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Su Jin suddenly asked a question that she had just thought of in her sleep:

"Gu Lijun, if there is really an afterlife in the world, do you still want to meet Xiao Jingheng?"

Over there, Gu Lijun thought about the painful, happy, embarrassing, and sweet lives she had gone through, thought about it for a long time, and finally answered:

"I don't want to."

After a pause, he said:

"If there is an afterlife, I don't want to be sponsored by Xiao Zhidong at the age of twelve. I don't want to get rid of Xiao Zhidong and entangle Xiao Jingheng. I want to keep it simple, and I want to keep it simple. The days can be a little harder. But I don't want to love so hard, and the joy of life is all deprived...... It's boring, it's boring. ”

The last sentence, she bit harder twice.

"Do you think your joy of life has been taken away by fate, or by yourself?"

Su Jin asked softly.

"What do you mean?"

Gu Lijun didn't understand, and frowned.

Su Jin didn't answer and asked again:

"Now, we're all going to die, do you feel a lot of regret? At the age of thirty-two, he didn't realize the value of his life. For five years, you have trapped all your time in your own tragedy. You live in pain...... Gu Lijun, have you ever thought that maybe you could have avoided such pain......"

"Not so painful? What should I do? ”

Gu Lijun was stunned and asked blankly.

"You can go abroad, you can choose to leave, get yourself out of the environment that traps you, let your heart come out of the trapped love, see the world with another eye, use books, work, and all kinds of busyness to enrich yourself, so that you can be full of energy, instead of frowning, isolated from society, and locking yourself in a closed cage.

"Love is never the whole of life.

"A woman, if she can't get everything she wants in marriage and love, she can actually work hard to get a sense of accomplishment in her career.

Just like Dong Mingzhu, the female president of Gree Group. Marriage failed, love failed, but she achieved great success in her career, which made her the most awe-inspiring strong woman in China today.

What does this mean: a person who blindly drills the horns of the bull is not a wise man.

"In love, I am also a loser, and I have also been on the tip of the bull's horns.

"Of course, mine seems insignificant compared to your circumstances.

"What I want to say is that only by letting go can there be a new future.

"One has to look forward, not hold the bitterness of the past and remember it all day long.

"In life, nine times out of ten, things that are unsatisfactory are not satisfactory. If you give in to fate, you have failed. If you have overcome all the sufferings, looking back, they are just a glimpse of life......

"I just had a lot of time reflecting on my past.

"I was miserable when I was young, I was lucky when I was young, I knew and loved Su Dubai for so many years, although love has entered a dead end, but the happiness he brought me in those years is indelible, no matter what he betrayed me for, I have no complaints, and, when I met Hengyuan, it was another luck in my life......

"If at this moment, I die, I have no regrets; If I still have a life, it will make me cherish everything I have even more......"

Su Jin used all his strength to say everything he wanted to say, and after he finished speaking, his body was weak for a while.

Gu Lijun was stunned and lost her voice, feeling the open-mindedness in her words, and seeing through.

When they die, there is nothing left, and the weak want to use death to escape everything.

Think about how much she hated her father for being irresponsible when he committed suicide.

Now she is following in her father's footsteps.

"What about you, what would you do if we could survive?"

Su Jin asked softly again.

"Is it self-pity to trap yourself in Qiyuan, or go out and embrace another life with your heart and face the bigger world. Gu Lijun, what was your dream? Have you ever thought about going for it again? ”

"Dreams?"

Gu Lijun was stunned.

What's that?

It seems that I had it many years ago, but now it sounds so strange.

"Don't you have a dream?"

Su Jin asked suspiciously.

Gu Lijun didn't answer, as if she was pondering.

Su Jin continued:

"When I was studying, my dream was to be a great painter; After graduating from university, my dream was to be a great soft furnishing designer, trying to make each client's home look like they imagined it to be...... I hope they can live happily and happily in that home. ”

In the future, my dream is to be a qualified wife, a qualified mother, and go to gray hair with my beloved man.

She didn't say that.

One is that in the current environment, it looks like an empty phrase.

Second, she was afraid that the expectation in her words would stimulate her.

Therefore, she only quietly made up for it in her heart.

Gu Lijun continued to ponder.

Because, suddenly, she found that she had abandoned her dreams for many years.

When she was studying, she studied financial management, probably when she was a child, she was afraid of poverty, her ambition was to be a strong woman, to make a lot of money, to let herself live a comfortable life.

And the reason why I chose this major is because Xiao Zhidong said that in the future, he can help her find a place in this field and help her play with money in the palm of her hand.

At that time, she had a dream of being a female financial giant in the future.

After the kidnapping, this dream was completely shattered.

Later—if there was a future, what would she most like to do?

Gu Lijun thought about it very seriously.

"If I get out alive, I want to go to America, I'm going to study, I'm going to Wall Street to get back what I've lost.

"Go to his Xiao Zhidong, go to his Xiao Jingheng, I don't want it anymore, I want to start over, I want to live a wonderful life...... Don't be trapped in Qiyuan anymore and be a poor rice worm. Except for messing around and waiting for death, it is useless.

"yes, that's what I should.

"Growing up, I tried to read so many books, how could I just let it go to waste?

"Yes, in this world, except for death, everything else should not be taken to heart......

"Success is like this, failure is like this......

"The courage to bear all the hardships, laugh at everything, and trample all the honor and disgrace under your feet, that is the most appropriate attitude to life. It's the attitude of the strong. ”

She muttered something very meaningful, and her tone was no longer extreme and depressed.

In the deep darkness, Su Jin smiled unconsciously.

Because she saw through it!

All right!

It's wonderful......

"That's a great thing to say."

She praised it from the bottom of her heart: the female man's anger suddenly exploded......

"That's not what I said."

Coming back to her senses, Gu Lijun gently corrected her.

"Oh, who said that."

"My mom said that."

A trace of warmth was passed on in Gu Xiaojun's heart.

"After my dad was crippled, our family relied on my mother's optimistic belief to sustain us for so many years. As soon as my mother left, that home collapsed. My father, like me, ran away from some difficulties. This is probably because my dad had such a smooth life in the first thirty years that when the storm hit, he was powerless. ”

"So what about ......"

Su Jin asked in accordance with her tone.

"Therefore, in the future, I want to live as strong as my mother, and I must not be like my father, who weakly chooses death to escape the pain brought by life."

It can be heard that Gu Lijun's mental state at the moment is already the same as before.

"That's a good point."

Su Jin praised lightly.

Unfortunately, now they are saying that this is just an unrealistic vision.

When the passion passes, they still face the threat of death.

The cruel environment forced them to be silent again.

At this moment, in their hearts, the desire for water surpasses all ...... Anxiety occupies all consciousness in the brain......

I don't know how long I slept, Su Jin seemed to wake up again, the person was getting weaker and weaker, and the surroundings were so quiet that it seemed that even the sound of breathing no longer existed.

She felt that something was wrong, and cried out:

"Gu Lijun, Gu Lijun ......"

The voice is getting softer.

My throat hurts.

Gu Lijun didn't react.

Gu Lijun ...... Gu Lijun ......"

Su Jin shouted anxiously.

There was still no sound over there.

What's wrong with her?

Did you go?

This thought made Su Jin's heart tighten.

The desire to survive made her keep moving her hands again, although she knew that this struggle was almost meaningless, but she still had to try.

Unexpectedly, a miracle happened.

Somehow, the rope that tied her hand to herself was actually loosened, and her hand was free.

Yes, she's free.

The next moment, Su Jin sat up, and after recovering her strength, she went to untie the rope on her feet, which was very difficult, but she untied it in the end.

She crawled to the other end.

"Gu Lijun, wake up!"

Gu Lijun still didn't make any sound.

In the darkness, Su Jin groped and touched her exposed skin, which was very hot, probably a fever caused by the injuries on her body.

Oh my God, what can I do?

She was in a hurry, confused, and kept groping around.

Gotta get out.

Gotta get out.

But all she could touch was iron plates, and she couldn't find an exit.

What to do?

What to do?

She bit her lip and searched unadmittedly.

Finally, she felt something that looked like a twist, and when she pressed it inside, the iron plate loosened up, and then a stream of fresh air came in from outside.

Su Jin was overjoyed and pushed up with his hands and head.

After a few exertions, it slowly pushed upwards.

She froze for a moment, and after an unknown amount of time, she was finally able to stand up straight.

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