297. To meet the old man (for @ many stones yan@redcorn crown title)
Grandma told a long story, and it grew to ...... I fell asleep again. And then the characters flashed in the dream were all numbered, and even though the stories told by my grandmother were only briefly mentioned in those scenes, this time I didn't sleep long, and I woke up after the movie ended, and my grandmother still sat on the edge of the bed, as if I was just shaking.
But when I turned my eyes to look out the window, it was already dark, and it was the process from dawn to darkness. I asked my grandmother how long she had been asleep, and she said, "Not long, only one day." Well, compared to the previous days and nights, it's really not long.
After being silent for a while, my grandmother asked, "Ah Xiao, do you remember?" I hesitated for a moment and nodded slightly, "Some remember, some don't quite know." Grandma sighed softly before saying, "I'll remember everything." ”
After that, as my grandmother said, those vague fragments came back to my brain little by little, and my narcolepsy was slowly recovering. It's been a long ...... The painful process, when everything is clear back to my mind, there is only confusion and doubt, why am I here? Why am I still able to come back to earth? Isn't it already gone, and you can't be reborn forever?
No one can answer this doubt, not even my grandmother and Aunt Mei. One morning, surrounded by people, I sat in a ray of sunlight by the window. The whole body was empty and cold, and I kept shedding tears, and I was so sad that I couldn't help myself.
When I came back, I said my decision. In order to find the answer, I embarked on the journey again, before leaving, I hugged my grandmother and Aunt Mei tightly, and finally squatted down and held the little stone in my arms, and leaned his head on my chest for a long time, and when I got up, Aunt Mei still wanted to persuade: "Ah Xiao, do you really want to go?" ”
Before I could nod, my grandmother answered: "Let her go, if she doesn't go this way, she won't be able to live in peace." He turned to look at me and said in an extremely serious tone: "But Ah Xiao, whether you have something to gain or not, whether you find it or not, you must come back." Don't forget that there are still me and your Aunt Mei at home, as well as ...... Small stones are waiting for you. ”
I looked at them closely, then nodded cautiously and turned to take a step.
"Aunt Xiao, you promised me that when you come back, let me call your mother." Xiaoshi, who had been silent, suddenly spoke behind him, and tears burst out of his eyes without warning, afraid that he would see his embarrassed appearance, so he didn't dare to stop, and walked quickly to the street.
I have learned from my grandmother that I am shocked and unquestionable, that the little stone is ...... My son, biological, was ten months pregnant.
The reason why I don't know is because I was completely in suspended animation before I gave birth to the little rock. The so-called suspended animation means that the body does not have any life characteristics, but the bodily functions have not disappeared. That's how I appeared in the sight of my grandmother and Aunt Mei, at the mouth of the valley of the Yan tribe.
When they found me, they were lying there alone, with no one around, and they were so sad that they thought I had gone. Then I asked my people to rummage through the valley, but they couldn't find anyone who sent me there. After two days, I found that although I was not breathing, my body was not rotten, and my grandmother could not understand it even if she was skilled in witchcraft.
After two months, my grandmother and Aunt Mei were shocked to find that there seemed to be something strange in my belly, and I obviously felt that there was vitality. Then, as the months passed, my belly grew bigger and bigger, and my grandmother was shocked and frightened, and I was surprised that I looked like I was deceased, but there was a child growing up in my belly; I'm afraid that like my mother, I will also give birth to a ghost fetus after death.
Just when I was almost eight months old, I suddenly had vital signs, my heartbeat, pulse, and breathing returned, and not only that, but I also had signs of slippery tires from the pulse. I'm not like my mother back then, who is really dead, so my grandmother can't just give me a caesarean section to take out the child, and even if I really die, she can't bear to do it. In the end, she and Aunt Mei left the valley, returned to the city, entered the hospital, and after a series of examinations, it was determined that the child was going to be born prematurely and could no longer stay in the mother's body, so they arranged surgery to disembowel the child.
Because it was born prematurely, I was afraid that the supply of nutrients would be insufficient, so I was protected in the incubator for more than three months. Bizarrely, two weeks after my laparotomy, the scar on my abdomen not only healed, but even the marks disappeared, and I woke up the next day.
After that, I knew everything. It should be called memory partition, when I was a child, my grandmother had an accident, Aunt Mei took us to live in the city, and I wandered around looking for ways to save my grandmother, these are all remembered. Only that encounter, everything after the encounter is not left in my mind, and the process of my grandmother's awakening becomes simple, that is, suddenly one day she woke up from the nursing home, and then Aunt Mei took her home to recuperate, and I stopped wandering.
When everything is simplified, it really seems that my life is so ordinary, at most I have traveled a few more cities than others.
But this is not the case at all, I have forgotten some unforgettable experiences, I have forgotten many partners who lived and died together, and I have forgotten him. It turns out that the reason why I like the song "Little" so much is because there was once a person who always called me so doting and petting.
His name is Sheng Shiyao.
Just by crossing this name in my heart, I felt a great sorrow stain my heart. Every day by the bridge, I was looking forward to seeing him again, even if it disappeared in the next moment, but when the flowers finally bloomed on the other side, Meng Po told me that he would not come. Jumping into the Hanoi River, I don't ask for anything else, the only thing I want is to have the same result with him - my soul is scattered, and I want to stick to my long-term appearance in this way, but it still doesn't get my wish.
My grandmother understands me, and this is where my narcolepsy comes from, and when he appears in a dream, it means that my memory is in a reincarnation. If I don't go out for a walk, I can't stick to the same place anymore, even if I know that my grandmother and Aunt Mei will worry about me, even if I already know that Xiaoshi is my son, the child of me and his Sheng Shiyao, I still can't settle down anymore, otherwise, I will go crazy.
H City, Jian Ningyi's hometown.
I analyzed the whole thing, and in terms of the scene by the Stygian Sea at that time, she was the only one who was most likely to send me to the canyon, because the rest of the people were dead, including Zhuang Yu. I want to see if she has returned to her original city, and if she is, then ask her how she ended up coming out. She was the only one who could talk to me about the end.
He pushed his shoulders his back and whispered, "Let's go, let's go meet old friends together." ”
Before coming to H City, I went to Jingzhou first. I emptied my mind and didn't remember the past, so I entered the underground secret room directly from the dark passage, and when I pushed the door open, even if I was mentally prepared, I was still stunned when I looked at the stone platform, and the hole in my heart was enlarged. The three life-sustaining lamps had been extinguished, and the immortal cards were lying sideways, so I walked over in silence, put the life-sustaining candles and the longevity cards in my baggage, and then took them all the way to the city.
In a sense, I regarded the Life-Sustaining Lamp and the Immortal Card as them, and when I carried them on my back, I felt that they were with me. The ring that once restrained their souls was still hanging around my neck, and after my grandmother told me everything, I asked my grandmother to look for the soul inside, and the answer was obvious.
When I found Jian Ning, we all had a feeling of being separated from each other, she looked at me in a daze, and I looked at her with a lot of emotion.
But when I asked if she was the one who sent me to the valley of the Yan tribe, she was surprised and asked, "Didn't you send us back to rescue us ashore and then leave quietly?" Suddenly, like falling into a fog, I frowned, "You guys? ”
Jane Ning took me to a place where I was familiar with the atmosphere, because I used to go there a long time ago because of my grandmother.
Yes, sanatoriums.
She took me all the way in, stopped when I got to the courtyard, and then followed her line of sight, and I saw a man sitting on his back in a wheelchair under the sun, and his heart was tight. As soon as Jane Ning passed by, and walked towards the position, I stood there and squinted at her, and watched her come closer, whispering something to her, and then the man with his back turned his head to look at me.
Familiar silhouettes, familiar eyebrows, but not Sheng Shiyao. He is Zhuang Yu. No matter how similar the two look, I can tell at a glance, I believe it is Jian Ningyi, and the same is true, she will definitely be able to recognize who Zhuang Yu is at a glance.
There was a suffocating pain in the chest, caused by a lack of oxygen while holding his breath. His calm gaze slipped around me, then he retracted it, and he turned his back again. It wasn't until Ja Ning pushed him back into the room that I wondered, "He's not dead?" ”
She nodded, "You know the situation at that time, I was holding him, he was already breathing, and even his soul was ...... Then I passed out in front of you. When I opened my eyes again, I was still hugging him, but the scene had changed, and we had returned to the shore. I thought you had brought us ashore, and I was holding him in my arms, and I could clearly feel his breath. I did everything I could to get him out of the mountains, and then he returned to my city, and although he had breath, he remained like a vegetative person, until half a year ago, when he suddenly woke up and slowly recovered to the way he is now. ”
Half a year ago? I started getting narcolepsy about half a year ago, is there a connection between the two?
I asked, "So is he amnesia?" "The way he looked at me just now, there was no wave, he was very calm, not at all like him before. Jian Ning shook his head, but said, "I don't know." In the six months since he woke up, he hasn't said a word, and I have no problem communicating with him, he can understand what I'm saying, but he never speaks. ”
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