213. I hope you're just my delusion

With the idea of stepping on him to death if I don't let go, I use extra hard with every kick. I don't believe that he can still hold on, and I guess by that time, his feet will really be useless.

Now there are only two possibilities, one is that he really thinks so, and the other is that he has reached an ulterior consensus with someone. But no matter what it is, I can't take this man anymore. The past is the past, and there is nothing that cannot be let go, not to mention that my heart belongs now.

Feeling that his feet hurt, Fang Ziqing let go slightly. In fact, even he didn't expect this, could it be that he wasn't sincere enough? Or is this woman really so ruthless? Naturally, he didn't think about this.

"Fang Ziqing, this is what you asked for." The last step down, I really used my strength to feed. Rather than wasting time listening to him talk in his dreams, I'd better breathe in the potion alone.

Obviously, this kick is real. At the moment when Fang Zi relaxed his hand, I fled quickly. I thought I would never be alone with this man, and it was better to never see each other again.

Looking at the two people facing each other inside, I thought I might as well not go in. Opportunities are always given, not to mention that he is not my exclusive possession.

Everyone has their own space, even couples, they need relative space. I can still do this.

Sitting on a chair and watching the people come and go, I can't help but feel that the days of living in the hospital every day are really boring. Repeating one thing, as if it had been set in a rhythm. If I could, I really hope I don't come to the hospital in the future.

looked at the petite white coat, the only difference was the mask she was wearing, which almost covered her face, except for those eyes. I saw her walk to the door of the ward, but she had no intention of entering. If this is a ward round, then along the way, she has not entered any room, that is, she has not stopped at all. Only at the door of Xu Yi's ward, she stopped, and she stood for a long time.

It's been so long that I can't even keep my eyes open.

Even if it's passing by, even if it's obsessive, I think a few minutes of watching it should be enough. But this woman didn't, she stood there for a long time, without any movement.

I was curious, this woman...... No, this seems to be a little wrong, the height, the figure, although it is covered by wide clothes, but it can still be seen roughly.

I don't know if it's my delusion, but I think this figure is very familiar.

And that look, how to look at it and how it feels weird. I always feel that it is an obsession, or it can be said to be an obsession.

I don't think I'm wrong, because I know that feeling very well, just like when I was looking at Fang Ziqing, I was obsessed because I loved it deeply. You can't go wrong with that feeling, I'm sure of that.

But the problem is that just as I was saying the three words Shen Qingzhi, the person left in a hurry. If it weren't for the weakness of the heart, what would she run. This alone makes people suspicious.

The disappearance of that figure made me unable to recover for a long time, and I seemed to be sure in my heart.

It wasn't until Lin Xiao stood in front of me that I came back to my senses.

"Enron, I don't care how capable you are now, but if you can't guarantee Xu Yi's safety and happiness, then get out of here as soon as possible." Looking at me condescendingly, Lin Xiao warned. That's right, it's a warning.

This kind of Lin Xiao makes me feel ridiculous, I don't know why, I just feel it inexplicably. Until now, she still looks confident, if she knows what Fang Ziqing thought just now, I don't know if she will feel good about herself like she does now. It's just that there are some things, and the difference between saying and not saying is often only at the moment when it is discovered. The feeling of being discovered by oneself is perhaps the most sour. At this point, I would like to see Lin Xiao's reaction.

If you really want to talk about her feelings, in my opinion, it is not love at all, but a kind of possession. Whether it was Fang Ziqing or Xu Yi, she just wanted to satisfy her feelings.

"If you really have time, you should care more about your husband, and don't always think about other people's husbands. The third party is really not so easy to be. After saying this, I left directly, completely ignoring Lin Xiao's instantly distorted face. There are some things that are not meant to be said, but have to be said. Of course, this is also a kind reminder.

In the ward, Xu Yi was like a child waiting for his family to come back, very well-behaved. Especially the look of anticipation, I felt soft in my heart.

"Wife." The moment I walked in, he shouted in a low voice.

I didn't know what he meant, so I just whispered, "Hmm." ”

Maybe it's my attitude that makes Xu Yi anxious, to put it bluntly, he is also an insecure person. Don't look at him as indifferent at any time, but the real fear is hidden in the bottom of his heart, but he has never shown it. Actually, I know all of this, but I just didn't say it directly.

To put it bluntly, aren't we all the same people? We are strong on the surface, but we are extremely fragile inside, but we have never shown it. It's okay for me, because I can still be vulnerable, but it's different for Xu Yi, who is a man. His strength is necessary because he is a man. Maybe it's a little unfair, but it can't be helped.

Seeing Xu Yi staring at him as if he had something to say, I still walked over, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him and said, "Xu Yi, do you think that a dead person will appear again?" ”

When I asked this question, I didn't know what I was thinking, and I didn't know how to ask such a thing. I knew it was impossible, but I still asked it.

Staring at me, Xu Yi seemed to be thinking deeply, but then put his arm around my shoulders and said, "Don't worry, there will never be such a thing in the future." Squeezing my shoulders hard, Xu Yi said seriously.

Of course I believe him, because as long as he says it, he can usually do it. In fact, he is like this, even if he has a promise or not, he will do it.

"As for those who have disappeared, I don't think she will appear."

I think Xu Yi should know who I'm talking about. Because only that person is the one who disappears.

"Why do you suddenly say something like this?" In the end, Xu Yi is still careful, and when I asked this sentence, he had already noticed it.

With him, I didn't have anything to keep, so I naturally told the story one by one.

"Actually, I'm not sure, but when I was at the door just now, the nurse was really weird. Unlike the doctors and nurses who do rounds next to each other, she stands outside your room and never leaves. Which of the nurses here is not your fan sister, if she can get close to you, she won't rush to come. But such a good opportunity, that person didn't, just stood at the door and watched you. It wasn't until I called out Shen Qingzhi's name that she left in a panic. "The more I say it, the more suspicious I feel, and I can't help but look into Xu Yi's eyes." Xu Yi, it is really very likely that it is Shen Qingzhi, and she is really very likely to be alive. At this moment, I gradually affirmed the thoughts in my heart. Especially when I think of the pause of the figure and the look in the eyes that look at me when I shout those three words, it is really similar. "Xu Yi, you believe me, I can't be mistaken. That person really looks like Shen Qingzhi. "I can't say yes, but I'm probably sure of it.

Maybe it's because of what happened before, but now I'm inexplicably afraid, as if something bad will happen again. The feeling of uneasiness rose again, and I really believed in myself. When it comes to intuition, I'm really accurate.

"Fool, don't think about it, she's impossible to show up again."

I know the meaning of Xu Yi's words, the person who was burned was Shen Qingzhi, even if he didn't die, it couldn't have appeared in this place. It's just that Shen Qingzhi is really not dead? In my heart, I was also skeptical. But at the moment he wasn't sure, but the only thing he had to do was comfort me and tell me not to think about it.

This sounded like an affirmation, but when I looked into Xu Yi's eyes, I noticed the dodge. In the final analysis, even he couldn't be sure whether Shen Qingzhi really died in that fire. Because the place is so far away, no one knows everything there. If this was in the city, I guess the news would have been broadcast a long time ago. But I just didn't know the result, so I was even more uncertain. Now, with Xu Yi's dodgy look, I am even more sure of what I have in mind. Perhaps, Shen Qingzhi is really not dead.

Maybe it's dead, maybe it's still alive, but I'm not sure now.

"Enron, I don't want you to be confused about these things. If Shen Qingzhi really didn't die, she wouldn't have appeared either. ”

Are these words comforting me? Looking at Xu Yi, I wanted to ask him a little, but I still couldn't say it.

I found that this was not only my worry, but also his Xu Yi's worry, because we were both afraid of Shen Qingzhi's appearance.

I also think it's a delusion on my part, and at least it proves that my worries are unwarranted. But if this is not my delusion, then there is a good chance that we will continue to face danger. Actually, I'm not afraid, if only for me. But now the child and Xu Yi are the existence I am most worried about, and they are also the ones I care about the most.

Actually, I really don't know what to say about this. Because that day was just that, but for the next few days, I would always go and sit in the hallway, thinking that the figure would still appear. As a result, three days have passed, and I don't want this figure to appear again.

Could it really be my delusion? Sitting in a chair in the hallway, I couldn't help but think.

If it was, she couldn't have gone without showing up for days. According to Shen Qingzhi's character, she will definitely find Xu Yi as soon as possible, or attack me. can be so peaceful and uneventful. Makes me doubt myself.

Shen Qingzhi, I hope you are just my delusion.