Jing Shu's smile as if she saw through the red dust made people look desolate, and she said faintly: "I know, I know better than anyone else, he is a madman." ”

Xiangxiang no longer mentioned the emperor, only said that he was waiting for her in front of the door and wanted Jingshu to come back earlier, she nodded and agreed, and walked in slowly holding the door. The beauty who used to be light and able to dance in the palm of her hand is now unable to walk even on the flat ground, and the heavy skirt hangs on the threshold, she has to drag it in very hard, Xiangxiang can't help but bend down to hold her up, and the people in the door are obviously a lot easier.

"Princess, can the slave and maid move a stool for you?" The palace maid outside the gate of the Mingde Hall came up to ask Xiangxiang very politely, she waved her hand and refused, only said, "Let's wait and leave." ”

In the door, Jingshu was holding everything that could be supported along the way, the rickety flower pot stand, the gauze curtain that was almost removed, and it was easy to walk to the emperor's side, and there was already a lot of noise, and the person on the bed asked impatiently: "Is there a brute running in, hurry out, the noise is annoying." ”

"Your Majesty, it's me......" Jingshu said, the person on the bed raised his head to look, and when he saw her appearance, he frowned and was silent for a while. And Jingshu walked in a little more, sat on the bed, and gasped, "I'm coming to see you, Your Majesty, I'm coming to see you." ”

Outside the palace gate, Xiangxiang, who heard all kinds of voices, was very uneasy, but those palace maids and eunuchs who wanted to come in to see the situation were stopped by her, and Jingshu wanted to stay alone with the emperor for a while, since they were all here, this wish was finally fulfilled for her.

Under her gaze, there were steps leading to the main hall, she didn't see Jing Shu take off all her clothes on this road, but she sent Jing Shu that day, and it was also the white clothes she wore for Jing Shu before that, why didn't she stop it, no matter how hard it was at the beginning, there would definitely be a way to get by, why didn't she stop it?

Xiangxiang suddenly understood what emotions she had been struggling with.

Although it is good for Qi Hui or Shen Yan, Xiangxiang always says that Jingshu is to blame, even if Xiangxiang broke her promise to go together, it was Song Jingshu who embarked on this road by herself, but in her consciousness, she has always blamed herself, and she did not stop Jingshu from taking a detour strongly. She knows that no one can pin their lives on others, and no one is qualified to do anything wrong and blame the people around her for not pulling them at first, but they are sisters for more than ten years, sisters who have grown up together since childhood and experienced so many things.

Xiangxiang has Jingshu, and Qi Hui has Shifeng. However, the former has gone farther and farther, and the latter brothers, even if they are faced with the difficult choice of killing the monarch and killing their father, they also support each other and understand each other with the greatest tolerance, but Xiangxiang has been blaming Jingshu for being confused, she obviously cares about more than a dozen affections, but she has never really understood and tolerated her.

"Get out of the ......" suddenly came from the roar, Xiangxiang's heart was shocked, full of hatred for the emperor, and clenched his fists, it was this person who destroyed Jingshu by their father and son.

But in the main hall, Jingshu was still sitting peacefully on the bed, the emperor was now powerless to act rough on her, so naturally he couldn't drive her away, and roared to see that Jingshu was not moving, and no one was coming outside, so he gritted his teeth and cursed, all kinds of ugly words flew into his ears, but Jingshu didn't seem to hear anything, she seemed to be talking to herself: "If that child is born, do you want to be a princess or a prince." I hope it's a princess, if it's a daughter, probably won't be disliked by you, but the daughter is also pitiful, and when she gets married in the future, others will dislike her for coming from the wrong way and dislike her for having a lowly biological mother. ”

"If you know you're low, get out, I don't want to see you again." The Emperor was annoyed.

"Have you ever liked me? Even a little, even for a moment? Jingshu turned to look at the emperor.

The emperor didn't answer immediately, when Xiangxiang mentioned this question, he reflected, but Jing Shu's complex emotions made him feel that his feelings were too cheap, and the contempt and contempt that Jing Shu couldn't let go of, so he couldn't look directly at himself, maybe it didn't matter if he liked it or not, he couldn't protect himself now, and he still cared if he liked it or not, whether he loved it or not......

"I never knew what I wanted." Jingshu said, "Whether it's your father's woman or your woman, I never know what I want." ”

The emperor snorted irritably, one was impatient, and the other was that he was tired, he was like this, he could still get angry a few times, stay in bed for a long time, even if his good body would sleep badly, his physical strength would become worse and worse, and if he said a few more words and lost his temper a few times, he would exhaust the strength of the day.

"I want to live, I want to be prosperous and rich, I want to like you, and I want sisters and friends." Jingshu said, "But people like me, people like me, wherever they have the ability, I chose the easiest, and I chose everything that I could get as long as I sold my flesh and skin." Because the old days were too hard, I used to envy the rich life in the Closed Moon Pavilion, but I used to be the one who even wanted to be a prostitute. And I did it anyway, and I came to you to do it. ”

"So much nonsense, what the hell do you want to say?" The emperor's hand, which could still move, grabbed the pillow beside him and threw it at Jingshu, expelling her, "Get out." ”

Jingshu said calmly: "I just want to tell you that I like you, I like you in the wind of the jade tree by the lake." ”

The emperor rolled his Adam's apple and squinted at Song Jingshu, although her words were clear, her eyes were dull, he had never found anything to appreciate in this woman, why did Xiangxiang still say that the person he liked was her? And in his eyes, isn't Song Jingshu another self?

"Want me to like you, want me to say I like you?" The Emperor snorted and gasped for breath before saying, "Then do as I say." ”

Jing Shu said coldly: "Do you want to canonize Xiangxiang as the imperial concubine again?" Empress? ”

The emperor snorted: "Is she worthy?" Go kill her, kill her. ”

Jingshu said: "I don't have the strength, I don't have the strength to kill now." ”

"Go and tell the queen that she is doing a good job now, she has the demeanor of a mother in the world, and she is more like a mother of the country than the queen mother, she can continue to be the queen with me, and if she follows Xiangxiang, she will be nothing in the future." The emperor pushed Jingshu with difficulty, "Let the empress kill her, let the empress kill her." ”

"Are you a fool, or a madman?" Jingshu said, clenching the pillow that the emperor had just thrown on her in her hand, turning it around coldly, her eyes were terrifyingly empty, and she asked the emperor, "Do you think there will be others who like you like me and do so many things for you?" ”

The emperor snorted, what else did he have to look forward to, the days of waiting for death were too torturous, but his life was still waiting for death, he was afraid that his father would kill him one day, and now he was afraid that one day Qi Hui would rush into the palace and kill him.

"Do you know when I like you the most?" Jing Shu smiled and slowly approached the emperor, "I like the way you look after being whipped by the first emperor here, although I only saw it for a short moment and I went to consciousness, but you were covered in blood and stood up so proudly, as if the whole world was in your hands, at that moment I felt that I was with the right person, I think you are a person you can rely on." Why did you never appear again? ”

The emperor frowned tightly, he felt uneasy, and Song Jingshu approached him with both hands holding the pillow he had just thrown out, he wanted to reach out to stop him, she had already pressed his arm with her knee, and his only remaining hand could still move, and he had no ability to resist at all.

"Don't hurt Xiangxiang anymore, I won't let you hurt Xiangxiang again, I helped you hurt her so many times, I atone, she will forgive me." Jing Shu said coldly, only death could be seen in his eyes, and suddenly his hands were forced, and the pillow was pressed on the emperor's face, and there was a whining sound under the pillow, and the emperor's body twitched, but he didn't have any strength to struggle at all, his body fluttered, trying to seek the last trace of life, but gradually, even the convulsions were gone.

Jingshu used all her strength, almost pressing the emperor's head through the bed, but suddenly someone grabbed her arm and pulled it back hard, she looked back and saw Xiangxiang behind her, and her hands were weak.

"Let go and come back with me." Xiangxiang has thousands of emotions mixed in her heart, but she understands what she wants, even at the last moment of her life, she still has time to hold Jingshu.

"Let me kill him." Jingshu was reluctant to let go.

"He doesn't deserve it." Xiang Xiang didn't let go of his hand, her strength was definitely greater than Jing Shu, and there was gradually a space for the emperor to breathe, he shook his head desperately and breathed heavily.

"He still wants to hurt you, Xiangxiang ......" Jingshu suddenly cried, "He still wants to hurt you now, he doesn't like you, he doesn't like you at all." ”

Feeling that Jing Shu had lost strength in her hands, Xiang Xiang knew that she would not resist her support, and sure enough, with a little force, Jing Shu was pulled away from the emperor, and the pillow was thrown away by the emperor with his head, picking up this life, he actually laughed, the laughter was hideous and twisted, and it was disgusting.

Seeing that hatred ignited in Jing Shu's eyes again, Xiang Xiang squatted down holding her stomach, Jing Shu saw that she was uncomfortable, believed it, and immediately called the palace people in a panic, and couldn't care about the emperor anymore, and finally followed Xiang Xiang out of here, but as soon as he came out of the Mingde Palace, Xiang Xiang was fine.

Jingshu was supported by the palace people to sit on her shoulders, Xiangxiang pointed to the door of the Mingde Palace, and said to her: "Don't come again, don't step into this door again, no matter how many days you have, I will accompany you, let's be fine." ”

Jingshu stretched out her hand weakly, Xiangxiang touched her with a smile, and comforted: "Go back first, I'll come to see you later." ”

After the sound of the lock, a palace person came forward and said to Xiangxiang: "Princess Niangniang, Lord Jian has entered the palace, where do you want to see him?" ”

Xiangxiang said: "I'm going to the Longevity Palace, let him chase me on the road, I have something to ask." ”