I knew I had burns on my face, but I didn't expect it to be so severe. Not only my face, but even my whole being was ruined. But I don't know anything about this now. Everyone seemed to be hiding from me, even Xu Yi, the person I trusted the most. It's really hard for me to accept this.

I don't even know how I'm facing them, I face them with the happiest smile I think is the most beautiful every day, but I don't want the distress in their eyes, but it's not because of the stupid things I did, but the price of my stupid things.

However, the discharge from the hospital was repeatedly postponed, and the gauze on my body also made me uncomfortable.

Looking at Xu Yi, I began to be coquettish again, anyway, only this trick is the most effective now.

"Wait, you're not completely good at knowing, are you?" Looking at me, Xu Yi's eyes were still full of distress.

Everything was in a spotless state during this time, with people coming every day, taking medication every day, and then putting on new gauze. It's like this all the time, and it's really irritating. I didn't think anything was going on at first, but that's how it was when I was hospitalized, just like my dad did at the beginning. But now that it's been a long time, it's really irritating.

"Wait and wait, you say that every time, how long have I been waiting here, half a month, Xu Yi, I really feel that I am about to get moldy when I stay here. You always say that, you don't want me to be discharged or whatever. This time, I obviously ran out of patience, and yelled at Xu Yi. If that's the case, am I going to have to wait here until I'm dead to get out? It's not a mental hospital, and you can't get out if you come in.

"Enron......" Suddenly, Xu Yi called my name directly. It seems to be a little angry, but it can be regarded as forbearance.

I knew I was making a fuss, but I really didn't want to be in the hospital. If this continues, I think this ward can become my second home.

As for Lin Xiao, I heard that she had already been discharged from the hospital.

So this time, while there was no one in the ward, I slipped into the bathroom. Looking at myself in the mirror, I reached out and took off my hospital gown and tore off the gauze covering my body.

At this moment, I was completely stupid. I didn't even expect to see such a picture, the skin that was not fair was gone, and now there were only burned folds and ugliness. The body has become like this, so what about the face? At this moment, I couldn't help but start to get scared. That's right, it's fear. If I've become ugly now, then what qualifications do I have to stay with Xu Yi? Is it ugly? I'm afraid I can't even accept this myself. In that case, why should Xu Yi accept it?

Shaking hands to remove the gauze on my face, although I was ready, but when I saw it, I couldn't help but shed tears. Vulnerable, that's what I'm talking about.

Looking at myself like this, I really wanted to be burned to death by that fire at that time. At least that way, I don't have to face such an ugly self.

What woman doesn't love beauty, even the ugliest person loves beauty. And I'm ......

Cheerful and optimistic? I think this time I'm afraid I won't be able to convince myself. Thinking about facing everyone with such a face every day, it's no wonder they have such weird eyes. Now that I think about it, they must be sympathizing with me. Hehe, that's ...... At this moment, I couldn't do anything except with tears and a wry smile.

But I also made a decision in my heart, that is, to leave the hospital, leave Xu Yi, and leave everyone's sight.

It's just that at this time, I don't think I can leave here for a while.

It was basically impossible to leave the hospital in a hospital gown. So I've got to figure out how to do it.

However, Xu Yi didn't show up for several days, maybe he was busy with work again. But Zhou Xingliang will still come, and by the way, there is also Fang Ziqing.

If it's unreliable, you can only give it a try. That's the only thing I can think of right now, and that's all I can hope for.

"Can you do me a favor?" Looking at these two men, I said with a hard mouth. Anyway, I really can't care so much at this time, let's talk about it first, but I'm sure they won't refuse me.

"If there's anything you can say directly, is there anything between us that we're embarrassed to talk about? Rest assured, as long as we can do it, we will not disappoint you. Looking at me, Zhou Xingliang patted his chest and said. That serious face seemed to be full of the meaning that it was okay to give it to me, which made my heart flutter.

However, after listening to my words, Zhou Xingliang was a little depressed. "Enron, what do you want these things to do now. Aren't these things ready to be used when you're discharged from the hospital? Looking at me, Zhou Xingliang asked suspiciously, and even the eyes that looked at me were full of doubts.

In fact, if you think about it, no matter who you do, you may be suspicious. It's just that at this time, I don't want them to know too much, or even anyone else. After thinking about it, I still spoke, "You see I wear this dress every day, and I really feel like I'm about to get moldy." It's been half a month, and I haven't even changed a single piece of clothing. Besides, Xu Yi is so busy now, I'm embarrassed to ask him to send it to me, isn't it delaying his time. So think about it, it's better to find you, don't worry, I'll pay, and I won't be bad. He raised his arm and sniffed it, and then said pitifully: "It's really stinky, and I don't know how long I have to stay in the hospital, if I really continue......

But before I finished speaking, Zhou Xingliang reacted, stretched out his hand and made a stop-action movement, "Okay, okay, let's go buy it for you." It's really, they're all so big, and they're still coquettish, and I can't stand you. Although he looked disgusted, Zhou Xingliang still got up and left, but he was the only one who went. As for Fang Ziqing, he naturally stayed here to accompany me.

"Enron, I'm sorry."

Not long after Zhou Xingliang left, Fang Zi said something like this, and I looked up at him in confusion.

"I know it's useless to say anything at this time, but I still have to apologize to you, whether it's in the past or now, I have to tell you I'm sorry. I don't ask for your forgiveness, just you now...... Forget it, I don't think you'll believe anything I'm saying now. But don't worry, I will protect you from now on, and I will never let Lin Xiao hurt you again. ”

This is Fang Ziqing's words, which does sound a little inexplicable. Now to apologize, I really don't know what he's thinking. What's more, so many years have passed, is it still interesting to talk about it? Even I don't think it's funny, where did he get the courage to say these things.

"Actually, I wanted to say these things before, but I never had the chance. Enron, I only hope that you are doing well now, even if you look at me from afar, you are satisfied. ”

"Then do you love Lin Xiao?" Not wanting to listen to his nonsense, I changed the subject directly. Of course, this is what I want to know, after all, some things happen, maybe because of this word "love". So now, does Fang Ziqing still love Lin Xiao as much as he did at the beginning? I still remember the cruelty at the beginning, and now I can certainly face it calmly, but the curiosity is still there.

"I ...... Still in love with her. After a slight pause, Fang Ziqing spoke. He still loves Lin Xiao, he has been in love for a long time since the beginning, until now, maybe it will be longer. Not because of material conditions, just because of pure love.

People are like this sometimes, inexplicably falling in love, inexplicably identifying, inexplicably ...... Maybe in this life, I fell in love with such a person, whether it was good or bad.

"Come on." It's just these two words, no matter what, I don't think Lin Xiao is bad, of course, compared to Shen Qingzhi, she is indeed good. Only this time, maybe it was just an accident.

I don't know if I'm looking down on life and death now, that's why I'm so indifferent. I also wanted to do a tooth for a tooth, but since my mother's incident, I have really learned to let go. Because sometimes we can't change the fact that we have to solve it in another way, and of course it takes time.

"Since you're still in love, let's keep trying. In fact, Lin Xiao is a good girl, but she just loves the wrong way. ”

Love in the wrong way and love the wrong person, think about yourself at the beginning, how can it be, but all the love, in the end is injured and incomplete. Look at the current Fang Ziqing, there is really not much difference from the original self.

One sentence silenced the two of them, and neither of them intended to speak, so everything was quiet.

"You ......"

"You ......"

As soon as I opened my mouth, both of them spoke, and I was helpless when I spoke in unison.

"Enron, what's your next plan?"

I knew what Fang Zi meant by asking lightly, but in fact, he was just worried about what I would do to Lin Xiao. Of course, with my ability, I can't do any harm to Lin Xiao, but if there is Xu Yi, then it will be a different matter. I guess it's not me who Fang Ziqing is afraid of, but the man behind me.

"Let's take it one step at a time." Answer, I don't have a definite answer. If Xu Yi has already made a decision on this matter, then no matter how much I say, it will not help. Thinking about Xu Yi's stubbornness, if this matter is once he makes up his mind, then no one should think about changing his mind.

Just like me, I made a decision early when I faced myself in the mirror......