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After losing contact with Wang Zhiqiu, Lin Qingjia thought a lot. It is true that she has a good impression of Jiang Hansi, but she can't start a relationship because of this, because she still likes Wang Zhiqiu, which is unfair to Jiang Hansi.

Lin Qingjia felt that he couldn't go on like this. The previous apology confessed that Jiang Hansi behaved indifferently and asked her not to think too much. But she is not really heartless, she has already pushed people, if Wang Zhiqiu treats her like this, it will be so uncomfortable.

She opened the memo, quickly edited the text, and then decisively sent it to Jiang Hansi. Expressing gratitude and apologies, Jiang Hansi may be sad for a while, but the long pain is better than the short pain. In this situation, she is also suffering from conscience and bitter words from her roommates.

"Buzz buzz...... phone vibrates and the screen lights up. You don't have to think too much, and you don't have psychological pressure, just like I'm an ordinary friend. Go to bed early and good night. ”

"You too, Xiao Jiangzi." Lin Qingjia can guess what Jiang Hansi will post, and she must say that she is neither big nor small. "Call the senior." She smiled slightly, sure enough.

After a few days, Jiang Hansi didn't contact her, and Lin Qingjia was also relieved. In the blink of an eye, it was Saturday, and Lin Qingjia, who had no classes, went to the library alone as always.

In the past, she thought that she would never be able to walk on the road alone, eat alone, and go shopping alone...... Later, when she went to college, she did it all. I don't know if it's the university that changes people, or time. In three years, she has changed a lot, both mentally and externally.

The most obvious thing is that I have become smiling, smiling when I see everyone, as if I can't run out of positive energy. And, she realized that she actually smiled beautifully. The baby fat still hasn't faded, which makes her look a lot younger, her eyebrows and eyes are touched when she smiles, and her facial features are very bright, sincere and moving.

In the past, Jiang Hansi said that she should smile more, and she deliberately asked why. "Chongqing is a good place, but it's even more beautiful at night," he said. Lin Qingjia was quite proud in his heart, but he said, "I don't understand, I don't understand." ”

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but think that it was a pity that Wang Zhiqiu hadn't seen her smile like this, otherwise she would have fallen a long time ago. In the past, she was not as cold as others in front of him, but she was also a little restrained, afraid that she would be overly enthusiastic and seen through by him, and she was afraid that he would not understand it if she was as cold as others. Crush, I'm afraid that he won't know and I'm afraid that he will know.

"No ambition......" Thinking of Wang Zhiqiu again, she scolded herself in a low voice. In the years they've known each other, they've talked about almost everything, except family. So Lin Qingjia will think of him in everything, even if it is unrelated, he can think of him several times.

Brush the access control, go up the stairs, and go to the 5A reading area, just like returning to the dormitory. When he arrived at the door, Lin Qingjia paid special attention to the little milk dog, but he was nowhere to be seen. She glanced at it and didn't stop, and went straight to the window seat. No accidents, start sleeping for a while and then review, that's her style.

When she woke up, she found that she didn't dream of Wang Zhiqiu this time, to be precise, she didn't even have a dream. It seems that he has been thinking less about him these days. But she heard a saying that whoever she dreamed about meant that person was thinking of you. Because the mental power of missing is very strong, so strong that the person being missed can feel it, so it will be dreamed.

Thinking about it like this, Lin Qingjia couldn't help but be a little frustrated, which meant that Wang Zhiqiu wasn't thinking about her. "I don't have ambition, since you don't want me, then I don't want you either, hum." "Alas, the problem of talking to oneself can't be changed, and I don't know who it is."

Thousands of miles away in Y City, Lin Peng was packing books for guests, when he suddenly felt an itchy nose and couldn't help sneezing.

Lin Qingjia opened the textbook, looked at these theoretical and crepe journalism textbooks, and sighed that creation made people. Influenced by her parents, she wanted to become a book editor since she was a child, and her major in the college entrance examination was editing and publishing. However, her score was not a few points more than the H big pitch line, and she was sadly adjusted. Although it is still a college, the School of Journalism and Communication of H University, it is not my favorite major after all, and I feel a little disappointed after all.

She remembered that she had chatted with Wang Zhiqiu once before, and when she chatted, she talked about topics that were not suitable for children. In order to prove that she was a qualified adult, Lin Qingjia said that she wanted to see something inappropriate for children, and Wang Zhiqiu quickly sent it to her.

Wang Zhiqiu may be a cold boy in the eyes of others, but Lin Qingjia knows that he is a layman. In the past, she thought that boys and girls were about the same, because of Wang Zhiqiu, she knew a lot of things that were not known to girls, such as vulgar topics in boys' bedrooms.

Wang Zhiqiu never hid her vulgarity in front of her, even though they were not together. At that time, Lin Qingjia had not yet enlightened, otherwise he would not have proved that he had grown up. When I recalled recently, I remembered that Wang Zhiqiu didn't treat her as an outsider so early, it's a pity.

She remembered the picture Wang Zhiqiu sent her at that time, an extremely close-up scene. The man made a mosaic, the woman didn't, and she asked a stupid question. "Why are only men mosaic", "Do you want to see men?" There are also", "No, I don't want to watch it, I just think it's unfair", "If you want to be fair, you go to watch the news broadcast". At that moment, Lin Qingjia could feel Wang Zhiqiu's smile across the screen.

It seems that there is a providence in the dark, and Lin Qingjia from the university was transferred to the journalism major. She stopped reminiscing and gradually devoted herself to learning.

Lin Qingjia is a smart person, but he is not good at mathematics. I don't need to study mathematics for my college major, so I feel that years of hard study are worth it. She is quite efficient in her studies, so she has time to sleep every time. In addition to eating and sleeping, the most she did in college was watching movies, determined to make up for everything she hadn't seen before.

"Buzz" There was a vibrating sound from the mobile phone, and she glanced at it, it was the girlfriends who had a good time in high school chatting in the group. She has three best friends, some of whom she has known since childhood, and some of whom have been classmates for many years, and they all have deep feelings for each other. Among the three, Lu Qianqian is her neighbor, so she is also the best, and Qin Hanmin and Mo Wei have a better relationship, because they are also neighbors. The four of them are all in the south of Y City, and they met Qin Hanmin and Mo Wei because they went to cram school and got along very happily, so they also introduced Lu Qianqian to them. Among the four, Lin Qingjia and Qin Hanmin are liberal arts, and they are not good at mathematics, Lin Qingjia thinks it is very good, mathematics is so difficult that she can't.

After graduating from high school, Lu Qianqian went to the Great Northeast, Qin Hanmin failed the college entrance examination and stayed in Y City to go to college, and Mo Wei went to the cities around Y City, which took about four hours by high-speed rail.

Growing up is bound to be far away, and everyone needs to go their separate ways, because some dreams can only be realized in big cities.