The ruthless Xu Yi is not something that anyone can stop, but these little nurses are all injured to varying degrees. The eyes of the test had already become frightened, but he still couldn't leave.

Listening to the sound of being knocked over, I tried to see as much as I could, wanting to see the scene. The movement was slow, but I still saw it. This kind of Xu Yi is really scary, it feels like a crazy beast that people can't get close to.

Especially Shen Qingzhi, this time Xu Yizhen is not as cold as before, and it can even be said that he has changed as a person......

No one can blame the fact that things have come to this point.

I could just see where Shen Qingzhi was curled up, but the smile in those eyes was so obvious.

She, is this laughing?

I can't imagine how I could laugh at such a time.

If you want to say that women are difficult to understand, then she Shen Qingzhi is completely incomprehensible. What she did, everything she said, made people never understand.

"Xu Yi, you stop, stop." I wanted to stop it loudly, but when I shouted, I developed a voice as small as a fly.

Finally, the sharp-eyed little nurse saw me, so she hurried up and shouted excitedly: "The patient is awake, the patient is awake." ”

The shout could definitely be described as excited, but it also made Xu Yi stop moving. It was obviously not far away, but he ran straight away.

"Enron, you're awake, you're really awake."

At this moment, I unexpectedly found that Xu Yi had tears in his eyes. That kind of crystalline is also the first time I have seen it.

It can be seen how excited he is now.

I don't know what happened in between, but I was really surprised by Xu Yi's performance.

The hands that were clenched were also the force I couldn't put into words.

"Xu Yi, our child ......" I said apologetically, looking into those eyes. The child's affairs are not something I can control, and I don't want him to have any accidents, but I still can't save it after all. "If I had been careful, if I had behaved, maybe it wouldn't have happened, maybe our children wouldn't have left." Even though my throat was uncomfortable, I spoke it out anyway. In fact, I know some things, but I really can't help it during this time.

"I'm sorry." At the end, I came straight to three words. Only this kind of apology is what I want to say most in my heart.

I don't know what Xu Yi thinks, but the next second he directly hugged me tightly in his arms.

It's a feeling of being lost and regained, and that's what I think at this moment.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's all my fault. Enron, it's all my fault, can you forgive me? Forgive me for my mistakes, forgive me...... I'm sorry, forgive me, okay? Holding me tightly, Xu Yi whispered in my ear. That voice really hurts me.

I knew he was apologizing, and I knew what he meant. However, it is no longer interesting to say such things now.

Both of them are apologizing, and no one has broken it, but they know in their hearts that some things are really irreparable. If just apologizing could have prevented it from happening, then I wish this man had said sorry to me from the beginning. It's a pity that all this can only be thought about.

Some things don't happen if you want to, just like Shen Qingzhi's appearance, I don't want her to appear, since Lin Xiao said it. These factors beyond my control can only be ......

"I want to go home." Looking at the man who had been silent, I suddenly spoke. Not on purpose, but really thinking about it, in the face of Shen Qingzhi who was standing on the sidelines and watching, I chose to ignore it. It's not that I don't hate in my heart, but I know what I can do even if I hate, it's not the same that I can't do anything.

If I could, I would like to strangle her to death now, so as to avenge my child. Otherwise, looking at it like this now, I would be unwilling. It's a pity that now I can only think about it in my heart.

Instead of staying in the hospital, I really wanted to go home or leave this place. This time, I really thought it through, and I didn't want to get hurt in this place again, even if it was a temporary departure.

Instead of waiting for death to come in this place, it is better to go out for a walk, or go to see the outside world with Xu Yi. Maybe it was the child's departure that gave me a clear indication that I really figured it out this time. I don't want to stick to this place anymore, but also because I don't want to lose it again.

I've lost so much here, from my father, to my mom in a pool of blood, and now with this unborn child, I really don't want to try it again. The people I care about the most are leaving, so what about the next one? Whether it's Xu Yi or who it is, this makes me have no bottom in my heart at all. Whoever comes next, I don't think the tragedy will happen again if I leave.

Looking at this home that has not changed at all, my heart is also indescribable. Especially when I saw the small world full of baby products, the discomfort in my heart began to flood again.

If nothing had happened, there would have been a living little figure in it now. Maybe it's a little princess, or maybe it's a little prince. In the past, I even fantasized that they could have a carefree life, although my mother was not good, but my father was absolutely excellent, and they would never lose at the starting line. I have absolute confidence in this. But now......

Tears flowed down her cheeks, which made Xu panic at first. I wiped my tears at a loss, and I wanted to speak but I didn't say it.

The moment he blocked me with his body, I knew that this man knew everything, but sometimes he always acted like a child.

Child...... The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes, and the more I think about it, the more heartbroken it becomes.

If I had to do it all over again, I think I would have chosen this man the same way in the beginning. Even if this is happening now, I don't regret my original choice. If it wasn't for Xu Yi who I met at the beginning, I really can't imagine what I would be like now.

It was this act that touched my heart in the first place.

"I'm sorry." It's still these three simple words, both before and now.

The powerful attack, and then came back to his senses, he was already in Xu Yi's arms.

"Don't tell me I'm sorry, I'm the one who should say I'm sorry. If it weren't for me, none of this would have happened. If it weren't for my failure to protect you, our children wouldn't have left us. The person I'm sorry for is me, and it's all my fault. ”

This is Xu Yi's self-blame, and it is also the words he has held in his heart for a long time. He wanted to say a lot, but he didn't have that opportunity when he was in the ward. The person did not wake up, and no matter how much he said, it was blank. So he kept these words until he had the opportunity. As it was now, he wanted to say it all at once.

"It's my soft-hearted heart that hurts you, otherwise you wouldn't be what you are now. It's all my fault, and if it weren't for me, none of this would have happened. If I had seen everything in the first place, maybe nothing would have happened. If I could be more decisive, maybe she wouldn't have a chance to hurt you. It's all my fault and I know I'm a jerk. So Enron, can you forgive me this time? I swear, I will never trust anyone so stupidly in the future, can you forgive me this time? It's okay for you to beat me, it's okay to scold me, just don't ignore me, I don't want to lose you. "Hold me tightly, in front of my ears, is the sound of his powerful heartbeat. Every time it beats, it shakes my eardrums.

I know what he said, but now, no one is to blame for this matter, at least he Xu Yi is not at fault, I know this very well.

hugged Xu Yi hard, and at this time I didn't know what else I could say to comfort this man. He was right, if it weren't for his negligence, I wouldn't have made it like this now, and our children wouldn't have left.

But as the saying goes, if you can hide from the first day of junior high school, you can't hide from fifteen, even if I'm okay now, then accidents will happen at any time, maybe the next time it's really fatal. As for me now, being alive is the greatest luck.

So I can't blame Xu Yi this time, if it weren't for him, then it would not be just our children who died.

"Xu Yi, if I do something wrong, will you forgive me?" Looking up at Xu Yi with an apologetic face, I whispered.

Once some thoughts arise in the heart, they are as if they have taken root and cannot be removed.

"Whatever mistakes you make, I will forgive you. Enron, no matter what it is, you have to firmly believe that there is still a me by your side. Whatever it is, we have to face it together. Holding my hand, Xu Yi said firmly. I know he's serious, but even then, he doesn't exist in my plans.

Sometimes there are some things that I just need to deal with alone. Of course, there are some things that are suitable for you to do alone. I've always known that, but I didn't have the courage to do it at the time.

As for now, I don't think I have any care, no matter what the outcome will be, I will not back down.

There's no way I'm going to let Xu Yi know what's going on in my heart, and I won't let him know for whatever purpose. Because it's something that is only suitable for one person to do, if it's two people......

It's not that I don't believe in Xu Yi, it's that I can't trust myself. If Xu Yi exists, I don't think there will be any way to continue this matter. Rather than that, I'd do it alone.

"Okay, we'll face whatever happens, I trust you." Still hugging Xu Yi tightly, I said very well-behaved.

Such appearances are always deceiving, and I am not convinced of this until now.