20 A strange kind of love
After completing the task, Lin Nuan did not go back to see Cheng Xiaoma, she came to the playground of the Central Academy of Fine Arts alone. At this moment, her mood is a little chaotic, and she has taken revenge, what should she do in the future? What should she do?
Although Master Leng Su won her a place with He Yan, she always felt that this position was very embarrassing. She knew that He Yan loved Lu Xiaoyu deeply, and Lu Xiaoyu also loved He Yan deeply, she didn't want to get involved in it in such a way, she couldn't face that kind of self.
She walked alone on the lawn, at a loss.
Last night, when she rushed to the altar to see He Yan seriously injured, her heart was deeply pierced. Maybe she never wanted to love that man, but after that night, she actually became his woman. What is this feeling? Is sex begiving?
At night, she asked Master if it was a dirty thing to have sex out of sex. Leng Su told her that most of the love between men and women in the world is born of sex, so this is not dirty, this is human nature, this is normal. But Lin Nuan got goosebumps on her body when she thought of her feelings for He Yan, she didn't know if she was too hypocritical, she just felt that love shouldn't be like this.
If God destined her not to fall in love with He Yan, then this title is a shackle; If you're destined to fall in love, then why not change to a more romantic, natural way and let it all fall into place?
She smiled bitterly and sat down on the lawn, her chin propped up in thought.
At this time, Lu Xiaoyu came behind her, "Are you really willing to leave Beijing?" ”
Lin Nuan was stunned for a moment, looked back, and quickly stood up, "Miss Lu, you ......"
"Don't Miss Lu", Lu Xiaoyu smiled, took her hand and sat down, looking at her, "He Yan bullied you, you don't want to be friends with me, you still call it so raw?" Lin Nuan was embarrassed and couldn't wait to find a crack in the ground to get into," Miss Lu ...... That thing...... I'm sorry...... I ......"
Lu Xiaoyu smiled softly, "Don't say such things, I know what's going on." This matter is said to be a poisonous plan of the phoenix, but if you think about it from another angle, isn't it also the fate of you and He Yan? Anyway, the raw rice has already been cooked, so don't feel bad, you can be safe when you come, okay? ”
"Miss Lu, you know that I don't want to be your third party...... Lin Nuan choked back tears, "My master didn't mean me, I never thought of destroying your relationship......"
"I understand", Lu Xiaoyu comforted her, "Lin Nuan, you are a good girl, but even if your master doesn't say it, I will think so." You swear a heavy oath in front of the three gods that there will only be one man in your life! He Yan bullied you, if he gives you a name, then everyone will be happy; If he is not responsible and leaves you alone to die alone, then he is responsible for you, and in that case, I will feel uneasy. ”
"What age is it, and what are you worried about?" Lin Nuan smiled bitterly, "I'm a wizard, wizards are not ordinary people in the first place, how many marriages are normal?" My master had a man and is now single; Although my Uncle Miao Yi is well married, as far as I have heard, Ninth Sister Zhu Lingwu Elder Bai Yiyi is also his woman......"
"So, this is our life, why should you run away?" Lu Xiaoyu smiled, "Besides, you just want to escape, where can you escape?" You're not in Beijing anymore, don't you think about He Yan in your heart? ”
"I ...... I didn't miss him! I really didn't think about it! Lin Nuan's face flushed.
"Oh? Really? Lu Xiaoyu deliberately teased her, "Then who asked his master last night, if she is pregnant, can this child stay?" ”
Lin Nuan was extremely embarrassed, "I'...... I didn't mean that, I was asking Master if the child conceived after falling into the Love Gu would be bad for the child...... That's not thinking about He Yan, don't get me wrong......"
Lu Xiaoyu smiled, "What about sex giving birth to love?" Who was struggling with it just now? Think this is not pure, unnatural, too deliberate, afraid of looking down on yourself? ”
"I'm ......" Lin Nuan was speechless and lowered her head helplessly.
She knew Lu Xiaoyu's ability, and knew that her mind couldn't hide it from her at all, since it was getting darker and darker, she simply didn't explain it.
"Nuan, listen to me", Lu Xiaoyu said to her in a heartfelt manner, "When I first met He Yan, I thought he was a rich man, so I couldn't be with him." In fact, from the first time I saw him, I liked him in my heart, but I didn't dare to admit it. ”
"You guys fell in love at first sight, I didn't! Not really! Lin Nuan hurriedly explained.
Lu Xiaoyu smiled knowingly, "I used to be always humble, unconfident, and unable to let go. Now, I'm different. Say something about that, my Lu Xiaoyu man, what girl would not like it? No matter how you started, since you started, it was fate, so why should you bother with those empty romances? In other words, in the future, when we all become mothers and talk to our children about the present, you may think that this is the deepest kind of romance? ”
"Miss Lu, I didn't think that far......" Lin Nuan hurriedly said.
"Whether you want it or not, fate is predestined, isn't it?" Lu Xiaoyu looked at her, "You finally entered the Nine Halls and became the most promising hall master, and now you have personally got rid of the phoenix, Clara and Chen Jingfei, and have made great contributions, and the future is bright and bright!" At this time, are you really willing to let go of everything here and leave Beijing? ”
Lin Nuan hesitated for a moment and cleared her throat, "Miss Lu, I have to explain to you, in fact, I didn't complete the task given to me by the elder, he asked me to get rid of the three Nine-Headed Bird Venerable Lords, but Clara and Phoenix are the same person, and I killed Long Yannan, not Chen Jingfei......"
Lu Xiaoyu smiled, "You are wrong, in the eyes of the world, the phoenix is a phoenix, Clara is Clara, and the Chen Jingfei sisters were also killed by you." The Tritheistic Sect has saved face because of you, and Tanmen has maintained its dignity because of you! Nuan, you are not only a hero of the Tritheistic Sect, you are also a hero of Tanmen! It is the hero of our family! ”
Lin Nuan was ashamed, got up and knelt down for Lu Xiaoyu, "Miss Lu, I beg you to stop talking, I really don't dare to be!" ”
Lu Xiaoyu stopped smiling, she knew that Lin Nuan had this character. The more ruthless she persuaded her, the more chaotic Lin Nuan's heart would be, so she was silent for a moment and sighed softly, "Okay, then I can only tell you the truth." ”
"Honestly?" Lin Nuan was stunned, "What truth?" ”
Lu Xiaoyu stared at her, "Do you know who I am?" "You're Miss Deer!" Lin Nuan said.
Lu Xiaoyu smiled calmly, "In my previous life, I was the goddess of the moon in the underworld, and in this life, I am the female king of Tanmen!" I came to earth with a mission, and this mission is not far off. ”
"Goddess of the Moon...... The female Jizo King ......" Lin Nuan looked at Lu Xiaoyu in surprise, "Your mission ......"
"My mission is also my calamity...... Lu Xiaoyu paused, "That is to say, after completing the mission, even if I am not scattered, I am afraid that I will be seriously injured...... But He Yan is different, he is immortal and immortal, and he will definitely be safe. So, I have to prepare for the worst, if after completing the mission, I have three longs and two shorts, with you, He Yan at least has someone to take care of, do you know what I mean? "Don't say that! You'll be fine! Lin Nuan was a little excited, "And...... And these are the secrets of Tanmen, you shouldn't tell me......" Lu Xiaoyu smiled slightly, "Aren't you from Tanmen?" Although my senior brother's words last night were domineering, have you forgotten? ”
How could Lin Nuan forget? It was because of Lin Feng's domineering crooked reasoning that her heartbeat was like a rabbit along the way, and when she saw He Yan again, her mentality was a little different. The Tritheistic Sect is her maiden family, she is He Yan's woman, and she is a person from Tanmen, this idea is like poison, she was poisoned, so she is so confused today.
"You'll be fine......" she bowed her head, tears like beads of broken thread.
Lu Xiaoyu looked at her with relief, "Nuan, thank you for caring about me." What I told you is true, although He Yan may not lack women in the future, but apart from you, I may not be able to rest assured and be satisfied with others. My man has lacked love since he was a child, he is not easy, in case I have a mistake, I hope you can take good care of him, love him, love him, so that he can live happily in the future, do you understand? ”
"You'll be fine!" Lin Nuan raised her head and looked at Lu Xiaoyu with tears in her eyes, "You have to believe that you will be fine!" ”
Lu Xiaoyu smiled, "If it's okay, wouldn't it be better?" Anyway, I'm his wife, what about you, you can only be a girlfriend, you don't feel wronged! ”
Lin Nuan was amused by her, she didn't know why she was laughing, but she just laughed.
Lu Xiaoyu saw her smile, so she was relieved, "That's it, okay?" ”
Lin Nuan nodded silently with tears in her eyes, and pounced on Lu Xiaoyu and hugged Lu Xiaoyu tightly.
Lu Xiaoyu smiled and comforted her, "Okay, okay, don't cry!" Nuan, if you get rid of the phoenix, it's time to report to Elder Cheng. You tell him for me that tonight, He Yan and I want to invite him, Miss Miao Yi, Miss Shu Lan, Hall Master Zhao, your master, and the members of your Ice Moon White Tiger Hall to have dinner together. He Yan said that Xiaoxia and Xiaoxiao will come, and everyone will celebrate together and be lively together. You tell Elder Cheng that he must give us this face, okay? Lin Nuan nodded vigorously, "Hmm!" ”
Lu Xiaoyu saw that Lin Nuan agreed, so he breathed a sigh of relief and smiled calmly, "With you here, I am relieved." Go for it. ”