168. In no particular order
Sadness flowed through my thoughts, and I rested my head on his shoulder, not knowing whether to whisper to myself or to him: "I don't like the name A." He heard this, turned his face to look down at me, his eyebrows were close at hand, and he asked, "Do you have any other name?" If not, I'll get you one. ”
His heart moved, but he still said frankly: "There have been two: Xia Zhu and Yang Xiaofeng." ”
"Yang Xiaofeng? Yangliu'an, the wind and the waning moon? The artistic conception is good, but Xia Zhu is more suitable for you, so use Xia Zhu. ”
I sat up straight in surprise: "Why Xia Zhu?" ”
"The green bamboo in summer has the same beauty as the spring warbler, the autumn lake, and the winter snow. And it's right for you...... I love the name. ”
“......”
I thought there was some special annotation, but it turned out to be just his personal preference. This, like he used to be. I suddenly realized that I was unconsciously distinguishing him from the past and the present, and the psychological expression was that I was accepting him as he was.
Suddenly, he said again: "The place you stayed in when you were a child, I feel a little familiar." ”
I was stunned, "Familiar? ”
"Your thinking space is too short, and the environment is too small, only a clearing, a tall tree, and a house. If you give me more information, you might be able to determine the location. ”
I wondered even more: "Where did you see the trees and the houses?" "As a client, I only saw myself sitting on a flat ground when I was a child, looking up at the sky, and the rest of my vision was limited. I only heard him say shallowly: "At dusk, there are sideways left-side shadows within twenty square meters before and after you meditate, the man's vision is about ten meters away from you, and the silhouette of the house is two meters away from the shadow of the tree, which is enough to show that the house is directly behind you and the big tree is on your right." ”
I was stunned by this series of data, at that time, in the thinking space, all the attention was on the back of the child, and I didn't pay attention to the ground situation at all. I asked the question bluntly, "How do you know it's dusk?" ”
He glanced at me and immediately made me feel like I was asking an idiot question. I only heard him say: "Although the range above you is limited, you shouldn't not see such a large sunset on the right side of your head." The left is east, the right is west, the sun sets, the oblique shadow becomes the sun, and it is naturally dusk. ”
I pursed my lips and said that I hadn't noticed the sunset. Maybe it's really telepathy, if I usually pay attention to these details when I draw pictures, I don't judge by shadows as magically as he does, but at least I don't miss the obvious environmental features. This time, when I pushed open the door, I was firmly attracted by the figure of the child sitting on his back at first glance, and perhaps at that moment, a string pressed in the deepest part was plucked and awakened. In this way, I am more willing to believe that the childhood life I saw really belongs to me.
After thinking about it, I looked at the people around me, with his living brain here, why not let him analyze what happened in that thinking space for me. So I asked, "What do you think after reading my childhood experience?" ”
"No opinion, boring, unchanging life."
I paused and asked, "What do you think of the man who spoke?" What is his relationship with me? ”
Then he turned his face sideways, met my gaze, and asked, "What?" Don't you remember the past? I nodded silently, and he chuckled suddenly, then smug in his expression: "Just like me." ”
frowned, not understanding his strange joy. Finally, he analyzed in a shallow voice after raising his eyebrows: "Judging from the man's voice, he should be a middle-aged man between 35 and 40 years old, with a height between 175 and 180, left-handed but not necessarily left-handed." Mostly imperative sentences, he is a rigid and rigorous person in life, this habit has his own character, but it comes more from the ideas he accepts. The relationship between the two of you should be subordinate, he is your instructor or supervisor, and your performance is closely related to him, so his environment should be a disciplined and organized body. ”
I was dumbfounded.
It's one thing to want to hear his opinion, but I never expected him to give me such a detailed psychological portrait, almost only the man's physiognomy and all other characteristics are given. Even the message that may be hidden behind this person is that it is a disciplined and organized body! I was shocked by this, but I was even more impressed by Gao Cheng's keen thinking ability.
I am not an ignorant person, and with his suggestions, most of them can be analyzed. It's like age is through voice, height is through the height and angle at which a man approaches a girl and waves, and personality is through language. According to his reasoning, my childhood was affiliated with such an organized institution, and I called the middle-aged man Chief, who should be an instructor. Mental imaging is one of the most special skills he trains under his control.
It can be understood that my ability was only shallow at first, but it was strengthened through continuous training. So what about the photo in my mouth...... Could it be some crime scene? When a question comes up, there is already an answer in mind.
I still remember that the first psychological image appeared on the balcony of Wu Yan's house, I had not been in contact with any homicide case for more than two years, and I had never had a special image presented in my mind, it was the first contact, I only looked at the scene and environment layout without seeing the body, and suddenly the image appeared, and I could even feel the psychology of the person.
The next few images came out, which was also related to the case. And it doesn't happen because of something in your life. This is enough to show that my thinking is stimulated by the murder scene to produce images, so the photos mentioned are likely to be taken from various murder scenes. It's a long and repeated training, so that when I encounter an environment related to the murder, I will generate images on my own, and even if I was recorded in Xia Zhu's life, I can't erase this skill that has become instinctive.
There's also an arithmetic instinct in this, which is bone reduction. The villa of the Shen family, the small pane on the second floor, Gao Cheng asked me to try to drill it, but I subconsciously drilled through the small opening that normal people couldn't pass through. Does this mean that bone reduction was also one of the training at that time?
There are also drawing, criminal psychology academics, and standard police fighting skills, which are all external weapons. This is not a special skill, it is not difficult for me to learn, the problem is that I am not Xia Zhu, naturally I don't have the experience of going to an art school to study painting, I am not Yang Xiaofeng, naturally I have not studied in the police academy, and I have not studied criminal psychology academically.
If I cut my life apart, two years ago was a dividing point. What I really remember is these two years, and before that they were covered layer by layer. So, don't want anything else, Yang Xiaofeng died in a fire two and a half years ago, and at that time, someone began to inject me with her first memory, and then Xia Zhu's double memory.
"Not necessarily." A shallow voice cut into my highly focused contemplation, and when I raised my eyes, there was a disapproving expression on Takashiro's face, and he said, "Memory is actually a kind of psychological evolution. For example, when you were ten years old, you repeated it every day that you fell into the river and were drowned, and when you became an adult, you will feel that you were really flooded when you were a child. ”
A little turn in his mind made it clear what he meant, which was that human memories do not necessarily have to be real events, but can also be a psychological suggestion. When something is hinted at a hundred times, it comes true.
He saw that my face was enlightened, and he said: "So memory injection can be in no particular order, if you want to be profound, the psychological suggestion is heavier, if you want to be shallow, you need to be lighter, the order of primary and secondary depends on the operator, just temporarily fix the psychological suggestion of another memory." But it also depends on the content of your memory, if it is very complicated and cumbersome, I am afraid it will not be effective in a short time. ”
What should be the positioning of this complexity and cumbersomeness? Xia Zhu's memory should undoubtedly be shallow, only vague fragments of his father's early death, his mother's remarriage, and his early years of studying at an art school, not even a more profound thing. On the contrary, Yang Xiaofeng's, even if the fragment is broken, many details are clear, especially about her undercover police father, the police academy career and the death process of the leader. Also, Xu Jianglun once said that I saw her shadow in me.
He observed her for nearly four years, and at one point developed into lovers, and it can be said that the relationship between the two is extremely close. This can also make him think that I am Yang Xiaofeng for a while, and even at that time I was just Xia Zhu, and I didn't even have any memory of Yang Xiaofeng, but only explained one thing: my behavior, expression, or some habits are similar to her.
I hesitated, and selectively picked out the two lives to tell Gao Cheng, and after listening to it, he looked at my dark eyes shining lightly, as if he was reading me, and seemed to be thinking. After a while, he said: "The psychological hint of Xia Zhu's memory will not exceed half a year, as for Yang Xiaofeng's memory, it is a little subtle, if it is just what you said about her father and school experience, you can be so detailed, and the psychological hint will take at least one or two years." None of this is too difficult, but it's Shen Yun that is really difficult. One person can reproduce another person's memories, but simulating their verve is not something that can be done overnight. ”
"How long does it take?" I asked.
"It can be as short as three or five years, as long as ten or eight years, or even more than ten years. Don't you know how to draw? It should be understood that everything, including people, is the most difficult thing to grasp is rhyme. There are many people who copy famous paintings through the ages, but in the end, the rhyme is still missing. So you have to know how much charm you are like with that Yang Xiaofeng, in order to judge the approximate time, if as you said, her boyfriend who has been dating for four years once thought that you were her, then it will take at least five years to copy the charm of this person. ”<