Chapter 375: Repentance and Open-mindedness
Yin Hu, who knew that Song He had no malicious intent, waved his hand at Song He, and then he restrained the bitterness and helplessness on his face, making his expression look as relaxed as possible.
Yin Hu, who already knows how to control and manage his emotions at work, is no longer as arrogant and unreasonable as before, and even now Yin Hu can be said to be quite gentlemanly in his words and deeds.
Song He also felt Yin Hu's control and management of his own emotions and emotional parts, because just when Song He was still worried about whether he would let Yin Hu feel good because he didn't say what he said just now, he had already heard Yin Hu say to himself in a very gentle voice: "I've been bothering you for a while......
Yin Hu said this, while raising his left wrist, and then looked at the time, when he was sure that it was now dinner time, Yin Hu saw that Song He did not have the slightest intention of going to eat, and simply asked, "Don't you eat dinner?" ”
Song He didn't expect Yin Hu to be able to ask himself this kind of question, in Song He's opinion, this is not like what Yin Hu can say at all - in Song He's heart, even if Yin Hu has now changed his ways and turned back to the right, and the prodigal son has turned back successfully, but judging from Yin Hu's past words and deeds, Song He still feels that Yin Hu is a relatively rough person.
Maybe Song He didn't hide his surprise well, so he was seen by Yin Hu, so Yin Hu didn't understand that there was something wrong with what he said before.
Immediately, Song He saw Yin Hu looking at him with a pair of puzzled eyes, and asked very seriously, "What's wrong?" Am I wrong somewhere? ”
Yin Hu thought about himself, that is, out of concern, he asked Song He why he hadn't eaten yet, and the topic of 'eating' couldn't be talked about for Song He, right?
Song He quickly reacted after hearing Yin Hu ask himself like this, and then, Song He shook his head while looking at Yin Hu and said, "No, no, you didn't say anything wrong, I just think it's a little magical." ”
"Magical?" After Yin Hu heard Song He's answer, he was even more confused, for Song He's endless answer, Yin Hu felt that he was really confused, so Yin Hu asked very sincerely: "Where is magical?" ”
Song He recalled that he just felt the subtle and magical place on Yin Hu's body, and he couldn't help laughing, and then, Song He really couldn't bear the feeling that he wanted to laugh anymore, and he was happy at Yin Hu.
And Yin Hu, who was waiting for Song He's answer very seriously, suddenly saw Song He laughing without warning, and felt that he was simply confused, and was looked at by Song He with such a smile for a long time, Yin Hu also couldn't hold his face a little, and felt embarrassed, so Yin Hu asked a little anxiously: "Don't laugh, what's wrong?" ”
Song He also knew that his reaction was indeed a bit strange for Yin Hu, who didn't know anything, after all, he didn't explain anything to Yin Hu, so he was so happy with Yin Hu.
Then, Song He tried to control himself, trying to restrain his smile as much as possible, and explained to Yin Hu: "I'm sorry...... It's a bit out of control. ”
Song He, who finally stopped laughing, looked at Yin Hu with a puzzled look on his face in front of him, thought about it, and decided to pick the key points to explain to Yin Hu why he couldn't stop laughing at Yin Hu.
"I used to think you were a very rough kind of person." Song He felt that the muscles on his face were sore because he couldn't stop laughing just now, so involuntarily, Song He stretched out his hand and rubbed his face, and after the muscles of his cheeks were a little better, Song He continued: "I didn't expect you to be a very careful person." ”
After waiting for a long time, he finally knew why Song He looked at Yin Hu who couldn't stop laughing, and after hearing Song He explain it to himself so clearly, after the doubts were solved, Yin Hu also felt a little embarrassed, after all, his previous attitude towards Song He could not only be described as rude, it was completely bad.
Seeing that Song He was able to say so calmly about their very unhappy past, Yin Hu felt relieved that he had been worried about the things he had been worried about, and at the same time, he was also glad that Song He was fortunate that it was not the kind of character of his own mother Wang Yin, if Song He and Wang Yin were the same kind of people, Yin Hu knew that he would not want to have a good life in this life.
When many things were not said so clearly, Yin Hu felt that he and Song He could still talk about some topics in circles, but now that Song He inadvertently talked about the past, Yin Hu felt that he still had a lot to say to Song He, after all, even Yin Hu himself didn't expect Song He to be such a generous person.
Thinking like this, Yin Hu's expression on his face became serious unconsciously, and as the expression on Yin Hu's face changed, Song He saw that Yin Hu's expression was suddenly so serious, and he couldn't help but completely restrain his smile.
Just when Song He thought that Yin Hu was angry because he laughed at him without any reason, Song He suddenly heard Yin Hu speak, and this time, Yin Hu's tone was also with a tone of apology and introspection.
Yin Hu looked directly at Song He with both eyes, considered the wording and order of what he was going to say next, and finally mustered up the courage to open his mouth cautiously.
Yin Hu said: "Song He, although I know that you just said that you didn't completely forgive me for the previous things, but I still have to formally apologize to you, whether you can forgive me now or not, it doesn't matter, and even if you don't completely forgive me for the wrong things I did in the past, I just want to apologize to you." ”
"During this time, I have experienced a lot and understood a lot of truths, I used to be a bullshit bastard, and I was arrogant and arrogant, because I have always been hostile to my eldest brother, so from the first day you came to the Yin family's old mansion after marrying your eldest brother, I looked at you unpleasantly, and even gave you a lot of stumbling blocks for this."
Yin Hu recalled what he had done in the past, every incident and everything made the current Yin Hu feel like a bastard when he recalled it, and even Song He deserved to cut himself with a thousand knives, because he even did something to his little nephew who was still in Song He's belly at that time.
Just this matter is also worthy of Yin Hu to atone for his sins in front of Song He for a lifetime, and even if Song He never forgives Yin Hu, Yin Hu himself has nothing to say.
"I won't find any excuse for what I did before, what I did was what I did, what I made was what I made, and even if I started over, I couldn't erase the mistakes I had made." Yin Hu looked at Song He and smiled bitterly, but his attitude of admitting his mistake was still very firm: "It doesn't matter if you don't forgive me, but I hope you can let me make amends." ”
Song He listened to Yin Hu's words almost dumbfounded, just now when Yin Hu said 'thank you' and 'sorry' to Song He, Song He knew that what Yin Hu wanted to express was what Yin Hu was saying to himself now, just as Song He said, although she can get along with Yin Hu now, but deep down she still hasn't forgiven Yin Hu.
Song He is not a virgin, and after failing to do it to others several times and maliciously hurting himself, after reforming himself, he can really forgive him completely because of the other party's 'I'm sorry'.
What Song He can do is to maintain a peaceful mind and be able to get along with Yin Hu as a family when they don't meet much in the future, and being able to do this, Song He feels that it is already his greatest ability.
And now, after hearing Yin Hu's sincere apology and Yin Hu's own confession of his own heart, it would be absolutely impossible for Song He to say that he didn't feel a little touch.
"Yin Hu, I think it will take some time between us, and I can't forget the malice you used to target me just because you have kindness to me now."
Now that Yin Hu has been open and honest, if Song He feels that he still refuses to face this problem head-on, it is Song He's own fault, at least in terms of attitude, that is, Song He's is not.
Therefore, after thinking about it briefly, Song He also openly and honestly told Yin Hu what he thought in his heart.
Song He looked at Yin Hu and said, "From your point of view, I know that you definitely want me to forgive you, but think about it from another perspective, if you were me, would you easily forgive yourself for what you did to me in the past?" ”
Hearing Song He's question, Yin Hu shook his head at Song He without even having time to think about it, and said with certainty: "No, what I did before can already be said to be crazy." ”
Yin Hu didn't need to think about the time, it was because of this question that Yin Hu had asked himself many times, and every time Yin Hu gave himself a very positive 'no'.
Even Yin Hu felt that if there was a person in this world who treated him like this, he might even have the heart to twist the other party's head off, let alone talk about forgiveness or not, it was impossible at all, and he would never discuss.
So this is also the reason why Yin Hu lamented Song He's open-mindedness.
After Song He heard Yin Hu's answer to him, the expression on his face relaxed a little, and then, Song He shrugged his shoulders at Yin Hu, and then said to Yin Hu: "So I hope that I can maintain this relationship with you for the time being, and we can have a friendly chat when we meet, and as for whether I will completely forgive you for this matter......
"Maybe one day I'll forget, or maybe I'll never forgive you in my life." Song He gave his answer very honestly: "Who can say for sure about this kind of thing?" ”