Mei Wenjin, who fled from the house, hurriedly went to take a cold shower and forced himself to wake up.

He never knew that there was a beast living in his heart, and he looked gentle on his face, and only he knew how possessive this beast was.

On weekdays, he maneuvers around the court, treats people gently and politely, and is extremely gentle with Murong Nian.

He will also be tired, but he will never show it in front of Murong Nian.

In other words, as soon as he saw Murong Nian, he was not so tired.

He didn't want her to be stressed, he didn't want her to be scared, he just wanted to watch her live so carefree, to see her smile and be her truest self in front of him.

If such a distance can make her subconsciously rely on herself, and pull his sleeve when she is insecure, he will already be very satisfied.

However, Mei Wenjin didn't expect that as soon as Mu Huai came back, he himself couldn't control the beast in his heart first.

He was jealous, he was crazy jealous, he wanted to take Murong Nian for himself, but he knew that if he did this, then she would never get one step closer to him in her life.

When he was a child, his husband told him that many things have to be fought for by oneself to know the answer and get a satisfactory result, but these principles have no effect at all.

If you don't love, you don't love, he knew it two years ago, and now he can't blame others......

Finally sobering up, he changed into clean clothes.

Tonight was the first time in two years that he had lost control, Murong Nian was so frightened that he was a little uneasy and wanted to go see her.

Walking to the door, he took a deep breath and settled down before he mustered up the courage to push the door in.

Luckily, she had fallen asleep.

The moonlight poured in through the window, making it look particularly comfortable.

Mei Wenjin quietly sat down on the edge of the bed, and couldn't help but reach out and rub her ear.

Murong Nian slept unsteadily, curled up in the quilt, and his little face was even more reluctant under the moonlight, but his brows were furrowed, as if he had dreamed of something terrible.

Mei Wenjin felt a little unbearable in his heart, the moonlight hit his delicate and warm face, and the affection in his eyes was like this moonlight pouring out.

Nian'er, you are my weakness after all......

He reached out and touched her eyebrows, rubbed them gently, and whispered to her for a while.

"Nian'er, tonight...... It's my bad ......."

After all, he is not good, he should not lose control, he should not say things like that, and he should not ...... Kiss her......

Xu is too depressed in the past two years, Mei Wenjin himself has never found out, he actually has a heart that wants to possess her, so strong that he can't control himself.

He wanted to take her for himself, wanted to get her openly, kissed her, and wanted to hide her in his arms and hold her in the palm of his hand at any time.

Just like last winter, when it snowed, he hid her in his cloak, and felt her little one being held in his arms, with a soft and charming daughter's fragrance, with crooked eyebrows, clear eyes, and a lovely blush on his face, all the way into his heart.

On that day, she was wearing a bright red embroidered gold silk entwined branch lotus pattern palace dress, and he was wearing his usual favorite smoky blue auspicious cloud dark pattern cloak, and she followed him in the snow with small steps, like a pair of lovers who were in the same boat through thick and thin.

There are people who can talk on the side and say that they are very affectionate and envious of others.

He looked at Murong Nian's appearance of running away with a red face, and his heart was so warm that he couldn't speak......

At that time, he thought that he still had a lot of time to let her slowly enter his arms, but when he felt the danger, he was like an enraged beast, with signs of a dead fish and a broken net.

He can't do that......

In the first half of his life, he always lived humblely, without the love of his parents, no one taught him by word and deed, only the old gentleman in the school took him in with his life experience, but he could only teach him the truth of reading and being a man, and he couldn't teach him much.

In fact, he doesn't know how to love someone.

In the relationship, he is also the humble one, he thought that as long as he could accompany Murong Nian, he would be content, but he didn't expect that people's hearts are so easy to give birth to greed.

After sitting on the edge of the bed for a long time, he saw that Murong Nian's brows were finally no longer wrinkled, so he got up and left.

On the second day, Murong Nian took the book of separation that Bi Tao found for her, wrote a copy of it, and waited for Mei Wenjin to come back to him.

She thought that as long as they reconciled and separated, no matter how she cared about Mu Huai, she would be above board, and Mei Wenjin would no longer ask that kind of question like last night, let alone be so fierce to her.

Who knows, Mei Wenjin didn't come back for a long time that day, she was bored waiting, and then fell asleep on his desk.

When Mei Wenjin came back, he saw the paper pressed under Murong Nian's arm, and the word "Heli" was extremely clear, like two sharp swords, straight into his heart.

She actually wrote and left the book......

He walked over and whispered to wake her up.

When Murong Nian came to her senses, she felt Mei Wenjin's hand caressing the side of her face, and when she woke up, she paused slightly, but she was still reluctant to take it away.

Murong Nian sat up straight, Mei Wenjin also withdrew his hand, the book on the table was unblocked, and it was reflected in his eyes, Murong Nian's heart suddenly sour, and a trace of remorse came up, and she was quickly pressed down:

"Don Ma, this is the book of Heli, another day I will go into the palace to ask my father and queen mother, we ...... Let's just leave! ”

Murong Nian said as she grabbed the copy she had copied and handed it over, her eyes looked away, panicked, and she didn't dare to look into his eyes.

Mei Wenjin looked at her dodging appearance, and felt that it was not a book of harmony, but a judgment book for the rest of his life, declaring that he would not be able to find love in his life.

"Princess...... If you really want to reconcile and leave this time, it will definitely cause an uproar, and the princess has thought about how to deal with it? Mei Wenjin didn't rush to take it.

"You've figured it out!" Murong Nian replied without thinking about it.

She didn't know anything about the court at all, she didn't know why His Majesty wanted her to marry her, she didn't know that Mu Huai begged His Majesty to guard the border two years ago, and she didn't know what was going on in the court today.

"Don't like each other, don't delay any longer, I know that two years ago, you had to agree to marry because of your father, and now Brother Mu Huai is back, you know my thoughts, after we leave, you can also find a girl you like to marry, you don't have to be so wronged!"

He forced her last night, but she thought that she was forced to marry her, and she thought that he didn't like her......

"You were drunk last night, I ...... I won't blame you, and I won't tell my father ......" I really want to know what Mei Wenjin is thinking, Murong Nian suddenly added.

Mei Wenjin heard her say this, and laughed self-deprecatingly in his heart, last night, was he drunk?

But why did he remember that kiss so clearly......

Mei Wenjin endured the bitterness in her heart and took the copy of the book in her hand.

He didn't want to see what was written in that harmony, but that line of words just caught his eyes.

"One part, two wide, each life rejoices."

After separating from her, where will he have any joy?

Since she wants to reconcile, she can't hide what happened today, but I'm afraid that tomorrow, he won't be able to hide it if he wants to.

"Princess, if you really want to reconcile, it will take a few days." Mei Wenjin remained silent, folded up the book and stuffed it into his sleeve.

"Why?"