out to be so.
Sure enough, I who had never been out before was like entering the city for the first time, and I couldn't extricate myself from the novelty.
Xu Yi always laughed and didn't say anything, I think he must be laughing at me, otherwise he wouldn't have been like this.
The more I looked at it, the more angry I became, I blew up directly, glared at Xu Yi and asked, "Is it that funny?" Makes you laugh all the way, doesn't your mouth hurt? "Now I want to ask Xu Yi a good idea to see what this man thinks in his heart. He is absolutely hateful no matter how he looks at it.
Can I regret it a little now, I really don't want to be with him. Even if you are small, you have to be psychologically strong. However, people are young in age and small in psychology, and they are small everywhere. He is like this, which really makes me very helpless. Although sometimes he is quite mature and tempting, the longer we get along, the more naïve he becomes. I can't imagine if I ever lived to see the sun every day if I continued like this. Let's just take it now, I'm really angry and half-dead, but people don't care at all.
I don't know if I'm really angry, in fact, that's what I said, Xu Yi, who was still smiling at the hippie, instantly became serious, dragged me hard, and kissed me without saying a word. In this crowded street, I was unprepared.
I really didn't think this guy would come out like this, and I wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into. With so many people watching, he was able to kiss with peace of mind.
The small fist smashed him, which was also a gesture, but he didn't think that people would react at all, so he sniffed hard.
Helpless, I bit Xu Yi's lip directly to prevent this guy from messing up again.
I didn't think that it was because of Xu Yi's move that we became the focus of attention on the street. A circle was formed with us as the center, and men, women, and children were all gathered around to watch, and the smile made me blush. And those little beauties are, it's enough to watch. With this peach blossom physique, I really want to take a knife out and carry it with me.
Looking at Xu Yi with a wicked smile on his face, I dragged him and left directly.
When the peach blossoms are at a glance, it is better to take this man away quickly, so as not to get out of control when the time comes, it will be really troublesome. I just want to come out and relax, not to make trouble.
"Xu Yi, take care of your face, don't give me peach blossoms." Finally, in a place where no one was around, I stopped and looked at him.
Of course, this is a warning, otherwise it will only be me who will be troubled by the time.
Think about Lin Xiao, who was entangled at the beginning, and then Shen Qingzhi, who hated because of love, which of these two people he was worried about. If it weren't for Shen Qingzhi's excessive viciousness, I think Xu Yi would only turn a blind eye. Maybe for him Xu Yi, as long as it is not too excessive, as long as it does not touch his bottom line, then it is easy to say anything. If Shen Qingzhi hadn't done anything to hurt me this time, maybe she wouldn't have gotten herself to where she is now. Of course, I was forced to do such a thing. In the final analysis, it is not Shen Qingzhi who is to blame, and no one is to blame. In fact, sometimes I am still very unwilling, even if she is no different from a dead person now, but thinking of the child who is about to be born, my heart is still uncomfortable.
Some hatred may not be extinguished for a lifetime.
If Xu Yi really knows this place, he even knows where there is good food and where there is fun, which is typical of a city.
Eating the authentic delicacies here, I couldn't help but ask, "Xu Yi, how much do you know about this city?" Why are you so familiar with this place? Of course, I was just curious about why he was familiar with this place, but I didn't want to be involved in something that made me feel uncomfortable, and I felt even more sorry for him in front of me.
I didn't think that such a man would have such a side, so what did he experience before?
Especially those lost eyes, it made my heart tighten.
After all, in my memory, Xu Yi has never been like this, at most, he was just a little strange in his eyes when he talked about Shen Qingzhi, but it was not as obvious as this time.
Perhaps, this is the pain in his heart that I don't know.
"Fool, don't think about it, eat it." Rubbing my head, Xu Yi said with a smile. But it's such a smile that makes me feel against my will. Maybe he doesn't want to laugh at all now, but just forces a smile when he faces me.
"Okay." Nodding my head and agreeing to continue eating, at this moment I really regretted asking the question I just asked. To know that this will be the result, I won't ask anything, and I won't look at Xu Yi like this.
How could he have been like this in the sunshine, even when the child was gone, he had never been like this.
At the end of the day, it's not about caring or hiding too deeply.
The more I think, the more uncomfortable it becomes, and I wish I hadn't thought about it so much. But at the end of the day, there are some things that you can't control if you want to.
As for now, maybe we have to wait......