109. Finally

Walking out of the train station, I took a deep breath and did feel a little thin in the air. A cold wind blew, I put on my snow jacket and hat, and pulled the collar zipper to the top, glad that I had done my homework when I came, knowing that the weather in November in the northwest was much colder than elsewhere, so I specially bought a snow suit to wear, although it was a little bulky, but it was hardy in the end.

I looked left and right, found the direction of the backpack that tightened my shoulders, and strode away. After walking for about fifteen minutes, I asked for directions, and soon found my destination - Alabala Youth Hostel. From the outside, this hostel is still quite clean, walked to the bar and asked a few words, and was directed to the table on the side, where sat a very beautiful girl, wearing a jacket, holding a teacup, looking out the window.

I looked at her for two minutes, and I didn't see her look this way, as if she was lost in her own thoughts, undisturbed by the outside world. Qi walked up to her desk and asked calmly, "Excuse me, are you Cheng Xiao?" ”

Seeing that she was stunned, she slowly looked up, ignorant for a moment, and then confused. Seeing this, I knew that I was not looking for the wrong person, so I introduced myself: "Hello, my name is Yanan, and Mr. Zhuang hired me to come to you." ”

With a look on her face, she pointed to the seat next to her for me to sit in. When I sat down, I saw her smile and said, "There's nothing to entertain here, don't mind drinking plain water." I glared at the teapot and shook my head.

So she asked the boss for another cup and filled it with boiling water for me. When they met for the first time, she was a little embarrassed, and looked for words dryly: "Is it you who Zhuang Yu contacted?" He said there were five of them, you were the first to come, the rest hadn't arrived yet, and we might have to wait another two days. ”

I raised an eyebrow slightly, as she called the name, but didn't say much, just nodded silently.

When I enabled the name "Yanan", it was not Xu Jiu for the time being, and the edges and corners of Xu Jiu had to be put down, and I was only a taciturn Yanan. This is another identity of mine, which I only use at very moments, and it is only the second time that I have used the name Yanan to do things.

Cheng Xiao may have been preoccupied because he was in a hurry to find someone, so he didn't talk to me after a few words of greeting. At night, I stayed in her room, which was a four-person girl's room. I'm not used to sleeping in the same room with people.,Listening to the sound of different breathing.,Secretly said that it's not just a sleepless person.。 Looking back, I think it should, if I can fall asleep quickly in the face of strangers, then this girl is too unguarded.

Anyway, the role I play at the moment is not to communicate, I just need to help this Cheng Xiao, and the rest is not within my scope of concern, which is also the goal of my secret mission. Sometimes I will dissect myself, in the end, Xu Jiu's character is more like himself like Yanan's dull and taver, and the answer to the analysis is: People have many sides, and they will always hide the most secret side very deeply, and often this side is their nature.

Therefore, Xu Jiu is too flamboyant and sharp, and Yanan is my original temperament. I've always carried two phones with me, one for business and the other for the old-fashioned straight Nokia. It's silent all year round, and only one person in the world knows its number, but I've been keeping it on 24 hours a day, and the two electric panels are changing alternately, and its mission is just to wait for it to ring at some point.

When I heard the unfamiliar bell, there was a moment of abruptness, and then the emotion was: Finally......

When the first light of the morning came through the window, I got up, sleepless all night, sleepy, except for a little sour eyes. When she passed by Cheng Xiao's bedside, she glanced down and saw that she was frowning slightly even in her sleep. The first feeling I had when I first met this girl was melancholy, and she was full of melancholy that could not be dissolved.

I don't know the exact destination, but I know that I have to help her find someone, who may be around the great northwestern city of Golmud, or it may be just a transit point, and she is waiting for us here. Maybe it was because she didn't trust me yet, so she didn't talk to me too much and just told me to wait a few days.

Walking leisurely on the brightly lit streets, some of the storefronts on both sides are already open. My stomach was a little empty, and I wanted to find a breakfast restaurant, but I didn't find it after walking for a long time, but I saw a morning stall on the side of the road not far away. There was a girl standing in front of the stall, her half-length hair draped over her shoulders, and she was wearing an off-white wool dress on a November day. Just, doesn't she feel cold?

As I approached, the girl had paid for her breakfast and turned away, and from my vantage point I could only see the back of her face, which seemed to be quite fair. There was an aunt at the breakfast stall, who was very enthusiastic about introducing me to all kinds of breakfast, bought two at random, paid the money and thanked him, and then turned back, and just caught a glimpse of a man in black in front of the girl in the beige dress, a little far away, and I couldn't see clearly.

I kicked the pebble, looked down and then raised my eyes, and saw the off-white and black walking side by side, gradually fading out of sight.

Back at the youth hostel, Cheng Xiao had already gotten up, and when she looked at the bag in my hand, I politely asked, "Did you buy breakfast?" She paused for two seconds, then smiled, "Okay." "I was slightly surprised, I was actually polite, thinking that she would not accept it. Because if a person is defensive enough, he will not eat strangers' things at will. But now that I have opened my mouth, I have to divide my breakfast into two portions.

I don't know if it's my delusion, but after breakfast, I obviously feel that Cheng Xiao is kinder than yesterday.

A few days later, two more men and a woman came to the scene, and the man opened another room, and the woman moved into our room, saying that she had to wait for someone, the eldest of the three of them. I frowned, and secretly said that this "boss" can really put on a score.

Cheng Xiao seemed a little anxious, often standing by the window looking into the distance, and this anxiety turned into consternation when he saw the "boss".

The "boss" is called Xiao Mo, and from the conversation between him and Cheng Xiao, it can be discerned that the two of them know each other. Hearing Cheng Xiao call the other party a sand walker, his heart moved slightly, and he looked the man in front of him up and down silently, seeing that his expression was calm, but there was madness hidden in his eyebrows and eyes, and his face was good, but it was difficult to equate it with the leader in the desert.

This person may be accustomed to calling the command, and after a few simple greetings, he will summon everyone into the room for a meeting and make a travel plan. As soon as I entered the door, he asked Cheng Xiao with a snug mouth at me, "Who is she?" Cheng Xiao's eyes swept to me, and seeing that I had no intention of introducing myself, I had to help: "Her name is Yanan, and she was also arranged by Zhuang Yu." ”

Xiao Mo put away the contemptuous expression on his face when he heard this, glanced at me deeply, glanced away, took out a manuscript map from his arms, and began to plan and arrange. I stood silently beside me, listening to Xiao Mo methodically analyzing the route of travel and the risks that may be encountered along the way, how to avoid them, etc., my thoughts gradually drifted, and my eyes shifted from the map to Xiao Mo's face, staring at that face, feeling that he was somewhat similar to someone.

It is not about the appearance, but the appearance of this orderly arrangement, which is very similar to the scene when the man pulled me to analyze the topography of Heizhugou. Speaking of which, there are indeed similarities between the two times, and this time we are also a group of people, embarking on a journey to Kunlun Mountain to find people.

That handsome and good-looking face naturally came to mind, and now he should have returned to the metropolis to reunite with his girlfriend. I have only been on a journey with him, and I have experienced a catastrophe, and when it is all over, it will be all your own. At the beginning, I watched the three madmen lead people to the gap, and on the other side, Peng Ye and others were also rescued, and their wishes were fulfilled, so they turned around and left.

Some people are destined to forget about each other, so they should be cut off directly.

"Yanan?" Cheng Xiao's questioning voice interrupted my recollection, and when I turned my eyes, I saw that everyone was fixed on my face, Cheng Xiao kindly reminded: "Yanan, Xiao Mo asked you if you have any other opinions on the arrangement just now?" ”

Stunned, he intuitively shook his head, "I have no opinion." ”

It is Cheng Xiao who is looking for people, and it is Xiao Mo who is planning, when do you need to ask my opinion? It's inexplicable. I noticed that Xiao Mo's eyes were full of deep doubts, and I didn't have the strength to wonder what they thought of me, so I just didn't know what to do.

I always felt that Cheng Xiao was extremely anxious, but I didn't think that she would be so anxious that she would be ready to leave as soon as Xiao Mo finished planning, hurriedly ate lunch, and left in the afternoon. Cheng Xiao came forward to communicate with the owner of the hostel, called a van, and directly chartered the whole car.

Cheng Xiao and I sat in the middle row, and when the car started, Ben lazily leaned back in the chair, his eyes casually swiped out of the window, and suddenly he sat up straight, staring at the rear mirror. There was a clear figure inside, a man, wearing a black tweed coat, looking both handsome and chic. I never thought that the person who thought he would forget about the rivers and lakes would meet on this narrow road.

Successively.

The name crossed in my heart, followed by a light sigh, is this fate? However, I am Yanan now, not Xu Jiu. Even Xu Jiu didn't know what kind of face to go down to see him, but it was more than a month apart, but it seemed like it had been several years, and goodbye was also vicissitudes.

That's right, he stood there alone, giving people the feeling of more vicissitudes, and a little thin. Suddenly, I saw him turn his head, I hurriedly swept back, and only when I leaned on the back of the seat did I remember that his perspective could not turn into the car, and there was a black film on the car glass, even if he was standing by the window and looking in, I guess he couldn't see it clearly.

After thinking about it like this, I breathed a sigh of relief, and then the car began to move slowly, and I subconsciously looked at the rear mirror, but found that there was an extra figure inside, beige, long skirt...... I suddenly remembered the early morning when I first came to Golmud, in front of the breakfast stall, the girl with half-length shawl hair and a graceful beige long skirt, no wonder I felt that the girl's side back face was a little familiar at that time, it turned out that I had seen it.

Strictly speaking, I don't count as having seen it, but I have only seen photos, and she is a successive girlfriend.

The corners of his mouth rose a little bit, and he didn't have to look in the mirror to know that his expression must be sneering, not sneering at the men and women in the rear mirror, but sneering at himself. When you hesitated again and again and didn't dare to meet the other party, you didn't know that he had already forgotten you. How ironic?

I heard Cheng Xiao come over and ask, "Did you meet someone you know?" ”

I shook my head and replied firmly, "I don't know." ”