XLVII. I am not as good as her

"Sister, do you see it, it's my house in front!"

As the sun sets, the afterglow of the setting sun sparkles in a small river.

There were two young girls, one in front of the other and one behind them, walking along the river.

Chen Xi was in front, his steps were light, like an elf, pointing into the distance as he walked.

There, smoke was already curling.

Qin Feng was carrying the guitar on her back, and Mu Ran followed behind Chen Xi, she was still in shock, and she couldn't come back to her senses for a long time.

What did she see? A tiger, I really saw it.

Moreover, that tiger was particularly affectionate to Chen Xi, and Chen Xi was able to climb on its back.

This is simply unheard of.

"What's wrong?" Chen Xi stopped and looked back at Qin Feng with a puzzled look in his eyes.

"Xiaoxi, that big worm, how did you know each other?" Qin Feng asked in a trembling voice.

"You're still thinking about it!" Blinking his big eyes, Chen Xi smiled, "It's been several years, once, I was picking medicine in the mountains, I accidentally fell, and I was stuck on the branch, it was Xiaohua who saved me and carried me home!" ”

"Huh?" Qin Feng was taken aback again.

"Why are you the same as the people in the village!"

Chen Xi pouted, dissatisfied, "What's so strange about this, Xiaohua is well-behaved, it never hurts people, how do you look at it like a monster, in this world, jackals, tigers and leopards are not terrible, what is terrible is people!" ”

"You're the only one who said that!" Qin Feng muttered.

Glancing at Qin Feng, Chen Xi continued to walk forward.

The two stepped onto a chain bridge, staggering, along the winding path, their figures, in the afterglow of the setting sun, stretched longer and longer.

Chenliu Village, today, is particularly lively.

Without him, Chen Xi is back.

When she walked into the village, whenever someone saw her, they would smile and greet her.

Even the dogs in the village would wag their tails and follow her.

Qin Feng followed behind Chen Xi all the time, without saying a word.

She didn't expect that Chen Xi's popularity was so good, and everyone in the village liked her.

Qin Feng could see that these people were very sincere, they really liked Chen Xi, they were very kind, and they were not flattering.

It was a treat she had never had before.

Think about yourself, every time you go home, the neighbors look at her, like looking at a monster, everyone calls her crazy.

Her situation is completely different from Chen Xi's.

Moreover, Qin Feng found that since Chen Xi walked into the village, it was like a different person, and she felt that Chen Xi at this time was like a little girl, innocent, compared with the maturity and stability outside, it was like two people.

Perhaps, this is what she is.

She was only fourteen years old, and she was already a little girl.

Qin Feng smiled bitterly, shook his braids, and followed Chen Xi to a small courtyard.

In front, there is a one-story slate house. In the room, there was constant laughter.

"Abba, Mama, I'm home!" Chen Xi shouted.

As soon as she finished speaking, a shadow immediately rushed out of the house.

This is a woman, in her early thirties.

Her hair was braided, a white handkerchief was wrapped around her head, and silver rings were worn at the tips of her ears. She was dressed in a blue robe, tied with a belt embroidered with various pictures and texts, dignified and beautiful, a gust of wind blew, the belt fluttered with the wind, like a joyful dance, as if to welcome the relatives who were about to arrive in the distance.

This is a unique costume of the Qiang people!

At first glance, she looked a little similar to Chen Xi.

At this moment, she was standing at the door, looking at Chen Xi with a smile on her face.

"Auntie!" Chen Xi's heart was sour, and in an instant, he threw himself into Chen Rong's arms.

She hadn't seen her aunt in a long time.

"Huh?" Chen Rong chuckled, helped Chen Xi up, and looked at it carefully, "My Xiaoxi has grown taller again, not bad, she has become a big beauty!" ”

"Auntie!" Chen Xi stomped her feet, her face flushed, and her aunt always said this about herself every time.

At this time, people came out of the house, two men and one woman.

"Dad, Mom, Uncle!" Chen Xi stepped forward and helped his mother, "Mom, I'm sorry, I ......"

"Just go home!" Without waiting for his wife to speak, Chen Lin said first.

"This is Sister Qin Feng!" Chen Xi turned his head, looked at Qin Feng, and introduced.

"Okay, welcome, welcome!" Chen Rong said, not recognizing life at all, took Qin Feng's hand, and walked towards the house, "Don't stand at the door, come in!" ”

Qin Feng was moved, this family didn't treat her as an outsider.

At this time, in the hall, a table of food had been set up, and it was steaming.

"Sit down and eat!" Chen Rong said with a smile, "I know that when you go home today, you have already cooked and waited for you!" ”

"Thank you, auntie!" Qin Feng said in a muffled voice.

It's not that she's not good at words, it's just that she's a little shy.

This family is very enthusiastic, which makes her a little overwhelmed.

"Sister, I'll help you put the piano down!" Chen Xi smiled lightly and took off the guitar on Qin Feng's back.

"It's time to eat!"

The family sat together and had a good time.

After learning that her mother's health had improved, Chen Xi breathed a sigh of relief, she originally planned to visit Grandma Wang after dinner, but her father told her that Grandma Wang had gone to Chengdu two days ago.

Chen Xi was a little regretful, during this time, her grandmother was taking care of her mother, and she didn't have time to thank her, and during this time, she had experienced too many things, had many problems, and was still confused, she needed her grandmother's guidance.

"I'm too late, I'll go to Chengdu to see grandma!"

After the meal, Chen Xi greeted his aunt's parents, and then pulled Qin Feng into his room.

"Xiaoxi, is this your room?" Qin Feng was taken aback and couldn't believe it.

What kind of room is this?

A ten-watt light bulb emits a yellowish light, and everywhere is a mud wall made of bamboo, and when you look up, you can see the wide stone slabs of the roof and the horizontal beams.

In the room, there was a bed, and next to the bed, there was a shabby table, and on the table, there were stacks of books.

In addition, Qin Feng also saw half a broken mirror on the mud wall.

"Sit!" Chen Xi smiled, pulled Qin Feng, and sat on the bed.

Qin Feng's expression, she naturally put it in her eyes, perhaps, in Qin Feng's opinion, this is incredible, but for her, she has long been used to it.

Although this place is simple, there are bits and pieces of her here, and she likes it here.

Because, this is home.

She grew up here.

"I'm already rich!" Chen Xi said, "Here, there are books and families, it's enough!" I am so lucky to be born into this family! ”

Qin Feng was silent.

Thinking about it, she is even more embarrassed.

Her conditions are ten times better than Chen Xi, it can be said that whatever she needs, her parents will prepare for her, if she is not satisfied, she will make a lot of noise until she gets it.

For the sake of a piano, she went on a hunger strike, had a cold war with her father, and said the old thing one by one.

My sister died, and Chen Xi has always been helping to take care of the aftermath, and she will only cry and make trouble in front of the grave, so that her parents will worry.

Qin Feng asked himself, if she was Chen Xi, what should she do?

What kind of guitar, what kind of piano, what ideals, and having a book to read, it's pretty good.

Chen Xi once said that some people don't even have the opportunity to pursue their dreams, and people should do it and cherish it.

What's even more rare is that Chen Xi's mentality is optimistic and upward, which is beyond her imagination.

"You're richer than me!" After a moment of silence, Qin Feng said.

"Sister, you sit down for a while, I'll go wash the dishes, and also boil medicine for my grandma, pharmacology, only I understand, my father and aunt don't know!" Chen Xi said, turned around and walked out of the door.

Qin Feng's face was stunned, and he suddenly felt ashamed.

When Chen Xi was at her house, she was busy before and after, cooking, cleaning, and doing it in an orderly manner, while she, since she came here, could only sit and sit, not understanding anything, not knowing anything.

Thinking of this, Qin Feng couldn't sit still any longer, ran out of the room, and after some groping, finally came to the kitchen.

There, there was a pile of firewood, burning, and on the fire, an iron tripod was erected, and on it, a pot of medicine was boiling.

Chen Xi sometimes added firewood and sometimes stirred the pot, not paying attention to Qin Feng's arrival at all.

"Xiaoxi......" Qin Feng cried, "You, do you usually live like this?" ”

"Ah, sister, why are you here!" Chen Xi smiled, "There is dust everywhere here, you go back to the room, practice the piano and wait for me, there is no bathroom at my house, boil some water in a while, you wait for me!" ”

"Xiaoxi, you are like this, how can you have time to study!" Qin Feng cried and hugged Chen Xi, "It's really hard for you!" ”

"It's not bitter!" Chen Xi let go of Qin Feng, "It's already good to have food and clothing at home, it's already very good, studying, I have a lot of time, I spend most of my time at school, and I only go home on holidays or weekends, I can do a little bit, it's not easy for Abba and Auntie, it's already very hard!" ”

"Xiaoxi, I'm ......" Qin Feng wiped away his tears and choked speechlessly.

"Go and wait for me in the room!" Chen Xi pushed Qin Feng and walked out of the kitchen, "You really can't wait, when I boil the medicine, let's go to the river to take a bath, gurgle, this weather is still warm, the river water should not be icy!" ”

"By the river?" Qin Feng was stunned, "The river we came from?" ”

"Yes!" Chen Xi chuckled.

"...... on the big night" Qin Feng muttered, and couldn't help but be afraid.

"It's a big night, no one is peeking, giggles!" Chen Xijiao laughed, "Don't worry, it's okay, if you really meet any bad people, I will scream, Xiaohua will come, no one dares to bully me!" ”

"Huh?" Qin Feng's eyes widened.

"I heard that you wrote a song, what did you call Kong Yiji? Later, go to the river and play it to me! Chen Xi said, "I know what you think, if you feel sorry for it and want to help, get up early tomorrow and go with me to fetch water, it's fun!" ”

"Well, then I'll go back to my room and wait for you!" Qin Feng nodded, walked back to the room alone.

"Kong Yiji?" Qin Feng smiled bitterly, took out the guitar, and plucked the strings at will, involuntarily, a back appeared in his mind.

It was a young man, heroic and upright, carrying a guitar on his back, and at dusk, on the streets of Beijing, gradually drifting away.

Qin Feng pressed a chord and sang softly.

"Out of reach, you tell the dream of a distant ......"

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