292. Shall I marry you? (Thanks to Ram Cat Lady for the diamond)

I thought everything was settled, but it wasn't the end yet.

When there was a drop of liquid on my face, my heart had become cold, despair filled my mind, and countless voices were screaming his name, Sheng Shiyao, you, what's wrong? Cool fingertips smeared my face, and he whispered, "Xiaoxiao, don't cry." You will soon wake up, and now you can't open your eyes because of the short recovery period after the soul is removed from the body and returned to its place. ”

It turned out that even though I couldn't open my eyes, the tears were already flowing uncontrollably.

I asked in my heart: What's wrong with you? Tell me. Didn't he really become a demon, so powerful that he could destroy all the giant trees in a snap of a finger?

"Actually, I'm not really a demon." Sheng Shiyao concluded a fact in one sentence, he said: "Demons are a kind of thought, and the reason why I can devour the soul of the dragon is not because I am strong, but because my desire to be strong is more than everything. In my body, there are always two forces fighting, these two forces are called good and evil. If evil overcomes the good, or even swallows the good, then I will be considered to have completely fallen into the devil, and then the greed, anger, and delusion of the heart will hinder my mind and block my soul, which is the real seal of my soul, and I will fall into the demon realm. This kind of me will not be what you want to see, it will become ...... Ruthless, decisive, and unconcerned, this is the devil's way. ”

I think I understand what he means, he is saying that if he really becomes a demon, then he will no longer be my Sheng Shiyao, he will forget me, and even be ruthless to me, so he doesn't want to become a demon.

The quiet voice next to his ears continued to talk about the world of demons: "Once you become a demon, there is no truth or falsehood, ruthlessness, righteousness, loyalty and filial piety, no joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness, no ruthlessness, and even no human world, no goodwill, destroying the way of heaven, no wisdom and no gain, having demonic thoughts, so there is no terror, approaching the dream of the demon ancestor, achieving nirvana, and three lives as demons." At this point, my love affair with you is over. ”

The chaotic breath approached my ear, and then his body was half-pressed against me, and one arm was wrapped around my waist, like every sleeping position, and the voice that could not be softer was in my ear: "Xiaoxiao, if I become like this, you will be disappointed." So I don't change, let righteous thoughts suppress evil thoughts, and only borrow the power of the soul to balance good and evil, at best I can only be regarded as a half-demon. ”

So, did you do your best in your final struggle with the Qiang?

"Heh, Xiaoxiao, you are so perceptive, and you are so smart, I am also relieved. I'm not with you anymore, so I don't need to worry too much. ”

His sentence of "not by your side" completely crushed me, and he roared in his heart: Sheng Shiyao, you are not allowed to say such things! It may have been that the force of excitement broke through something, my eyes suddenly opened, and I turned my head sharply to look, and for a moment, my heart opened like a tear. What came out of his mouth was a broken voice: "Sheng ...... Shiyao, how did you become like this? ”

Sheng Shiyao, who was just a few steps away, was actually full of white hair and wrinkles, he became as old as an old man, his eyes were slightly squinted as if he couldn't open them, and black blood was constantly overflowing from the corners of his mouth. When he heard my voice, his eyes opened a little, and then he seemed to want to pull the corners of his mouth, but it was just such a small movement, but it seemed that he was unable to do it anymore, and finally he sighed weakly: "Xiaoxiao, I still let you see me like this." I thought it would take you a while to open your eyes, so I told you everything I had to say, and when you woke up, you wouldn't have to see me like this. ”

"What do you mean you can't see you like this?" I was horrified and asked, what was he talking about? Even if he ...... I don't dare to think about that word, even then, he is still by my side, why do you say that I can't see it? A terrifying thought crossed my mind, and I asked in disbelief, "Will you ...... Ashes? Sheng Shiyao was silent, his starry eyes dimmed, and I smelled despair.

Scenes of images crossed my mind, from Liu Yue to Liuzi, to Zhou Tong, and to the last picture of Yingyue, and then I went back to look back at the trapped Sheng Shiyao in horror. The terrible prophetic prophecy was foretold at that time, and even if I didn't dare to think about it, it didn't mean it wouldn't happen. I heard my empty voice asking, "So, Sheng Shiyao, are you going to miss the appointment?" Forgot your vows? You said that you want to keep me 100 years old and worry-free, I am only in my twenties now, and there are so many years before I am 100 years old, how can you go first? ”

And in this way, he disappeared, and there was no more him in the world!

"Tiny, I'm sorry ......"

No, I don't want him to say I'm sorry! Just now, Yang Wenhao's soul said sorry to me, and it disappeared, he Sheng Shiyao couldn't say these three words, and he didn't feel sorry for me. I tried all my strength to support my body, but it was completely futile, so I could only raise my hand around his shoulder lying on his side, and say word by word: "Sheng Shiyao, you can't leave me, I said earlier, if you give birth, I will live, and if you die, I will die." So, you must not die, you know? There must be something else that can save you, right? Tell me, there must be. ”

The tears and the broken emotions made me hysterical, and in the end I yelled with a shrill voice.

But no matter how excited I am, no matter how crazy I am, my slightly squinted eyes are gradually closing, I can only see his lips squirming, I put my ears closer to listen, vaguely recognizable: "The Sansheng stone is engraved today, and Meng Po asks to know in front of the stall." There is love and old age, and the vicissitudes of youth are just right. The most lovesick is unbearable, and a song is composed of Qin Xiao. Don't dream and tears on the drum strings, the cold wind and the waning moon dawn. Fishing for river guests in a lonely boat, singing the fisherman's night. ”

It was a familiar verse, but my confused mind couldn't remember when I had heard it, until he uttered the last sentence: "Xiaoxiao, when your hair reaches to your waist, shall I marry you?" I remembered that on the most beautiful night in the valley of the Na Yan tribe, he sang to me one by one about "Treat me with long hair to my waist", and I replied urgently: "Don't wait for long hair to reach your waist, Sheng Shiyao, you can marry me now." ”

But in silence, his lips stopped moving, and his eyes were closed.

I stared at his face in a daze, the tears had dried up and would not flow again, and all infatuation had ended here, leaving only sadness and peace. Hold him tighter into my arms and let his face lie around my neck as he did when he first used it as a pillow.

Sheng Shiyao, do you know? On the night you made my vow, I only made one wish, that is, I only wish to stay with you for a long time, and never leave you. At that time, I was in your arms, and I had a very beautiful spring dream, my long hair was up to my waist, my red makeup was spread on the Shili Bridge, and I envied the neighbors and villages; You came like a god, married me, lowered the curtain, and blew a phoenix; The mandarin ducks are warmed ** and stay together until they grow old.

The premise of all this is that I can't live without you, I want to stay with you for a long time, I want to stay with you until the end of the day. I decided earlier that the premise of being 100 years old worry-free is that you can't do without you, and now you are lying silent like this, how can I be worry-free? How to live to be 100 years old? Is it in the infinite pain of losing you, sinking forever?

The scene when I first met him suddenly passed in front of me, and they all said that at a glance for ten thousand years, when I saw him for the first time, I was destined to go through a reincarnation. But if I can foresee what is going to happen, then I'd rather stay there, and not have any delusions, and don't even go to that city. That way, he probably won't ...... There is a voice in my heart retorting: You also said that it is destined, you are destined to reincarnate for thousands of years, and it cannot be changed. It is destiny not to meet at that moment, but also to meet again at any moment in the future.

Mandate of Heaven! My eyes lit up, and at this time, I suddenly felt that there was something strange in my body, and my heart was overjoyed, could it be that he was just relieved just now? He's so strong, he's been able to recover from every injury he's been able to recover from before. But when I opened him to take a closer look, I found that his eyes were still closed, but the wrinkles on his face were slowly fading, and his hair that had turned gray was also turning black. Why did he grow old in such a short period of time and regain his appearance? Is this the metamorphosis he talked about?

But his metamorphosis time shouldn't have been a month, how could it suddenly be shortened to only ten minutes? I went to probe him to sniff, and there was no at all; heart rate, no beating; Pulse, still no. But I know that he is not an ordinary person, and I can't judge by the life characteristics of ordinary people, if his change is really a process of transformation, then it means that he is not actually dead. But before, he acquiesced to the fact that his body would be wiped out, and he couldn't have miscalculated, so his transformation and recovery at this moment was likely to be the last moment of his life.

I couldn't wait any longer, the word "Destiny" suddenly came to mind, and it reminded me of the words of the last fateful ghast. It turned out that over and over again, even if the ghast had been destroyed, the bureau it had already laid down was still continuing, because it set that bureau on only Sheng Shiyao alone, so it couldn't escape, and the catastrophe that should be responded to was still to be answered. He became a demon, he was robbed, he was not a demon, he was still robbed, this is a never-ending reincarnation.

It's said that it's destiny, a moment ago, I was still weak, and my limbs couldn't move, but at this moment, a wave of energy accumulated in my body. I sat up and ignored the pain around me, which by this time was nothing to me.

With just a slight tug, he pulled off the purple jade ring he was wearing around his neck, leaving only a circle of blood marks on his neck. After holding it lightly for a few seconds, when I couldn't feel any sound, I sighed, or hoped that this ring, which had no divine power, was still stained with the remaining three wisps of soul energy, and then be with their brother Yao. The ring was put between his fingers, and sure enough, he was right before, the size was just right.

"Cheng Xiao, what are you going to do?" A whisper suddenly came from the ear to ask.

I was stunned, looked sideways, and then remembered that there was someone next to me. Jian Ning was hugging Zhuang Yu, looking at me with a blank expression, floating at Zhuang Yu's face, and before I could say anything, she whispered first: "It's over." ”

In the eyes of mourning, there was not even despair, only a pool of stagnant water was left.

How similar we are, sitting on the ground with our beloved men in our arms, and they are all breathless; We are not similar, I don't know the ending of Jian Ningyi, but my ending is clear.

didn't answer Jian Ningyi's question, and she didn't need me to answer, when she finished saying that, she fell down heavily, and it was Zhuang Yu's heart that fell. Her hands never let go, tightened, wrapped.

I turned my eyes and saw that Sheng Shiyao's face was still changing, and it had returned to its original appearance, but it was still fading away from the vicissitudes of life and the wrinkles between the eyebrows. After an epiphany, he wanted to return to Tongyan, so that it could be regarded as a virtual reincarnation. I closed my eyes, stopped looking, stopped listening, and emptied myself, and with that energy, my body gradually became lighter, floating, wrapped in warmth, and the pain was gone.

When I opened my eyes, I saw myself and Jian Ning at the bottom, falling in front of Sheng Shiyao. Once again, my soul has come out, and this time it is no longer imprisoned, and it can be controlled by itself. Greedily staring at that face, I just wanted to take one more look, because even if I had engraved him in my heart, those inscriptions would disappear as the soul of the waiting soul was transformed, including myself.

My destiny has never changed, and the final outcome is all - my soul is gone. In the previous life, when I was a Xuannu, it was recorded in the copywriting that Ying Long did not believe in the mandate of heaven, and he was determined to go against the sky and hide me in reincarnation thousands of years later; But in this life, I still haven't escaped this fate, it's not that I can't go against the sky, but I can't get over this in two lives. Really, love him, deeply, unswervingly.

Sheng Shiyao, don't have another life, it's too bitter, I don't want you to wait another two thousand years.

If I can still have one last wish in the world, then I will build a city with my heart and allow you to live in peace for a lifetime. Only in this life, be an ordinary person.

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