14. The Piano and the Ideal
"Mom, Dad, what's going on?" Qin Zhen came to her parents and asked in a deep voice.
She sensed the gravity of the situation.
Qin Feng is her own sister, it can be said that she grew up watching, what kind of temperament, she knows better than anyone else, and even surpasses her parents.
Usually, Qin Feng is a little radical in doing things, different from others, especially with many ideas, which are particularly novel, but she is definitely not such a girl who does not know the etiquette and stumbles to the end.
She went on a hunger strike, committed suicide, and even said that her father was a dead old man and demanded an apology.
It's not a sister she knows, absolutely not.
It had to be something that made her what she was like this.
Otherwise, her sister would definitely not be such a foolish person.
If you don't know what is going on and blindly persuade you, it will only be useless, and the matter will be more serious.
"It's not the weekend!" Yang Zhiyun opened her mouth and sighed, "On the afternoon of Friday, Feng'er got out of school, saying that it was rare that the weather was good, and her classmates made an appointment to go to the picnic, and she secretly carried her guitar to the mountain to ......."
Glancing at Qin Yong, Yang Zhiyun continued, "Originally, your father didn't like her playing the guitar very much, and she played it when she did, but that night, Feng'er never came back, and later, we learned that where there were any classmates, and the people who went up the mountain with her were all those young people in the society, and she was the only girl...... We went to the mountains to find her, a group of people, crazy, drinking, smoking, making a lot of noise......"
"Your dad's temper was so grumpy that he smashed her guitar to pieces, and brought her home, locked her in the room, and didn't let her go out......"
"The next day, the girl simply didn't come out, locked the door, she didn't come out, and she wouldn't let us in...... It's been two whole days, I haven't even eaten, we haven't spoken, we can't help it, so we called you...... You see, as soon as she opens her mouth, she quarrels with you......"
Yang Zhiyun sobbed softly as she spoke.
"In the past few years, she has been saying that we don't care about her, we don't care about her...... She doesn't do anything right, you do everything right, never think about her, always stand on your side, woo woo, it's all the meat that fell from my body, why don't I care about her, I'm just worried about her, I'm afraid something will happen to her......"
"Mom, don't cry!" Qin Zhen comforted.
However, for Qin Feng, she was helpless.
"Dad, you too, knowing that the guitar is her life, why did you smash her, she saved a full ten years of pocket money to buy that Martin guitar, I don't know how much effort it took to buy it, it was an imported piano, I have to go to Chengdu to order, we have no sale here......"
"Ten years ......" Chen Xi was shocked when he heard this.
Doesn't that mean that Sister Qin Feng started saving money at the age of five?
What a strange woman!
Others are still coquettish in their parents' arms, and even, in her Chenliu Village, such a big child is still rolling on the ground and playing with mud!
And Sister Qin Feng began to plan to buy a piano.
What Chen Xi didn't know was that at this moment, thousands of miles away in Ancheng, there was a young man with sword eyebrows and starry eyes, in a piano shop, similarly, he took out a Martin guitar, couldn't put it down, and carried it on his back.
He took out a black plastic bag from his pocket, pulled out a crumpled stack of money, and put it in a woman's hand.
He went up the mountain to collect medicine and accumulated money for three years, just like Qin Feng, just for a guitar.
They have too many similarities, the same dedication, the same love for the piano, the same, want to carry the guitar on their backs, and go all over the world.
Chen Xi's eyes flickered, staring at the closed door, and suddenly, she understood.
She knew what Qin Feng was doing.
She's fighting!
That piano, for her, means a lot, of course, it is important.
But more importantly, she is telling her parents that she wants to do what she loves, that she wants to follow the path she wants to take, that this is her choice, and that she will unswervingly continue to do so.
It's just that this approach is too extreme.
She is facing her biological parents, not the enemy, and doing so is tantamount to dying and is categorically undesirable.
"I've already said it left and right, and she won't listen!" Qin Yong opened his mouth, unconsciously, lit a cigarette, "I was a little impulsive at the time, but I wasn't in a hurry, I said it, she wants to play the guitar in the future, let her play, I'll buy her a new one, this bastard thing, I actually asked me to apologize to her, I'm her father!" ”
"Uncle, I'll persuade her!" Chen Xi said with a smile.
"You?" Qin Yong and Yang Zhiyun glanced at each other and said with a wry smile, "This girl is very stubborn......"
"It's okay! We are good friends! Chen Xi chuckled, stood up, and came to the door.
Like Qin Zhen, she knocked on the door.
"Get out!" A cold voice came again.
"Sister Qin Feng, it's me, Xiaoxi!" Chen Xi said softly.
"Xiaoxi? Chen Xi? In the room, a voice of surprise came, "Xi girl? ”
"It's me!" Chen Xi said, "Sister, open the door, I'm coming to see you!" ”
In the room, for a while, there was no movement.
It's quiet.
The three people in the living room were extremely anxious, and Qin Zhen was even more clenched with her fists and walked back and forth.
"Click!" Half an hour later, the closed door suddenly opened.
Chen Xi couldn't react, and before she could say anything, she was dragged in by a hand, and with a bang, the door closed tightly again.
In the living room, the three of them looked at each other, looked at each other, and after a moment, couldn't help but smile bitterly.
"Sister Qin Feng!" In the room, Chen Xi shouted in surprise.
In front of her, there was a young girl, fifteen or sixteen years old, but she was already slim.
At this moment, she is wearing a purple shirt, jeans, and braids, very wild and uninhibited.
She is still her, Qin Feng who is different.
Except for the growth of a little height, compared with half a year ago, she has not changed.
"Xi girl, why are you here?" Holding Chen Xi's hand and sitting on the bed, Qin Feng asked.
"I was in Chengdu and accidentally met Sister Qin Zhen, she had heard my name, so she ......" Chen Xi said in a low voice, "Sister, don't get me wrong, I'm not here to persuade you, I'm going back to school, just take Sister Qin Zhen's ride by the way!" ”
"Silly girl, I don't blame you, you don't have to explain anything!" Qin Feng said with a smile.
Chen Xi's eyes flashed, and suddenly lit up.
At this time, Qin Feng was full of red light and full of energy, how could he look like a person who had been hungry for two days?
"Someone secretly brought me food from the window!" Qin Feng said in a low voice, "This is the third floor, a bamboo pole will solve it, hmph, I just made them anxious!" ”
"This ......" Chen Xi smiled bitterly, thought about it, and said, "Auntie just cried, sister, don't be like this!" ”
"Really?" Qin Feng was silent, and after a while, he said, "I'm not targeting my grandma, it's that old thing, it's really annoying, she thinks I'm fooling around with those people who don't mess around, he thinks it's not serious for girls to play guitar, that night, it's someone else who smokes and drinks, I just sit on the side and play the guitar, and they follow me to join in the fun, and those people, don't look at the usual hangers, but the heart is not bad, this old thing, without saying a word, smashed my piano......"
"He's worried about you, too!" Chen Xi said.
"No, you're wrong!" Lin Feng shook his head, "He's worried about me, I know, but more importantly, he wants me to become my sister, well-behaved, he wants me to live as he wants, if not, it's rebellious, and he will lose his face......"
"Remember that game? I didn't want to go, so I had to force me to go, and in the end, I didn't get the first place, and as soon as I got home, he scolded me......"
"Sister, don't do this!" Chen Xi said, "Uncle and aunt are already old, if you toss like this, they won't be able to stand it!" A lot of times, we can't help ourselves......"
Chen Xi said: "I'm at home, watching my grandma play straw shoes every day, and I also help her hammer grass, I don't want to, but I still do it, why?" I can't bear it, my parents gave birth to us and gave me life, this is the greatest gift, blood and family affection, it is constant! We should be grateful! ”
"You have to live the life you want to live, do what you want to do, and you have to make your parents feel at ease, right? Otherwise, if you get what you want, won't it be worth the loss to make your parents worry every day? ”
"They have spent most of their lives worrying about us, and the time they can spend with us is getting less and less!"
"You are such a girl, at such a young age, how can you talk, one set is another!" Qin Feng pinched Chen Xi's face and glared.
"Uncle has already said that he is impulsive and will find a way to make up for you, it's not that he doesn't feel sorry for you!"
Chen Xi said, "I know, that piano means a lot to you, but is the piano important, or is it important to relatives? Everyone craves the attention of others, especially loved ones, and I can understand that! ”
"Uncle smashed your piano, you think he doesn't value you, let alone respect your ideas, but who can be innocent, he has already found a way to make up for you, are you still forcing him to apologize to you, he is your father!"
"You don't know......" Qin Feng shook his head.
"The first time I saw a guitar, I loved it, I loved it very much!"
Then, my parents asked me to learn piano, dance, and English, and I complied, obeyed my words, and finally asked me to take the first exam every year...... It's like ...... It's like I learn for them, I always have my own favorite things, I always have my own pursuits, otherwise, what's the difference between me and a puppet? ”
"As they grow up day by day, they are getting more and more inched, and that's it, I will do whatever you tell me to do, but I can't say that I don't play the guitar...... This time, it's even more excessive! If I don't show my attitude, what will I become in the future? Good girl? No, I'm not going to be a good girl, that's not me! ”
"Since I was a child, I have liked to be alone, play alone, and go up ......the mountain alone," Chen Xi said, "I always thought that a person was very good, but in fact, many times, it feels very bad!" It's a good thing that you have pursuits, but you can't say that about your father! Always family, isn't it? ”
"Xiaoxi, you mean, I'm selfish?" Lin Feng's eyes widened in disbelief.
"I didn't say that!" Chen Xi shook his head, "I just said, you are like this, after that, you should not threaten your parents with death!" They may not understand you, and many times, they may ignore your thoughts, but children will make mistakes, adults will make mistakes, children can be forgiven at any time, why can't adults get it once? ”
"At least, they started out for your own good, and they didn't abandon you! You know, compared to many children, you are lucky, there are most people, and they don't even have the opportunity to talk about their ideals! ”
Chen Xi said, stood up, and walked out the door, "My words, that's it, think about it yourself, I'm going to accompany my uncle and aunt!" ”
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