Chapter 0280: Change of name and surname
"Song Can."
Song Can stopped, and the whole person froze all of a sudden, and memories of the past kept popping up in her mind, as if someone had pulled her back to the past. In fact, she has adapted to Song Hao's identity, a divorced woman. There is a large amount of alimony that cannot be used up, with a half-grown child, a nanny aunt. Life is peaceful and easy.
Once those murders, arson, kidnappings and other things, have been far away from her, occasionally looking back on it feels like it was a terrible dream, she will not want to experience it again in this life, in fact, she still likes her current life very much, the only regret is probably that she can't contact her best friend, the closest person.
She is used to Song Hao's life, and this 'Song Can' pulled her back to the past.
"Song Can. It's you, right? The man asked again, and even his voice was a little choked, excited and excited, and there were too many emotions in this sentence.
Song Can lowered his eyes, retracted his steps, slowly turned his head sideways, and looked at the visitor.
He didn't have anything with him, he was naked, standing three steps away from her, his lips moving slightly, but he didn't say a word, he smiled and lowered his head. He raised his hand and held his eyes, and his shoulders shrugged, sounding like he was laughing. He actually wanted to come forward and hug her, and the moment he saw her just now, he almost rushed over and held her firmly in his arms.
But he didn't do this, after all these years, he stabilized a lot, and he was not easily excited, he was afraid that his excessive behavior would scare her. Seeing that she was safe and sound, the heart that had been hanging was finally put down. A problem with a cavity. In the end, it turned into two words, the name that had disappeared for three or four years, and then it came out of my mouth, it was a different feeling.
The eyes of the two touched, some strange, some familiar, and neither of them spoke for a while. Jing Heng just laughed, and the laughter made people melancholy.
Song Can was obviously much calmer than him, at least on the surface, she said, "Long time no see, Jing Heng." She smiled slightly, her eyes were red, she really hadn't seen her for a long time, she was silent for a while, and Jing Heng couldn't calm down for a while, so she didn't speak. Song Can thought for a while, then took a step forward and said, "Let's find a place to sit down and say, are you here alone?" ”
Jing Heng took a deep breath before putting down the hand covering his eyes, his eyes were red, but his smile was very bright, he nodded, and said, "Yes, I came alone." Rest assured, no one will harm you now. ”
She smiled lightly, nodded, and said, "I know." ”
"This is your home?" Jing Heng glanced into the courtyard, "Can't you invite me in to sit?" ”
Song Can thought about it, and looked behind him again, seemingly a little uneasy. Those things in the past still made her heart palpitate, and she didn't dare to take any risks. When the word 'Song Can' sounded just now, she was surprised and shocked at first, and slowly became a little scared, she was eager to contact them, but when she really saw people in the past, she was really standing in front of her, she was afraid, and this person was still Jing Heng, she was even more afraid.
Jing Jinpeng is down, but she is afraid that she is still the remnant of the party, in case ...... In case Han Su's people dig three feet to find her, wouldn't Jing Heng's behavior be a bridge for others now?
Jing Heng probably guessed what she was thinking, and quickly explained: "Don't be afraid, I won't bother you, no one knows about me here." And some of the forces under my father have been almost investigated and punished, many people are too late to protect themselves, and no one will think of Han Su and you again, even if the people of the organization want to retaliate, with their skills, they can directly find Han Su, and they don't have to spare you to deal with Han Su. "It's a death in the order of surrender.
These words made Song Can's heart tighten, and he looked at him slightly, "What does this mean?" Is there something wrong with Han Su? What do you want to say? ”
Song Can is instinctively vigilant and sensitive to these things, she is not alone now, if she is alone, she may feel that it doesn't matter, even if she is caught, she will not be too afraid. What she is afraid of is Duoduo, and she is unwilling to let Duoduo be hurt bit by bit.
Her eyes began to become vigilant, and a little unkind, even a little disgusted, she wondered if she should move again, change places to live, she felt terrible, Duoduo is finally getting used to this place now, she is almost at the age of going to kindergarten, Song Can has already begun to check which kindergarten is better here, to get Duoduo into the kindergarten, it will take a lot of effort.
It's good now, everything has to start all over again, can she be happy! Although meeting is a good thing, it destroys her life, so it is better not to meet.
Jing Heng naturally saw the change in her eyes, at that moment, he realized that time can really change a person, and even change the relationship between two people, I don't know since when, the friendship between the two of them has been weak to this extent, his arrival did not make her feel very happy, more scared.
He couldn't help but laugh at himself, just when he wanted to say something, Zhang Lihai parked the car and walked over, said hello, he observed for a while, he spoke very softly, so he didn't hear anything, but looking at the appearance of the two, they should be acquaintances, and then look at the man, it seems that they have a lot of relationship.
"Xiaohao, is this your friend?"
Song Can came back to his senses when he heard the sound, was slightly embarrassed, eased his expression, nodded his head, and said, "Yes, my friend." Are you having dinner at your aunt's house today? Why didn't you go back? ”
"Oh, my mom called me and told me to eat at home, so I stayed. By the way, I can also tell Duoduo about tomorrow in person. ”
Zhang Lihai was waiting for her to introduce him to the friend in front of him, so he didn't go in directly after speaking. This made Song Can a little embarrassed, because she didn't plan to introduce Jing Heng to Zhang Lihai, there was no need. She has been living here for almost two years, and Zhang Lihai's family knows that she is alone, except for her daughter and an aunt, she has no relatives or friends around her.
Now that I'm at work, I'm more communicative. This Zhang Lehi rarely saw a stranger who came up to her, so he was naturally very interested, and he was not uncurious about this woman's past, but she was reluctant to say that he also respected her very much.
"Hello, my name is Lin Ziwei, a friend of many years." Jing Heng said without changing his face and without a heartbeat, and stretched out his hand to Zhang Lihai in a friendly manner.
"Hello, I'm Xiaohao's neighbor, Zhang Lihai." Zhang Lihai also lost his demeanor, stretched out his hand and shook it lightly with him, and immediately let go.
When Song Can heard this, he glanced at Jing Heng suspiciously, when did this person call Lin Ziwei.
"Then let's go in and say, Xiaohao has a rare friend here, I think she has always been alone, and I have never seen her have any friends." Zhang Lihai said, just like the master's house, and beckoned Jing Heng in.
Song Can furrowed his brows, and was about to say something, but Jing Heng had already followed Zhang Lihai in, completely ignoring her wishes. Song Can followed closely, wanting to stop it but not knowing how to speak.
As soon as I entered the main courtyard, I heard Duoduo's voice, and her speech was not so clear, so I heard her shout: "Uncle." Immediately, he heard the sound of da-da-da-da, and rushed over quickly, Zhang Lihai was prepared, bent over, opened his arms, and caught the little man at once.
Duoduo looks a little similar to Song Can, but the older she gets, the more she feels more like Han Su. For this reason, Song Can sighed very much, how could the little thing that popped out of her stomach be more like Han Su, this is really unfair.
Aunt Zhu saw Song Can following behind, and couldn't help but look at Jing Heng twice in the middle, thinking that it was Zhang Lihai's friend, so she didn't ask much, but just smiled at Song Can and said, "Come back, as soon as you get to this point, Duoduo will make a fuss and wait for you." ”
When Jing Heng saw Duoduo, his footsteps couldn't help but stop, his eyes were full of surprise, and he couldn't believe it. He suddenly looked back at Song Can, who was following behind, his eyes full of questions.
Song Can didn't hide it, he turned sideways and glanced at Duoduo, and just as Duoduo also saw her, he waved his fat paw at her, "Mom." ”
In this way, there was no need for her to go back in person, she didn't look at what kind of expression Jing Heng had on her face, she just walked over, hugged Duoduo back from Zhang Lihai's arms, and said with a smile: "Come into the house quickly, Auntie will be unhappy when she sees the designation in a while." ”
"No, my mom loves Duoduo too." He looked at the person standing behind Song Can again, thought about it, and then nodded, and said, "Okay, I'll go into the house and come over to see Duoduo at night." Zhang Lihai gently twisted Duoduo's cheeks, then turned around and went back to the house, just as the landlady and aunt also came out to welcome her son, and looked out twice.
I saw Jing Heng all of a sudden, looked at my son's face again, and asked in a low voice, "Who is that person?" Is it her ex-husband? ”
"Friends. Mom, don't worry about it. Zhang Lihai frowned and closed the door.
Song Can watched him enter the door, then turned his head to look at Jing Heng, his eyebrows were slightly together, and Jing Heng's eyes kept falling on Duoduo at this time, so serious and dignified. Duoduo was originally a child, so naturally he couldn't stand this kind of staring, so he hugged Song Can's neck all of a sudden, turned his head, and aimed the back of his head at Jing Heng.
She whispered in Song Can's ear and asked, "Mom, why does he look at Duoduo like this, does he want to eat Duoduo?" ”
Song Can smiled and said, "No, he is a friend of his mother, and he won't eat the flowers." As she spoke, she glanced at Jing Heng, and he came back to his senses a little and eased his face, but he didn't know what to say.
Then, Song Can led Jing Heng into the house, and asked Aunt Zhu to take Duoduo to the children's room on the third floor to play, and she led Jing Heng to the living room on the second floor, personally made him a cup of tea, and sat down opposite him. It's not that I don't want to see you, it's just that if you are going to take risks, I'd rather not see you for the rest of my life. Duoduo was still very young, and she couldn't afford that kind of hurt. ”
"I'm bothered by your hasty coming to me now, can you understand? I'm not Song Can anymore, and I'm not obsessed with recovering my identity, but I'm actually fine now. ”
Jing Heng didn't move, only lowered his eyes, looked at his fingers, and didn't speak for a long time.
The room was quiet, and Su Su was very obedient lying at Song Can's feet, Su Su was a purebred Samoyed, and Song Can only judged what kind of breed it was when it grew up. In fact, it is also troublesome to raise this dog, regularly have to go to the pet store to groom its hair, there is a child at home, cleaning is very important, I wish Aunt is now not three or four days to take it to the pet store to bathe.
But most of the time the dog is locked up on the first floor, Duoduo likes to play with it very much, always loves to pull its hair, and especially likes to ride on it, fortunately it is relatively large, otherwise the child would have been tossed to death.
"I'm sorry, I may have been a little more direct, but I hope you understand my feelings. I don't blame you, I'm glad you found me. Actually, I would like to see you too, I live here alone, and I don't have any friends around me. Seriously, if it weren't for the fact that the children needed a place to live, none of you would have found me so easily. ”
"You know your own identity very well, and I don't need to say more, the reason why I don't contact any of you is because I don't want to be found, I don't want to be in danger. And your identity is relatively more sensitive to other people, and what your arrival will bring me, I don't say you know it......"
Before Song Can's words were finished, Jing Heng interrupted her, raised her eyes, smiled slightly, and said, "Let's not talk about this first, okay?" ”
"I can't help but say it." She furrowed her brow.
"Rest assured, what you feared will never happen. Don't you want to know why I said to that Zhang Lihai that my name is Lin Ziwei? Jing Heng was very calm, there was not much expression on his face, but he still had a slight smile, and there was a trace of sadness hidden in his eyes. This is not the scene he wanted to see, he didn't expect that he would see Song Can again after so many years, it would be such a scene, he didn't expect that he was an unpopular person.
Song Can pursed his lips and stared at him for a long time.
"They won't find you, and they won't find me." He said simply, and after being silent for a while, he sat forward, the smile on his face brightened, and said, "We are the same now, I am no longer Jing Heng, and I am no longer Jing Jinpeng's son." Song Can, can we not talk about this yet, since I am here and found you, we will have a good get-together, you tell me how you have been doing over the years, talk about your daughter, and say some happy things. Let's talk about other things slowly, okay? ”
He looked pitiful, Song Can frowned slightly, let go again, and after repeating it several times, he stood up, took a hairband from the coffee table, tied up his loose hair, and smiled helplessly, saying the same, people have already come, and it is useless to say this, she said: "Okay, it's not too early, I'll cook, you are casual, and you don't have to be too restrained." ”
Jing Heng nodded, and Song Can went to the kitchen.
Duoduo and Aunt Zhu played upstairs for a while and then came down, Jing Heng walked around the living room, and looked at the kitchen door again, because Song Can was not in a good mood, so he didn't stop, just looked at it for a while and walked away. When Aunt Zhu came down with Duoduo in her arms, he stood by the window and didn't know what he was looking at.
At this time, Song Can came out of the kitchen, and when he saw the smile on Duoduo's face, he immediately became bright, and said, "Duoduo washed his hands and ate, today I made your favorite kung pao chicken." ”
Hearing the sound, Duoduo slipped out of Aunt Zhu's arms, quickly ran over, hugged Song Can's thighs, tilted his head, a pair of big eyes sparkled, and looked at Song Can and said, "Mom, do you remember to make more fried ice cream?" It's Friday. ”
"Got it, I'll get it for you in the evening." Song Can touched her head.
Duoduo turned around happily and opened her arms at her, and Song Can bent down to pick her up and put her in her special seat. Song Can was about to turn around and go to the kitchen, but Duoduo grabbed her hand again, jumped on the chair, and waved her hand to signal that she had something to say, and she still wanted to whisper.
Song Can lowered his head and came to her, Duoduo hugged her neck, and asked word by word in her ear, "Mom." Who's the inner uncle? He's been peeking at me, does he still want to eat the flowers? ”
"Uncle is not a monster, how can he eat Duoduo, he just thinks Duoduo is beautiful, so he keeps watching it, that is a manifestation of his liking Duoduo. I won't eat you, don't worry. Song Can also whispered to her, his expression was gentle, and his eyes were full of love.
That every move was in Jing Heng's eyes, and Song Can was different from the past.
Duoduo held her face with a pair of small hands, and said with a smile: "Just like Uncle Zhang looks at his mother?" ”
This kid! It's not okay to be precocious!
"Mom, will Uncle Zhang bring me something delicious at night? Every time he comes, he brings me something delicious! ”
"I don't know, isn't it enough for mom to make you fried ice cream?" This will Aunt Zhu has already entered the kitchen, and Song Can is fortunate to sit next to Duoduo and chat with her.
"Haha, I just secretly told Uncle Zhang, today my mother made fried ice cream, and I have invited him. Mom said that good things should be shared together, and Mom said Duoduo is not good?" She said, raising an eyebrow.
is obviously a child, why does Song Can think that this raised eyebrows is so similar to something else! It is estimated that he was induced by Aunt Zhu.
"Jing ...... Ziwei, it's time to eat. She turned her head to look at the living room and called out to Jing Heng.
"Okay." Jing Heng had been standing by the window, not knowing what he was looking at.
He sat opposite Duoduo, restrained his solemnity, smiled at her, stretched out his hand, and said, "Duoduo is good, my surname is Lin, Duoduo can call me Uncle Lin." ”
Duoduo held his stomach with both hands, his big eyes swept him up and down for a while, he didn't speak, he didn't reach out to grab Jing Heng's hand, and called timidly, "Hello, uncle." ”
In Duoduo's eyes, this Jing Heng may be a monster in human form.
Duoduo can eat by herself, and her appetite is excellent, Song Can made four dishes, all of which she loves to eat, when eating, her eyes have been staring at the four dishes in front of her, and she gulps the rice into her mouth, and when she sees Jing Heng's chopsticks poking into the kung pao chicken, she will slant at him.
This behavior should be unconscious, but after many times, Jing Heng found out.
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