I have always felt that the emotional intelligence of a madman is extremely low, and he does not have much scheming but does not lose his wisdom. Just like now, he was staring at me intently, and there was no embarrassment, and he still had a bitter face, letting my gaze go. After a moment of silence, I asked, "Crazy, I haven't asked you all this time, what do you like about me?" ”

When the madman heard this, he pretended to be contemplative, and after thinking for a long time, he replied in a matter-of-fact manner: "There is no reason to like someone." ”

I couldn't help laughing, shook my head and said softly: "Wrong, there is a reason and reason for liking someone." With a person from strange to familiar go through an irreversible process, the good and bad of the first impression will not be maintained from the beginning to the end, and the like is generated in this process. Because of this person's certain behavior, some things that you have experienced with the other person, your emotions will turn into thoughts. ”

The madman blinked, blinked again, and changed his bitter expression just now and said, "Little box, you are so profound. ”

I pursed the corners of my lips and looked at him seriously, "So madman, you don't really like me, or to be precise, your liking is the kind of novelty that will arise when you see birds flying in the sky and insects crawling underground." ”

The madman frowned: "You can compare yourself to a bird in the sky, why do you want to compare yourself to an adult?" You don't look like a bug at all. ”

I was speechless about it, it was basically a chicken and a duck.

But after a while, the madman suddenly said: "Little box, I don't understand what you said. It is that every day you see that your eyes are like a river of vicissitudes, the face is calm, but the bottom is depressed and sad, and this place will also be uncomfortable. He put his hand on the left side of his heart, still the same face with a comedic effect, but his eyes were serious, and I couldn't help but look at it.

Footsteps sounded, and he moved to the door and paused, "They should be out of the canyon today." ”

"Them?" I instinctively asked.

The madman reverted to his original tune and swung his hand into the air indiscriminately, "Oh, that's what it's called, there's a girl and a man, and ...... That person. ”

I've been standing for a long time before I'm light.

"Oh, what do you mean?" The madman was asking, "If you want to go and see, go with your third brother, it should be too late." ”

I was dragged out of the stone house by a madman, through a hundred meters of the cave to the outside, and the vast sky made me a little depressed. Roughly understand the terrain of the location, a forest in front of you is undulating, the cave that has just come out is divided into two layers, divided in different directions, beyond the forest is the long river. I had heard from a madman earlier that Zhang Ji and Liang Zheng came in from a long river, because this long river was connected to the deep pool where the first waiting position came down.

The deep pools in the cave are very strange, and for some reason there will be different water levels at different times, resulting in a diversion when entering in batches, with the first group being taken downstream, the second group being taken to the midstream, and the third group being taken upstream. The long river is located upstream.

Thinking about these things in my mind, I let the madman pull me through the forest, the forest is not big, and it only takes about ten minutes to reach the mouth of the forest. The vague voice floated from not far away, and my wandering thoughts suddenly twitched, and my ears couldn't help but prick up to listen. When I stepped out of the forest with the madman, my voice stopped abruptly, and several eyes looked towards me.

Strange and familiar faces, as if looking back after a thousand sails, everything has changed beyond recognition. I noticed that Xu Jiu, who was standing in a corner and talking to one after another, glanced at the madman, and the madman came over to my ear and whispered, "Little box, I'll go over and wait for me here." But he didn't let go of my wrist after he finished speaking, nor did he run to Xu Jiu's side, but kept that posture stiff in place.

I turned my eyes to the side in surprise to see his gaze squinting behind me, and for a moment I felt something, and I struggled to turn around a little. What I saw after this turn was the one I remembered the most for countless nights to come.

The sun was quiet, and Gao Cheng stood under the nameless tree, his soft chestnut forehead hair parted above his eyes, although he still felt emaciated, he looked extremely handsome after shaving off his beard. The space was so quiet that I could hear even a needle falling on the ground, and I felt that looking at him for a long time, in a trance, the eyes that had returned to black were so gentle.

It's just that he didn't look at me.

Someone's call came faintly from behind him: "Brother Cheng." ”

Suddenly gentleness turned into an illusion, and the light in my eyes was cold and strange, and when I looked at it, my eyes swept away from the madman, and for a moment it drooped down, and quickly swept past me and strode forward. At a distance of three or five meters, I held my breath, and every step seemed to be on the tip of my heart, and the pain was unbearable.

When the breeze blew on my face and the steady footprints crossed me all the way, I lowered my eyes, no tears, no loss, just ......

A thought of flowers blooming, a thought of flowers, under the nameless tree, we pass by, you don't recognize me, I don't recognize you.

The madman hurriedly said, "Little box, he ......" I grabbed his hand and stared at the madman's eyes with a persecutive look, and the words on his lips retracted and looked at me in astonishment.

In the afterglow, Gao Cheng walked to Luo Jinghan and the others, whispered something, and after a while, they all walked towards the boats parked by the long river. He closed his eyes vigorously and turned his head to look at the figure. Gao Cheng, I originally wanted to hold hands with you and never give up, but now it has become a luxury, then I will watch you go all the way and never give up.

The boat was a motorboat, and as soon as it started, it flew far away, and after a while, it disappeared without a trace. The madman stomped his feet and sighed: "Why don't you call him to stop?" Isn't it uncomfortable to hold back so many words in your heart? ”

I withdrew my gaze and turned to meet a pair of deep eyes.

Sheng Shiyao.

It was three days since that day, and I haven't seen him again. Three days ago, I said I had thought about it; Three days later, he gave me a satisfactory answer. He stepped forward, bowed his head, and said sincerely, "Thank you." ”

His eyes fell on my face, and he asked in a low voice, "Are you willing?" ”

I looked up for a moment and didn't have time to hide the emotion in my eyes, there was sourness in my eyes, it seemed that in front of him, I couldn't control the fragility in my heart. Shaking his head and saying: "Unwilling, but ......" If there are things in the world, it can only be the end of the road after all. I didn't say any more, I lowered my head and walked past him, and walked quickly into the woods, where I didn't know where I went, and finally I couldn't help it, and tears fell all over my eyes.

How can you be willing? This man plunged into my life in a strong manner, leaving me no room at all, and he said that from now on, I had only one choice. But with the oath in his ears, he uprooted me from my memory, and from then on, those pasts, happy, happy, sad, parting, sharing weal and woe, and living and dying together, all turned to ashes.

I don't even have the right to look at him......

It's not just the heart that's desolate, but the world has abandoned me, and without the high city, what else do I have left? An empty fragment of the past? An unpredictable future? It turned out that I was so poor that I had nothing but him.

The heavy sentimentality was pulled back by the sobbing sound next to me, and I turned my head in a daze and saw the madman crying in embarrassment, and I didn't notice when he came with me, and asked lightly: "What are you crying about?" ”

He wiped away his tears and threw away the words: "It's so hurtful, I'll never love it again." I looked at him for a moment, smiled and said, "Thank you, madman." This is a sincere saying, when a person's heart is sad and sad, it is lucky to have such a person who can pull you out at the right time, and can accompany you to be sentimental and cry with you.

But the madman's next sentence was, "No thanks." It really hurts me to death, and I don't know where the wasp came from, I don't bite it anywhere else, but I bite it on the nose, and it's disfigured. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and it took me half a beat to react to what he meant, and when I looked closely, I found that there was really a big swollen bag at the tip of his nose. Suddenly, I felt like I had been struck by a thunderbolt.

A laugh came from the side, and a beautiful figure walked into the field of vision, and after staring at it, he recognized it as Cheng Xiao. She walked over and patted the madman on the shoulder, and said cautiously: "The wasp is poisonous, I think you should go and take medicine first, or your nose will be swollen enough to cover your face in a while." When the madman heard this, his eyes suddenly widened, and he turned around and ran, shouting as he ran: "Little box, you are waiting for me here, I will come when I go." ”

Looking at the figure that jumped out dozens of meters in an instant, I only felt powerless. After Cheng Xiaomu sent the madman away, he turned his head and said to me with a smile: "He is so funny, he should be very happy with this kind of person." ”

There was something in the words, I pretended not to understand, and smiled far-fetchedly. But Cheng Xiao asked directly: "Have you considered him?" Some people seem confused on the surface, but in their hearts they know very well that after you walk into the forest, he is in a hurry to catch up with you more than anyone else. ”

I suddenly felt a sense of annoyance, and the words rushed out without thinking about it: "If someone other than Sheng Shiyao does this to you, will you consider it?" Cheng Xiao pursed her lips and smiled, and said firmly: "Never." He had to be. ”

Two broken sentences, six words, loud and sound.

I really wanted to say it in such a loud voice, but the voice was stuck in my throat, dry and painful. I darkened my eyes and lowered my head, not wanting to look at the calm smile on her face, which would make me feel too sad, not to love, but to love but not to love. It may have a fate with Gaocheng, but it is indefinite and doomed.

Cheng Xiao's voice next to his ears changed from calm just now, with a little sentimentality: "Xia Zhu, you don't know how difficult it is to do these six words." She leaned against the trunk of the tree behind me, and said in a very soft voice: "In the face of this world, we are really so small, and that hand in the dark can make you reincarnate in hell with just a flick of the commanding hand, and the world is bleak." To fight them, you must not only have determination, but also perseverance and the desire to never give up. If you don't have that, just mention those six words. Xia Zhu, are you ready? ”

I turned my gaze to her face and into her vicissitudes of life. <