264, the two of them, who is more important, Su Dubai asked: Are you really in love with him?

He knew how hard Aunt Su Yu's death hit her.

There was a time when she had nightmares.

Every time she woke up crying from a dream, he would run to comfort her.

Every time, she would cry and hate: "The Xiao family is inhumane, the Xiao family is inhuman......"

Later, she gradually grew up, and there were fewer nightmares, but the sadness in her heart was still there.

Every year on Qingming and Memorial Day, she will go to the grave and cry in front of her aunt.

He knew that she hated the Xiao family.

"I don't hate it. Twilight, there's a lot we don't know about here......"

Su Jin wanted to explain, but saw the sadness in Su Dubai's eyes, and it appeared thickly:

"I know how to maintain the Xiao family, heh......"

That "heh" contains too many meanings.

Su Jin was anxious: "Twilight, I'm not maintaining...... I just ......"

"No need to explain. Xiao and Su, if they can turn their rivalry into jade silk, it will be a good thing...... Let's go......"

Su Dubai closed her eyes and fell down on the bed:

"Leave me alone. Let's go back! ”

At this moment, he realized with great pain: he really, really, had lost her......

Su Jin could see it clearly.

In Su Dubai's eyes, she received a touch of complete hopelessness, and the whole person became nervous.

This time, I mainly wanted to persuade him, but in the end, three or two sentences seemed to force him into a dead end.

She was in a hurry and reached out to grab his hand.

She didn't pay attention to it just now, but now, she was surprised to find that his body temperature was much lower than before-before, his body was always warm. She likes to hold his hand and walk slowly in the winter. No matter how cold the day is, there will always be a warm flow of heat in his hands.

Now, the cool feeling makes her heart chill.

"Why are your hands so cold?"

She blurted out in exclamation.

Su Dubai wanted to withdraw her hand, but she firmly grasped her hand, and only replied after a while:

"After the car accident, the body became like this. Afraid of the cold! ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I shouldn't have pulled your quilt ......"

She hurriedly grabbed the quilt, covered him, and then grabbed his hand and rubbed it gently—in the past, in the winter, she was afraid of the cold, but she especially liked to play in the snow, and after playing, her fingers would be frozen. He would rub her to keep warm.

"It's fine. It warmed up in a while. ”

Su Dubai watched her quietly.

also remembered that scene, on a winter snow day, he rubbed his palms for her.

Now, it's May, and he can wear summer clothes, but he's afraid of being cold like this.

He let her rub it.

After a while, his hand warmed up, and he couldn't help but take her hand back.

He didn't know if he missed this time, next time, if he would have the opportunity to be so close to her again.

The bony fingers, so slender and beautiful, once tied him, fed him fruit, and hooked his neck...... But in the future, it no longer belongs to him......

Just thinking about it makes me panic.

This farewell, goodbye I don't know what year.

He is only thirty years old, but his heart is so old that he lives and dies in other places...... I didn't realize that there was wetness in my eyes.

In the past, she was greedy for his warmth, but now, he is greedy for her.

However, no matter how greedy he is, he will not get it.

You can only let go.

But she held him in turn and shook it gently:

"Twilight, you can't go on like this...... You have to go to healing, you have to show 12 points of faith, you have to overcome the obstacles. Whether it's psychological or physical, you have to overcome it. How old are you, and in the future, you still have a great life, if you give up at this time, how do you want to live in the next few decades? It is not advisable to fend for oneself. Listen to me...... You listen carefully to me......"

She clasped his hands together:

"Didn't the doctor say you still have hope?

"It's best if you can stand up, but what if you can't...... Yes, that's cruel to you...... However, because I can't stand up, I give up hope in life, and that's not okay.

"Think about it, the famous British scientist Stephen Hawking, whose spirit of perseverance and self-improvement has touched many people all over the world.

"If you think about Zhang Haidi again, he suffered from spinal hemangioma at the age of five and suffered lifelong paraplegia. She never went to school, but she completed her primary and secondary school studies at home, and also taught herself university English, Japanese, and German, as well as Esperanto, and pursued university and master's degrees.

In addition to this, she taught herself acupuncture and worked as a radio repairman......

"Twilight, if you really can't stand up, as long as you have hope in your heart, life can still be wonderful.

"Mindset matters. You can't lose your mentality.

"I'm sure you're the best guy in a wheelchair. ...... as long as you want."

She wanted to lift his spirits, and gave two examples of celebrities to increase his persuasiveness, but in exchange for a soft mocking smile:

"That's a beautiful thing to say. But...... It's too hard...... Nishiki, it's so hard......"

His tone was still wistful, and his morale was still low.

"No matter how hard it is, you have to persevere. A person who does something and does something. Retreating when you encounter difficulties, that's a bad seed, that's not what you should do...... Twilight, you really have to cheer up, I don't want to see you like this......"

Such a him, in her eyes, is really a painful thing.

Su Dubai watched silently, and asked softly after a long time, "Is it still important to you that I am now?" ”

"Of course it is!"

"How important!"

"It's important, it's important."

She replied loudly.

"Really?"

With his other hand, he covered the back of her hand, and asked in a low voice:

"Can it be more important than Jin Hengyuan?"

When she asked, she was speechless on the spot.

Can this be compared?

He is him, and Jin Hengyuan is Jin Hengyuan.

But why can't it be compared?

"Why don't you speak?"

His eyes suddenly became scorching, so hot that it seemed to burn her heart.

The hand that held her was more like a shackle.

My mind is getting more and more messy.

"Twilight ......"

She didn't know how to answer, and she wasn't sure what he wanted to say next.

In the next second, a few traces of familiar tenderness spread out at the bottom of his eyes, and a light that seemed to have hope flickered in the darkness......

His lips moved:

"I want to start all over again with you, and it hasn't changed. What about you...... Ah Jin, in your heart, do you still have me? ”

Under the light, her face turned pale unexpectedly, and her lips couldn't stop trembling.

Twilight...... I ......"

The throat seems to be blocked.

Two by two.

He was passionate, but she was timid.

In my heart, but is there still him?

She asked herself:

Have it? Have it? Have it?

Yes!

She thought and thought, so she thought:

Otherwise, I wouldn't feel the heartache of empathy just because I heard that something happened to him.

However, she couldn't spit it out.

Because of what?

Or because of Jin Hengyuan.

So, these two people, in her heart, who is light and who is heavy?

No, no, no!

She didn't want to compare them.

Don't want to.

"You're really in love with him?"

Su Dubai asked bitterly.

She bit her lip hard.

Love?

Like yes for sure.

If she hadn't really liked it, her mood wouldn't have been so conflicted, so painful, and so entangled.

But, love......

She didn't know anymore.

"Let's go! I am tired! ”

He closed his eyes again, his tone looking extremely tired.

She really wanted to persuade him again, but now, how could she persuade him.

He wanted the motivation she couldn't give.

There was silence in the room.

No matter how much she persuaded her, at this moment, it was no longer useful.

"Okay, then I'll come back to see you tomorrow......"

She needs to go back, sort out her thoughts, think about it, how to persuade him?

"Don't come again."

His voice grew cold.

"If you don't have me in your heart, it's a disservice to meet. Please spare me, leave me to fend for myself, and leave me alone. ”

"There's no way I'm going to leave you to fend for yourself. No way. ”

She blushed, turned around and ran out the door.

At that moment, she pressed her forehead against the door panel, her body trembled in pain, and a string of tears slipped down.

Is he pushing her?

However, there are some things that cannot be said nonsense.

They are all married people.

Each has its own family, and each has its own responsibilities.

"Su Jin, you finally woke up, and finally knew that you were going to come to see Twilight?"

An exasperated voice burrowed into the ear.

Su Jin wiped a handful of tears, turned his head to see that it was Sheng Lou, staring at him with a heavy face.

On the side, Qin Xue looked at it with a worried expression.

"You come with me......"

Na Sheng Lou came suddenly, grabbed her, and went out.

"What are you doing? Let go. ”

"I have something to say to you. It must be said. Say it right away. I want you to know what a bad decision it was to marry Jin Hengyuan......"

With the greatest strength of a man, he pulled her outside, and despite her struggles, he stuffed her into his car and drove away from the villa.