027 Do you know what you're doing?
Some things are often not planned, and it can even be said that they cannot be imagined.
Xu Yi still comes to the door every day, saying that he wants to enhance his relationship, but in fact, he pulls me to accompany him, making me feel that I am his pastime, and I will come here if I have nothing to do.
Looking at him who was concentrating on driving, I suddenly asked, "Xu Yi, do you know what you're doing?" ”
Sometimes I feel like a little transparent, in front of him at a glance, without any privacy. You can see through it at a glance and see it at a glance. Compared to him, it is like a mystery, incomprehensible and unpredictable. Just like now, I don't know anything about his identity, I only know that he is surrounded by Yingying Yanyan, and everyone is very face-saving. But I, if I hadn't had him by my side, I am afraid that I would have been drowned by the spittle of these people a long time ago.
"If you know, it's good."
That's his answer, a simple one.
"I just don't know before I ask you, Xu Yi, I really don't know what you think. Why do you want to follow me? I'm grateful for what you've done for me, but now that it's all over, why should you continue to do this? ”
I learned that now was not the time to say this, but I couldn't help but say it. Not all words can be said at will, especially at this time.
"Enron, don't send me a good person card, I don't need it. Also, the person I identify is you, whatever you think. ”
The car was speeding up and speeding down the traffic-congested road.
There was no anger on his face, but I knew he was angry with this action.
It wasn't until the bridge that Xu Yi stopped, got out of the car without saying a word, and then smoked a cigarette by himself.
Looking at his back, I couldn't tell the complexity in my heart.
I thought it would be nice to just make it clear, but I didn't want it to make him angry. Good guy card, he's a good guy, at least in my heart. But she doesn't need to, what should I do?
Open the door and get out of the car, and get closer to him step by step. Looking at this handsome face looking into the distance, there seems to be a kind of maturity.
"Xu Yi, I know it's selfish to do this, but you have to be clear, I'm a divorced woman, not one of those single young ladies. I've only been divorced for a short time, and it's impossible to start a new relationship casually. Now I just want to get a job and start over. As for before, I wouldn't think about it. For the future, I don't have any plans, just stay by my mother's side. As for you, I think we can be friends. ”
Divorced women, although they don't want to admit it, are already true.
"So, do you know what you're doing? Don't be so stubborn, I'm not for you. ”
Disparagement or facts, I just want him to recognize this fact. He and I are not people of the same world, and we simply can't be.
"Do you know what you're doing? A divorced woman, what are you going to do alone, lonely and old? ”
Xu Yi's rhetorical question left me speechless, because I hadn't thought about it at all. It doesn't matter if you are alone, you can live alone for the rest of your life, as long as you have company.
"So when you ask me those questions, you figure yourself out first, do you know what you're doing?" Turning his head to look at me, Xu Yi asked again. I can't take my eyes off those deep eyes.