Chapter 770: The Nature of Feelings, The Price of Truth
Tuesday, March 19.
On the day when the combat training ground was open, Ren Suo finally appeared in the sight of others again.
In fact, most people will only see Ren Suo on this day and the day of the school hospital, so naturally there is no fluctuation in their hearts. But there are still happy people, such as Zhang Yamu.
This is the female student who was injured in the last combat training and was treated intimately by Ren Suo. When she took the initiative to greet Ren Suo, Ren Suo reacted immediately, and it took 0.2 seconds to search her memory from her mind and call her name affectionately.
It can be seen that the disadvantages of selling feelings are not big for Ren Suo. After he greatly enhanced his thinking through the thinking card, his memory ability and recall ability were greatly enhanced, even if he was like a passer-by who had only seen Zhang Yamu once, after Ren Suo sold his feelings, he could still quickly recall her, and disguised it so well that the schoolgirl blushed and heartbeat.
Ren Suo has fully understood what it means to 'sell feelings'.
First of all, whether Ren Suo sells feelings or not has nothing to do with others. Even if he betrayed Zhao Huo's feelings, Zhao Huo would not politely reacquaint himself with him, but asked with two dark circles under his eyes as soon as he met: "If someone is cut into four pieces, can you take it back if the speed is fast enough?" ”
Ren Suo really wanted to open his skull to see what was inside.
You are a dignified monk with three turns, and you can still have dark circles under your eyes.
You were so confused last night that you didn't sleep for a long night, so you didn't have dark circles, right?
Did you do any exerting physical labor last night?
Ren asked to reassess Zhao Huo's level of brute, but he didn't expect that Xiao Suo's ambiguous words could make Zhao Huo so excited.
And Zhao Huo's brain circuit is also amazing, why would he think about the premise that he was cut into four by the small lock with a cross wind?
But Ren Suo admires his decision-making thinking, not thinking about victory, thinking about defeat first, this is a very correct mode of thinking, and he is worthy of being a man who can also open a harem.
However, it can also be seen from this that Ren Suo sold Zhao Huo's feelings, and did not let Zhao Huo and Ren Suo become passers-by.
This has both disadvantages and benefits. Of course, the advantage is that you can quickly re-cultivate your feelings, but the disadvantage is that Ren Suo can't break off with others by selling feelings.
Whether it was before or now, Ren Suo agrees with an idea: life is limited, and the so-called tactfulness is not to get along with the people you hate, but to only stay with the people you like.
And the friendship is relatively shallow, and Ren Suo is easy to disguise and difficult to be recognized.
But love and family affection are not something that can be disguised if Ren Suo says that he can disguise it.
Because selling feelings is actually selling Ren Suo's soul, essence, imprint, or some messy illusory pronoun. After all, Ren Suo is currently the only emotional trafficker on Earth, and he doesn't have any examples to learn from.
And Ren Suo prefers to call the part of his lost affection -
Life.
If everyone is a library, and a person's life is a life of writing books, then every book in it records what he encountered, who he saw, and what emotions he bred.
All the roads traveled, the people I met, and the books I read were all hidden in the library, forming a unique person.
Unimportant memories, the past that is no longer needed, are decayed and broken books, which will eventually be cleaned out.
Only books that are well maintained, cherished, and read often will always be hidden in the library.
There are readers in the library, and some people have more energy and thoughts, and there are more readers in the library, such as those who are popular and have many friends.
Some people don't have much mind and no intention to socialize, so there are fewer readers in the library, such as otaku, such as fat otaku;
Some people specialize in academics, so most of his readers are looking through the knowledge classics in the library; Some people are more socially oriented, so it is natural that his readers will often look through the biographies of those friends.
And all important knowledge, important people, have an exclusive brain-dead fan reader.
Brain-dead readers will also read other books, but they must often read the book they love, and can treat that book as a dream of red mansions, with hundreds of meanings parsed out of every paragraph and sentence, and they can't wait to reward the alliance leader every day and support the library to maintain that book.
The so-called trafficking of feelings is to drag that brainless reader out and destroy it humanely.
Take Zhao Huo as an example.
After Ren Suo dragged Zhao Huo's brain powder out and bounced it to death, no readers would go out of their way to read the book "Is Zhao Huo a Thing in the Pool".
Unless Ren Suo saw Zhao Huo and specifically recalled him, other readers would not flip through this book.
What are the consequences of this?
When Ren Suo saw an old driver in the group posting a two-dimensional interesting picture, no Zhao Huo would come out to remind Ren Suo: "Hey, Zhao Huo likes this tone very much, hurry up and pick up the phone and forward it!" ”
When Ren Suo saw someone fighting with weapons in the combat training ground, no Zhao Huo would come out to remind Ren Suo: "Hey, you and Zhao Huo also wrestled like this at that comic show, hurry up and take a picture and send it to him, and ask, 'That ugly guy who was crushed to the ground doesn't look like you'." ”
When Ren Suo met Zhao Huo, no Zhao Huo brainless fan came out to remind Ren Suo: "Zhao Huo has already worn the anime pain dress with a young girl pattern fourteen times, hurry up and take out your mobile phone to call the police!" ”
The brain-dead fan who can make an in-depth analysis of Zhao Huo's every character, every word, and every look, and can automatically associate everything in life with Zhao Huo, has been bulleted to death and is gone.
As long as Ren Suo doesn't meet Zhao Huo again, the book "Is Zhao Huo a Thing in the Pool" will soon rot, break, and finally become an unrecyclable resource and disappear completely in his library.
And this is the essence of selling feelings.
Even if Ren Suo can preserve the memories of every relationship, the exclusive readers of every relationship are no longer there.
The exclusive readers in the library are Ren Suo's life.
It is they who make up the present and not the memory as information.
Because as long as it is a memory that is not used, sooner or later it will be forgotten. Just like Ren Suo used to read the "Level 4 Word Review Encyclopedia" a hundred times before, and now he only remembers the first word: abandon.
Although there will still be new Zhao Huo's brain-dead fans, the new brain-dead fans and the old brain-dead fans are reading two books, and their brain-dead degree and brain-dead area are completely different.
Feelings that have been lost cannot be re-cultivated.
Is it worth selling these feelings, selling those exclusive readers?
Value.
No pay, no gain.
The absolutely rational Ren Suo soon determined that he should not miss the opportunity to embrace a great future for the sake of his fleeting past.
Once you have the door of truth, you will have an infinite future and be able to accept infinite feelings.
If the past exclusive readers are gone, then develop new exclusive readers.
The books in the library are rotten, so go write new ones.
If you can get the door of truth, then even if you lose all your feelings, you can cultivate them again in the future.
Ren Suo will disguise himself very well, and even the choice of girlfriend will not change, after all, there are memories, strategies, and relationships, and he can omit many steps.
That's right, the feelings that have been lost cannot be re-cultivated.
But are these feelings of equal value compared to the Gate of Truth?
When fetters become shackles, it is only a matter of time before they perish.
The so-called rationality is not to let those meaningless entertainment, useless laziness, and unnecessary feelings become shackles that slow you down.
Ren Suo remembered the evaluation of him by the four people of joy, anger and sorrow in the fifth trial.
Monster.
But compared to the rubbish I used to be, monsters seemed like a better choice.
If the price of mastering the truth is to abandon past feelings, Ren Suo is willing to bear the consequences.
The combat training was over, no one was injured today, and Ren Suobai, who was a healing monk, stayed for a few hours, but he also took this opportunity to straighten out his thoughts and think about the strategy and countermeasures for the fifth level.
At this time, Ren Xingmei, Gu Yueyan and Lin Xianyu came over, and Gu Yueyan said: "Teacher Dong has transferred classes at noon today, but as usual in the evening, do you want to go to the canteen with us?" ”
Ren Suo shook his head, the noisy environment of the canteen was not a good place to increase his emotional value, he would rather go home and eat instant noodles.
"Brother~" Ren Xingmei came over and grabbed his left hand: "We haven't seen each other for many days, let's go to dinner with us!" ”
Ren Suo touched her head, then shook his head: "Don't go." ”
Ren Xingmei was comfortable after being appeased, Gu Yueyan didn't care about these things, and she didn't continue to persuade her.
Anyway, we have to have dinner together at night, what is the hurry.
Lin Xianyu didn't speak, just looked at Ren Suo and licked his lips.
Ren Suo realized in an instant, and took out three Kinder milk wafer lines from his pocket, and he has been using the "Ice Age" to keep the temperature low to prevent melting, so that they can eat the best tasting snacks.
Seeing Ren Suo take out the snacks, Ren Xingmei ate them with a smile, Gu Yueyan said a little reluctantly: "It's not good to eat snacks before eating." But she also noticed the coldness of the chocolate, and knew that Ren Suo was using a spell to keep it cold, so she ate it immediately.
Only Lin Xianyu was quite dissatisfied while eating: "You just have this little snack, it's difficult for me to do anything for you." ”
Ren Suo smiled: "I didn't ask you to do anything." “
Lin Xianyu hid behind Gu Yueyan and said, "Then why did you invite me to eat chocolate?" ”
Ren Suo spread his hands: "Do you need a reason to invite you to eat?" At school, I am a teacher, you are a student, in society, I am an adult, you are a minor, at home, I am a big friend, you are a child...... I'm not asking you to eat for profit. ”
Lin Xianyu sighed and didn't say anything more.
If this was said by Ren Suo in the past, of course she would believe it, and she wouldn't even ask.
But now it's up to you.
His words are not even a single punctuation mark.
Lin Xianyu was very sure that Ren Suo had a big conspiracy, so he invited her to a snack.
That's right, Ren Suo is pretending to be very similar, there is nothing wrong with his movements, speech, and even his eyes. If there was a problem, Teacher Dong, Sister Qiao, they would have seen it a long time ago.
But Lin Xianyu just knew that there was something wrong with Ren Suo.
Because Ren Suo was the same kind of person as her before.
Even when Ren Suo was praised as a diligent monk, a powerful monk, and a heroic monk, Ren Suo still had that indelible temperament, which made Lin Xianyu realize all the time that Brother Ren was a social parasite as lazy as her!
But now, it's not.
He has also become the kind of adult who puts interests first, and happiness is not the only purpose of his actions.
Ren Suo is no longer her partner!
Although I don't know what big conspiracy Ren Suo is planning, anyway, the sugar-coated cannonball he fired, Lin Xianyu plans to sugar-coat it and throw it away!
And every time Lin Xianyu saw Ren Suo, in order to prevent himself from being confused by his sugar-coated cannonballs, he would silently say in his heart: I hate you, I hate you, I hate you......