XXXV. Chaos

"Xiaoxi, goodbye!"

"Sister Xiaofang, goodbye!"

In Ancheng, Little Cross, in a red BMW car, Chen Xi and Xu Qing walked out one after another.

Looking at the elegant and moving woman in the car, Chen Xi was reluctant.

As soon as they got acquainted, they separated again.

She said she was going home and waiting for a call from someone.

In this regard, Chen Xi had no other way.

She is like an outsider, witnessing a love affair that is destined to be gloomy and sad.

She was sad in her heart, but she couldn't change anything.

As Sister Xiaofang said, there are many things in this world that we can't imagine, but as long as we are prepared and live a fulfilling life, we will not waste our lives and have no regrets.

She was ready to face death in stride.

She also said that this is not a new life, because she will always live in that person's heart.

She went home and waited for the call, first, she missed that person, and second, she was afraid that that person would not be able to find her, so she was worried.

This is so deep and meaningful, which moved Chen Xi.

She's leaving, and she doesn't even have time for a meal.

"Little brother, take care of Sister Xiaofang, otherwise, I won't recognize you!" Chen Xi stared at the tiger-headed young man in the car and admonished.

"Hehe, sister, don't worry!"

Zheng Yong patted his chest and swore an oath, "When my brother calls, if he allows, I'll tell you his name!" ”

"Say what?" Chen Xi's face turned red, and he couldn't help but think of that arrogant back in his mind.

She was still wondering if the person in her dream, the one she glimpsed at at the train station, was the one in Sister Xiaofang's heart.

"Xi girl, let's go!" Chen Xiaofang waved his hand, the accelerator moved, leaving a gorgeous smile, and the red BMW disappeared into the vast sea of people.

"The surname Wu is so good to her, this BMW car, at least more than one million, in order to make her happy, buy it for her now!" Xu Qing whispered.

However, she turned her head and couldn't help but be stunned when she saw Chen Xi in a daze.

"What do you think?" Xu Qing asked, "You don't really want to know that person's name, do you?" I can tell you! ”

"Don't!" Chen Xi hurriedly said, "I don't need to know ......"

"He's just a dream to me!" Chen Xi muttered to himself.

"Hey, at noon, Xiaofang also said that you should accompany her, but now it seems that it is impossible!" Xu Qing sighed, "This time, I'm afraid it's the last time I'll see her!" ”

"Why?" Chen Xi exclaimed.

Just now, that smile is goodbye?

"Didn't you listen to her when you were in Bijie?"

Xu Qing looked lonely, "Sigh Qixia sings late, the scenery is infinite!" There are a lot of memories, sending straw mushrooms like a dream, and I hope that the dream is full of blue ......"

"Remnant Dreams!" When Chen Xi heard this, he felt sad.

She looked at the corner where the BMW had disappeared, and could no longer find the familiar figure.

She realized that by this time, it was already dark.

Isn't the place where she was the scene of yesterday's group fight?

This is like a reincarnation, where it starts and where it ends.

Chen Xi was a little stunned, in the end, it was still the end of the song.

This street is very lively, looking to the south, the lights are bright, all kinds of night market stalls, divided on both sides of the street, like two red dragons, from this end to that end, there is no end in sight.

From time to time, laughter and laughter came to Chen Xi's ears, however, the bloody scene of yesterday's fight always lingered in her mind.

After turning around, I came back to this street, but between day and night, it was like a world away.

"This is Night Market Street!" Xu Qing said, "There are barbecues, hot pots, and the famous grilled fish on this street!" ”

"Hmm!" Chen Xi nodded lightly.

"Hungry? Let's go eat grilled fish! Xu Qing said.

"No!" Chen Xi shook his head, "I'm not hungry yet, there are ready-made dishes at home, just go back and heat it up!" ”

"Why, I'm not happy!" Xu Qing asked, "Are you still thinking about Xiaofang?" ”

"I've read a book!" Chen Xi suddenly said, "Westerners have always said that we have no faith, no spiritual food, so there is no bottom line, seeing Sister Xiaofang, I finally know that they are wrong!" ”

"To say that we have no faith is to not understand our culture!" Xu Qing said, "It's not that we don't have faith, it's just that most of us don't believe in a certain god......

"A murderer, kills someone, goes to repent, walks out of church, and continues to kill...... A drug dealer, who trafficked drugs and harmed people, also went into the church to confess, and after coming out, continued to sell drugs......"

"Repentance, just to alleviate the guilt in their hearts!"

Xu Qing continued, "Many conditions in Western countries are better than ours, but don't blindly follow, we also have our cultural self-confidence...... I have been abroad for a few years, and I have seen shooting murders and terrorist attacks everywhere, and they are not as good as I imagined, but what you don't know is that these murderers are often people with so-called beliefs! ”

"The bottom line is that it comes from the most basic values of life, not any religion!"

"Teacher, I see!" Chen Xi nodded, his eyes brightening.

Her thin figure, under the street lamp, is slim.

It's as if she's grown up, really grown up.

She is no longer a little girl who has nothing to do, but a girl who has seen all the vicissitudes of life. As her gaze flickered, she became more and more moving.

Some people say that it is better to travel thousands of miles than to read 10,000 books, and she is deeply touched by this.

She has only been in Ancheng for two days, and what she has seen and experienced is richer than what she has experienced in Daliangshan for several years, whether it is good or bad, she has experienced it all.

That's growth.

Some people, some things, personal experience, can appreciate the hundreds of turns, ups and downs, which cannot be felt in the book.

She knew how to do it.

In this world, it may not be as beautiful as imagined, but it is not so bad, she can't change anything, she can only strive for self-improvement, enrich herself, and wait until one day, she has enough ability, she will let the world hear her voice.

Thinking of this, Chen Xi's gaze became firm, and she took a step.

"Huh?" Suddenly, Chen Xi pointed to a neon sign and said, "Teacher, what is that?" All for the children, for all the children, for the children? ”

"What else can it be......" Xu Qing smiled bitterly, "It's a make-up class!" ”

"Make-up classes?" Chen Xi was puzzled.

"Look, that piece is all private make-up lessons!" Xu Qing pointed in one direction and said, "Supplement English, make up mathematics, etc., ......etc."

"The teachers here are really conscientious!" Chen Xi praised.

"Conscientious?" Xu Qing shook his head, "Those who collect money, each class, it adds up to nearly a hundred yuan!" ”

"What?" Chen Xi was surprised.

"Actually, the child's academic performance is poor, and it is nothing to make up for the class!"

Xu Qing said, "But the purpose of these people is not for their children, but to make money...... It's nothing to make money, but as a teacher, in the classroom, it is the duty to teach each other, but they hide it and leave it to their cram school to make a lot of money, I really don't know, they are worthy of the words "teacher", compared to those volunteer teachers who cross the river with their children in the countryside, these people don't know if they will blush! ”

"That's ......," Chen Xi frowned.

"A teacher, his eyes are full of money, you say, what will become of the students who are taught?" Xu Qing's expression became more and more bitter, "This has become a trend, the parents of students, afraid that their children will fall behind, have sent their children to make up classes, and they don't ask the children's wishes......"

"What's even more terrifying is that they form a consensus that exams are for exams, and this has become a trend, and what they don't think about is that they just take exams for the sake of exams, and ignore the most important social practices......

Even if you have excellent grades and come out of college, what can you do? Such students often only take exams, but do not work, and once they step into society, they are useless......"

"Teacher, what about abroad?" Chen Xi asked.

"Relatively speaking, foreign countries pay attention to practice, are good at cultivating students' interests and hobbies, and cultivate what they are good at, even if their academic performance is not good, but when they come out, they can integrate into society faster...... We, on the contrary, only care about scores......"

After a pause, Xu Qing said seriously, "Xiaoxi, you have to remember one thing, don't follow the trend, learn to think, learn to judge, so that you won't lose yourself!" ”

"Thank you, teacher!" Chen Xi nodded heavily.

"You know what?" Xu Qing said, "Sadly, knowing that this kind of atmosphere is not good, and I don't want to be more popular, people think that you are pretending to be high, ignorant of current affairs, and have become an alternative ......."

"Because you are like this, it will indirectly affect their interests!"

After thinking for a moment, Chen Xi said, "The teacher's students have good grades, and as a teacher's students, they can know what they are good at, so that they won't go to make up classes, and if they don't make up classes, those people will naturally have a lot less income, and they will naturally regard teachers as outliers!" ”

"As a teacher, just a guide!"

Xu Qing said, "Xiaofang is right, our own way, we will eventually go by ourselves, we can only guide to explore the strengths and potentials of students, so that they can be optimistic and confident, I am like this to you, and the same is true to other students!" ”

"As a teacher's student, it's a happy thing!" Chen Xi said.

"Some people say that educating people first cultivates morality, and righteous people first have a righteous heart!"

Xu Qing said, "But some people, as teachers, have been corrupted first, and they dare not imagine what kind of students they teach, relying on scores to win the future?" It's a joke! ”

"Sister Xiaofang said that this kind of thing is a social problem!"

Chen Xi said, "We can't change others, but we just need to do it without letting others change themselves!" ”

"You girl, you can enlighten people!" Xu Qing smiled bitterly.

"When I was in Liangshan, he left, and I was so sad for a while, I kept asking why, and then I figured it out, is this reason...... Seeing the children grow up day by day, in my heart, there is a feeling of happiness, yes, happiness, I like this feeling......"

"The teacher is so nice!" Chen Xi smiled sweetly.

"Shall we take a taxi home, or shall we walk back?" Xu Qing asked.

"Let's go for a while, the air in Anseong is so good!"

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