Last night, Su Jin drank a glass of wine at the hotel, and added a sleeping pill to the wine.

She didn't treat herself badly, forced herself to eat, drink, and then go to sleep.

Sleep as if you were dead.

When the eyes are closed and opened, it is called sleep; If the eyes are only closed, that is called death.

People are willing to go to bed because they know that when they are done, they will wake up; People are afraid of death because they know that sleep is eternal.

Su Jin likes to sleep when he is tired. Sometimes, I even think that one day in the future, if I can go to sleep without pain or injury, it will also be a good thing.

Only this time, her sleep quality is not very good, alcohol and sleeping pills can't make her settle down, in the sleep state, the dreams are disturbed, many terrible, and they are all old things in the past, painful and unsightly.

At the beginning of man, nature is good.

But people have a good side, and they have an evil side.

When everything is sacrificed in order to achieve a certain benefit, people's evil will be nakedly revealed.

And she has witnessed all kinds of ugly spiritual outlooks in human nature.

The weak are innocent, the strong are terrible.

All of this, like a ghost, followed her weak and made her suffer.

Brother Erjin is the only bright color in all the gloomy past, which can warm people's hearts - and the Su family made her understand that in this world, there are more good people than bad people, and bad people will be rewarded.

Eventually, she woke up from a nightmare.

Yang Jiahui slept on the side.

Her exclamation frightened her into asking:

"What's wrong, what's wrong?"

Su Jin hugged his body and trembled.

Yang Jiahui wiped her tears, although she was very curious about what she dreamed of, but because she didn't speak, she didn't force her to ask.

I don't know how long it took, Su Jin calmed down and asked:

"What time is it, I want to go for a walk...... Want to blow the ......"

Yang Jiahui accompanied her.

The sky was gray, four or five o'clock in the morning, the wind was a little cool, Su Jin looked at the scenery along the way-it was obviously a very beautiful scenery, but in his eyes, it was a different kind of cold and gloomy-

The mood determines whether the scenery is beautiful or not.

This sentence is true.

Because the mood is gloomy, the scenery becomes gloomy.

Otherwise, in the face of dawn, he should have a happy yearning - the weather forecast, the weather is fine today, which means that she can see the fiery red sun rising in the east - the gray at this moment should be the gray gray that nurtures hope.

But now she doesn't have that kind of idea at all.

She walked slowly, and the small pebbles had already been polished round and bright by countless visitors, and there was a slight pain under her feet.

The cold wind blew cold in her heart.

She hasn't spoken since she came out.

Because of the heart, it is still panicked.

She wants to draw strength from nature, to calm herself, to find a way out, to settle her mind, and not to be in pain and hesitation.

Yang Jiahui followed behind and looked worriedly: Su Jin was too quiet.

That year, after she fell out of love, she was also so quiet, and in the end, she jumped off the bridge without saying a word......

Afterwards, she said: "It's strange that a person who can swim goes to jump into the river and dies." I just wanted to clear myself up...... The icy water of the lake is a good stimulant. ”

After jumping, she was indeed sober, but if she said that time, she had no idea of dying, Yang Jiahui didn't believe it.

Today, she's quieter than she was then.

Yang Jiahui went up and grabbed her hand, not knowing how to break the silence for a while.

After walking for a long time, she spoke:

"Su Jin, I think, everything in the world has two sides, there is a good side, and there is a bad side."

Su Jin stopped and listened quietly.

"When we measure whether a person is good or bad, we tend to carry out our initial impression of that person. On the emotional scale, the percentage of whichever side you fall to will be larger. Su Jin, this time, your emotional reaction is so big, does it mean that you have no more feelings for Su Dubai? ”

Yang Jiahui asked softly what she thought in her heart.

Is there still a lot of love?

It's hard to answer.

That's what she thought about all night last night.

From the age of eight to twenty-two, fourteen years, except for the time when she went to college, she and Su Dubai got along day and night, and their love was stronger than Jin.

She is convinced that few feelings can compare to the depth, dedication, and unforgettable feelings between them...... But life is to break them apart.

Yes, it's not a betrayal, it's a breakup.

She hated the man for four years, and he still loved her deeply.

But as for her, she married another, and when he saw that he was about to succeed, she didn't stick to it, married someone else, lost her body, and after being moved, she found that the man who gave her a short time of happiness was playing tricks on her.

Yes, he used his scheming to possess her and make her fascinated by him.

It's funny.

It's ironic.

Her heart, because of such a fact, couldn't stop hurting.

Well, to be precise, these two men, both pricking the sensitive and fragile painful nerves in her brain.

"Well, I said, you can't do that. You and Su Dubai have passed. Xiaojin, have you figured it out, now, Jin Hengyuan is your legal husband. It's you man. And Su Dubai, he is Qin Xue's man, Su Peng's father......"

Yang Jiahui tried to persuade her, using morality and responsibility to remind her: some things have passed, they have passed, and they can no longer be forgotten.

but was interrupted:

"Twilight is not Qin Xue's man, nor is it Su Peng's father...... Jia Hui, from beginning to end, we all misunderstood Twilight. ”

Finally, Su Jin opened his mouth, but it was to defend Su Dubai.

"What? What did you say? ”

Yang Jiahui was stunned:

"Misunderstanding?"

"Hmm!"

Su Jin responded gently:

"To protect my ......"

"Hey, the more I listen, the more confused I become......"

Yang Jiahui felt that she couldn't understand:

"You'd better explain it to me......

"Good...... I'll tell you ......."

Su Jin said in a low voice: "However, before that, I wanted to tell you about the things before I came to the Su family." I've never mentioned those things to anyone else. Because...... Very shady......"

She hugged her chest and walked forward slowly, slowly telling her what she had experienced when she was a child, and then she also told Su Dubai about her hardships in marrying another child. I didn't mention that Twilight Bai was not the Su family.

Yang Jiahui was stunned on the spot.

First, she couldn't imagine that Su Jin was so miserable when she was a child.

Second, they really misunderstood Su Dubai.

It turned out that from beginning to end, Su Dubai had never lost Su Jin.

In addition to being shocked, she couldn't help but feel distressed.

"Twilight shouldn't have hidden it from you, such a big thing. Why did he die alone? He's stupid, isn't he ......?"

Su Jin's eyes turned red again, he lowered his head, and kept swallowing tears-

yes, so stupid, so stupid.

He should have spoken out, but he didn't.

Or, he has other unavoidable hardships, so he can only carry everything on his own......

"Now, what do you want to do?"

Yang Jiahui was also confused, but she still persuaded her:

"Ah Jin, you are now your husband's person, no matter how much Su Dubai has suffered for you, you have already formed your own family. If you want to break the mirror and reunite, what should Jin Hengyuan do? How could he possibly agree. Moreover, he treats you so well. ”

Jin Hengyuan treated her very well.

But the scheming is too heavy.

She was a little hard at it.

Covering her face, she sat on the stone bench by the lake, her heart in a mess.

yes, what should she do next?

I don't know how long I sat still.

Yang Jiahui suddenly came over and pushed her:

"Little ...... Xiaojin, look, Jin Hengyuan is here. ”

Su Jin was stunned for a moment, then raised his head, and sure enough, he saw that on the winding path lined with trees, Jin Hengyuan put his hands in his pockets, walked calmly, and walked slowly towards her.

The morning glow was scattered on the surface of the lake, and the breeze was blowing, bringing ten thousand golden lights, flickering under the bright blue sky, and also refracted on the man.

White clothes, black pants, red flowers, green trees, blue waves, golden waves......

It's a painting.

And he is the most dazzling existence in the painting, indifferent, with a breeze on his sleeves, which makes people completely unable to see that he is such an unfathomable person - it will make people feel that he is a sunny man, a warm man who can give people warmth, and can be completely trusted.

He did warm her, but he did hurt her.

"Yang Jiahui, I haven't eaten breakfast yet, please help me buy some fried dumplings. Thank you. ”

Jin Hengyuan smiled at Yang Jiahui and politely broke people away.

Not far away, Bo Feihong stood solemnly guarding, and when Yang Jiahui approached, the two went away hand in hand.

However, after walking a few steps, Yang Jiahui turned her head to look at it a few more times, and her eyes were full of worry.

Su Dubai and Jin Hengyuan, who will Su Jin choose?

If you choose Su Dubai, what will happen to Jin Hengyuan?

They are now husband and wife.

If Jin Hengyuan is chosen, what about Su Dubai?

He's miserable enough.

At that moment, she felt that no matter how Su Jin chose, it would be a disservice to the other.

She couldn't help but sigh softly.

On the embankment of the lake, only the two of them stood staring at each other in the rising glow.

"Crying? Why are the eyes so red? ”

One step away, Jin Hengyuan stared, his expression was so focused and serious.

Su Jin watched silently, and did not turn his face and scold angrily on the spot.

That's irrational.

She felt that she should use a calm perspective to study this man again.

He was her husband, and he was still a stranger to her, even if he already had the closest relationship, even if he had spoken heartily to her several times, even if they had shared the simple and fast things in life...... But she still hasn't fully seen through his complexity.

The fact that he was able to find this place showed that he already knew that she had seen Su Dubai.

This man is really calm.

"Why are you here?"

The hoarse voice revealed a bit of coldness that could not be concealed.

"I should have come a long time ago, but I was late to pick up something. Want to know what it is? ”

His voice was as gentle as ever.

But Su Jin was not interested.

That's none of her business.

But she didn't have a chance to refuse.

Get along with this man, the rhythm, is always in his hands.

The next moment, his hand stretched out, a big fist, spread out in front of her, and a silver bracelet appeared in front of her:

"Confess, is this your thing?"

Attention then fell to the child's gadget, and she instinctively touched her wrist.

Really, that's right, it's the bracelet she wore when she was a kid.

That year, after she was abducted by traffickers, the bracelet in her hand was snatched by them, and her memory was very vague, but she deeply remembered that there was a bell on this bracelet, and there was a beautiful totem on the surface of the bell, with a dragon on it, and the round bracelet was engraved with thin fonts, like Sanskrit.

"Where did you get that?"

She was stunned, and took it in a hoarse voice.

Of course, now this bracelet is naturally impossible to wear on her hand again, she is an adult, not a child.

"Are you sure?"

He watched.

"It's mine. It's been lost for many years. ”

Ever since she had a memory, this silver bracelet has been there.

She should be happy to see the old things again.

But at this moment, she really can't be happy.

"How did you get it?"

She looked up, and layers of doubts arose in her heart:

"Also, how did you know I had such a silver bracelet when I was a child?"

I feel that this silver bracelet is a bit strange.

Suddenly appeared in front of her without warning, and there must be a famous place here.

"Remember Li Gong? It's the man who hit you with a fever...... I found him, and he gave it to me. ”

"Li Gong?"

Su Jin thought about it, and the distant memory was pulled back.

She remembered that it was a terrible man who had four wolfhounds, and if anyone dared to disobey, he would let his lackeys bite. Whenever someone disagrees with him, he will be punched and kicked. She couldn't remember how many beatings she had received at the man's hands.

Therefore, when I thought of this person, my body trembled inexplicably.

"He was imprisoned for sixteen years. Now I can't do evil to hurt you anymore, don't be afraid. ”

Jin Hengyuan immediately reassured.

was very surprised, Su Jin's thoughts were shocked and confused, and he looked at him complicatedly:

"You...... You went to check what happened when I was a child? ”

Otherwise, how could it be so clear?

Jin Hengyuan looked at it fixedly, and smiled lightly: "Xiaoshu, your past is all what you told me personally, have you forgotten?" ”

Su Jin was stunned.

Did she mention those things to him?

Not at all!

Since she was adopted by the Su family, she never mentioned the life of being sold by traffickers, nor did she talk about living in the village when she was a child.

Although her adoptive father and adoptive mother had asked, she only said that she couldn't remember it, so she never talked about it again, so even Su Dubai didn't know what she had experienced before she was eight years old?

"When did I tell you? How come I don't remember? ”

Su Jin frowned.

"It was a long, long time ago."

His eyes staring at her were a little deep, and in the overflow of light, a beautiful voice slowly sounded:

"That year, I was fourteen years old and you were eight years old. We met in a poor ravine in Baiyun County.

"That year, I had a scar on my forehead and my hair was very long......

"That year, I fed you medicine, because you were beaten and had a high fever for several days and nights. The fever never went away, and I didn't sleep for a few nights.

"That year, I remember running up the mountain and picking flowers for you, because you wanted to smell the flowers, and you said that if you didn't see the flowers before you died, you wouldn't be blind when you died.

"Later, when your fever subsided, I washed your hair, and at that time, you had a lot of lice in your hair, and I thought of a lot of ways to help you get rid of these pesky little parasites......

"Oh, by the way, you're still a stubborn little girl, because you anger them, they won't give you food, I'll give you food quietly.

"Later, they want to send you away and sell you somewhere far away, and I will sneak you away...... Unfortunately, the plan failed......

"Later, it took me a long time to finally get you back......

"In the end, I went to the hospital and asked you to wait for me. But when I went to look for you again, I couldn't find you......

“……”

Su Jin looked at him dumbfounded, his brain was completely chaotic again, and his heart was pounding wildly.

That's impossible.

How is this possible?

How could the boy described by him be him?

It's completely impossible.

But if it weren't for him, how would he know so clearly?

Her eyes widened in disbelief.

A faint smile was infinitely enlarged from his face in her stunnedness, and the curvature of the corners of her lips rose gracefully:

"You also told me that you love to laugh. No matter how they beat you, you have to laugh, because a smiling face is not the same as a crying face, you are afraid of crying all the time, you don't remember how to laugh, you say you have to laugh all the time, because you are afraid that your grandmother will not recognize you......"

Oh yes, that's what she said.

But......

How so......

It's incredible......

She stroked her lips with her hand......

The thin light of water spread out under the eyes, and the deep surprise spread out layer upon layer......

Don't believe it, doubt it......

In the end, I had an epiphany because of a certain association.

So, no matter how much anger, no matter how much resentment, and no matter how much sadness, all turned into indescribable emotion in the next moment......

She wanted to punch herself in the back of the head, blaming herself for not having such an association?

The word "two catties" is the meaning of Jin Er.

That's how the name came about!

She said, how could anyone marry such a strange name.

It turns out that the real meaning of what he said about gaining and losing, here, the so-called fate, is also because of this reason.

In the blink of an eye, tears welled up.

It's because she's lost and regained.

I cried with joy.

"Why are you crying?"

He held out his fingers and gently wiped away the tears from her eyes.

She covered her mouth and sobbed heavily.

I couldn't answer.

At this moment, the emotions were completely boiling.

She didn't expect it!

How could she have imagined?

The person next to the pillow was actually the two-catty brother she wanted to see the most in the past eighteen years.