Chapter 168: Mental Defense

In the pure white room, Yin Zheng raised his eyes and looked around, there was nothing around at all, even the decoration in the room was very simple, just two lazy sofas facing each other, comfortable pillows, and striped carpets.

In addition, the windows are open, blowing in the breeze that is just right for today's hot and cold temperatures, and the sunlight is neither scorching nor dazzling.

Yin Zheng felt that today was really a good day to sleep on.

"Hello, Mr. Yin."

Just when Yin Zheng was still thinking about whether he should take advantage of being so comfortable today, he should go home for a while, lie on the bed, and then cover the quilt and let the sun shine on his face, and then Yin Zheng felt that maybe he could still sleep.

After all...... The man has been insomnia for many days, although Yin Zheng did not feel tired and his mind was very clear, there were still many people around him, who kept telling him that he should rest and sleep.

Yin Zheng didn't know if he was showing indecency in a certain aspect or a certain place and was noticed by others, in the past few days, almost all people who were familiar with Yin Zheng persuaded Yin Zheng to stop and rest, and even the old man Yin, who had always been serious, called Yin Zheng to care.

Yin Zheng felt that someone sat down on the other side.

It was precisely because of the other party's behavior that Yin Zheng almost immediately lifted his eyelids and looked up at the woman sitting opposite him, although she was not wearing a white coat, or anything that reminded him of the word 'doctor', Yin Zheng still remembered very vigilantly that the woman in front of him was a psychiatrist.

Song He has been away for several days, and in the past few days, Yin Zheng has begun to have insomnia and anxiety, and he has slept for less than three hours almost every day.

This situation has seriously affected Yin Zheng's mental state and work, and now Yin Zheng can hardly think of Song He, as long as he thinks of the name 'Song He' or thinks of seeing anything related to Song He, Yin Zheng's heart will hurt like a tear, and sometimes it hurts so much that he can no longer maintain normal breathing.

Yin Zheng once thought that he might suddenly have a fatal terminal illness, but after an old friend came to see him once, the old friend who had always been a hanger did not have a cool word this time, and even before leaving, he looked at Yin Zheng very seriously and suggested: "I think you'd better go to see a psychiatrist, your state is wrong." ”

After his old friend left, Yin Zheng spent the whole night thinking about this matter, and it was not until dawn that he convinced himself to agree with his old friend's statementβ€”yes, he was indeed very wrong.

That's why he's now sitting at one of the best counseling centers in the city and making an appointment with the best counselor.

But when Yin Zheng sat down, he suddenly felt a great discomfort, and a very strong emotion of unwillingness to cooperate.

It turns out that Yin Zheng's money is not spent in vain, and the psychological counselor in front of him can match the most expensive price, there is still a certain reason, at least after Yin Zheng began to have such obvious negative emotions, but in a moment, he was sensitively noticed by the woman opposite.

Lan Ding has seen a lot of situations like Yin Zheng, so after she saw that Yin Zheng's face showed disgust and rejection without hiding it at all, she was not very surprised, and even teased Yin Zheng very calmly: "Don't look at me like this, I have always felt pretty good about myself, and I am not so ugly that it annoys you so much, right?" ”

In the face of Lan Ding's self-ridicule, Yin Zheng did not relax a little because of this, Lan Ding has seen many patients like him, and Yin Zheng has also seen many people, he can manage the Zheng family industry with the ability and means, he will inevitably have his own set of social means.

So Yin Zheng slowly showed very strong negative emotions at the beginning to force himself to control his emotions under Lan Ding's gaze, and gradually his face became expressionless indifference.

Lan Ding was a little helpless about Yin Zheng's vigilant psychological defense, and even showed it on her face, she said with a wry smile: "Mr. Yin, you spend money, you have to do something, so that the money you spend has some value, isn't it?" ”

Yin Zheng's drooping eyes slowly raised, stared at Landing for a while, and finally said the first thing after entering the door: "It's okay, I can still afford this money." ”

"......" Lan Ding was obviously choked by Yin Zheng's words, but then said: "I know you are rich, but even if you are rich, cherish it a little." ”

Although the man didn't seem to be very willing to cooperate, listening to Randin's words, he couldn't help but show a self-deprecating smile on his lips, and he didn't know if he was talking to Randin, or talking to himself: "The last thing I can do is cherish." ”

Lan Ding's eyes were stunned, because she could hear that Yin Zheng's words were from the bottom of her heart, not just perfunctory like the previous sentences.

Landing felt that this was a breakthrough, so he asked seductively, "What don't you cherish?" Is it a friend? Or family? Or...... Wife? ”

Yin Zheng heard what Lan Ding said, and his breathing was obviously stagnant.

When he raised his eyes again and looked at Lan Ding, he saw a calm and gentle look on Lan Ding's face, and for a certain moment, Yin Zheng didn't know if he was because Lan Ding's eyes were too gentle or because he was bewitched by her soft temperament, or if he also had the credit of the incense that was lit in the treatment room to calm his mood.

After a period of obvious silence, Yin Zheng slowly opened his mouth: "If you don't find it boring, I want to tell you about me and my wife." ”

Lan Ding breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and Yin Zheng was willing to talk about him happily, which proved that he was still willing to accept psychological counseling to help him. After all, many people, after experiencing psychological trauma, will choose to avoid hiding, and in the end, they often become a shadow that grows bigger and bigger, and they are bound by themselves.

Yin Zheng didn't think as much as Lan Ding, he didn't study psychology, and he made this decision just because he felt that if he didn't find someone to talk to, it was very likely that he would be driven crazy by the pressure in his heart.

After getting Randing's consent, Yin Zheng lowered his eyes as if he had entered his own world, and told him about his encounter with Song He from the beginning to the time before he was imprisoned.

Lan Ding looked at the man in front of him who exuded an aura of indifference, and felt that the Yin Zhengcai in his mouth was even more of a person who was alive and feeling the world.

'Crazy about love. ’

Landing gave Yin Zheng a simple definition in his mind, and at the same time noticed that Yin Zheng's story stopped, and it was clear that his story was not over.

Lan Ding looked at Yin Zheng, his tone was very soft, and even with a little childlike curiosity, simple, so that Yin Zheng could not detect any malice.

If Lan Ding could show a little malice, Yin Zheng would be able to logically stop talking, but Lan Ding's patience and kindness made Yin Zheng not know how to say no, but he never had the ability to recall or retell everything that happened in those days.

Yin Zheng was obviously depressed again.

Lan Ding didn't rush to force Yin Zheng to say it, she asked from a different angle: "So, didn't she accompany you today?" ”

In the process of telling, Yin Zheng never dared to mention Song He's name, and roughly used 'she' to refer to Song He throughout the whole process.

He pressed his palm on his heart impatiently, breathed heavily, and said, "Let's go." ”

Let's go.

Landing doesn't know what kind of meaning is behind this verb, and Chinese sometimes has such a cumbersome, because it is implicit, and there is always a vague referential meaning.

Yin Zheng raised his head with difficulty, and saw that Lan Ding had a puzzle on his face that he didn't understand too much, and he also knew that Lan Ding was thinking too much, but it was really because he was too uncomfortable, and he couldn't say a word clearly, so he could only shake his head.

Lan Ding didn't know why Yin Zheng suddenly looked so painful, she thought that Yin Zheng had some physical illness, so she hurriedly ran to Yin Zheng's side to check: "Mr. Yin? Do you need to contact the hospital? ”

Yin Zheng was already unable to speak at this time because of the increasingly dense pain, so he could only maintain a position to breathe smoothly as much as possible, leaning back on the sofa, and then breathing through his mouth unbearably.

Lan Ding has always been worried that Yin Zheng has something, and repeated the inquiry several times, every time Yin Zheng will shake his head weakly to refuse, Lan Ding has no choice but to keep squatting beside Yin Zheng in case something happens to Yin Zheng at any time.

I don't know how long it has been, Yin Zheng gradually felt that the dense pain in his heart subsided, and his breathing was much smoother, but his limbs were weak, but Yin Zheng was not willing to show such an embarrassed and fragile face in front of outsiders, after all, saying the things that were suppressed in his heart today had already made Yin Zheng feel a little embarrassed.

The man's sturdy arms supported the armrests of the sofa and struggled to sit up straight, the whole person was covered in sweat because of the severe pain just now, and his cold and deep facial features looked sharp, Landing looked at the resolute man in front of him and was really curious, what kind of woman could make Yin Zheng so deeply in love, and even suffer from stress syndrome because of her.

Yin Zheng stood up with the armrest of the sofa, although Yin Zheng looked in a bad state now, sweating profusely, and his face was haggard from lack of sleep.

But even so, Yin Zheng straightened his shoulders as much as possible, and when walking, even if it was a little slower, Yin Zheng refused to accept Randin's help.