All kinds of things that used to be imprinted in Jiang Hai's heart, once loved each other so much. More than 1,100 days and nights together, two hearts that comfort each other. Is money really that important? so important that you can go against your heart, abandon love and love, and be willing to face a face that you think is ugly.

"Hehe, once, once", the most beautiful and sweet memories in Jiang Hai's heart. At this moment, it is more like a sharp sword with cold light, stabbing at the bright red heart in turn, making it bleed and making it painful. The chopping is constant, and it can't be cut, like a dog skin plaster sticky, and I want to tear it but find that it hurts more.

"You go find a woman again, forget me, forget me!" Snow Lotus's words of departure echoed in her ears again. So cold, and so heartless........

"I can't forget it, three years, hiccup" Jiang Hai didn't know how much he drank, a bottle of wine. It's just that the heartache can only be paralyzed by alcohol. "No wine?" Jiang Hai poured wine into his mouth and found that he couldn't pour it out. Throw away the bottle, and the bottle falls to the ground in an arc. "Smack" is like a wounded heart.

"Wine, wine, I want wine" Jiang Hai stumbled around looking for wine, and found that all of them were empty wine bottles. I accidentally tripped over the wine bottle and fell to the ground, and my head fell on the broken wine bottle just now. In an instant, blood was all over his head, wiping the blood off his head and near his eye sockets. I let go of my hand and my eyes were red again.

"X's, even you bullied me. He looked up to the sky and scolded, "Thief, how much you hate me." took away my parents, made me unable to study, and my girlfriend ran away, why don't you kill me with a thunderbolt if you hate me. ”

Jiang Hai's hometown is in a remote mountain village in HN province. The folk customs are simple and the villagers are friendly. It's just that the traffic is blocked, and the economy is poor because of the mountains on all sides. However, Jiang Hai's father, Jiang Shan, as the only high school graduate in the township, taught several village children to read in the village, and the family was relatively wealthy. Self-sufficient, the family has a lot of meat, so Jiang Hai was quite good when he was very young. Since Jiang Hai was 5 years old, he will always remember that day was May 12th.

Early in the morning, his parents handed over Jiang Hai to his grandparents and told him to be obedient, and his parents went to the township to catch the market. For the 5-day gathering, the people in the village are still relatively active. You can buy daily necessities, or you can sell your freshly ripe fruits, peanuts, vegetables, etc. for some change. Mainly, only the bazaar will have fresh meat sold. Fresh meat can only be eaten by the people of the village when the pigs are killed during the Chinese New Year, and if they want to eat it on weekdays, they can only walk a few miles to the market to buy it, and they have to have money.

Until the evening, when his parents did not come back, Jiang Hai cried and looked for his parents. Grandparents can only comfort. "I should have been home in the afternoon on weekdays, but why haven't I come back today?" muttered Grandpa. At 8 o'clock in the night, the bad news came that the hitchhiker that Jiang Shan and his wife took when they came back overturned near the evil valley, and the car fell into the valley bottom.

It was like a thunderbolt from the blue, grandma fainted at that time, and grandpa was at a loss for what to do. Tears flowed from his cloudy eyes. At night, everyone in the village rushed to the evil valley with flashlights, hoping that Jiangshan and his wife were still alive. It wasn't until the next day that the bodies of the Jiangshan couple were found. Covered with a white cloth, several uncles carried it on a rattan stretcher and placed it in front of the hall.

"Uncle Jiang and Aunt Jiang come to see Brother Shan for the last time. "A few uncles invited Jiang Hai's grandparents. Two old men walked up to the stretcher. lifted the white cloth and watched his dearest person leave like this, and his old face couldn't cry. Grandma hugged Jiangshan. "Son, how can you just leave like this, leaving me and your father and Jiang Hai behind" cried heartbroken. This kind of pain screams and the pain is unbearable, and this pain is sent by a white-haired person to a black-haired person. hugged Jiangshan tightly and didn't let go, and fell headlong into Jiangshan's arms. And the grandfather on the side trembled all over and couldn't speak. His hands trembled and hugged the motionless Jiangshan.

"Uncle Jiang and Aunt Jiang's day is mourning, Brother Shan doesn't want to see you like this, and Jiang Hai has to take care of. The leading uncle picked up the two old men and placed them on a stool beside him.

"Come, Jiang Hai will see your parents for the last time. "Mom and Dad Jiang Hai cried and screamed" but they didn't hear a familiar answer, and the two lay quietly. "Mom and Dad, I'm Jiang Hai, don't you want me anymore? you guys get up" Jiang Hai held one hand of his parents in each hand. It was cold in the hand, without the slightest temperature, and the hands were straight. No matter how Jiang Hai shook their hands, they couldn't close them. I want to pull up my parents, but I can't do it. "Mom and Dad, I will listen to you in the future, you get up, it's cold here, let's go back to sleep." When the parents were motionless and let go of Jiang Hai, the mother's hand fell to the ground. Jiang Hai put his mother's hand on his face, "Mom, you touch me, do you usually want to touch me, you haven't touched me today." Jiang Haiduo hoped that his mother could touch his face with her hand, but that hand fell to the ground again. "No," Jiang Hai yelled and fainted................

The departure of his parents made Jiang Hai silent, and it also brought a shadow to the originally wealthy family. The elderly grandparents had to pick up the burden of the family, and Jiang Hai saw all this. Full of it becomes sensible. In the fields, he picked firewood, fed the pigs, cut the grass, and rushed to do everything at home. lost the love of father and mother, but gained double family affection.

The compensation from his parents allowed Jiang Hai to finish high school. But God took the lives of his grandparents when Jiang Hai was 18 years old. Poor families are in turmoil. Jiang Hai gave up his admission to the university. Ask the uncle in the village to borrow money to bury the grandparents. After spending three days and three nights on the hillside where his four closest relatives were buried, he packed up his salutes and went south to work.

The big bell on the roof of the building rang and dispersed from the roof in all directions. "It's 12 o'clock, hehe, my life should be gone, parents, grandparents, and children will accompany you immediately. We have a good family together" Jiang Hai walked out step by step and walked to the edge. When you close your eyes, you can feel the cool wind blowing.

"Goodbye to the world, goodbye to my friends, though few. He took a step forward with open hands. Instantly fell down from the 27th floor.

Then it's time to wait, waiting for the moment to land and take your life. "Snow Lotus, I really love you. After shouting the last sentence in his heart, a sharp pain came. Breathing stops, and consciousness dissipates.