266 Let God decide (and update.)
Although it was a well-intentioned reassuring word, the word corpse was too heavy for Shen Yan to laugh. But I didn't want to let down the queen, and I felt that my heart was getting heavier and heavier, and at home, my grandfather and uncle cherished her, and they didn't mention it. She knows that she is not good, she is no longer like the Shen Yan she used to be, and now she is no longer qualified to teach and educate people.
The little queen didn't see Shen Yan's thoughts, but she felt that she should let the two sisters talk well, she said that she was going to the garden to pick flowers to dye cloth, which was the craft she learned from the palace maid in the needlework room in the Luoshen Temple.
Shen Yan respectfully sent it to the front of the palace, and the queen said happily: "Sister Shen doesn't really need to treat me as a queen, if I am a little longer, it will not be appropriate." ”
Xiang Xiang saw that Shen Yan's expression and movements were stiff, and Fang Cai also tied his hands as soon as he entered the door, so he slowly told her about himself and the queen, and also said to Shen Yan: "If my sister is not comfortable, go back early, I didn't plan to let you enter the palace to accompany me, even if no one can threaten me and the queen now, this is not an interesting place." After a few days the matter of food and grass settles down, I still want to go home, and we will talk in the palace at that time. ”
"When you go back to the palace, won't you come?" Shen Yan asked, she was obviously looking forward to it.
"I still have to come back, she will be afraid of the queen alone, no matter what, she is still the queen now." Xiangxiang shook Shen Yan's hand and said gently, "If my sister feels uncomfortable at home, just move to the palace, now the capital is peaceful, send some more people to protect you, the old marquis should be able to agree." ”
Shen Yan was full of tears, not at all like the people who taught Xiangxiang to study in the past, her heart was full of holes and easy to heal, but Huo Ran opened a big hole, and whether this wound can heal or not is the difference between life and death.
"Sister." Xiangxiang was very distressed, she didn't have this worry, from Qi Hui's journey, her heart was also handed over to God.
"Xiangxiang, I'm useless, I can't help you if I worry my family, I can't help you now, I'm ...... now" The steadiness that Fang had just carefully held in front of the queen was gone, Shen Yan hung her face, tears fell like a broken pearl, and it took a while to calm down, she sobbed and said, "If he is gone, I won't be able to live, five years and ten years, can I forget it?" Even if I forget, what will the future be like, why am I always so unlucky......"
Xiangxiang didn't say anything, she thought that Sister Shen was taking care of her family's worries at home, these words were unspeakable, and now there was nothing more comforting to her than Shifeng was alive, it was not interesting to say anything, just let her cry and say it, as long as she was with others, she would protect Sister Shen well.
In the face of Shen Yan, Xiang Xiang had to think about Xi Niang, Xi Niang stubbornly stayed in the Closed Moon Pavilion, Jian Feng went to visit and said that everything was the same, but he did not see Xi Niang with his own eyes, which made Xiang Xiang have a matter hanging in his heart. Xi Niang is such an enthusiastic person, why don't you see Jian Feng, if you don't see Mu Qing, it's okay, knowing that Jian Feng is going to visit her sister for her, but Xi Niang is not there, isn't it strange.
"My sister said that she was useless, but she paid attention to Pang Qianyou's matter for me, this is something that Jian Feng didn't notice when he ran over there, you see." Xiangxiang gently wiped away the tears on Shen Yan's face, and said, "I have one thing hanging in my heart, Jian Feng is not meticulous enough, compared to Shifeng, it is really too bad, he puts all his mind on the abacus, and the accounting will not deviate by one point, and it is not very reliable otherwise." ”
Shen Yan laughed with tears in her eyes: "Don't let him hear this, he now feels that he is omnipotent in heaven and earth." ”
Xiangxiang also smiled, and hurriedly continued: "It's good for my sister to help me take care of Xi Niang, you can persuade her and let her leave the Closed Moon Pavilion, anyway, sooner or later." Naturally, if you don't persuade me, don't force it, wait for me to leave the palace and return to the palace in a few days, and then go to see her by the way. ”
Shen Yan cried once, she already felt refreshed, and when those words came out, her heart was much more comfortable, and she responded to Xiangxiang and said: "I'm idle and only cranky, let me bother Xi Niang, I will persuade her well." ”
Leaving this matter to Sister Shen is much more reliable than entrusting Jian Feng, Jian Feng didn't even think much about why he suddenly let his cousin come forward, he took it for granted that it was easier for women and women to talk, and the next day he also diligently sent his cousin to the Closed Moon Pavilion in person.
The land of fireworks, a place that Shen Yan could never set foot in a lifetime, this is the second time she has come, she took Juan'er into the door, insisting on seeing Xi Niang, the old bustard said a lot of things, Shen Yan insisted on not backing down, and finally the old bustard had to tell Shen Yan the truth: "Xi Niang picked up the guests last night, and fought with the guests, and the forehead was broken by the wine glass, and I couldn't see people." ”
Hearing this, Shen Yan's heart twitched, and she went straight upstairs, the old bustard wanted to stop her, but Juan Er stopped domineeringly, and asked them who dared to touch the daughter of the Jian family, and insisted that the young lady broke upstairs.
Xi Niang was recuperating in bed, with gauze wrapped around her head to cover her wounds, she had already heard the movement downstairs, and when she saw Shen Yan really coming in, she smiled bitterly: "What is Mr. Shen doing, how can a person who is ice clear and jade come to this filthy place." ”
"This is the place where Qi Hui and Xiangxiang care the most, and the people they care about the most." Shen Yan took a step forward and saw the bruises on Xi Niang's hanging arm, and she couldn't help frowning.
And Xi Niang noticed it, and immediately put her hand into the quilt, and said lazily: "They are busy now, there are some words that Mr. Shen doesn't have to pass back, don't ask them to add to the block." Xiangxiang is not easy, I'm fine here, don't let her worry about me anymore. In the past few days, I have heard those officials who came to drink say that they really admire Xiangxiang very much, and they have quietly supported the affairs of the imperial court and the capital. Although everything is the emperor's meaning, they all know that behind this meaning, Xiangxiang and the queen are supporting. When I heard this, my heart was happy, and it was worthy of me......"
Up to now, Xi Niang is reluctant to say the word "brother" easily, and the inferiority complex in front of Qi Hui that she has never had is extremely strong at the moment, almost pressing her unable to breathe.
Seeing that Xi Niang said so much, and finally stopped with sorrow in her eyes and did not continue, Shen Yan knew how much she cared about Qi Hui and Xiangxiang, Shen Yan said: "Xiangxiang wants you to go to the palace to live and leave the Closed Moon Pavilion forever, the Prime Minister's Mansion has long stopped supporting the Closed Moon Pavilion, isn't it okay?" No one is inseparable from anyone, and if you are not there, they will be fine. ”
Xi Niang looked at Shen Yan, and Shen Yan herself was stunned, sure enough, everyone would say that when it was their turn, they would not be able to let go, if she Shen Yan left Pang Shifeng, she was afraid that she would not be able to live.
The two have common concerns, but Shen Yan doesn't have to hide it, and Xi Niang has never admitted it in front of others.
Xi Niang's eyes gradually dimmed, closed her eyes, and said softly: "Mr. go back, I am a prostitute in Qinglou, and I became friends with you in a joke, but I can't take it seriously." ”
Shen Yan said firmly: "I didn't come today to discuss with you. She turned around and shouted, "Juan'er." ”
The little girl ran in response, rolled up her sleeves and said, "Miss, what are you packing?" ”
Shen Yan said: "I don't want a few close-fitting clothes, gold and silver jewelry, rouge and gouache." While she commanded, she turned around and asked Xi Niang, "Sister can hide money and jewelry in some secret place, tell me quickly, if you don't say it, you will leave it here for others, anyway, the palace is not short of money." ”
"Mr. Shen, you?" Xi Niang stood up, but was slightly dizzy.
"You're covered in wounds." Shen Yan sat up, grabbed Xi Niang's arm, lifted her sleeve and said, "The old bustard said that you quarreled with people when you saw the sky, and forced people to do something to you, as if you wished they would kill you, why bother." I'm not afraid that Qi Hui will kill people for you, I'm not afraid that Xiangxiang will be sad, and I'm not afraid of ...... Mu Gongzi returned and demolished this closed moon pavilion? ”
Xi Niang sneered: "What Mu Gongzi? ”
Shen Yan burst into tears and said, "Anyway, we can't do anything, it's better to be a companion, pray for them every day, and let God decide everything." ”
When Xi Niang saw that Shen Yan's eyes were moist, she couldn't control it, but she bit her lip and endured it, and still said strongly: "I have nothing to pray for." ”
Shen Yan said: "Then accompany me, look at me, the palace is empty and no one takes care of it, Xiangxiang said, Xi Niang is the one who will be the eldest princess in the future." ”
And on the side, Juan Er was in full swing to pack up her things, she saw the Qinglou woman's underwear for the first time, all of them were fragrant and enchanting, some were just a few pieces of material tied with a few belts, and she didn't even know how to wear them, she had to ask with a red face: "Xi Niang, do you want these underwear?" ”
As she spoke, she shook it out and showed it to the two, Shen Yan blushed when she saw it, and Xi Niang smiled bitterly: "Don't want anything, don't want anything, I'll go with your young lady." ”
After that, Shen Yan sent someone into the palace, just to inform Xiangxiang that Xi Niang was very good and had moved to Prince Shuo's mansion, and as for her injury and deliberately provoking the guests, she was not in a hurry to say it. And Xi Niang never confided in Shen Yan why she tossed herself like this, even if she acquiesced in her worries about Mu Qing, she always refused to talk about it.
As the days passed, Qi Hui led the army and went away.
On this day, the news came back, saying that Qi Hui met someone intercepting him on the way, just listening to this sentence, it made people start, and when Jian Feng continued, he met Mr. Mu and sent a batch of weapons to Qi Hui, and Mr. Mu was coming to the capital, and he was about to arrive soon, so Xiangxiang breathed a sigh of relief.
The queen listened from the side and said, "Lord Jane, don't gasp when you speak, the child in my sister's belly will be scared by you." ”
Jian Feng was embarrassed to mutter something to the queen, just smiled, but looked at Xiangxiang and suddenly said, "I think you seem to be fat, don't you?" ”