"No need, you can eat." I resolutely didn't look back and walked on, only hating that the door to my bedroom was electric, and there was no sound when it opened and closed, and I couldn't slam it shut to express my displeasure.

After a while of wandering around the room, I stood in front of the window biting my fingers, in a messy mood. The soundproofing of the bedroom is very good, I don't know when the two people outside will finish eating, when they will leave, I feel that it has been several years, and I look up at the watch, but it is only ten minutes.

Half an hour later, I couldn't hold it anymore, pretended to go to the bathroom, and went out of the room, only to find that An Jianing and Mandy were no longer there.

The dishes on the table didn't move, and it looked like they had left without eating. I sat down at the table in a trance, staring at a table of dishes, suddenly feeling worthless for myself and them, picked up the chopsticks, and thought hatefully, who rarely eats you, and if you want to eat in the future, the old lady will not make it.

It's your loss that you can't eat such a delicious dish, hmph, I won't leave it for you after eating it. With that in mind, I ate alone.

But there are so many things that I can't eat them all. Moreover, I thought that food would fill the empty emptiness in my heart, but in fact it was useless, and I was still lonely after eating.

For more than two months, I have become accustomed to having An Jianing in this room, used to him sitting in the dark without turning on the lights and staring at the night, used to him saying a lot of staggering data without changing his face, and used to his almost obsessive-compulsive rigor and cleanliness in order.

I got used to it, and I felt that without him, this house and my life would not be complete. I sat in a daze for a long time before I shuffled my heavy steps to get up, put the leftovers in the fridge, and watch a movie on the table.

At about 11 o'clock in the evening, An Jianing came back, this time I only heard the footsteps of one person, I couldn't help but smile sarcastically, and said sarcastically: "Hey, why did the date come back so early, and what about the one-night stand?" It's only the middle of the night. An Jianing methodically changed his shoes and took off his coat, walked slowly to sit down opposite me, looked at me calmly, and answered not what he asked.

"Why don't you listen to me and be discharged?"

"What's wrong with being discharged from the hospital, are you afraid that I will know if you dare to do it, didn't you feel like you had a clear conscience just now?" My anger instantly sprang up, I didn't say anything to him, he accused me first?

An Jianing crossed his hands and said, "I really don't know what I did wrong, I need to be ashamed." ”

"You ......" I was even more angry, and I held back a sentence,

"Do you know it's immoral to date or something?"

"Morality is the norms and norms of human life and behavior, different eras, different classes have different moral concepts, even in the same era, people's moral standards are different. I don't understand what kind of morality you're referring to. An Jianing said calmly.

"No matter what era it is, a one-night stand is wrong, it's a stain on love, it's a betrayal, you know! How can you be so irresponsible to yourself, even if you are not in a relationship now, you should be clean, you can't be so casual. "Just now I actually missed his indifferent and calm expression, it's not light!

Now I see him with my own eyes

"Bright and open" said this, I really wanted to go crazy, sneered,

"You're not going to tell me that you and Mandy don't have a one-night stand, but that you really love her." An Jianing closed his eyes slightly and shook his head,

"Lin Xiaoya, what you call love refers to a series of biological reactions in order to perpetuate genes. In this sense, a one-night stand is also a type of love, as long as contraception is not used. ”

“…… Don't you even use contraception? I was shocked to disbelief, I just felt that what he said at this moment made me sick to my stomach like Mandy's sweet and greasy tone, and I got up and raised my hand to slap him, and scolded angrily: "You psycho! You give it back to me, you give me back my An Jianing, I don't want you to be a dead pervert...... I want the Anjianing I used to know......" As I spoke, my emotions could no longer be controlled, and I just kept hitting him, throwing all kinds of things I could get my hands on him indiscriminately.

I hate him now, I hate it, I used to think he had

"Heart", there is

"Soul", there is

"Emotional", now I know that I was completely wrong, he is a machine with only reason and a brain full of data!

Love is just a logical and rigorous definition in his head! What is this, can it be considered human?

I can't accept that he has a body exactly like An Jianing, but he is a monster inside. An Jianing was beaten for a long time, until I had nothing to throw away, no strength to fight, crying so much that my voice was hoarse, then I got up and slowly picked up the items that were thrown on the ground, and by the way picked up me who was sitting on the ground crying, and said: "It's right that I didn't take contraceptive measures, the question is, nothing happened to me with her, why should I take measures?" ”

"......, I looked up at him in a daze, and I had nothing to say. He sighed and explained, "That's right, I agreed to Mandy's invitation for a date. Because the business card she used caught your attention, I paid attention to the message you asked me about Roy-Stand. And when you were in a coma in the hospital, you also mentioned Roy. Then I wondered if I could find any clues through her. ”

"So you're betraying Hue?"

“…… Do what you like, it's ......"

"It's the first step in interpersonal communication, I know." I have a big head,

"But it can't be without principles."

"I didn't sleep with her, just an ordinary date and a friend, why is there no principle?" An Jianing frowned.

"Well, I misunderstood......" I scratched at my hair in shame, and after gradually stopping my tears, I almost burst into tears at one point.

An Jianing handed over a tissue and changed the subject: "You should listen to me and stay in the hospital, the person who attacked you has not been found, it is too dangerous to run out like this." I pursed my lips, sniffed, lowered my eyes and said, "I just don't worry about you, I want to be with you......" He stopped talking, got up with his pocket in his pocket after a while, pulled me to the bathroom door, and said: "Don't think about it so much, since you're all back, let's take a shower and sleep first." I nodded, and before closing the door, I suddenly remembered something, grabbed the door and asked him,

"An Jianing."

"Huh?"

"As you said just now, love is just for the continuation of genes or something...... Do you really think so? An Jianing frowned, pondered for a moment, and nodded,

"Of course."

"Got it." I waved my hand, turned and closed the door. The hot water filled the bathroom with steam, and I stood under the head of the shower, numbly letting the water wash away, and the veins of my mood were as unclear as if my vision was blurred by steam.

I was standing in the middle of the fog, the world was outside the fog, and I could see myself, and I thought I could see everything, but I didn't know anything.

Everything that happened that day made me feel deeply lost, like a lost child, standing in the fog, not knowing where to go.

There is only one thing that I know very well, that is, despite An Jianing's opposition, I insist on going back to work. Since I was a child, I only had two persevering dreams, one was An Jianing, and the other was the vast and mysterious universe above my head.

The Star Atlas Project is a career that I am willing to devote my life to, and I will never give up just because there may be such a person in the company who threatens me.

"Anyway, they don't want my life, don't worry, I'm in good health, toss with them." I comforted An Jianing like this, and returned to work the next week.

Externally, the scandal between An Jianing and Mandy has spread as quickly as a plague virus.

The most dissatisfied is Lulu, as soon as I entered the office, I listened to her care about me for two sentences, and launched a fierce criticism of this matter.

"I know that her life style has always been inappropriate, but I didn't expect Manager An to take her ecstasy! Count me out of sight, huh! ”

"In the future, it's better to make friends with people who have a good life." I reluctantly patted her on the shoulder and reassured,

"So don't have a deep relationship with Manager An, fortunately you didn't work as an assistant with him." Lulu nodded and followed me into the lab.

She is a straightforward person, and she said that she knew that Mandy had broken off her girlfriend's crush after her, and asked me to stay away from Mandy.

I smiled when I heard it, what a childish girl, what she wanted to do, how enviable.

Look at me again, I'm young, and I'm afraid to do anything, it's really tangled. The so-called concern is chaos, that's probably what it's about, right?

As I returned to the company, An Jianing began to have a private relationship with Mandy, hoping to get a glimpse from her, but I could only turn a blind eye and not know anything.

But often, consciously or unconsciously, he will be questioned

"Social" progress. So I knew that although An Jianing didn't dedicate her body to roll over the sheets, the thoughtfulness that would interpret the other party's psychology from words and deeds had successfully captured the heart of the beautiful woman, making Mandy fascinated by him to the extreme, and fell deeply, greatly changing the temperament of the game bush.

I wondered if it was really good to do that...... suggested to An Jianing: "Or don't you want to, I don't really care so much about who attacked me, you see I've been back to the company for so long, isn't it okay?" An Jianing was always reading a book when he was sitting in the car, and when he heard this, he looked up at me, slowly closed the book, crossed his long legs, and said: "This is not only your business, but also my business, and it may be related to Chief Engineer Lin." I found out in the company's system that her department had worked with the government on a project. Strangely, there is no electronic information on the details of this collaboration, only an empty file with the name of the project, which is called Alpha.

“

"Alpha?" I was shocked, isn't this the prototype machine made by my father, that is, An Jianing's name before it became An Jianing!