Chapter 225: Only by breaking out of the cocoon can we be reborn
For example, Li'an, as well as Zhang Yanzhi, he knows that Zhang Yanzhi seems to be a gentle and intellectual character in front of the public.
But after getting in touch with Zhang Yanzhi herself today, Song He understood that Zhang Yanzhi is not as gentle as she seems on the surface, in fact, Zhang Yanzhi is an extremely snobbish and calculating woman.
Song He didn't like Zhang Yanzhi.
But work is work, and personal feelings are private feelings, Song He understands this, so she will still do the design of the dress for Zhang Yanzhi.
After contacting Zhang Yanzhi today, although she didn't like Zhang Yanzhi, Song He still knew some of Zhang Yanzhi's original personality, so Song He still had some preliminary ideas in her heart about designing a dress that was most suitable for her for Zhang Yanzhi.
Thinking so, Song He took the clothing bag handed to her by the shopping guide, and after swiping the card, she turned around and walked to Zhang Yanzhi's side, and said to Zhang Yanzhi: "Miss Zhang, that's all for today's meeting, I have something to do later." ”
Zhang Yanzhi was originally going to invite Song He to a meal to make up for her previous rudeness, after hearing Song He say this, Zhang Yanzhi was not dead, she opened her mouth and sent an invitation to Song He: "Miss Song, I think since we are all Chinese, we should go out for a meal somehow, I invite you!" ”
When Zhang Yanzhi said the phrase 'also Chinese', Song He couldn't help but chuckle in his heart: 'Haven't you already changed your nationality?' How can you still call yourself Chinese? ’
Even when Song He noticed that Zhang Yanzhi said the sentence 'I met my old acquaintance in another country', it was extremely blunt, and it was obvious that he was not very familiar with Chinese culture.
Song He knows that Chinese Americans like Zhang Yanzhi, who grew up immigrating abroad, actually do not have deep feelings for Chinese compatriots, and Zhang Yanzhi just wants to use this reason to enhance her relationship with herself, after all, she decides what Zhang Yanzhi wears to the awards party.
For female stars, the awards party is an occasion to compete for beauty, and it is inevitable that Zhang Yanzhi cares about this matter.
Thinking like this, Song He showed a very polite smile on his face, and said in a tone that was neither humble nor arrogant: "I think we will have the opportunity to meet again next time, so let's save today's meal for next time." ”
Song He did not obviously reject Zhang Yanzhi, but in Zhang Yanzhi's ears, this kind of rhetoric was also very faceless.
I saw that the smile on Zhang Yanzhi's face stiffened, and then, she nodded to Song He, and her tone was obviously much colder than just now: "Then since Miss Song still has something to do, you can please!" ”
After saying this, Zhang Yanzhi didn't wait for Song He to say goodbye to her, and didn't even say 'goodbye' to Song He, and turned around and left.
Looking at the back of Zhang Yanzhi leaving proudly, Song He knew that she had not only offended a Lean today, but also offended her own client.
But so what?
Song He felt that she and Zhang Yanzhi were just working together, and in terms of human feelings, she didn't need to please Zhang Yanzhi, as long as she designed the clothes, Zhang Yanzhi was satisfied, and then put the balance on her teacher's account, then everything was done.
Thinking like this, Song He didn't care too much about this matter in her heart, she carried her newly bought dress, went out of the mall, and took a taxi home.
Before she met Zhang Yanzhi today, she had already told her colleagues in the studio that she would not return to the studio in the afternoon.
The management of designers is still relatively loose, after all, the design studio is most concerned about inspiration, and designers often go out to find inspiration and the like.
So Song He sneaked around fishing like this today, and he wouldn't be discovered.
Song He returned home, and as soon as he opened the door and entered, he smelled the aroma of food.
Seeing that the house was obviously cleaned, Song He felt that Jason was not a doctor in the hospital, but a snail girl!
When he was not at home, he cleaned up the house so much and cooked the meals.
Jason heard a noise in the doorway and walked out of the kitchen.
Jason was wearing a very casual home outfit today, with his sleeves rolled up on his elbows, revealing his strong forearms, and the whole person looked masculine and strong.
Such a handsome and charming man is the Prince Charming that many women dream of, but in the eyes of Song He today, there is no feeling that can arouse the rest of her reverie.
Song He felt that his heart was really like a wasteland now, even if he saw an excellent man like Jason, Song He only felt pleasing to the eye.
Also, if Song Heneng had a little extra thoughts about Jason, it wouldn't be that the two of them are still friends to this day.
After leaving Yin Zheng, Song He figured out a lot of things, she no longer stuck to her inherent thoughts in the past, and she didn't want to close herself in such a narrow circle of human feelings.
On the day she left Yin Zheng, only Jason and Chen Che saw her off at the airport, and looking at the relatives and friends who were around others to see her off, Song He instantly felt sad in her heart.
For so long, she has no relatives in this city.
Thinking of this, Song He at that time decided that he must start his new life after going abroad, so Song He, who is now abroad, often consciously makes friends with the people around him.
Starting with ordinary friends, Song He didn't want to be like before, so she didn't even have a close person around her, so she tried hard to express her feelings and make her more extroverted.
Jason saw Song He standing at the door stupidly, feeling a little puzzled, he tilted his head slightly, and asked, "Why do you go to work and stand at the door stupidly when you come back, I don't know your own home?" ”
Song He was interrupted by Jason's voice, and after coming back to his senses, Song He looked at Jason and smiled slightly: "I was moved by the sudden presence of a snail girl in our family, and when I went home, the window was bright and clean, and there was food." I've been out for so long, but I've never experienced it. ”
When Jason heard Song He say this, his heart couldn't help but ache slightly.
Of course, he knew that it was not easy for Song He to be a woman outside, especially since Song He was not only in poor health now, but also pregnant, and the difficulties could be imagined.
He also heard the news from Song Ha's teacher Robert, that Song Ha was working hard. He understood that Song He wanted to adapt to her new life better, but it wasn't until he saw Song He, who was almost transformed now, that the pain in Jason's heart became more obvious.
The so-called rebirth of breaking the cocoon is also painful to the flesh and bones, so that the cocoon can be broken and reborn.
Song Ha can have today, and Jason knows how big a decision she has made.
Jason walked to Song He's side, he gently grabbed Song He's shoulders and led Song He home, with a very gentle smile on his face.
I saw Jason tilt his head slightly, and the man looked at the unnatural expression on Song He's face and said, "I think, maybe you can think about it, it's still good to keep me here." ”
As soon as Song He heard Jason say this, his heart immediately became vigilant.
Sure enough, Song He's hunch was not wrong, and what Jason was going to say next was what Song He didn't really want to hear.
Jason looked at Song He with sincere eyes and said, "Song He, do you want to consider living with me?" ”
"Do you want to live with you?"
Song He listened to Jason's words, a trace of doubt flashed in his eyes, and he saw Song He tilt his head slightly, looking at Jason's bright eyes with clear clarity.
Song He said to Jason, "Living with you, what do you mean by 'life'?" What does 'together' mean? ”
Jason's words contain too many meanings, Song He didn't dare to jump to conclusions, she didn't know what Jason was trying to say, it was a play on words, Song He and Jason knew each other.
Seeing that Song He was not fooled, Jason pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled lightly: "You can be taken literally, of course, I don't mind if you think about it on a deeper level." ”
When Song He heard Jason's words, the expression on her face that had a smile just now instantly converged, and she looked at Jason with a very calm gaze.
Song He thought about it, but still opened his mouth and said to Jason: "I think we made it very clear last night, Jason, isn't it good for us to be friends?" ”
In the face of Song He's such a straightforward refusal, Jason didn't know how to deal with it for a while, he originally thought that Song He might be tactful, but now Song He knows that long pain is better than short pain.
Instead of later, because of her hesitation, Jason was obsessed and pursued her all the time, and if Song He refused again in a few years, it would hurt Jason even more.
So instead of that, Song He felt that it was better to make it clear to Jason as he is now: "Jason, I can't like your ......"
"It's impossible now, how do you know you won't like me in the future?" Jason interrupted Song He's words and simply raised his own question: "The days in the future are so long, you can really like me if you can't say it." ”
Song He shook his head when he heard Jason's words, and said, "No, I won't like anyone else again in my life." ”
Song He's words were very decisive and affirmative, but in Jason's heart, it was like a knife stuck in his heart, making him feel heartache in an instant.
Jason endured this pain, looked at Song He, and his eyes were also sad to be hurt: "You still haven't let go of Yin Zheng." ”
"It's not a question of letting go or not letting go." Song He denied: "Even if I let go of Yin Zheng, I don't want to love others anymore in my life." ”
"Love is so painful, I don't want to try it a second time."
Song He's answer made Jason speechless, but at the same time, Jason also understood that this was Song He's heart.