105. Stop dreaming
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Xu left me alone in the hotel as soon as something happened. Of course. It wasn't what he meant, it was that I didn't want to follow. He has his own business, and I can't be there for him all the time. Sometimes I feel like a burden, interfering with everything Xu Yi. Everyone has their own environment and space, but it seems that because of my existence, he Xu Yicai is always around me, which seems to be contrary to his life. For women, it is natural to hope that their husbands can be by their side all the time, which can somewhat meet their needs, whether it is physical or psychological, even I have fantasies. But after going through those things, I gradually realized how naΓ―ve my ideas were. Who doesn't have a space of their own, even if they are couples, they all need to have their own small space.
"Then you wait here for me, and I'll be back soon. Remember to call me as soon as you have any questions. Knowing that I insisted on not going, Xu Yi could only give up, but just said this before leaving.
I knew he was worried, "Don't worry, I'll be waiting for you here." That's all there is to it. After all, I don't have anywhere else to go but this place. My colleagues are all here, and I can't be special. Otherwise, I don't know what people say about me. So for now, I'd better stay here.
Maybe it was really the brain that got into the water, and I obediently got into the bed after Xu left. Dizzy, only listening to a quick knock on the door, looking at the time, but it was only half an hour, could it be that he didn't bring something?
But when I opened the door, I saw someone I didn't want to see.
Lin Xiao, I didn't expect the person who knocked on the door to be her, I thought it was Xu Yi. Of course, in my subconscious, the first person who comes to mind is Xu Yi. No longer anyone, only him.
I didn't want to talk nonsense, I closed the door directly, but I didn't want Lin Xiao to reach out directly against the door.
"Why, don't you want to see me? Don't worry, I don't want to see you either. It's just that there are some things that we always have to meet before they are resolved. Of course, if you're willing to accept it, then the number of meetings between us can end there, and it's the best of both worlds. Still holding the door with one hand, Lin Xiao said lightly. It doesn't hurt or itch, I don't feel good when I look at it.
Why can she say it so simply and easily, with such an attitude, how can she have feelings, she is not worthy of love at all. Not to mention Xu Yi, he wouldn't like such a woman at all. I can say that for sure. What kind of woman Xu Yi likes, I don't dare to say for sure, but it definitely won't be like Lin Xiao. As for me, maybe I was just lucky.
"Even if you are self-aware, I really don't want to see you, so please leave my sight." Forget about the rest, I have only one purpose, and that is to hope that she will disappear from my eyes as soon as possible, and that's it.
It's a pity that my thoughts are always dreams, of course this is in front of Lin Xiaode. As long as it is in front of Lin Xiaode, all my thoughts are blank, because there is no chance. By the way, it was she who didn't give face.
"I don't want to see you as much as you do, but what to do, there are some things that I really can't completely disappear before they are completely resolved. Of course, even if you disappear, you just disappear. You know? Your presence has always been an eyesore. Just like the original Fang Zi light. If you are abandoned once, there will definitely be a second time, you should know that.
In fact, Sister An Ran, you really didn't hang on the tree of Xu Yi, you are not people of the same world, even if you are barely together now, you still have to be separated in the end. Rather than being separated painfully in the end, it is better to let go now, and end it as soon as the feelings are not deep. When he said this, Lin Xiao had already squeezed in sideways and walked towards the house. It's just that when he saw the messy quilt, Lin Xiao was still stunned for a moment, and then turned around and walked towards the sofa.
"It's really special." As soon as he sat down, Lin Xiao came out with such a sentence.
I understand what she means, it's nothing more than saying that I have climbed a relationship with Xu Yi. Everyone else's rooms are single or standard rooms, but mine is a suite. The separate living room and bedroom, and even the balcony are the only ones. In such a room, not to mention Lin Xiao's dissatisfaction, in fact, everyone is the same, they are all dissatisfied. But what can I do, it's all arranged by Xu Yi. That's true, saying that it was arranged by the company, I think this is Xu Yi's deliberate arrangement. Anyway, as long as he's there, I'm pretty much the best I can enjoy. Even the work is the same, and if I hadn't met him, maybe I wouldn't be in this place now.
However, what Lin Xiao said was not a lie, as she said, we are not people of the same world, even if we are reluctant to be together now, we still have to be separated in the end.
Some things, as long as there is a beginning, then the same thing will happen a second, a third, many times.
At the end of the day, I'm still not confident. Because of my own conditions, I have been living in low self-esteem, but I just didn't show it.
I'm not a pessimistic person, and I don't always carry negative energy. If I had been living in negative energy, I would have been depressed to the point of suicide, so why wait until now. If that were the case, then I would have died straight away from the moment of divorce.
"Distinction between special people is also required, isn't it? Of course, it was also someone's blessing that allowed me to have everything I have now. Lin Xiao, thank you and Fang Ziqing for letting me meet Xu Yi at the beginning. If it weren't for that relationship, maybe we would have been friends. Sitting casually on the edge of the bed, I pretended to be relaxed. If she hadn't squeezed in against the Lord, I really didn't want to see her, let alone talk face-to-face like now, it's all just an illusion on the surface.
"Stop dreaming." Patting the sofa, Lin Xiao said viciously. It's always a gritted tooth look, and who will be afraid of feelings. But I don't think she knows that she's really ugly. People are very beautiful, but they are too dark. If it weren't for her dark heart, she would really be a first-class beauty. But this is what has already lowered her by a few grades.
"You don't have that chance." This is the final meaning, that is, to tell me that there is no chance, and Xu Yi and I will not have a good result.
"Then you too, no chance." Sitting on the edge of the bed, I said not to be outdone, showing even more confidence. It always looks like she has to do it, anyway, she can't be angry anymore, but she Lin Xiao is not so easy to be angry to death. If she could be like this, then I guess she would have been by us a long time ago. But then again, Xu Yiqi's ability to be angry really can't be underestimated.
What Lin Xiao will never learn is to be calm, no matter what time it is. But now she is missing the initial madness, probably because she thinks that no one is crazy with her. Without passionate and affectionate love, there is no feeling of the past after all. Perhaps for Lin Xiao, what she is pursuing is gone.
From love to marriage, the transition of feelings in the middle is like this, from the initial love to family affection. The more time passes, the less the affection between them becomes.
"Actually, you and Fang Ziqing are really a couple, otherwise it's okay, we will both divorce, and then go find the one that belongs to each other. To tell the truth, the current Fang Ziqing really loves you, and all he shouts in his dreams is your name, and you say how attentive he is to you. I think only you will be happy about that kind of taste. I don't love him anymore anyway, so I might as well give it back to you. β
Lin Xiao's words really surprised me, but there is some credibility in this, that is, it is an unknown. It's just that to me, her words are like a dream talk, and they make me laugh.
The corners of his mouth rose slightly, and the meaning of mockery was obvious.
"Are you kidding me? Or are you just dreaming? "This is the response I gave, after all, Lin Xiao's words are really too comedy.
are all divorced, and such words are also due to her outlet.
In the final analysis, she is treating her feelings as child's play. It was so before, and it is still the same.
Not to mention that I can't accept her idea, I guess they can't accept it either. Such an idea is really ridiculous.
"Don't dream, Lin Xiao, it's impossible for me to divorce Xu Yi. Even if we are not members of the same world, as long as we love each other, not to mention that my mother has accepted me now. It's you, to do this job, Fang Ziqing is still willing to be by your side, which is also your blessing. If you're going to be with Xu Yi, I really advise you not to dream. In such a dream, how high does your pillow have to be padd, and you are not afraid of neck problems.
Also, stop hitting me with ideas. As long as I don't die, then my relationship with Xu Yi will last. Of course, you can do those unseen means, but it's better not to keep me alive. Otherwise, I won't let you go. Remember, you owe me my life. β
Sometimes the deliberate reminder is not only reminding the other person, but also reminding myself.
However, my words didn't seem to have the effect I wanted, but made Lin Xiao laugh proudly.
"Hehe, if you don't say it, I really forgot about it. What if I owe you my life, I'm not sitting here right now. Do you really think you can do anything to me? Enron, you overestimate yourself. If it really works, then I should be locked up now, instead of sitting here and talking to you. Do you really think Xu Yi will do anything to me? Don't worry, he can't bear it. β
"I think let's talk next time, looking at the current situation, you shouldn't be in that mood."
Looking at the figure of Lin Xiao leaving, listening to the sound of the door closing, I couldn't help but scream loudly.
"Ah......h
Why is this happening, why is this happening, who is dreaming between us? Or is it just me dreaming as she says it is?