182 Secrets I Don't Know
There are many people who will do whatever it takes to achieve their goals, and Shen Qingzhi is one of them. At the end of the day, I underestimated her. Such a woman, I am not her opponent at all, but I am not so easy to bully.
If you don't see it through, maybe it's a little stupid, but isn't this exactly what Xu Yi wants. What he has in his heart, what he cares about, and what he wants to protect, Shen Qingzhi is the only one from beginning to end. And I'm just a shadow of a temporary replacement. Think about it, if Shen Qingzhi will never appear um, then I will always be her shadow and be by Xu Yi's side for a lifetime.
Sometimes when you think about it, it's really sad.
The senior's confession was directly rejected by me, no matter what the situation, I couldn't accept it.
Thinking about me now, I am really pitiful, but I can't ruin the happiness of my seniors because of this. To paraphrase the rotten ones that can't be worse, "You're a good person, you deserve better." "It's a pity that I can't say anything like that. Actually, it doesn't mean much, but it's so cruel to say it. If what the senior said is true, then my answer will be a disservice no matter what it is. This is not only for me, but also for seniors.
To say that the rejection now is also to not be hurt in the future. If I accept it now, what about the future? If I still can't let go of Xu Yi's words in my heart, or if there is still a possibility between us, then what is the senior? The spare tire is actually an invisible use and injury. If I really accepted the senior at this time, then what is the difference between me and Xu Yi. The same injury, but just a different person. If I really want to do this, I don't think I will have the face to say goodbye to my seniors.
So what I mean, I think he should be able to understand.
"Senior, I'm sorry, I ......"
Without giving me a chance to speak, the senior reached out and rubbed my head, and said softly as if coaxing a child: "Fool, I know what you think in your heart." But how can such a thing as feelings be easy to say? It's up to you, if you're still willing, then I'll wait with you. Maybe you'll see my goodness someday, but it's not necessarily not. Rest assured, this senior of mine will always be by my elementary sister's side until she can happily tell me that she no longer needs my worries or my company. "This seems to be indifferent, I know, in fact, the senior is not comfortable in his heart.
It's just that all this, will it be too late? If we had said it at the beginning, then I think we should be a very happy family now. It's just a pity that it came too late.
Sometimes, missing is so inadvertent, missing an opportunity, and there is no longer possibility.
But at this time, I don't know what to say.
Especially when I looked at the flickering loss in the eyes of my seniors just now, I was actually very heartbroken. I thought that the senior was so good, but I still treated him like this, which is really bad.
As the senior said, as long as there is one person in his heart, then he will never come back and cannot accommodate a second person. Even if it's only temporary, in the end, it's still unbearable.
"Senior, in fact, you ......" I want the senior to give up such thoughts, after all, I really can't afford to repay his kindness to me.
Giving without asking for anything in return is not a good result after all.
But the stubbornness of the seniors is really not something I can understand.
"Okay, since I've decided, then no matter how much you say, I won't change my mind. Even if it were you, I wouldn't say yes. "I wanted to continue to say something, but before I could finish it, someone cut off my thoughts, and I really didn't have a chance at all.
I know that the senior is stubborn, but even if he does, it makes me feel a little strange to him now.
"Don't worry, I'll be there for you until you don't need me anymore. As for now, clean up and let's go out to dinner. Even if you don't want to eat it, think about the little bean sprouts in your stomach. Go ahead, I'll wait in the living room. While pushing me into the bedroom, the senior said softly.
He was always so gentle, and I couldn't give him anything.
Looking at myself in the mirror, I just felt so embarrassed. The glasses were red and swollen, and it seemed like I had never done this in front of my seniors, and this seemed to be the first time.
If you think about it carefully, even if you are like this, what is the use, Xu Yi's attitude is like this, then even if I cry to death, it will be useless. It's better to go with the flow, so that at least you won't be too uncomfortable, and you won't worry about people who are worried about you.
With a thick foundation on to keep me from looking haggard, I packed myself up and walked out.
It was also to pack up my mood that I went out with my senior.
Someone made me happy, and of course I can't be sorry for the kindness of my seniors.
The senior took me to eat Thai seafood hot pot, which is a newly opened Internet celebrity restaurant, and it took more than an hour to queue for a place.
I took all kinds of snacks and fruits, and I was so happy to see it.
As a senior foodie, when I saw these snacks, in addition to the light in my eyes, it was estimated that I could only swallow saliva.
I tasted it, and it was really good. Especially the soup handed by the senior, the sour and spicy taste instantly opened the taste buds and made me unable to stop in an instant.
"Fang Ziqing, what are you looking at?" I don't know what the man on the other side is looking at, but he is so fascinated. You must know that they haven't come out to eat for a long time, and now it's hard to have a meal together, but he is always so absent-minded. Looking at this, Lin Xiao's heart was of course unhappy. Ever since the last time he beat Xu Yi in the cafeteria, this man has become strange. When asked, he didn't say anything, even as if he had changed as a different person.
This kind of recipe is light, and it really makes people look annoying.
I don't know if it's my delusion, but I just think it's a little familiar. Sitting in the position and looking around, I didn't think it was really an acquaintance.
Lin Xiao and Fang Ziqing are also here, it seems that it is really a coincidence. It's hard to come out and meet it on a trip, what a coincidence.
But this time I didn't dodge, but prepared to take the initiative.
"Senior, you sit here for a while, and I'll come when I go." After briefly talking to Chen Yuyang about grandma, I got up and walked towards their table.
"Coincidentally, you're eating here, too. How about it, are you interested in eating together? Looking at these two people, I said with a smile on my face, as if I was really invited. But I'm really invited, so it's an old acquaintance, and it's normal to have a meal together.
Looking at Lin Xiao's eyes lit up, I knew what she was calculating again. But this is the real her, every time. , I don't know what it means.
Fang Ziqing stood up directly excitedly, maybe the movement was too big, which attracted everyone's attention. No, Lin Xiao looked at him with disgust, and didn't say anything.
I didn't think that Lin Xiao generously agreed, as for Fang Ziqing, he didn't speak, he was silent, just stared at me with a pair of eyes.
"Senior, you shouldn't mind if I bring two people over for dinner."
People have brought it over, is there room for refusal? Looking at this, Chen Yuyang was also helpless. This girl is really too nonsense, obviously it is two people, and there are four people. It's not that I care about money, but I think it's a little inappropriate.
"I can't really see that you're pretty fast. , so quickly found a good home. Lin Xiao always said these words regardless of the occasion, and did not give any face at all.
But she is like this, she has a poisonous mouth, and it seems that she will never change. But it doesn't matter, anyway, I'm used to her like this, but the senior frowned impatiently, and didn't like it.
"Then you don't need to worry about it." I said lightly, as if I didn't care.
Although I behaved like this, I was still pierced by Lin Xiao's words.
"Don't pretend, I know you're feeling bad. Find a home, do you think I'll believe it? Enron, your character is not like this, how can you do such a thing. Think about you pitifully, the person you fell in love with with finally betrayed you in the end. ”
Speaking of pride, in fact, there is nothing to be proud of, it is always the current Lin Xiao who is really unhappy in his heart, and he is very unhappy. Why is it not this woman, why is it Shen Qingzhi. The woman who was supposed to disappear is now suddenly back, which makes her plans completely unnerving.
If you want to talk about equal opponents, there is only the woman Enron. When the time comes, Xu Yi will choose which of the two of them will only be left to time.
Listening to Lin Xiao's words, I smiled meaninglessly.
"If you had said these things before, maybe I would have felt uncomfortable in my heart, and it would have been a heavy blow. But does that matter to me now? Lin Xiao, don't always impose your own ideas on others, because that won't make any sense at all. But if you think it makes you happy, that's what you want. ”
The attitude of indifference can only be done if you really let go. But in front of them, I naturally have to pretend to be strong.
"Hehe, then I'll see how strong you are. You say, if you know that some things are not what you think, then can you still be so calm in your heart? ”
"You don't know, Enron, actually, I have a secret that you want to know. How, is there any interest in knowing. "There was a mysterious look, as if there really was such a thing. Lin Xiao like this looks very confident.
Finally won once, at least she knew what others didn't know.
That smug look is really cute to look at. For a while, I had such a feeling.
I don't know the secret, what that would be.
Looking at Lin Xiao, I chose to be silent.