Chapter 3: Anger
What caught her eye was Lin Yuxi's big and divine red eyes, she was still charming. The mole above the nose has a faint sense of alienation.
"Crying?"
"......" Lin Yuxi shook his head and denied, "Just now something fell from the ceiling, and I accidentally fell into my eyes, my eyes were a little uncomfortable, and after blinking a few times, my eyes unconsciously burst into tears." β
"Why do you drink so much? You're drunk, I'll help you to bed. The smell of wine filled the entire nasal cavity, and Lin Yuxi wanted to step forward to support the man who couldn't stand steadily, "You put your arms around my shoulders, and I'll help you to the bed." β
"You're lying!" Mu Cangze's eyes were furious, and he shook off Lin Yuxi's outstretched hand. He rushed forward rudely regardless of it, and grabbed the back of Lin Yuxi's head rudely.
"Don't! I don't want it! β
"Mu Cangze, don't touch me...... You're not worth it at all! You're right, I'm lying, and it's all thanks to you! Are you happy? "Now that he has made her so embarrassed and so unbearable, what reason and qualification does he have to touch her?
"I just want you." The man's heat lingers in the woman's earlobe. Lin Yuxi didn't have time to react, and his brows furrowed fiercely.
I just want you?
Lin Yuxi trembled, "Can a man not love a woman, but can he sleep with a woman?" Do you love me? Mu Cangze, do you love me or not? β
Mu Cangze didn't speak, and continued to punish Lin Yuxi with a sullen face.
"Do you love me?" Lin Yuxi took advantage of the man's pause to ask.
"I don't love it!" Mu Cangze replied categorically.
Crystal beads overflowed from the corners of Lin Yuxi's eyes, and bright red blood oozed from her bitten lower lip between tears: "Why don't you love me?" Why? Why? Why? β
She choked up and began to speak staccaly: "Don't ...... Let me, hate you! I'm going to die...... Here you go. β
The pitiful appearance of the woman in tears made the man with red eyes and controlled by Gu Yaowang still Gu Yao. Scarlet eyes flickered with panic, but even so, he remained silent. The heavy breathing became more and more condensed, and he suddenly felt a numbness in his head, and his limbs were all paralyzed on Lin Yuxi's body.
Lin Yuxi's face was bloodless, and tears slowly flowed.
Mu Cangze got up from Lin Yuxi, and after coming back to his senses, he threw out this sentence: "It's not a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, if you don't love it, it's not interesting to talk about it." If you want to abuse yourself, it's only you who hurt, whether you die or live, I don't care. You're dead, and I don't have to see your face every day. β
Lin Yuxi turned his face away, unwilling to look at Mu Cangze. is so embarrassed and unbearable, let yourself be disgraced. For the sake of love, he lived in the Mu family, and in order to get love, he did not hesitate to threaten his life. Even so, he couldn't get Mu Cangze's love. The original sin is not love, so the threat does not exist.
"Who I love, you know." The angular man pursed his lips coldly and looked at Lin Yuxi, who was red and swollen with eyes. He admits that he is an iron man, and also admits that he has always been attracted to another woman and can't extricate himself.
"I know......" Lin Yuxi cried as he spoke, "Don't say it, I know it, don't keep talking to me......"
The exclamation and pleading prayer echoed in the room, and the sound was in the ears, so that Mu Cangze frowned, he touched his earlobe, pursed his lips and stood up with a cold face: "Put away your tears, it's worthless!" β
The moment the door was slammed shut, Lin Yuxi's tears burst out, and she opened her mouth, as if she couldn't cry. How cold this room was, like an ice cellar, made her cold from head to toe. Curled up, she crossed her hands around herself, and her insecure posture was played out in this house I don't know how many times.
Pulling the quilt, she cried in the quilt, tears came out of her eyes, flowed to her cheeks, and the quilt was wet. The snot also came out, and I felt that my heart was no longer beating in any way. I used to sympathize with those who lost their memories, but now I envy those who have forgotten the past.
Forgot Mu Cangze?
Are you willing?
Lin Yuxi asked herself, and she reluctantly shook her head with tears. How could she be willing to forget the man she had had a crush on for so many years? In the commemorative book, there are photos of him secretly taken by her, and in the diary, there are things about what she wants to write because of him. In his mind, every frame is his joys, sorrows, and sorrows. How to be willing to forget?
In the midst of grief, the mobile phone rang loudly. The tear-stained man lifted the quilt, glanced at the call, and then showed a restless face.
His fingers wandered between answering and hanging up, Lin Yuxi's throat was jerky, and in the years he fell in love with Mu Cangze, he didn't hurt himself? This path is the wrong one after all. However, I never wanted to turn back.
Perhaps, when you have saved enough despair, you will let yourself go and let Mu Cangze go.
With a flick of a finger, the phone screen immediately went black.
Since he can't give anything, let's cut off his thoughts.
Two months later.
"Vomitββββ vomit!" The sound of Lin Yuxi vomiting came from the bathroom. Mu Cangze, who rushed over when he heard the voice, frowned and looked at Lin Yuxi, "Are you feeling unwell?" β
Mu Cangze's sudden concern made Lin Yuxi a little flustered. She clutched her chest, holding back the vomit that was about to come out, and shook her head with a blushing face.
Although he shook his head and denied it, he had doubts in his heart, was she pregnant? But how is that possible? When Mu Cangze wants himself, he always wears a condom. Wait, that birthday party, he ...... No condoms.
At this moment, Mama Zhang came over, lowered her voice and asked, "Young grandma, do you want to eat sour?" β
Lin Yuxi nodded, "Yes." β
Mother Zhang nodded happily, revealing a snickering smile, "Congratulations to the young grandmother, congratulations to the young master, I am happy and happy." β
Lin Yuxi and Mu Cangze were stunned, almost at the same time, and their eyes were both looking at their stomachs. Lin Yuxi was full of joy and sorrow, and his heart was filled with joy. She trembled her hand slightly, and took Mu Cangze's hand to put her flat stomach. As soon as the broad palm touched the stomach, the hand immediately popped away.
Fear flashed in the man's eyes, and a pair of sharp black eyes were stained with frost.