Chapter 303: I want to see the child
Yin Zheng sat next to Song He, he looked at the sleeping Song He, his mind was in chaos, this was almost an experience that made Yin Zheng feel devastated.
He never thought for a day that Song He would leave him.
This departure is not like Song He walked away from him in the past, if that is the case, Yin Zheng at least knows that Song He is still in a certain place, just living well, but now, Song He is by Yin Zheng's side, but Yin Zheng feels unprecedented fear.
This fear stems from the awe of life and death, and Yin Zheng is afraid that Song He will give up.
When Song He woke up, her fingers had just made a slight touch, and she was immediately noticed by Yin Zheng, who was almost ecstatic and pounced in front of Song He.
He watched Song He open his eyes weakly, and from the gaze that collapsed between Song He's eyes, Yin Zheng saw himself.
Looking at such lifeless eyes, Yin Zheng's heart couldn't help but feel a burst of pain, he had never seen Song He so weak, even in the past, no matter how Yin Zheng forced Song He and made Song He feel desperate, Song He never showed this weakness for a moment.
It looked like he was on the verge of death.
Yin Zheng's heart was filled with dense pain, but on Yin Zheng's face, a very happy smile was still revealed, he looked at Song He and said, "Song He, are you awake?" ”
Yin Zheng's voice seemed to come from a distant place, obviously speaking in front of Song He, but Song He reacted for a while before his gaze slowly condensed to Yin Zheng's face and became a tangible point.
Song He seemed to not recognize Yin Zheng, his gaze slowly groped on Yin Zheng's face, from between Yin Zheng's eyebrows and eyes, to Yin Zheng's nose and lips, and then the other way around, looking at it repeatedly.
This feeling made Yin Zheng feel strange, and it also made his heart involuntarily raised, Song He's time to wake up was shorter than Yin Zheng imagined, and even before that, Yin Zheng was ready to wait for a long time, but he didn't expect that Song He woke up in just one night, which was the most surprising to him.
This also shows from the side that Song He has no thoughts of suicide now.
Thinking like this, Yin Zheng felt that everything between him and Song He could be looked down on in the face of life and death, he could not mind all kinds of problems with Song He, and he would not deliberately care about these, as long as Song He could be well, he and Song He, as well as the children, it was enough for the family of three to be happy together.
Yin Zheng's idea had been generated from the moment Song He was pushed out of the delivery room, and Song He had experienced so much in order to give birth to Yin Zheng for him.
And because of this, Song He also wandered and struggled on the edge of life and death all night.
It wasn't until Song He finally woke up that Yin Zheng was even more sure of his idea, and Song He, after her eyes looked at Yin Zheng's face for two rounds, she seemed to be very slow to react, the person in front of her was Yin Zheng.
Song He tried hard to curl the corners of Yin Zheng's mouth and show a smile to Yin Zheng, but now Song He is weak all over his body, let alone curling the corners of his mouth, even breathing, Song He feels that he is weak.
As he woke up, Song He also felt a heavy pain, which was not a desperate pain like when she gave birth in the delivery room, as if she was going to break all the bones in her body and reassemble them again.
Song He felt that the pain in her body now was that heavy, as if her skin and flesh were filled with lead water, pressing her and making her breathless.
At the same time, Song He also felt that his head was as if it was full of stones, and it was extremely sluggish.
I don't know how long it took, between Song He and Yin Zheng, Song He finally opened his mouth softly, and said to Yin Zheng without any strength: "How long have I been sleeping?" ”
Yin Zheng couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when he heard that Song He was finally able to speak, and then, he looked at Song He and showed a smile that was more ugly than crying, and said to Song He: "It didn't take long, just one night." ”
'One night ......'
Song He thought in her heart, but her eyes fell on Yin Zheng's extremely haggard face, but she felt as if she hadn't slept for a night, but as if she had slept for a month, or a year.
Yin Zheng's eyes are now full of bloodshots, and even Yin Zheng, who has always paid attention to appearance, has a slight stubble on his chin at the moment, and his hair is also very messy.
Seeing Yin Zheng like this, Song He knew that Yin Zheng must have stayed up hard all night in front of his hospital bed, this night, how Yin Zheng spent his inner torment, Song He didn't know, but what Song He knew was that this night must be extremely long for Yin Zheng, and every minute and every second was torment.
Thinking like this, Song He opened his mouth weakly and said to Yin Zheng: "Thank you for your hard work, you have accompanied me all night." ”
Hearing Song He's words into Yin Zheng's ears, he inexplicably brought a bit of detachment and politeness, Yin Zheng didn't like Song He to talk to him like this, but in the face of Song He's weak appearance now, Yin Zheng couldn't say anything, so Yin Zheng just shook his head and said softly to Song He: "It doesn't matter, I can accompany you for as long as I want, as long as you can wake up." ”
Facing Yin Zheng's warmth and affection, Song He suddenly felt that she was a little uncomfortable, after all, during this time, there was still some awkwardness between her and Yin Zheng, although the two lived together, but because of those small bumps in their hearts, they always maintained a little estrangement.
This kind of estrangement is something that Yin Zheng and Song He can clearly feel in getting along.
But now, Song He felt that Yin Zheng felt as if he had suddenly removed all those barriers, and after he woke up, Yin Zheng returned to the way he used to be when he was in love with him.
For this sudden change, Song He couldn't adapt to it for a while, so Song He didn't respond to Yin Zheng's words, she just turned her face and turned her eyes to look around.
Song He's sight, next to his hospital bed, there was no crib, when she noticed this abnormal phenomenon, Song He panicked, she couldn't help but think of the baby cry she heard in her dream that she had been unable to stop, Song He knew that it was her own child, and her mother's intuition made Song He feel that this was not normal for the first time!
So, Song He turned his head almost immediately, with an agility that was different from his previous weak appearance, and Song He's eyes also burst out with a sharp light.
Her lips were pale, and her face was like a blank piece of paper, and she asked Yin Zheng, "What about the child?" What about my children?! ”
Yin Zheng didn't expect that Song He would be able to notice this matter immediately after he woke up, so when he asked Song He like this, a trace of astonishment flashed on Yin Zheng's face, but soon, Yin Zheng said to Song He: "Don't be nervous, the child has nothing to ......do."
Without waiting for Yin Zheng to finish speaking, Song He immediately asked again: "Since there is nothing to do, why is he not by my side?!" ”
In Song He's impression, normal and healthy children sleep next to their mothers.
After hearing Song He's inquiry, Yin Zheng was relieved that Song He was finally so concerned about the child, and at the same time, he explained to Song He: "The child is now under guardianship, and you had a lot of bleeding when you gave birth to him, so the child is a little hypoxic, but the problem is not big, and you can be picked up after a day or two of observation in the neonatal intensive care unit." ”
Hearing Yin Zheng's explanation, Song He not only did not feel relieved in his heart, but became even more worried, and in addition to being worried, Song He felt even more regretful, was it because of her that the child was in danger of hypoxia?
So Song He's face turned pale again, at this moment Song He's face was not bloody at all, she looked very weak, but suddenly, she stretched out her hand and grabbed Yin Zheng's wrist.
In the touch, Yin Zheng felt that Song He's hand was like a piece of ice, without a little temperature, Song He suddenly became emotional after hearing that the child was not by her side, and she said to Yin Zheng: "Are you lying to me?" There must be something going on with the kid, otherwise why don't you bring it to me?! ”
Faced with Song He's excited emotions, Yin Zheng was suddenly a little at a loss, but he still tried hard to explain to Song He: "The child is really fine, you can bring it over to you tomorrow, your current body is not suitable for getting out of bed and moving, Song He, you are waiting, I will definitely bring the child over to show you tomorrow." ”
"No! I don't want to wait! I'm going to see my children now! ”
Saying that, Song He struggled to get up, and Yin Zheng would definitely not allow Song He to get up and go to the ground, after all, Song He had just finished the operation, and the wound would definitely crack open in such a big movement, Yin Zheng would definitely not allow Song He to make the slightest mistake now.
Seeing Song He disregard his body like this, Yin Zheng couldn't help but be a little annoyed.
He didn't sleep all night, his emotions had been highly tense in this day and night, and then Song He made trouble again, Yin Zheng couldn't help but say loudly: "Song He, don't make trouble, the child really has nothing to do, why don't you believe me, I didn't lie to you, I am also the father of the child, if something happens to him, I will be nervous!" ”
Yin Zheng's series of words smashed on Song He's head like a thunderbolt, causing Song He's originally fierce movements to suddenly stop.
At this time, Song He's face was already covered with cold sweat, she looked at Yin Zheng, with an uncertain look in her eyes, and searched back and forth on Yin Zheng's face.