Chapter 165: Redemption and Destruction

In Song He's struggling self-control, Jason walked to Song He's side smoothly, he squatted down quietly, looking at Song He who was shrunk into a trembling ball, and his deep eyes flashed with distress.

Jason looked at Song He in front of him, it was obvious that Yin Zheng hadn't taken good care of Song He in the past few days - Song He was still wearing a crumpled cotton skirt that had been kneaded, and there was even obvious residue of food soup on it, and even the long black hair that Song He usually took care of was now messed up, or a strand of it.

Song He has been having a bad time these days, this is an obvious fact.

It was precisely because of this fact that Jason finally fully confirmed the decision he had just made quietly in his heart.

He will no longer give in or compromise half a step to Yin Zheng because of Yin Zheng and Song He, the so-called marriage.

"Song He, don't be afraid, it's me." Jason raised his hand, his tone was unprecedentedly gentle, he still firmly touched the top of Song He's hair under Song He's dodge, and then stroked Song He very seriously and carefully in the direction of hair growth.

Obviously, this reassurance is still very effective.

Song He was patiently comforted by Jason, and little by little he took off his defensive posture, only to see Song He's stiff body gradually softened, and while his muscles relaxed, Song He finally couldn't hold back and sobbed sadly.

Song He's brows wrinkled into a tight knot, she closed her eyes, and hung her head, crying in a low voice, the voice was not loud, but it was clearly like a complaint, which made Jason's heart, which had already cherished Song He, hurt even more violently.

"Don't be afraid, I'm coming." Jason didn't say anything like 'don't cry', and even for Jason, he hoped that Song He could cry out loud, compared to the quiet, low sobbing now, Jason instead hoped that Song He could cry out loud.

That was a kind of catharsis, and only then could Song He release some of the bitterness that had accumulated in her heart in the past few days. And all the bad negative emotions.

But Song He didn't do what Jason had hoped, she kept her head down, her shoulders sobbing slightly, hugging her knees, letting the tears on her face gather from her sharp chin into a heavy drop, and then fall on top of her cotton skirt.

It didn't take long for the fabric on Song He's legs to get wet.

"Jason ......"

Song He wailed like a wounded little beast, she didn't dare to speak out, for fear of angering Yin Zheng, who didn't know where she was at home, and she was afraid that her crying would annoy Yin Zheng, thus completely depriving her of the opportunity to get out of this cage again.

So when Song He felt that the emotions in his heart had been vented a little with the tears, Song He sniffed and quietly eased his emotions for a while, before he called Jason's name in a sullen voice.

When Jason heard Song He call him, he hurriedly opened his mouth and said, "What? ”

In the face of Song He, who was already trembling, Jason knew that no matter what he said now, it was useless, and he could only make her feel safe, which was the most useful way to save Song He from this terrible nightmare.

So after answering Song He's call, Jason stretched out his arms and faced Song He without hesitation, and the moment Jason leaned forward, he pulled Song He's petite body into his arms, and those powerful arms made Song He feel warm and feel that he was being protected by Jason.

Jason opened his mouth and said, "An An is not afraid, I am here, by your side." ”

Song He listened to the familiar voice in her ears, feeling the kindness and support that Jason had specially passed on to her, and her panicked heart gradually calmed down.

Her eyes have been swollen from crying in the past few days, and there can almost only be a slit in her eyes, although Song He knows that she must be ugly now, but she can't care about these ugly things at all, now Song He just wants to get out of here, out of this bedroom that she sees as a nightmare, and this cage-like house that Yin Zheng built for her.

"Jason ......" Song He eased his mood in Jason's arms for a long time, but he still couldn't help but tremble, and even when he spoke, his upper and lower teeth would bump and fight together, as if he felt like he had been thrown into a place of ice and snow, the cold Song He trembled, Song He raised his head, his eyes were full of pleading, and said, "Take me away, take me out of here, okay?" Pleaseβ€”"

Jason was burned by the almost humble pleading look in Song He's eyes, and his eyes couldn't help but show a look of pity, Jason felt the pain in his heart at the same time, and reached out to hug Song He into his arms.

Song He's tears wet the clothes in front of Jason, making Jason's heart swell with turbulent and complicated emotions, so that when he opened his mouth to speak, his voice couldn't help but tighten: "I'll take you away, I'll definitely take you away!" ”

Soon, Song He felt her cold hands wrapped in a pair of warm palms, she lowered her head, and saw Jason wrapping her hand into her palm, and then with a force, pulling and leading, to make Song He stand up.

"Song He, listen to me."

Song He was pulled up by Jason, she didn't know if it was because she was too excited, or because she hadn't eaten well recently, the whole person was completely unstable on her feet, and she almost had to rely entirely on Jason's arms, and with the strength of Jason's support, she could barely stand.

Jason's voice sounded above Song Ha's head, with a power that allowed Song Ha to calm down: "I can take you away, even where you are going, I can take you there, but-"

As Jason said these two words, he slowly let go of the arm holding Song He, Song He shook in an instant, and the center of gravity of the whole person fell into Jason's arms.

But apparently Jason didn't intend to support or follow Song He, he still stepped back, preferring to watch Song He protect his stomach in a panic because his legs had no strength, propping himself up on the edge of the bed in embarrassment, and didn't lend a hand again.

Jason gritted his teeth and refused to help Song He stand up again, and even Song He turned a blind eye when he raised his head and showed a pleading expression, he almost faced Song He with a cold and very resolute attitude.

He opened his mouth and said to Song He: "However, there is only this door, you have to go out by yourself, you have to go out by yourself." ”

This door is the shadow and nightmare that Yin Zheng has imposed on you, and you must rely on your own strength, even if you stumble out, you must rely on yourself to get out.

Jason is a doctor, although he is not a doctor specializing in psychology, but as a doctor, basic psychological knowledge must be learned, so Jason knows that even if Song He doesn't say it, there is still a lingering shadow in her heart.

Yin Zheng went too far this time, even if Jason didn't know what happened to Yin Zheng and Song He before, and he didn't understand why Yin Zheng and Song He had such a big disagreement on the matter of the child, but no matter the reason, the result was that Yin Zheng and Song He were obviously already suffering from different degrees of trauma and problems psychologically in the torture of each other.

How Yin Zheng is is is not Jason's main concern, and even Jason believes that even if he doesn't remind him, Yin Zheng is obviously aware of this problem, otherwise he wouldn't ask Jason to help Song He find a psychiatrist.

And Yin Zheng's psychological problems ......

Jason sneered in his heart, that man, even if he wanted to prevent Song He from leaving him, in order to prevent Jason and Song He might have any sparks, he would not allow any mistakes in his body.

When Lin Xue had an accident, Jason remembered that he and Jenny were still in college, and the children of the poor were already in charge, so in order to reduce Lin Xue's burden, Jason and Jenny usually worked part-time outside of class to earn living expenses and save tuition for the next semester.

Sometimes, Jason blames himself and regrets that if he could take a little time out of his break to spend time with Lin Xue, maybe Lin Xue would tell Jason that she has been in some trouble recently.

Even Jenny didn't know that on the day of Lin Xue's accident, he received a call from Lin Xue.

Jason could still clearly recall every detail of that phone call, and he heard Lin Xue's voice as if she was walking on the road, very anxious, because Lin Xue even spoke with a rapid gasp - Jason felt afterwards that maybe Lin Xue was nervous because he found danger.

He remembered that Lin Xue asked him on the phone if he could take her home, because it was very late, Lin Xue said that she was afraid.

But Jason refused because of his upcoming final exam, and even said a little impatiently: "Isn't the place where you work close to home?" It's good to go faster, I still have to read books and exams, and I haven't memorized a lot of things, and if I hang up this subject, I won't have a scholarship. ”

Then, in addition to the silence on the phone, there was only the sound of Lin Xue's rapid breathing, as if Lin Xue really listened to Jason's words and ran away, or ran up.

After a short silence, Jason heard Lin Xue's soft voice and said to Jason, "It's okay with me, you can study well, bye." ”

Then there's the busy tone that hangs up.

This was Lin Xue's last call to Jason, and that 'bye-bye' became goodbye.

Jason spent many years in self-remorse, and it wasn't until he met Song He that he felt that he could be freed a little bit, so now, Jason would not allow Yin Zheng to completely destroy Song He!