Feelings are a wonderful thing.

You don't like this person, this person is nothing to you, and any news about this person will not provoke your mood swings.

Even if I heard that he (she) died young, as an outsider, I would sigh at most: It's a pity, so young.

Once you like it, the joys and sorrows of this person will tug at your sensitive nerve endings.

What he or she likes, you like; What he or she hates, you hate too; He or she doesn't like you, you are sad; He or she confesses to you, and you are ecstatic; He or she changes his or her mind, you are angry and sad... Repay...

People who fall in love, both men and women, tend to become a little underintelligent.

To put it mildly, it's a bit silly.

Su Jin felt that his situation was like this.

When love comes again, she is hesitant and skeptical; When the two quarreled, she was depressed; When he snubbed her and turned around to hold the other woman in his arms, she was angry, and the choice of her blindness was painful; When the misunderstanding is released, the heart will be sweet......

Sixteen-year-old love, ignorant, pure and beautiful; Twenty-six-year-old love is still full of tension, tangled and yearning.

At the age of twenty-two, her first love died, and in four years, her feelings dried up and her passion was gone; Now, at the age of twenty-six, love has blossomed again in her heart......

After breakfast, Su Jin went back to the room, sat in front of the bay window, quietly in a daze, and carefully reviewed his mental journey from yesterday to today.

The taste was like riding a roller coaster for the first time, with no experience to speak of, and the thrilling feeling strongly stimulated her.

One moment nervous, one moment hearty, one moment scared, one moment want to cry, one moment want to laugh, all kinds of tastes make people experience it over and over again.

Alas!

What to do?

This feeling is so complicated and so strange that it is a little difficult for her to bear.

When Jin Hengyuan returned to the room, he happened to see Su Jin patting his head, with a faint embarrassed smile on his face.

"What is a person giggling at?"

"Uh...... It's nothing! ”

She turned her head to see a glass of brown liquid in her hand.

"Are you laughing at yourself for actually eating this sister-in-law's vinegar, a little embarrassed......"

This person is so bad, he deliberately exposed her, and his eyes were smiling, looking like he was watching a good show.

"I ...... I went to the bathroom. ”

Hmph, ignore this bad guy.

He smiled and pressed her down:

"No need to hide, no more laughing at you. Come, take the medicine, this is a cold powder, drink it, get a good night's sleep, and when you wake up again, you will be comfortable. ”

She took it, and the cup was warm, it should have been cold:

"You still have this medicine at home, do you usually catch a cold easily?"

"Jing Huan went to buy it early in the morning. Traditional Chinese medicine, with few side effects. It's the brand she suggested, it's very targeted, and it shouldn't be wrong...... Drink it......"

Seeing him push it like this, she was a little surprised, and while drinking, she asked:

"Your sister knows so much about cold medicine......

"It's not."

Jin Hengyuan smiled:

"Don't look at her big grin, she has no liver or lungs when she laughs, in medicine, she is a geek. There was a professor of medicine in South Fern in the UK, who had been trying to dig her up, but she was lazy and kept hiding. Recently, I've been idle, and I've been on vacation, playing everywhere......"

“……”

It sounds like her sister-in-law is also a very amazing character.

She drank it silently.

"Okay, you go to sleep again, I'll go get some business. When I'm done and you wake up, I have something to say to you. ”

He urged her to go to bed and continue to rest, then took the cup and left.

Su Jin slept again, and she seemed to be faintly hearing the innocent sister-in-law talking to her husband.

Hengyuan said that she was a medical geek......

I don't know how weird it will be......

But such a sister-in-law, she likes it.

When he opened his eyes again, there was a rustling sound of flipping books in his ears, and when he turned his head to look, Jin Hengyuan was sitting on the side, looking at his information.

"Have you slept enough?"

He immediately noticed that she had woken up, closed the book, and looked down at her. Big eyes, black and shining, from her point of view, are so charming.

Alas!

What's wrong with her?

How can you look at him as much as possible now?

It's really a lover's eyes.

She hurriedly sat up and answered in a dumb voice:

"Hmm!"

"Are people still uncomfortable?"

"It's okay, it's just that my mouth is very dry......"

"It's normal, it's like this with a high fever. Wait, I'll make you a glass of lemonade......"

He went, and when he returned, he had two glasses of water in his hand, two lemon slices in hers, and boiled water in his.

Su Jin took two sips, slightly sour, very thirst-quenching, and comfortable to drink.

Jin Hengyuan was also drinking, his eyes kept on her, looking at her embarrassed.

"Now, it's time for us to talk."

Jin Hengyuan put the water cup on the cabinet at the end of the bed, sat down, and said:

"When something happens, what we should do is try to solve it, not avoid it. Avoidance, the problem still exists, and if it is solved, it will be gone. ”

"Hmm."

Su Jin also put the water cup on the bedside table and sat on the quilt:

"What do you want to say?"

"First of all, I have to apologize to you. Last night, I didn't have a good attitude. No way, your tone is too resolute, I'm angry with you. ”

Jin Hengyuan smiled helplessly:

"Everyone will have their own temper. I have that too. It's usually quite calm. But as soon as it was about our marriage, I couldn't help but feel impetuous. To put it bluntly, it is envy, jealousy and hatred. ”

Su Jin's eyes moved, and he gently intercepted the word:

"What do you envy, jealousy, and hate?"

"Of course it's Su Dubai!"

He said softly, with a sigh:

"Sometimes, I wonder if it would have been any different if I had just asked you to follow me instead of going to some hellish orphanage.

"I think in that case, the person who grew up with you would be me.

"Your life will definitely be different, and my life will be completely different.

"Since I got the certificate with you, I have imagined this several times: if you go home with me, I will ask my parents to help you find your relatives, but if you can't find it, I will let them adopt you. Then, you will be my little shadow. Wherever I go, where you go, I'll introduce you to all my buddies to recognize.

"If you can't read or write, I'll teach you; If you want to learn to draw, let's go to the best painter as a teacher and learn together; When you grow up, I can teach you to dance and take you to the manor houses in England......"

Alas, being so outlined by him made her yearn for it.

But his soft sigh soon broke this yearning:

"But at that time, because of the formalities, you had to stay and cooperate with the police, and I had to go back to Beijing for treatment because of physical problems, and as a result, I was lost."

"yes, if the orphanage hadn't caught fire, you should have been able to find me. That fire burned out the connection between us. ”

Su Jin interjected, and felt so sorry in his heart.

Jin Hengyuan did not immediately mention that the fire was arson, and now in this atmosphere, it is really not suitable to talk about it, so he only asked:

"Xiaoshu, if I can find you in time then, will you come with me?"

"Yes!"

Su Jin nodded without hesitation.

It takes time for a person to develop feelings for an environment and the people who live in it, and if he finds himself in time, she will definitely follow him.

The grace of saving lives and the feelings of suffering are not something that can be replaced by a short period of adoption.

Of course, as time goes by, it's hard to say.

Jin Hengyuan was very satisfied with this answer, and couldn't help but take her hand and kiss her, which made her a little shy, and he continued:

"You know what? Xiaoshu, before the age of twenty-two, I had never been in love at all, I was busy every day, mainly studying, digging out my mind to make money as a supplement, and occasionally had free time, studying recipes......

"When I was twenty-two years old, when I met you again and danced with you, I suddenly felt like I had an idea, and I realized for the first time that you were the wife I wanted. I have to get you back, I have to keep you in my life.

But soon, I found out tragically: this love, before it began, I fell out of love.

"Fourteen years have made you a person in someone else's world.

"Seeing you smiling so beautifully, I know deep down that I can't fight, because I definitely can't. That feeling, too deep. If you fight, you will lose even the last bit of good memory.

"I can only quit. Only blessings. There is no other choice.

"At that time, I was really envious, jealous and hateful to Su Dubai.

"For this reason, I avoided all social situations where I might recognize Su Dubai.

"I didn't want to recognize him at all.

"Because I don't want to see you show affection in front of me. I don't want you to meet in the social circle as Su Dubai's girlfriend or wife......

"At that time, you were a hidden pain in my heart that could not be touched."

After hearing this, Su Jin suddenly pounced on him without warning, but accidentally fell on him.

Without him, but for such a deep love for him, she was deeply moved......

--- digression--- first update.