He had calculated that I would go to the stone pan and lure me out of the siege with my mother, and knew that my desire to escape from him would not linger in the town of Bryn.

At the foot of the Great Wall, I want to ask everything to go back to Brin Town and then go down to the siege to inspect it, but thinking deeply about the ancient motives behind this, I feel a chill in my heart. He lured me out of the siege, and how could he not have figured out that he must have blocked the entrance and exit of the underground siege, and that was only one of them; The second thing I can think of is that the only reason he persecuted me was that he was leaving the underground siege as well, though I still can't figure out why he took me back.

At that moment, the extreme panic invaded, the imperial capital was close to Brin Town, and this was the most likely place for him to come from the town. Even if the time limit has passed, at least complete the "third game", this is the reason I found for myself, but only I know that the panic in my heart is intensifying, and there will even be a thought flashing over him, there is a flame in his eyes, but his body is cold, is there something wrong, but this thought is suppressed and does not dare to think about it.

However, although there were obstacles in the imperial capital, I was able to break through this dilemma. Ruyi Zhai ate a closed door, Cen Xi I know that I can't please it, but I clearly remember that Qin Zhou said more than once that his Qin family's prestige in the imperial capital.

So after sitting in the teahouse for a night, the letter about Qin Zhou also came out. During the half hour I spent outside the clubhouse, I felt the coldness of the city, and the cold on the outside was no better than the bottom of my heart. Because the more I thought about it, the more I felt that something was wrong, especially when Qin Zhou opened his eyes in front of me and said nonsense and was seen by himself, I was actually afraid.

forced to come to this Xiyuan, Tong Ying's reaction made me even more frightened. If Qin Zhou's clever words changed her own scheming, but Tong Ying was not, but she really thought that Gu Xi died in that hanging cave, which means that the information she received was the same as I did at the beginning, but no one told her that Gu Xi was not dead.

I rushed into the Xiyuan to fight Tong Ying desperately, in addition to suspecting that Gu Xi might be hidden in my house and Tong Ying didn't know about it, I also wanted to force Qin Zhou to tell the truth. However, his truth made me fall into the abyss.

He said that Gu Xi asked him to erase the traces in the imperial capital, in addition to the transfer of his assets, it was the memory of the Zhao family, and Tong Ying was also a member of the Zhao family, and it may be difficult to erase the memory because of his deep relationship with him, so he simply let Tong Ying think that he died in the hanging hole.

Returning to himself, He Zhixu told me so at the beginning, and then I met Cen You because I was poisoned by Youqing and fainted, but after that, I was in the sanatorium for two months, and they wanted to erase my memory of him again. If it weren't for my anti-hypnosis ability, I'm afraid that at this time, like the second uncle of the Zhao family, I would have no impression of the name Gu Xi at all, and the previous experience would have disappeared in my mind.

This is the original intention of Gu Xi!

If I hadn't tried him on, I wouldn't have made a trip to the underground siege. So back to the roots, his purpose in taking me to the underground siege was actually the same as his "original intention", except that he laid a layer of concealment on the outside, making me confused, desperate, and miserable in it. Even if you wake up later, it's too late.

Yes, it's too late.

No matter how much I tried to make up for it, it was too late, or I was defeated from the beginning.

I stayed up all night, and I came downstairs as soon as it was dawn. Tong Ying sat downstairs, quietly looking up at me, and the moment they met my eyes, I saw the pain in her eyes. Qin Zhou should have told her the truth last night, and I have no sympathy for her, because I am more pathetic than her. As I passed her, she suddenly whispered, "Where are you going?" ”

I was silent for a moment and replied, "Go back to Pingcheng." ”

"Why?" she asked. I shook my head and walked out of the garden without replying.

Tong Ying, as for you, this may end here; But as for me, I need to go back to that circle to be the end.

Qin Zhou is also a supernatural power, I can get me on the plane without an ID card, and the fastest flight back to Pingcheng is the fastest flight. He stood at the gate and said to me: Chang Xiaoyuan, you can't find him.

I gritted my teeth and said nothing, turning my head forward. Qin Zhou is the same as Tong Ying, they don't understand why I have to go back to Pingcheng to find it, in fact, the reason is very simple, but it is ...... I met him in Pingcheng.

At the first stop back in Pingcheng, I took a taxi to "Time", but looking at the "transfer" label on the closed glass door, I was stunned and finally dialed the number left at the bottom. The mobile phone was bought for me by Qin Zhou at the airport temporarily, and he said that I was too cold, and I didn't bring my mobile phone or ID card when I went out. Qin Zhou did this, and he already read the friendship of life and death to me.

The mobile phone number was actually able to dial, and my heartbeat accelerated slightly. Gu Xi said that He Zhixu should be fake in Changcheng now, but I don't care much about where he will be, and I don't have to worry about my mother's safety, so I want to get some information from He Zhixu's mouth.

But, it's my delusion.

The moment my phone was connected, my heart rate stopped for half a beat, and I couldn't even breathe, but when the inquiry came out, my brain was empty, and I suddenly fell from hope to the bottom.

It was a female voice who spoke, and I was no stranger to it, and after saying "Hey" on the other side, I said, "Lisa, I'm Alice." She is Lisa, an employee of Time. After a few short conversations, the call ended, which roughly meant that He Zhixu closed the "Time" coffee bar and handed it over to her to handle the follow-up, and Lisa also kindly sent a text message to He Zhixu's number.

I typed the number into my phone with "He", but I didn't call it again.

It's not difficult to find Qin Fu again, he is a public figure who will always be exposed in front of others. It's also a supercar club, but I didn't use my connections to go in and stay outside, and I waited for a week to finally get someone.

Qin Fu is still the same Qin Fu as before, high-spirited and restrained, and he was surprised when he saw me, but he still walked over. Before I could speak, he said, "Why did you come to me again?" What about Ah Xi? ”

I looked down and laughed, and I couldn't stop laughing.

Qin Fu asked, "What are you laughing at?" I suppressed my smile before I raised my head, looked at him calmly and said, "Qin Fu, although I haven't had much contact with you like Qin Zhou, I can be regarded as an acquaintance anyway." There are some dramas, just don't act. ”

Qin Fu's eyes flickered, and he looked at me with a slightly gloomy face.

I didn't want to waste time, so I just asked him, and he looked at me hesitantly, "Are you sure." ”

I nodded.

Late at night on the streets, I wandered at intersections, and I felt a chill pour into my neck, making me shiver. When I looked up, I found that it was snowing, and it had been almost a month since I left that night, and Ming'er was Chinese New Year's Eve, and my mother's phone urged me again and again, but I was still stranded in Pingcheng.

That day, Qin Fu took me into the ancient castle, which was my request. Knowingly...... There's no way Gu Xi will still be there, but I still want to go in. The last time I walked barefoot from Time to the gate of the castle, but was not allowed to enter because of the heavy guards, I wondered: what was he thinking when he sat on a tree in the garden and watched me approach the flower bed from the darkness?

So that night I sat on the same tree that he had sat on, staring at the flower beds below. Heaven does not give me, there is no moon this night, there is no short-lived beauty, only the crystal orchid is born there alone.

The smell wafting through the air still feels fragrant to me. I didn't think about why I was not attacked by rotten qi, but I just wondered if Gu Xi felt lonely when he often sat on the tree like this and looked at these flowers?

The underground siege seems to be a place full of secrets, but it is actually a place where his soul is imprisoned. He planted the crystal orchid around his wooden house, the flower of death, and in fact, there were times when he felt full of despair.

Then I fell asleep and leaned against the branches, dreamless and unfazed.

Qin Fu stayed in the castle without returning that night, and when I walked back to the front house in the early morning, he was waiting for me, and he was slightly surprised to see me holding a crystal orchid in my hand. I asked him if he could take the flower? He shrugged his shoulders and had no objections.

It's just that not all flowers can be grown, just like the crystal orchid, I took it back to my apartment and it began to wither after a week, no matter how much I tried to cultivate it to save it. I looked up various ways to grow it on the Internet, and I also asked flower farmers who specialize in growing flowers, but the answer I got was that the climate and soil of Pingcheng are not suitable for the survival of this plant, and it mostly grows at an altitude of 1650-3200 meters above sea level under the hillside forest, in a cold and damp mixed forest with needles and broadleaves.

At that time, I really wanted to yell back at the flower farmer, who said that it could not be supported here, I had obviously witnessed its life with my own eyes.

The flower died unexpectedly, like something in my body that was gradually disappearing. The limited knowledge on the Internet tells me that the crystal orchid flower has a short lifespan unless it is artificially cultivated in the wild environment. It sprouts in the spring and has a lifetime of only a few months from growth, flowering, and fruiting. Obviously, Guxi not only changed its growth environment, but also changed its living habits.

I withdrew from school with my tutor, and my tutor only persuaded me a few words before signing it, just because I had basically become a "supernumerary" in the past six months. When I left the tutor's office, I wanted to ask, do you remember Mr. Gu? But after all, he choked on the words.

What if you ask? Even if the mentor says that he still remembers, it can't change the fact that this person has withdrawn from the stage. I call this world the stage, the stage where he Gu Xi is running alone, and no one inserts it.

Qin Fu said the same thing to Qin Zhou that day: Chang Xiaoyuan, you can't find him.

I turned my back and left, only to hear him whisper behind me, "We're all the same." Yes, we are all the same, not only me, but even their Qin family brothers, Tong Ying, etc., everyone in this world who has ever been related to him, can't find him.

At that moment, my eyes were really sore, but I looked up at the sky and held back.

I was on the bus back to Changcheng, even though tomorrow was Chinese New Year's Eve, my mother just called me and listened to me take the bus and complained about why I didn't take the plane back, I only smiled.

The bus journey from Pingcheng to Changcheng takes more than six hours, which is the only and last way I can extend my memory.

Next to me is a little girl, watching a video on her mobile phone, which is a music variety show. Now these shows, no matter what the subject matter, will add elements of comedy, and the little girls are laughing happily watching it several times.

I leaned back in my chair and looked out the window, but I couldn't turn my ears off and there was always a sound.

Suddenly, a female voice sang softly, like an arrow piercing my eardrums.

You're really cruel to make up for it by disappearing

Fall in love with you and I carry the bitterness

Betraying feelings and taking revenge with attachment

How can you be selfish

I'm in a trance, and I can't figure it out

Why lonely learning doesn't care

......

In a trance, I heard my own voice asking, "What song is this?" ”

The little girl replied, "Solo Photo." ”

I turned my body sideways to an angle where I couldn't go any further, and finally tears slipped from the corners of my eyes.

Ever since I realized this fact, my heart has become a desert, but no matter how I try to confirm it again and again, I have never shed a single tear. It was when I watched the crystal orchid wither day by day and finally die, I sat on the balcony next door with the flower pot in my arms all night, and at that time I felt that my heart must have been extinguished.

But at this moment, when I heard the first lyrics, all the emotions came to me, despair and pain, and I couldn't stop the tears rolling down. Despair is because I have used all my strength to prove a fact that has long been true, and pain is because I know that the ending is as the man arranged it in the morning, but I still can't suppress this sadness.

Gu Xi, you are really cruel, approaching me, using me, making me fall in love with you, and finally making up for it by disappearing! The ghost wants you to make up for it, I'd rather you really kill me than make up for it!

You bastard, don't let me find you, let me find you...... I won't let you go.

I cried loudly on the bus, and the girl next to me was pulling my sleeve in a panic and asking what was wrong. I had no intention of responding, and I was overwhelmed by despair, because I knew that if this man wanted to, even if I was desperate for the rest of my life, I would never find him again, so why not let him go?

When the mood finally calmed down, the girl didn't bother me anymore and turned off the mobile phone video, and it was quiet all the way. When she got to her destination, she got up to get out of the car, and before she got out of the car, she stuffed me with a tissue, and when I looked up, I could only see her back.

Bow your head, and the tissue reads: Gain and loss, go and stay, there will be another shore in the end. Girls, come on!

After arriving in Changcheng all the way, I put the tissue in my pocket, and when I got out of the car, I saw a white blank with snowflakes floating overhead. I heard someone next to me saying that this year's snow was heavier than usual, so I buried my head in the snow.

This year, I fell in love with someone wishfully and left the city where I had lived for five years in defeat;

This year, my relationship with someone ended with the word "despair";

This year, it snowed the heaviest in more than 20 years.

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